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Connie was surprised at her own feeling of aversion from Clifford. What is more, she felt she had always really disliked him. Not hate: there was no passion in it. But a profound physical dislike. Almost, it seemed to her, she had married him because she disliked him, in a secret, physical sort of way. But of course, she had married him really because in a mental way he attracted her and excited her. He had seemed, in some way, her master, beyond her.
Now the mental excitement had worn itself out and collapsed1, and she was aware only of the physical aversion. It rose up in her from her depths: and she realized how it had been eating her life away.
She felt weak and utterly2 forlorn. She wished some help would come from outside. But in the whole world there was no help. Society was terrible because it was insane. Civilized3 society is insane. Money and so-called love are its two great manias4; money a long way first. The individual asserts himself in his disconnected insanity5 in these two modes: money and love. Look at Michaelis! His life and activity were just insanity. His love was a sort of insanity.
And Clifford the same. All that talk! All that writing! All that wild struggling to push himself forwards! It was just insanity. And it was getting worse, really maniacal6.
Connie felt washed-out with fear. But at least, Clifford was shifting his grip from her on to Mrs Bolton. He did not know it. Like many insane people, his insanity might be measured by the things he was not aware of the great desert tracts7 in his consciousness.
Mrs Bolton was admirable in many ways. But she had that queer sort of bossiness8, endless assertion of her own will, which is one of the signs of insanity in modern woman. She thought she was utterly subservient
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collapsed
adj.倒塌的
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utterly
adv.完全地,绝对地
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civilized
a.有教养的,文雅的
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manias
n.(mania的复数形式)
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insanity
n.疯狂,精神错乱;极端的愚蠢,荒唐
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maniacal
adj.发疯的
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tracts
大片土地( tract的名词复数 ); 地带; (体内的)道; (尤指宣扬宗教、伦理或政治的)短文
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bossiness
跋扈作威作福
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subservient
adj.卑屈的,阿谀的
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frustrated
adj.挫败的,失意的,泄气的v.使不成功( frustrate的过去式和过去分词 );挫败;使受挫折;令人沮丧
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persuasive
adj.有说服力的,能说得使人相信的
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scent
n.气味,香味,香水,线索,嗅觉;v.嗅,发觉
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funereal
adj.悲哀的;送葬的
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deft
adj.灵巧的,熟练的(a deft hand 能手)
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infinitely
adv.无限地,无穷地
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voluptuousness
n.风骚,体态丰满
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jaw
n.颚,颌,说教,流言蜚语;v.喋喋不休,教训
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perfectly
adv.完美地,无可非议地,彻底地
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ail
v.生病,折磨,苦恼
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bully
n.恃强欺弱者,小流氓;vt.威胁,欺侮
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tempted
v.怂恿(某人)干不正当的事;冒…的险(tempt的过去分词)
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dictate
v.口授;(使)听写;指令,指示,命令
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curiously
adv.有求知欲地;好问地;奇特地
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touching
adj.动人的,使人感伤的
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knight
n.骑士,武士;爵士
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gentry
n.绅士阶级,上层阶级
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ivy
n.常青藤,常春藤
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humble
adj.谦卑的,恭顺的;地位低下的;v.降低,贬低
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transparent
adj.明显的,无疑的;透明的
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illustrated
adj. 有插图的,列举的
动词illustrate的过去式和过去分词
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weird
adj.古怪的,离奇的;怪诞的,神秘而可怕的
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marrow
n.骨髓;精华;活力
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peculiar
adj.古怪的,异常的;特殊的,特有的
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lurking
潜在
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loathed
v.憎恨,厌恶( loathe的过去式和过去分词 );极不喜欢
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persistent
adj.坚持不懈的,执意的;持续的
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lame
adj.跛的,(辩解、论据等)无说服力的
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zest
n.乐趣;滋味,风味;兴趣
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apparently
adv.显然地;表面上,似乎
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battered
adj.磨损的;v.连续猛击;磨损
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discriminative
有判别力
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satire
n.讽刺,讽刺文学,讽刺作品
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recoil
vi.退却,退缩,畏缩
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recoils
n.(尤指枪炮的)反冲,后坐力( recoil的名词复数 )v.畏缩( recoil的第三人称单数 );退缩;报应;返回
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awareness
n.意识,觉悟,懂事,明智
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ebb
vi.衰退,减退;n.处于低潮,处于衰退状态
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cleansing
n. 净化(垃圾)
adj. 清洁用的
动词cleanse的现在分词
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psyche
n.精神;灵魂
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glorify
vt.颂扬,赞美,使增光,美化
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corrupt
v.贿赂,收买;adj.腐败的,贪污的
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mere
adj.纯粹的;仅仅,只不过
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vices
缺陷( vice的名词复数 ); 恶习; 不道德行为; 台钳
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seething
沸腾的,火热的
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thigh
n.大腿;股骨
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chapel
n.小教堂,殡仪馆
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rave
vi.胡言乱语;热衷谈论;n.热情赞扬
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melodramas
情节剧( melodrama的名词复数 )
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grumbling
adj. 喃喃鸣不平的, 出怨言的
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primitive
adj.原始的;简单的;n.原(始)人,原始事物
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demons
n.恶人( demon的名词复数 );恶魔;精力过人的人;邪念
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gadding
n.叮搔症adj.蔓生的v.闲逛( gad的现在分词 );游荡;找乐子;用铁棒刺
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spouting
n.水落管系统v.(指液体)喷出( spout的现在分词 );滔滔不绝地讲;喋喋不休地说;喷水
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socialists
社会主义者( socialist的名词复数 )
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dread
vt.担忧,忧虑;惧怕,不敢;n.担忧,畏惧
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mansions
n.宅第,公馆,大厦( mansion的名词复数 )
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machinery
n.(总称)机械,机器;机构
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dreads
n.恐惧,畏惧( dread的名词复数 );令人恐惧的事物v.害怕,恐惧,担心( dread的第三人称单数 )
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hewing
v.(用斧、刀等)砍、劈( hew的现在分词 );砍成;劈出;开辟
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wasteful
adj.(造成)浪费的,挥霍的
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standing
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
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deserted
adj.荒芜的,荒废的,无人的,被遗弃的
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rusty
adj.生锈的;锈色的;荒废了的
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throng
n.人群,群众;v.拥挤,群集
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ponies
矮种马,小型马( pony的名词复数 ); £25 25 英镑
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pointed
adj.尖的,直截了当的
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catering
n. 给养
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tickling
反馈,回授,自旋挠痒法
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wrangling
v.争吵,争论,口角( wrangle的现在分词 )
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savage
adj.野蛮的;凶恶的,残暴的;n.未开化的人
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wrangled
v.争吵,争论,口角( wrangle的过去式和过去分词 )
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snarled
v.(指狗)吠,嗥叫, (人)咆哮( snarl的过去式和过去分词 );咆哮着说,厉声地说
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brute
n.野兽,兽性
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pulp
n.果肉,纸浆;v.化成纸浆,除去...果肉,制成纸浆
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shale
n.页岩,泥板岩
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astounding
adj.使人震惊的vt.使震惊,使大吃一惊astound的现在分词)
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ingenuity
n.别出心裁;善于发明创造
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discrepancy
n.不同;不符;差异;矛盾
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appalling
adj.骇人听闻的,令人震惊的,可怕的
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idiocy
n.愚蠢
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isolated
adj.与世隔绝的
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publicity
n.众所周知,闻名;宣传,广告
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malice
n.恶意,怨恨,蓄意;[律]预谋
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stimulus
n.刺激,刺激物,促进因素,引起兴奋的事物
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triumphant
adj.胜利的,成功的;狂欢的,喜悦的
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yearning
a.渴望的;向往的;怀念的
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intimacy
n.熟悉,亲密,密切关系,亲昵的言行
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spoke
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
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garrulously