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Truly, I was not thirsty, but I decided1 to hunt again that night. A small ounce ofprevention, inadequate2 though I knew it to be.
Carlisle came with me; we hadn’t been alone together since I’d returned fromDenali. As we ran through the black forest, I heard him thinking about that hastygoodbye last week.
In his memory, I saw the way my features had been twisted in fierce despair. Ifelt his surprise and sudden worry.
“Edward?”
“I have to go, Carlisle. I have to go now.”
“What’s happened?”
“Nothing. Yet. But it will, if I stay.”
He’d reached for my arm. I felt how it had hurt him when I’d cringed away fromhis hand.
“I don’t understand.”
“Have you ever…has there ever been a time…”
I watched myself take a deep breath, saw the wild light in my eyes through thefilter of his deep concern.
“Has any one person ever smelled better to you than the rest of them? Muchbetter?”
“Oh.”
When I’d known that he understood, my face had fallen with shame. He’dreached out to touch me, ignoring it when I’d recoiled3 again, and left his hand on myshoulder.
“Do what you must to resist, son. I will miss you. Here, take my car. It’sfaster.”
He was wondering now if he’d done the right thing then, sending me away.
Wondering if he hadn’t hurt me with his lack of trust.
“No,” I whispered as I ran. “That was what I needed. I might so easily havebetrayed that trust, if you’d told me to stay.”
“I’m sorry you’re suffering, Edward. But you should do what you can to keep theSwan child alive. Even if it means that you must leave us again.”
“I know, I know.”
“Why did you come back? You know how happy I am to have you here, but ifthis is too difficult…”
“I didn’t like feeling a coward,” I admitted.
We’d slowed—we were barely jogging through the darkness now.
“Better that than to put her in danger. She’ll be gone in a year or two.”
“You’re right, I know that.” Contrarily, though, his words only made me moreanxious to stay. The girl would be gone in a year or two…Carlisle stopped running and I stopped with him; he turned to examine myexpression.
But you’re not going to run, are you?
I hung my head.

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exquisite
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减少( abate的过去式和过去分词 ); 减去; 降价; 撤消(诉讼) | |
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venom
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n.毒液,恶毒,痛恨 | |
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渴望,切盼,向往( yearn的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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villain
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n.反派演员,反面人物;恶棍;问题的起因 | |
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ridicule
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v.讥讽,挖苦;n.嘲弄 | |
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hostility
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n.敌对,敌意;抵制[pl.]交战,战争 | |
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blanched
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v.使变白( blanch的过去式 );使(植物)不见阳光而变白;酸洗(金属)使有光泽;用沸水烫(杏仁等)以便去皮 | |
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growled
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v.(动物)发狺狺声, (雷)作隆隆声( growl的过去式和过去分词 );低声咆哮着说 | |
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torrent
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n.激流,洪流;爆发,(话语等的)连发 | |
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glistening
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adj.闪耀的,反光的v.湿物闪耀,闪亮( glisten的现在分词 ) | |
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derisive
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adj.嘲弄的 | |
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awe
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n.敬畏,惊惧;vt.使敬畏,使惊惧 | |
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sarcastically
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adv.挖苦地,讽刺地 | |
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callous
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adj.无情的,冷淡的,硬结的,起老茧的 | |
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fumed
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愤怒( fume的过去式和过去分词 ); 大怒; 发怒; 冒烟 | |
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scowled
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怒视,生气地皱眉( scowl的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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unaware
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a.不知道的,未意识到的 | |
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