Suddenly Mr Ramsay raised his head as he passed and looked straight ather, with his distraught wild gaze which was yet so penetrating¹, as if hesaw you, for one second, for the first time, for ever; and she pretended todrink out of her empty coffee cup so as to escape him—to escape his demandon her, to put aside a moment longer that imperious need. And heshook his head at her, and strode on ("Alone" she heard him say,"Perished" she heard him say) and like everything else this strangemorning the words became symbols, wrote themselves all over the grey-green walls. If only she could put them together, she felt, write them outin some sentence, then she would have got at the truth of things. Old MrCarmichael came padding softly in, fetched his coffee, took his cup andmade off to sit in the sun. The extraordinary unreality was frightening;but it was also exciting. Going to the Lighthouse. But what does one sendto the Lighthouse? Perished. Alone. The grey-green light on the wall opposite.

　　The empty places. Such were some of the parts, but how bringthem together? she asked. As if any interruption would break the frailshape she was building on the table she turned her back to the windowlest Mr Ramsay should see her. She must escape somewhere, be alonesomewhere. Suddenly she remembered. When she had sat there last tenyears ago there had been a little sprig or leaf pattern on the table-cloth,which she had looked at in a moment of revelation. There had been aproblem about a foreground of a picture. Move the tree to the middle,she had said. She had never finished that picture. She would paint thatpicture now. It had been knocking about in her mind all these years.

　　Where were her paints, she wondered? Her paints, yes. She had left themin the hall last night. She would start at once. She got up quickly, beforeMr Ramsay turned.

　　She fetched herself a chair. She pitched her easel with her precise oldmaidishmovements on the edge of the lawn, not too close to Mr Carmichael,but close enough for his protection. Yes, it must have been preciselyhere that she had stood ten years ago. There was the wall; thehedge; the tree. The question was of some relation between those masses.

　　She had borne it in her mind all these years. It seemed as if the solutionhad come to her: she knew now what she wanted to do.

　　But with Mr Ramsay bearing down on her, she could do nothing.

　　Every time he approached—he was walking up and down the terrace—ruin approached, chaos³ approached. She could not paint. Shestooped, she turned; she took up this rag; she squeezed that tube. But allshe did was to

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1 penetrating
adj.（声音）响亮的，尖锐的adj.（气味）刺激的adj.（思想）敏锐的，有洞察力的
参考例句：
He had an extraordinarily penetrating gaze. 他的目光有股异乎寻常的洞察力。 He examined the man with a penetrating gaze. 他以锐利的目光仔细观察了那个人。

2 frail
adj.身体虚弱的；易损坏的
参考例句：
Mrs. Warner is already 96 and too frail to live by herself.华纳太太已经九十六岁了，身体虚弱，不便独居。 She lay in bed looking particularly frail.她躺在床上，看上去特别虚弱。

3 chaos
n.混乱，无秩序
参考例句：
After the failure of electricity supply the city was in chaos.停电后，城市一片混乱。 The typhoon left chaos behind it.台风后一片混乱。

4 ward
n.守卫，监护，病房，行政区，由监护人或法院保护的人（尤指儿童）；vt.守护，躲开
参考例句：
The hospital has a medical ward and a surgical ward.这家医院有内科病房和外科病房。 During the evening picnic,I'll carry a torch to ward off the bugs.傍晚野餐时，我要点根火把，抵挡蚊虫。

5 scowled
怒视，生气地皱眉( scowl的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句：
He scowled his displeasure. 他满脸嗔色。 The teacher scowled at his noisy class. 老师对他那喧闹的课堂板着脸。

6 tragically
adv. 悲剧地，悲惨地
参考例句：
Their daughter was tragically killed in a road accident. 他们的女儿不幸死于车祸。 Her father died tragically in a car crash. 她父亲在一场车祸中惨死。

7 backwards
adv.往回地，向原处，倒，相反，前后倒置地
参考例句：
He turned on the light and began to pace backwards and forwards.他打开电灯并开始走来走去。 All the girls fell over backwards to get the party ready.姑娘们迫不及待地为聚会做准备。

8 doggedly
adv.顽强地，固执地
参考例句：
He was still doggedly pursuing his studies.他仍然顽强地进行着自己的研究。 He trudged doggedly on until he reached the flat.他顽强地、步履艰难地走着，一直走回了公寓。

9 palls
n.柩衣( pall的名词复数 )；墓衣；棺罩；深色或厚重的覆盖物v.（因过多或过久而）生厌，感到乏味，厌烦( pall的第三人称单数 )
参考例句：
My stomach palls with it. 这东西我吃腻了。 来自辞典例句 Dense palls of smoke hung over the site. 浓密的烟幕罩着这个地方。 来自互联网

10 shroud
n.裹尸布，寿衣；罩，幕；vt.覆盖，隐藏
参考例句：
His past was enveloped in a shroud of mystery.他的过去被裹上一层神秘色彩。 How can I do under shroud of a dark sky?在黑暗的天空的笼罩下，我该怎么做呢？

11 coerced
v.迫使做( coerce的过去式和过去分词 )；强迫；（以武力、惩罚、威胁等手段）控制；支配
参考例句：
They were coerced into negotiating a settlement. 他们被迫通过谈判解决。 He was coerced into making a confession. 他被迫招供。 来自《简明英汉词典》

12 sufficiently
adv.足够地，充分地
参考例句：
It turned out he had not insured the house sufficiently.原来他没有给房屋投足保险。 The new policy was sufficiently elastic to accommodate both views.新政策充分灵活地适用两种观点。

13 exactingness
正确，精确
参考例句：
He pulled himself together and said,"No, we must come to exactness." 他鼓起精神来说：“现在我们必须把事情弄个明白。” This demand for clarity of thought and exactness of definition left his victims confused and reeling. 他这种对思路清晰性和定义严密性的追求使被问者狼狈不堪，头晕目眩。 来自哲学部分

14 permeated
弥漫( permeate的过去式和过去分词 )； 遍布； 渗入； 渗透
参考例句：
The smell of leather permeated the room. 屋子里弥漫着皮革的气味。 His public speeches were permeated with hatred of injustice. 在他对民众的演说里，充满了对不公正的愤慨。

15 standing
n.持续，地位；adj.永久的，不动的，直立的，不流动的
参考例句：
After the earthquake only a few houses were left standing.地震过后只有几幢房屋还立着。 They're standing out against any change in the law.他们坚决反对对法律做任何修改。

16 blasphemy
n.亵渎，渎神
参考例句：
His writings were branded as obscene and a blasphemy against God.他的著作被定为淫秽作品，是对上帝的亵渎。 You have just heard his blasphemy!你刚刚听到他那番亵渎上帝的话了！

17 withered
adj. 枯萎的，干瘪的，（人身体的部分器官）因病萎缩的或未发育良好的 动词wither的过去式和过去分词形式
参考例句：
The grass had withered in the warm sun. 这些草在温暖的阳光下枯死了。 The leaves of this tree have become dry and withered. 这棵树下的叶子干枯了。

18 strife
n.争吵，冲突，倾轧，竞争
参考例句：
We do not intend to be drawn into the internal strife.我们不想卷入内乱之中。 Money is a major cause of strife in many marriages.金钱是造成很多婚姻不和的一个主要原因。

19 detested
v.憎恶，嫌恶，痛恨( detest的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句：
They detested each other on sight. 他们互相看着就不顺眼。 The freethinker hated the formalist; the lover of liberty detested the disciplinarian. 自由思想者总是不喜欢拘泥形式者，爱好自由者总是憎恶清规戒律者。 来自辞典例句

20 rapture
n.狂喜；全神贯注；着迷；v.使狂喜
参考例句：
His speech was received with rapture by his supporters.他的演说受到支持者们的热烈欢迎。 In the midst of his rapture,he was interrupted by his father.他正欢天喜地，被他父亲打断了。

21 supreme
adj.极度的，最重要的；至高的，最高的
参考例句：
It was the supreme moment in his life.那是他一生中最重要的时刻。 He handed up the indictment to the supreme court.他把起诉书送交最高法院。

22 bliss
n.狂喜，福佑，天赐的福
参考例句：
It's sheer bliss to be able to spend the day in bed.整天都可以躺在床上真是幸福。 He's in bliss that he's won the Nobel Prize.他非常高兴，因为获得了诺贝尔奖金。