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High school. Purgatory1 no longer, it was now purely2 hell. Torment3 and fire…yes, I hadboth.
I was doing everything correctly now. Every “i” dotted, every “t” crossed. Noone could complain that I was shirking my responsibilities.
To please Esme and protect the others, I stayed in Forks. I returned to my oldschedule. I hunted no more than the rest of them. Everyday, I attended high school andplayed human. Everyday, I listened carefully for anything new about the Cullens—therenever was anything new. The girl did not speak one word of her suspicions. She justrepeated the same story again and again—I’d been standing4 with her and then pulled herout of the way—till her eager listeners got bored and stopped looking for more details.
There was no danger. My hasty action had hurt no one.
No one but myself.
I was determined5 to change the future. Not the easiest task to set for oneself, butthere was no other choice that I could live with.
Alice said that I would not be strong enough to stay away from the girl. I wouldprove her wrong.
I’d thought the first day would be the hardest. By the end of it, I’d been sure thatwas the case. I’d been wrong, though.
It had rankled6, knowing that I would hurt the girl. I’d comforted myself with thefact that her pain would be nothing more than a pinprick—just a tiny sting of rejection7—compared to mine. Bella was human, and she knew that I was something else, somethingwrong, something frightening. She would probably be more relieved than wounded whenI turned my face away from her and pretended that she didn’t exist.
“Hello, Edward,” she’d greeted me, that first day back in biology. Her voice hadbeen pleasant, friendly, one hundred and eighty degrees from the last time I’d spokenwith her.
Why? What did the change mean? Had she forgotten?
收听单词发音
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purgatory
n.炼狱;苦难;adj.净化的,清洗的
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purely
adv.纯粹地,完全地
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torment
n.折磨;令人痛苦的东西(人);vt.折磨;纠缠
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standing
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
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determined
adj.坚定的;有决心的
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rankled
v.(使)痛苦不已,(使)怨恨不已( rankle的过去式和过去分词 )
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rejection
n.拒绝,被拒,抛弃,被弃
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spoke
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
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decided
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
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blur
n.模糊不清的事物;vt.使模糊,使看不清楚
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escalation
n.扩大,增加
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destined
adj.命中注定的;(for)以…为目的地的
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pretense
n.矫饰,做作,借口
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torments
(肉体或精神上的)折磨,痛苦( torment的名词复数 ); 造成痛苦的事物[人]
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scent
n.气味,香味,香水,线索,嗅觉;v.嗅,发觉
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primal
adj.原始的;最重要的
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peripheral
adj.周边的,外围的
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analyzed
v.分析( analyze的过去式和过去分词 );分解;解释;对…进行心理分析
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generic
adj.一般的,普通的,共有的
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gratitude
adj.感激,感谢
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aggravated
使恶化( aggravate的过去式和过去分词 ); 使更严重; 激怒; 使恼火
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maturity
n.成熟;完成;(支票、债券等)到期
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feigned
a.假装的,不真诚的
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sporadically
adv.偶发地,零星地
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chattering
n. (机器振动发出的)咔嗒声,(鸟等)鸣,啁啾
adj. 喋喋不休的,啾啾声的
动词chatter的现在分词形式
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thoroughly
adv.完全地,彻底地,十足地
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indifference
n.不感兴趣,不关心,冷淡,不在乎
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wary
adj.谨慎的,机警的,小心的
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pouted
v.撅(嘴)( pout的过去式和过去分词 )
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snarled
v.(指狗)吠,嗥叫, (人)咆哮( snarl的过去式和过去分词 );咆哮着说,厉声地说
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emanate
v.发自,来自,出自
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foul
adj.污秽的;邪恶的;v.弄脏;妨害;犯规;n.犯规
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odious
adj.可憎的,讨厌的
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rattled
慌乱的,恼火的
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discomfort
n.不舒服,不安,难过,困难,不方便
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hesitation
n.犹豫,踌躇
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daggers
匕首,短剑( dagger的名词复数 )
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frustrating
adj.产生挫折的,使人沮丧的,令人泄气的v.使不成功( frustrate的现在分词 );挫败;使受挫折;令人沮丧
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utterly
adv.完全地,绝对地
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awareness
n.意识,觉悟,懂事,明智
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scrambled
v.快速爬行( scramble的过去式和过去分词 );攀登;争夺;(军事飞机)紧急起飞
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disapproval
n.反对,不赞成
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clench
vt.捏紧(拳头等),咬紧(牙齿等),紧紧握住
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oblivious
adj.易忘的,遗忘的,忘却的,健忘的
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outright
adv.坦率地;彻底地;立即;adj.无疑的;彻底的
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outlet
n.出口/路;销路;批发商店;通风口;发泄
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yearned
渴望,切盼,向往( yearn的过去式和过去分词 )
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tangle
n.纠缠;缠结;混乱;v.(使)缠绕;变乱
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plummeted
v.垂直落下,骤然跌落( plummet的过去式和过去分词 )
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remorse
n.痛恨,悔恨,自责
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sullenly
不高兴地,绷着脸,忧郁地
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growl
v.(狗等)嗥叫,(炮等)轰鸣;n.嗥叫,轰鸣
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wheedling
v.骗取(某物),哄骗(某人干某事)( wheedle的现在分词 )
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jealousy
n.妒忌,嫉妒,猜忌
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loyalty
n.忠诚,忠心
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mumbled
含糊地说某事,叽咕,咕哝( mumble的过去式和过去分词 )
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gasp
n.喘息,气喘;v.喘息;气吁吁他说
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guilt
n.犯罪;内疚;过失,罪责
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jittery
adj. 神经过敏的, 战战兢兢的
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intensity
n.强烈,剧烈;强度;烈度
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crumble
vi.碎裂,崩溃;vt.弄碎,摧毁
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devastatingly
adv. 破坏性地,毁灭性地,极其
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briefly
adv.简单地,简短地
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scorched
烧焦,烤焦( scorch的过去式和过去分词 ); 使(植物)枯萎,把…晒枯; 高速行驶; 枯焦
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dual
adj.双的;二重的,二元的
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craved
渴望,热望( crave的过去式 ); 恳求,请求
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crimson
n./adj.深(绯)红色(的);vi.脸变绯红色
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strand
vt.使(船)搁浅,使(某人)困于(某地)
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hissed
发嘶嘶声( hiss的过去式和过去分词 ); 发嘘声表示反对
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frustration
n.挫折,失败,失效,落空
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pointed
adj.尖的,直截了当的
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shreds
v.撕碎,切碎( shred的第三人称单数 );用撕毁机撕毁(文件)
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intervals
n.[军事]间隔( interval的名词复数 );间隔时间;[数学]区间;(戏剧、电影或音乐会的)幕间休息
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frustrated
adj.挫败的,失意的,泄气的v.使不成功( frustrate的过去式和过去分词 );挫败;使受挫折;令人沮丧
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jaw
n.颚,颌,说教,流言蜚语;v.喋喋不休,教训
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truthful
adj.真实的,说实话的,诚实的
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tightened
收紧( tighten的过去式和过去分词 ); (使)变紧; (使)绷紧; 加紧
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winced
赶紧避开,畏缩( wince的过去式和过去分词 )
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clenched
v.紧握,抓紧,咬紧( clench的过去式和过去分词 )
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stunned
adj. 震惊的,惊讶的
动词stun的过去式和过去分词
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seething
沸腾的,火热的
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entirely
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地
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gritting
v.以沙砾覆盖(某物),撒沙砾于( grit的现在分词 );咬紧牙关
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doorway
n.门口,(喻)入门;门路,途径
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rigidly
adv.刻板地,僵化地
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retrieving
n.检索(过程),取还v.取回( retrieve的现在分词 );恢复;寻回;检索(储存的信息)
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bent
n.爱好,癖好;adj.弯的;决心的,一心的
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halfway
adj.中途的,不彻底的,部分的;adv.半路地,在中途,在半途
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irritation
n.激怒,恼怒,生气
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wrenched
v.(猛力地)扭( wrench的过去式和过去分词 );扭伤;使感到痛苦;使悲痛
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stomped
v.跺脚,践踏,重踏( stomp的过去式和过去分词 )
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glower
v.怒目而视
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lure
n.吸引人的东西,诱惑物;vt.引诱,吸引
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shrugged
vt.耸肩(shrug的过去式与过去分词形式)
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ambush
n.埋伏(地点);伏兵;v.埋伏;伏击
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stiffen
v.(使)硬,(使)变挺,(使)变僵硬
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abruptly
adv.突然地,出其不意地
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flustered
adj.慌张的;激动不安的v.使慌乱,使不安( fluster的过去式和过去分词)
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slumped
大幅度下降,暴跌( slump的过去式和过去分词 ); 沉重或突然地落下[倒下]
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catching
adj.易传染的,有魅力的,迷人的,接住
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glowered
v.怒视( glower的过去式和过去分词 )
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rusted
v.(使)生锈( rust的过去式和过去分词 )
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blanched
v.使变白( blanch的过去式 );使(植物)不见阳光而变白;酸洗(金属)使有光泽;用沸水烫(杏仁等)以便去皮
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strutted
趾高气扬地走,高视阔步( strut的过去式和过去分词 )
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horrified
a.(表现出)恐惧的
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desperately
adv.极度渴望地,绝望地,孤注一掷地
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scowling
怒视,生气地皱眉( scowl的现在分词 )
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revved
v.(使)加速( rev的过去式和过去分词 );(数量、活动等)激增;(使发动机)快速旋转;(使)活跃起来
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chuckle
vi./n.轻声笑,咯咯笑
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morose
adj.脾气坏的,不高兴的
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hairpin
n.簪,束发夹,夹发针
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screeched
v.发出尖叫声( screech的过去式和过去分词 );发出粗而刺耳的声音;高叫
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overdid
v.做得过分( overdo的过去式 );太夸张;把…煮得太久;(工作等)过度
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glutting
v.吃得过多( glut的现在分词 );(对胃口、欲望等)纵情满足;使厌腻;塞满
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elk
n.麋鹿
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curb
n.场外证券市场,场外交易;vt.制止,抑制
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twitched
vt.& vi.(使)抽动,(使)颤动(twitch的过去式与过去分词形式)
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repulsed
v.击退( repulse的过去式和过去分词 );驳斥;拒绝
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repulse
n.击退,拒绝;vt.逐退,击退,拒绝
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furrow
n.沟;垄沟;轨迹;车辙;皱纹
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eyebrows
眉毛( eyebrow的名词复数 )
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Flared
adj. 端部张开的, 爆发的, 加宽的, 漏斗式的
动词flare的过去式和过去分词
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tempting
a.诱人的, 吸引人的
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cringing
adj.谄媚,奉承
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groan
vi./n.呻吟,抱怨;(发出)呻吟般的声音
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spines
n.脊柱( spine的名词复数 );脊椎;(动植物的)刺;书脊
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scattered
adj.分散的,稀疏的;散步的;疏疏落落的
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dedicated
adj.一心一意的;献身的;热诚的
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intrigued
adj.好奇的,被迷住了的v.搞阴谋诡计(intrigue的过去式);激起…的兴趣或好奇心;“intrigue”的过去式和过去分词
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tangled
adj. 纠缠的,紊乱的
动词tangle的过去式和过去分词
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tatty
adj.不整洁的,简陋的
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wryly
adv. 挖苦地,嘲弄地
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shrieking
v.尖叫( shriek的现在分词 )
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worthy
adj.(of)值得的,配得上的;有价值的
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vampire
n.吸血鬼
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immortal
adj.不朽的;永生的,不死的;神的
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transformation
n.变化;改造;转变
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fixed
adj.固定的,不变的,准备好的;(计算机)固定的
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futures
n.期货,期货交易
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killing
n.巨额利润;突然赚大钱,发大财
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inordinately
adv.无度地,非常地
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longing
n.(for)渴望
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fragrance
n.芬芳,香味,香气
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feverish
adj.发烧的,狂热的,兴奋的
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melancholy
n.忧郁,愁思;adj.令人感伤(沮丧)的,忧郁的
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siblings
n.兄弟,姐妹( sibling的名词复数 )
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casually
adv.漠不关心地,无动于衷地,不负责任地
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rumbling
n. 隆隆声, 辘辘声
adj. 隆隆响的
动词rumble的现在分词
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moot
v.提出;adj.未决议的;n.大会;辩论会
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random
adj.随机的;任意的;n.偶然的(或随便的)行动
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arrogant
adj.傲慢的,自大的
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puddle
n.(雨)水坑,泥潭
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caress
vt./n.爱抚,抚摸
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gasped
v.喘气( gasp的过去式和过去分词 );喘息;倒抽气;很想要
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irrational
adj.无理性的,失去理性的
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disorder
n.紊乱,混乱;骚动,骚乱;疾病,失调
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erratic
adj.古怪的,反复无常的,不稳定的
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unfamiliar
adj.陌生的,不熟悉的
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grumbled
抱怨( grumble的过去式和过去分词 ); 发牢骚; 咕哝; 发哼声
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sarcastically
adv.挖苦地,讽刺地
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fervor
n.热诚;热心;炽热
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smote
v.猛打,重击,打击( smite的过去式 )