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CHAPTER V
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For some weeks Father Sergius had been living with one persistent1 thought: whether he was right in accepting the position in which he had not so much placed himself as been placed by the Archimandrite and the Abbot. That position had begun after the recovery of the fourteen-year-old boy. From that time, with each month, week, and day that passed, Sergius felt his own inner life wasting away and being replaced by external life. It was as if he had been turned inside out.
Sergius saw that he was a means of attracting visitors and contributions to the monastery3, and that therefore the authorities arranged matters in such a way as to make as much use of him as possible. For instance, they rendered it impossible for him to do any manual work. He was supplied with everything he could want, and they only demanded of him that he should not refuse his blessing4 to those who came to seek it. For his convenience they appointed days when he would receive. They arranged a reception-room for men, and a place was railed in so that he should not be pushed over by the crowds of women visitors, and so that he could conveniently bless those who came.
They told him that people needed him, and that fulfilling Christ’s law of love he could not refuse their demand to see him, and that to avoid them would be cruel. He could not but agree with this, but the more he gave himself up to such a life the more he felt that what was internal became external, and that the fount of living water within him dried up, and that what he did now was done more and more for men and less and less for God.
Whether he admonished5 people, or simply blessed them, or prayed for the sick, or advised people about their lives, or listened to expressions of gratitude6 from those he had helped by precepts7, or alms, or healing (as they assured him)—he could not help being pleased at it, and could not be indifferent to the results of his activity and to the influence he exerted. He thought himself a shining light, and the more he felt this the more was he conscious of a weakening, a dying down of the divine light of truth that shone within him.
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n.修道院,僧院,寺院 | |
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blessing
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n.祈神赐福;祷告;祝福,祝愿 | |
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proprietors
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monk
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predecessor
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使简短( abbreviate的现在分词 ); 缩简; 缩略; 使用缩写词 | |
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benediction
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n.祝福;恩赐 | |
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v.赎罪,补偿 | |
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forsake
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vt.遗弃,抛弃;舍弃,放弃 | |
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resolutely
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guilt
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n.犯罪;内疚;过失,罪责 | |
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gruel
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psalm
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n.赞美诗,圣诗 | |
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跳上[下]( hop的过去式和过去分词 ); 单足蹦跳; 齐足(或双足)跳行; 摘葎草花 | |
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鸟叫,虫鸣( chirp的现在分词 ) | |
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distraction
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n.精神涣散,精神不集中,消遣,娱乐 | |
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cleanse
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vt.使清洁,使纯洁,清洗 | |
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humility
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n.谦逊,谦恭 | |
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humble
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loathsome
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provincial
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