The unholy fascination¹ of dread² dwells in the thought of the last moments of a ship reported as “missing” in the columns of the SHIPPING³ GAZETTE. Nothing of her ever comes to light — no grating, no lifebuoy, no piece of boat or branded oar⁴ — to give a hint of the place and date of her sudden end. The SHIPPING GAZETTE does not even call her “lost with all hands.” She remains⁵ simply “missing”; she has disappeared enigmatically into a mystery of fate as big as the world, where your imagination of a brother-sailor, of a fellow-servant and lover of ships, may range unchecked.

And yet sometimes one gets a hint of what the last scene may be like in the life of a ship and her crew, which resembles a drama in its struggle against a great force bearing it up, formless, ungraspable, chaotic⁶ and mysterious, as fate.

It was on a gray afternoon in the lull⁷ of a three days’ gale⁸ that had left the Southern Ocean tumbling heavily upon our ship, under a sky hung with rags of clouds that seemed to have been cut and hacked⁹ by the keen edge of a sou’-west gale.

Our craft, a Clyde-built barque of 1,000 tons, rolled so heavily that something aloft had carried away. No matter what the damage was, but it was serious enough to induce me to go aloft myself with a couple of hands and the carpenter to see the temporary repairs properly done.

Sometimes we had to drop everything and cling with both hands to the swaying spars, holding our breath in fear of a terribly heavy roll. And, wallowing as if she meant to turn over with us, the barque, her decks full of water, her gear flying in bights, ran at some ten knots an hour. We had been driven far south — much farther that way than we had meant to go; and suddenly, up there in the

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