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Chapter xvi. They Meet Again
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ABSORBED in herself, Mercy failed to notice the opening door or to hear the murmur1 of voices in the conservatory2.
The one terrible necessity which had been present to her mind at intervals3 for a week past was confronting her at that moment. She owed to Grace Roseberry the tardy5 justice of owning the truth. The longer her confession6 was delayed, the more cruelly she was injuring the woman whom she had robbed of her identity — the friendless woman who had neither witnesses nor papers to produce, who was powerless to right her own wrong. Keenly as she felt this, Mercy failed, nevertheless, to conquer the horror that shook her when she thought of the impending7 avowal8. Day followed day, and still she shrank from the unendurable ordeal9 of confession — as she was shrinking from it now!
Was it fear for herself that closed her lips?
She trembled — as any human being in her place must have trembled — at the bare idea of finding herself thrown back again on the world, which had no place in it and no hope in it for her. But she could have overcome that terror — she could have resigned herself to that doom10.
No! it was not the fear of the confession itself, or the fear of the consequences which must follow it, that still held her silent. The horror that daunted11 her was the horror of owning to Horace and to Lady Janet that she had cheated them out of their love.
Every day Lady Janet was kinder and kinder. Every day Horace was fonder and fonder of her. How could she confess to Lady Janet? how could she own to Horace that she had imposed upon him? “I can’t do it. They are so good to me — I can’t do it!” In that hopeless way it had ended during the seven days that had gone by. In that hopeless way it ended again now.
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confession
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