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Bella and I walked silently to biology. I was trying to focus myself on the moment, onthe girl beside me, on what was real and solid, on anything that would keep
Alice’sdeceitful, meaningless visions out of my head.
We passed Angela Weber, lingering on the sidewalk, discussing an assignmentwith a boy from her Trigonometry class. I scanned her thoughts perfunctorily,
expectingmore disappointment, only to be surprised by their wistful tenor1.
Ah, so there was something Angela wanted. Unfortunately, it wasn’t somethingthat could be easily gift-wrapped.
I felt strangely comforted for a moment, hearing Angela’s hopeless yearning2. Asense of kinship that Angela would never know about passed through me, and I was,
inthat second, at one with the kind human girl.
It was oddly consoling to know that I wasn’t the only one living out a tragic3 lovestory. Heartbreak was everywhere.
In the next second, I was abruptly5 and thoroughly6 irritated. Because Angela’sstory didn’t have to be tragic. She was human and he was human and the difference
thatseemed so insurmountable in her head was ridiculous, truly ridiculous compared to myown situation. There was no point in her broken heart. What a wasteful7 sadness,
whenthere was no valid8 reason for her not to be with the one she wanted. Why shouldn’t shehave what she wanted? Why shouldn’t this one story have a happy ending?
I wanted to give her a gift… Well, I would give her what she wanted. Knowingwhat I did of human nature, it probably wouldn’t even be very difficult. I sifted9
throughthe consciousness of the boy beside her, the object of her affections, and he did not seemunwilling, he was just
收听单词发音
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tenor
n.男高音(歌手),次中音(乐器),要旨,大意
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yearning
a.渴望的;向往的;怀念的
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tragic
adj.悲剧的,悲剧性的,悲惨的
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abrupt
adj.突然的,意外的;唐突的,鲁莽的
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abruptly
adv.突然地,出其不意地
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thoroughly
adv.完全地,彻底地,十足地
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wasteful
adj.(造成)浪费的,挥霍的
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valid
adj.有确实根据的;有效的;正当的,合法的
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sifted
v.筛( sift的过去式和过去分词 );筛滤;细查;详审
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stymied
n.被侵袭的v.妨碍,阻挠( stymie的过去式和过去分词 )
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vampire
n.吸血鬼
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fixed
adj.固定的,不变的,准备好的;(计算机)固定的
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perfectly
adv.完美地,无可非议地,彻底地
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clenched
v.紧握,抓紧,咬紧( clench的过去式和过去分词 )
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minimal
adj.尽可能少的,最小的
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override
vt.不顾,不理睬,否决;压倒,优先于
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rigid
adj.严格的,死板的;刚硬的,僵硬的
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gasp
n.喘息,气喘;v.喘息;气吁吁他说
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peek
vi.偷看,窥视;n.偷偷的一看,一瞥
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fully
adv.完全地,全部地,彻底地;充分地
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justify
vt.证明…正当(或有理),为…辩护
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touching
adj.动人的,使人感伤的
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fluorescent
adj.荧光的,发出荧光的
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scent
n.气味,香味,香水,线索,嗅觉;v.嗅,发觉
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flexing
n.挠曲,可挠性v.屈曲( flex的现在分词 );弯曲;(为准备大干而)显示实力;摩拳擦掌
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chuckled
轻声地笑( chuckle的过去式和过去分词 )
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standing
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
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underneath
adj.在...下面,在...底下;adv.在下面
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crease
n.折缝,褶痕,皱褶;v.(使)起皱
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tactile
adj.触觉的,有触觉的,能触知的
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juggle
v.变戏法,纂改,欺骗,同时做;n.玩杂耍,纂改,花招
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goblets
n.高脚酒杯( goblet的名词复数 )
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transparent
adj.明显的,无疑的;透明的
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winding
n.绕,缠,绕组,线圈
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mingled
混合,混入( mingle的过去式和过去分词 ); 混进,与…交往[联系]
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tingling
v.有刺痛感( tingle的现在分词 )
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flexed
adj.[医]曲折的,屈曲v.屈曲( flex的过去式和过去分词 );弯曲;(为准备大干而)显示实力;摩拳擦掌
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savor
vt.品尝,欣赏;n.味道,风味;情趣,趣味
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weird
adj.古怪的,离奇的;怪诞的,神秘而可怕的
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chaos
n.混乱,无秩序
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distraction
n.精神涣散,精神不集中,消遣,娱乐
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spoke
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
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shrugged
vt.耸肩(shrug的过去式与过去分词形式)
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subdued
adj. 屈服的,柔和的,减弱的
动词subdue的过去式和过去分词
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appraising
v.估价( appraise的现在分词 );估计;估量;评价
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rustling
n. 瑟瑟声,沙沙声
adj. 发沙沙声的
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riveted
铆接( rivet的过去式和过去分词 ); 把…固定住; 吸引; 引起某人的注意
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improvised
a.即席而作的,即兴的
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grimaced
v.扮鬼相,做鬼脸( grimace的过去式和过去分词 )
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chivalry
n.骑士气概,侠义;(男人)对女人彬彬有礼,献殷勤
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improvising
即兴创作(improvise的现在分词形式)
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haughty
adj.傲慢的,高傲的
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stiffened
加强的
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affronted
adj.被侮辱的,被冒犯的v.勇敢地面对( affront的过去式和过去分词 );相遇
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disparaging
adj.轻蔑的,毁谤的v.轻视( disparage的现在分词 );贬低;批评;非难
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evaluation
n.估价,评价;赋值
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arrogantly
adv.傲慢地
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apparently
adv.显然地;表面上,似乎
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improvisation
n.即席演奏(或演唱);即兴创作
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worthy
adj.(of)值得的,配得上的;有价值的
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pointed
adj.尖的,直截了当的
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pinpoint
vt.准确地确定;用针标出…的精确位置
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babble
v.含糊不清地说,胡言乱语地说,儿语
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liar
n.说谎的人
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Ford
n.浅滩,水浅可涉处;v.涉水,涉过
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lurch
n.突然向前或旁边倒;v.蹒跚而行
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trajectory
n.弹道,轨道
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spun
v.纺,杜撰,急转身
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resounding
adj. 响亮的
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bruise
n.青肿,挫伤;伤痕;vt.打青;挫伤
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inflict
vt.(on)把…强加给,使遭受,使承担
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deliberately
adv.审慎地;蓄意地;故意地
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massaging
按摩,推拿( massage的现在分词 )
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wincing
赶紧避开,畏缩( wince的现在分词 )
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embarrassment
n.尴尬;使人为难的人(事物);障碍;窘迫
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chagrin
n.懊恼;气愤;委屈
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decided
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
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gritted
v.以沙砾覆盖(某物),撒沙砾于( grit的过去式和过去分词 );咬紧牙关
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giggle
n.痴笑,咯咯地笑;v.咯咯地笑着说
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sullen
adj.愠怒的,闷闷不乐的,(天气等)阴沉的
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entirely
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地
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morbid
adj.病的;致病的;病态的;可怕的
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daydream
v.做白日梦,幻想
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hesitation
n.犹豫,踌躇
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precedent
n.先例,前例;惯例;adj.在前的,在先的
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calamitous
adj.灾难的,悲惨的;多灾多难;惨重
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utilized
v.利用,使用( utilize的过去式和过去分词 )
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eyebrows
眉毛( eyebrow的名词复数 )
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throng
n.人群,群众;v.拥挤,群集
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lustful
a.贪婪的;渴望的
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curtly
adv.简短地
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furrow
n.沟;垄沟;轨迹;车辙;皱纹
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persuasive
adj.有说服力的,能说得使人相信的
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stunned
adj. 震惊的,惊讶的
动词stun的过去式和过去分词
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unwillingly
adv.不情愿地
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monstrous
adj.巨大的;恐怖的;可耻的,丢脸的
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preposterous
adj.荒谬的,可笑的
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momentary
adj.片刻的,瞬息的;短暂的
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banish
vt.放逐,驱逐;消除,排除
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dominion
n.统治,管辖,支配权;领土,版图
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spike
n.长钉,钉鞋;v.以大钉钉牢,使...失效
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anguish
n.(尤指心灵上的)极度痛苦,烦恼
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briefly
adv.简单地,简短地
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throbbing
a. 跳动的,悸动的
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desperately
adv.极度渴望地,绝望地,孤注一掷地
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ragged
adj.衣衫褴褛的,粗糙的,刺耳的
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rhythmic
adj.有节奏的,有韵律的
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cadence
n.(说话声调的)抑扬顿挫
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immortality
n.不死,不朽
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craved
渴望,热望( crave的过去式 ); 恳求,请求
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microscopic
adj.微小的,细微的,极小的,显微的
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solace
n.安慰;v.使快乐;vt.安慰(物),缓和
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conjectures
推测,猜想( conjecture的名词复数 )
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puckered
v.(使某物)起褶子或皱纹( pucker的过去式和过去分词 )