About a fortnight later--it was a fine Saturday in early August-- Sophia, with a large pinafore over her dress, was finishing the portentous1 preparations for disinfecting the flat. Part of the affair was already accomplished2, her own room and the corridor having been fumigated3 on the previous day, in spite of the opposition4 of Madame Foucault, who had taken amiss Laurence's tale-bearing to Sophia. Laurence had left the flat--under exactly what circumstances Sophia knew not, but she guessed that it must have been in consequence of a scene elaborating the tiff5 caused by Madame Foucault's resentment6 against Laurence. The brief, factitious friendliness7 between Laurence and Sophia had gone like a dream, and Laurence had gone like a dream. The servant had been dismissed; in her place Madame Foucault employed a charwoman each morning for two hours. Finally, Madame Foucault had been suddenly called away that morning by a letter to her sick father at St. Mammes-sur-Seine. Sophia was delighted at the chance. The disinfecting of the flat had become an obsession8 with Sophia--the obsession of a convalescent whose perspective unconsciously twists things to the most wry9 shapes. She had had trouble on the day before with Madame Foucault, and she was expecting more serious trouble when the moment arrived for ejecting Madame Foucault as well as all her movable belongings10 from Madame Foucault's own room. Nevertheless, Sophia had been determined11, whatever should happen, to complete an honest fumigation12 of the entire flat. Hence the eagerness with which, urging Madame Foucault to go to her father, Sophia had protested that she was perfectly13 strong and could manage by herself for a couple of days. Owing to the partial suppression of the ordinary railway services in favour of military needs, Madame Foucault could not hope to go and return on the same day. Sophia had lent her a louis.
Pans of sulphur were mysteriously burning in each of the three front rooms, and two pairs of doors had been pasted over with paper, to prevent the fumes14 from escaping. The charwoman had departed. Sophia, with brush, scissors, flour-paste, and news- sheets, was sealing the third pair of doors, when there was a ring at the front door.
She had only to cross the corridor in order to open.
It was Chirac. She was not surprised to see him. The outbreak of the war had induced even Sophia and her landlady15 to look through at least one newspaper during the day, and she had in this way learnt, from an article signed by Chirac, that he had returned to Paris after a mission into the Vosges country for his paper.
He started on seeing her. "Ah!" He breathed out the exclamation16 slowly. And then smiled, seized her hand, and kissed it.
The sight of his obvious extreme pleasure in meeting her again was the sweetest experience that had fallen to Sophia for years.
"Then you are cured?"
"Quite."
He sighed. "You know, this is an enormous relief to me, to know, veritably, that you are no longer in danger. You gave me a fright ... but a fright, my dear madame!"
She smiled in silence.
As he glanced inquiringly up and down the corridor, she said--
"I'm all alone in the flat. I'm disinfecting it."
"Then that is sulphur that I smell?"
She nodded. "Excuse me while I finish this door," she said.
He closed the front-door. "But you seem to be quite at home here!" he observed.
"I ought to be," said she.
He glanced again inquiringly up and down the corridor. "And you are really all alone now?" he asked, as though to be doubly sure.
She explained the circumstances.
"I owe you my most sincere excuses for bringing you here," he said confidentially17.
"But why?" she replied, looking intently at her door. "They have been most kind to me. Nobody could have been kinder. And Madame Laurence being such a good nurse----"
"It is true," said he. "That was a reason. In effect they are both very good-natured little women. ... You comprehend, as journalist it arrives to me to know all kinds of people ..." He snapped his fingers ... "And as we were opposite the house. In fine, I pray you to excuse me."
"Hold me this paper," she said. "It is necessary that every crack should be covered; also between the floor and the door."
"You English are wonderful," he murmured, as he took the paper. "Imagine you doing that! Then," he added, resuming the confidential18 tone, "I suppose you will leave the Foucault now, hein?"
"I suppose so," she said carelessly.
"You go to England?"
She turned to him, as she patted the creases20 out of a strip of paper with a duster, and shook her head.
"Not to England?"
"No."
"If it is not indiscreet, where are you going?"
"I don't know," she said candidly21.
And she did not know. She was without a plan. Her brain told her that she ought to return to Bursley, or, at the least, write. But her pride would not hear of such a surrender. Her situation would have to be far more desperate than it was before she could confess her defeat to her family even in a letter. A thousand times no! That was a point which she had for ever decided22. She would face any disaster, and any other shame, rather than the shame of her family's forgiving reception of her.
"And you?" she asked. "How does it go? This war?"
He told her, in a few words, a few leading facts about himself. "It must not be said," he added of the war, "but that will turn out ill! I--I know, you comprehend."
"Truly?" she answered with casualness.
"You have heard nothing of him?" Chirac asked.
"Who? Gerald?"
He gave a gesture.
"Nothing! Not a word! Nothing!"
"He will have gone back to England!"
"Never!" she said positively23.
"But why not?"
"Because he prefers France. He really does like France. I think it is the only real passion he ever had."
"It is astonishing," reflected Chirac, "how France is loved! And yet ...! But to live, what will he do? Must live!"
Sophia merely shrugged24 her shoulders.
"Then it is finished between you two?" he muttered awkwardly.
She nodded. She was on her knees, at the lower crack of the doors.
"There!" she said, rising. "It's well done, isn't it? That is all."
She smiled at him, facing him squarely, in the obscurity of the untidy and shabby corridor. Both felt that they had become very intimate. He was intensely flattered by her attitude, and she knew it.
"Now," she said, "I will take off my pinafore. Where can I niche25 you? There is only my bedroom, and I want that. What are we to do?"
"Listen," he suggested diffidently. "Will you do me the honour to come for a drive? That will do you good. There is sunshine. And you are always very pale."
"With pleasure," she agreed cordially.
While dressing26, she heard him walking up and down the corridor; occasionally they exchanged a few words. Before leaving, Sophia pulled off the paper from one of the key-holes of the sealed suite27 of rooms, and they peered through, one after the other, and saw the green glow of the sulphur, and were troubled by its uncanniness. And then Sophia refixed the paper.
In descending28 the stairs of the house she felt the infirmity of her knees; but in other respects, though she had been out only once before since her illness, she was conscious of a sufficient strength. A disinclination for any enterprise had prevented her from taking the air as she ought to have done, but within the flat she had exercised her limbs in many small tasks. The little Chirac, nervously29 active and restless, wanted to take her arm, but she would not allow it.
The concierge30 and part of her family stared curiously31 at Sophia as she passed under the archway, for the course of her illness had excited the interest of the whole house. Just as the carriage was driving off, the concierge came across the pavement and paid her compliments, and then said:
"You do not know by hazard why Madame Foucault has not returned for lunch, madame?"
"Returned for lunch!" said Sophia. "She will not come back till to-morrow."
The concierge made a face. "Ah! How curious it is! She told my husband that she would return in two hours. It is very grave! Question of business."
"I know nothing, madame," said Sophia. She and Chirac looked at each other. The concierge murmured thanks and went off muttering indistinctly.
The fiacre turned down the Rue19 Laferriere, the horse slipping and sliding as usual over the cobblestones. Soon they were on the boulevard, making for the Champs Elysees and the Bois de Boulogne.
The fresh breeze and bright sunshine and the large freedom of the streets quickly intoxicated32 Sophia--intoxicated her, that is to say, in quite a physical sense. She was almost drunk, with the heady savour of life itself. A mild ecstasy33 of well-being34 overcame her. She saw the flat as a horrible, vile35 prison, and blamed herself for not leaving it sooner and oftener. The air was medicine, for body and mind too. Her perspective was instantly corrected. She was happy, living neither in the past nor in the future, but in and for that hour. And beneath her happiness moved a wistful melancholy36 for the Sophia who had suffered such a captivity37 and such woes38. She yearned39 for more and yet more delight, for careless orgies of passionate40 pleasure, in the midst of which she would forget all trouble. Why had she refused the offer of Laurence? Why had she not rushed at once into the splendid fire of joyous41 indulgence, ignoring everything but the crude, sensuous42 instinct? Acutely aware as she was of her youth, her beauty, and her charm, she wondered at her refusal. She did not regret her refusal. She placidly43 observed it as the result of some tremendously powerful motive44 in herself, which could not be questioned or reasoned with--which was, in fact, the essential HER.
"Do I look like an invalid45?" she asked, leaning back luxuriously46 in the carriage among the crowd of other vehicles.
Chirac hesitated. "My faith! Yes!" he said at length. "But it becomes you. If I did not know that you have little love for compliments, I--"
"But I adore compliments!" she exclaimed. "What made you think that?"
"Well, then," he youthfully burst out, "you are more ravishing than ever."
She gave herself up deliciously to his admiration47.
After a silence, he said: "Ah! if you knew how disquieted48 I was about you, away there ...! I should not know how to tell you. Veritably disquieted, you comprehend! What could I do? Tell me a little about your illness."
She recounted details.
As the fiacre entered the Rue Royale, they noticed a crowd of people in front of the Madeleine shouting and cheering.
The cabman turned towards them. "It appears there has been a victory!" he said.
"A victory! If only it was true!" murmured Chirac, cynically49.
In the Rue Royale people were running frantically50 to and fro, laughing and gesticulating in glee. The customers in the cafes stood on their chairs, and even on tables, to watch, and occasionally to join in, the sudden fever. The fiacre was slowed to a walking pace. Flags and carpets began to show from the upper storeys of houses. The crowd grew thicker and more febrile. "Victory! Victory!" rang hoarsely51, shrilly52, and hoarsely again in the air.
"My God!" said Chirac, trembling. "It must be a true victory! We are saved! We are saved! ... Oh yes, it is true!"
"But naturally it is true! What are you saying?" demanded the driver.
At the Place de la Concorde the fiacre had to stop altogether. The immense square was a sea of white hats and flowers and happy faces, with carriages anchored like boats on its surface. Flag after flag waved out from neighbouring roofs in the breeze that tempered the August sun. Then hats began to go up, and cheers rolled across the square like echoes of firing in an enclosed valley. Chirac's driver jumped madly on to his seat, and cracked his whip.
"Vive la France!" he bawled53 with all the force of his lungs.
A thousand throats answered him.
Then there was a stir behind them. Another carriage was being slowly forced to the front. The crowd was pushing it, and crying, "Marseillaise! Marseillaise!" In the carriage was a woman alone; not beautiful, but distinguished54, and with the assured gaze of one who is accustomed to homage55 and multitudinous applause.
"It is Gueymard!" said Chirac to Sophia. He was very pale. And he too shouted, "Marseillaise!" All his features were distorted.
The woman rose and spoke56 to her coachman, who offered his hand and she climbed to the box seat, and stood on it and bowed several times.
"Marseillaise!" The cry continued. Then a roar of cheers, and then silence spread round the square like an inundation57. And amid this silence the woman began to sing the Marseillaise. As she sang, the tears ran down her cheeks. Everybody in the vicinity was weeping or sternly frowning. In the pauses of the first verse could be heard the rattle58 of horses' bits, or a whistle of a tug59 on the river. The refrain, signalled by a proud challenging toss of Gueymard's head, leapt up like a tropical tempest, formidable, overpowering. Sophia, who had had no warning of the emotion gathering60 within her, sobbed61 violently. At the close of the hymn62 Gueymard's carriage was assaulted by worshippers. All around, in the tumult63 of shouting, men were kissing and embracing each other; and hats went up continually in fountains. Chirac leaned over the side of the carriage and wrung64 the hand of a man who was standing65 by the wheel.
"Who is that?" Sophia asked, in an unsteady voice, to break the inexplicable66 tension within her.
"I don't know," said Chirac. He was weeping like a child. And he sang out: "Victory! To Berlin! Victory!"
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