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Nina’s misery1 as she went home was almost complete. She had not, indeed, quarrelled with her lover, who had again caressed2 her as she left him, and assured her of his absolute confidence, but she had undertaken a task against which her very soul revolted. It gave her no comfort to say to herself that she had undertaken to look for that which she knew she would not find, and that therefore her search could do no harm. She had, in truth, consented to become a spy upon her father, and was so to do in furtherance of the views of one who suspected her father of fraud, and who had not scrupled3 to tell her that her father was dishonest. Now again she thought of St Nicholas, as she heard the dull chime of the clock from the saint’s tower, and found herself forced to acknowledge that she was doing very wickedly in loving a Jew. Of course troubles would come upon her. What else could she expect? Had she not endeavoured to throw behind her and to trample4 under foot all that she had learned from her infancy5 under the guidance of St Nicholas? Of course the saint would desert her. The very sound of the chime told her that he was angry with her. How could she hope again that St John would be good to her? Was it not to be expected that the black-flowing river over which she understood him to preside would become her enemy and would swallow her up — as Lotta Luxa had predicted? Before she returned home, when she was quite sure that Anton Trendellsohn had already passed over, she went down upon the bridge, and far enough along the causeway to find herself over the river, and there, crouching6 down, she looked at the rapid-running silent black stream beneath her. The waters were very silent and very black, but she could still see or feel that they were running rapidly. And they were cold, too. She herself at the present moment was very cold. She shuddered7 as she looked down, pressing her face against the stone-work, with her two hands resting on two of the pillars of the parapet. It would be very terrible. She did not think that she much cared for death. The world had been so hard to her, and was growing so much harder, that it would be a good thing to get away from it. If she could become ill and die, with a good kind
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n.痛苦,苦恼,苦难;悲惨的境遇,贫苦 | |
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爱抚或抚摸…( caress的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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v.感到于心不安,有顾忌( scruple的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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trample
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vt.踩,践踏;无视,伤害,侵犯 | |
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infancy
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n.婴儿期;幼年期;初期 | |
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v.屈膝,蹲伏( crouch的现在分词 ) | |
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virgin
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secrete
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Christian
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obedience
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断言,宣称,辩解( allege的现在分词 ) | |
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diplomacy
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scrutiny
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n.详细检查,仔细观察 | |
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averse
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morsel
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liar
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