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The house at Nikolskoye, so long unheated and uninhabited, came to life again; but much of the past was dead beyond recall. Tatyana Semyonovna was no more, and we were now alone together. But far from desiring such close companionship, we even found it irksome. To me that winter was the more trying because I was in bad health, from which In only recovered after the birth of my second son. My husband and I were still on the same terms as during our life in Petersburg: we were coldly friendly to each other; but in the country each room and wall and sofa recalled what he had once been to me, and what I had lost. It was if some unforgiven grievance1 held us apart, as if he were punishing me and pretending not to be aware of it. But there was nothing to ask pardon for, no penalty to deprecate; my punishment was merely this, that he did not give his whole heart and mind to me as he used to do; but he did not give it to anyone or to anything; as though he had no longer a heart to give. Sometimes it occurred to me that he was only pretending to be like that, in order to hurt me, and that the old feeling was still alive in his breast; and I tried to call it forth2. But I always failed: he always seemed to avoid frankness, evidently suspecting me of insincerity, and dreading4 the folly5 of any emotional display. I could read in his face and the tone of his voice, “What is the good of talking? I know all the facts already, and I know what is on the tip of your tongue, and I know that you will say one thing and do another.” At first I was mortified6 by his dread3 of frankness, but I came later to think that it was rather the absence, on his part, of any need of frankness. It would never have occurred to me now, to tell him of a sudden that I loved him, or to ask him to repeat the prayers with me or listen while Ii played the piano. Our intercourse7 came to be regulated by a fixed
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grievance
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| n.怨愤,气恼,委屈 | |
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dread
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| vt.担忧,忧虑;惧怕,不敢;n.担忧,畏惧 | |
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dreading
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| v.害怕,恐惧,担心( dread的现在分词 ) | |
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folly
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| n.愚笨,愚蠢,蠢事,蠢行,傻话 | |
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mortified
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| v.使受辱( mortify的过去式和过去分词 );伤害(人的感情);克制;抑制(肉体、情感等) | |
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intercourse
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| n.性交;交流,交往,交际 | |
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fixed
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| adj.固定的,不变的,准备好的;(计算机)固定的 | |
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vexed
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| adj.争论不休的;(指问题等)棘手的;争论不休的问题;烦恼的v.使烦恼( vex的过去式和过去分词 );使苦恼;使生气;详细讨论 | |
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veranda
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sprawling
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| adj.蔓生的,不规则地伸展的v.伸开四肢坐[躺]( sprawl的现在分词 );蔓延;杂乱无序地拓展;四肢伸展坐着(或躺着) | |
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standing
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raptures
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| 极度欢喜( rapture的名词复数 ) | |
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conspirators
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furrow
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| n.沟;垄沟;轨迹;车辙;皱纹 | |
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eyebrows
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| 眉毛( eyebrow的名词复数 ) | |
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attentive
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| adj.注意的,专心的;关心(别人)的,殷勤的 | |
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longing
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ecstasies
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| 狂喜( ecstasy的名词复数 ); 出神; 入迷; 迷幻药 | |
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utterly
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unintelligible
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tempted
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instinctively
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unwilling
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kindly
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| adj.和蔼的,温和的,爽快的;adv.温和地,亲切地 | |
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awning
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twilight
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wafts
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fragrance
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| n.芬芳,香味,香气 | |
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upwards
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props
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croaking
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croak
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| vi.嘎嘎叫,发牢骚 | |
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anticipation
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fragrant
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rebound
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gravel
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steadily
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lighter
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prospect
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| n.前景,前途;景色,视野 | |
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delightful
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| adj.令人高兴的,使人快乐的 | |
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caress
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| vt./n.爱抚,抚摸 | |
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perfectly
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contented
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spoke
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repentance
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| n.懊悔 | |
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yearning
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| a.渴望的;向往的;怀念的 | |
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enjoyment
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| n.乐趣;享有;享用 | |
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touching
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indifference
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sleepless
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softened
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| (使)变软( soften的过去式和过去分词 ); 缓解打击; 缓和; 安慰 | |
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remains
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| n.剩余物,残留物;遗体,遗迹 | |
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gratitude
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pretences
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creased
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| (使…)起折痕,弄皱( crease的过去式和过去分词 ); (皮肤)皱起,使起皱纹; 皱皱巴巴 | |
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pouting
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tickling
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| 反馈,回授,自旋挠痒法 | |
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