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The strange thing is she falls asleep soon after he goes; she's been used to sleeping alone lately and it's a physical relief not having him in bed kicking his hot legs and twisting the sheets into ropes. That business of his with her bottom made her stitches ache and she sinks down over the small pain all feathers. Around four in the morning Becky cries her awake and Janice gets up; her nightie taps her body lightly. Her skin feels unnaturally1 sensitive as she walks about. She changes the baby and lies down on the bed to nurse her. As Becky takes the milk it's as if she's sucking a hollow place into her mother's body; Harry3 hasn't come back.
The baby keeps slipping off the nipple because she can't keep her mind on her; she keeps listening for Harry's key to scratch at the door.
Mother's neighbors will laugh their heads off if she loses him again, she doesn't know why she should think of Mother's neighbors except that all the time she was home Mother kept reminding her of how they sneered4 and there was always that with Mother the feeling she was dull and plain and a disappointment, and she thought when she got a husband it would be all over, all that. She would be a woman with a house on her own. And she thought when she gave this baby her name it would settle her mother but instead it brings her mother against her breast with her blind mouth poor thing and she feels she's lying on top of a pillar where everyone in the town can see she is alone. She feels cold. The baby won't stay on the nipple nothing will hold to her.
She gets up and walks around the room with the baby on her shoulder patting to get the air up and the baby poor thing so floppy5 and limp keeps sliding and trying to dig its little boneless legs into her to hold tight and the nightie blown by the breeze keeps touching6 her calves7 the backs of her legs her ass8 as he called it. Makes you feel
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unnaturally
adv.违反习俗地;不自然地;勉强地;不近人情地
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unnatural
adj.不自然的;反常的
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harry
vt.掠夺,蹂躏,使苦恼
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sneered
讥笑,冷笑( sneer的过去式和过去分词 )
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floppy
adj.松软的,衰弱的
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touching
adj.动人的,使人感伤的
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calves
n.(calf的复数)笨拙的男子,腓;腿肚子( calf的名词复数 );牛犊;腓;小腿肚v.生小牛( calve的第三人称单数 );(冰川)崩解;生(小牛等),产(犊);使(冰川)崩解
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ass
n.驴;傻瓜,蠢笨的人
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filthy
adj.卑劣的;恶劣的,肮脏的
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winks
v.使眼色( wink的第三人称单数 );递眼色(表示友好或高兴等);(指光)闪烁;闪亮
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clot
n.凝块;v.使凝成块
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determined
adj.坚定的;有决心的
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exhausted
adj.极其疲惫的,精疲力尽的
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poking
n. 刺,戳,袋
vt. 拨开,刺,戳
vi. 戳,刺,捅,搜索,伸出,行动散慢
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belly
n.肚子,腹部;(像肚子一样)鼓起的部分,膛
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wade
v.跋涉,涉水;n.跋涉
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pimples
n.丘疹,粉刺,小脓疱( pimple的名词复数 )
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conceited
adj.自负的,骄傲自满的
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panes
窗玻璃( pane的名词复数 )
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nun
n.修女,尼姑
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tar
n.柏油,焦油;vt.涂或浇柏油/焦油于
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filthiness
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sniffs
v.以鼻吸气,嗅,闻( sniff的第三人称单数 );抽鼻子(尤指哭泣、患感冒等时出声地用鼻子吸气);抱怨,不以为然地说
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cozy
adj.亲如手足的,密切的,暖和舒服的
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sip
v.小口地喝,抿,呷;n.一小口的量
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insomnia
n.失眠,失眠症
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awakens
v.(使)醒( awaken的第三人称单数 );(使)觉醒;弄醒;(使)意识到
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ramble
v.漫步,漫谈,漫游;n.漫步,闲谈,蔓延
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silhouettes
轮廓( silhouette的名词复数 ); (人的)体形; (事物的)形状; 剪影
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verge
n.边,边缘;v.接近,濒临
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forth
adv.向前;向外,往外
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stifle
vt.使窒息;闷死;扼杀;抑止,阻止
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veins
n.纹理;矿脉( vein的名词复数 );静脉;叶脉;纹理
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standing
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
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moldy
adj.发霉的
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muddles
v.弄乱,弄糟( muddle的第三人称单数 );使糊涂;对付,混日子
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swarms
蜂群,一大群( swarm的名词复数 )
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merge
v.(使)结合,(使)合并,(使)合为一体
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thighs
n.股,大腿( thigh的名词复数 );食用的鸡(等的)腿
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tapering
adj.尖端细的
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erases
v.擦掉( erase的第三人称单数 );抹去;清除
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swell
vi.膨胀,肿胀;增长,增强
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reassure
v.使放心,使消除疑虑
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giggles
n.咯咯的笑( giggle的名词复数 );傻笑;玩笑;the giggles 止不住的格格笑v.咯咯地笑( giggle的第三人称单数 )
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rims
n.(圆形物体的)边( rim的名词复数 );缘;轮辋;轮圈
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gutters
(路边)排水沟( gutter的名词复数 ); 阴沟; (屋顶的)天沟; 贫贱的境地
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strings
n.弦
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flares
n.喇叭裤v.(使)闪耀( flare的第三人称单数 );(使)(船舷)外倾;(使)鼻孔张大;(使)(衣裙、酒杯等)呈喇叭形展开
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dodge
v.闪开,躲开,避开;n.妙计,诡计
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sob
n.空间轨道的轰炸机;呜咽,哭泣
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sobs
啜泣(声),呜咽(声)( sob的名词复数 )
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bleaching
漂白法,漂白
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regain
vt.重新获得,收复,恢复
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merging
合并(分类)
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twitching
n.颤搐
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membranous
adj.膜的,膜状的
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tenant
n.承租人;房客;佃户;v.租借,租用
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rumbling
n. 隆隆声, 辘辘声
adj. 隆隆响的
动词rumble的现在分词
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brittle
adj.易碎的;脆弱的;冷淡的;(声音)尖利的
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skull
n.头骨;颅骨
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tint
n.淡色,浅色;染发剂;vt.着以淡淡的颜色
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collapse
vi.累倒;昏倒;倒塌;塌陷
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infinitely
adv.无限地,无穷地
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dense
a.密集的,稠密的,浓密的;密度大的
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wagon
n.四轮马车,手推车,面包车;无盖运货列车
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prospect
n.前景,前途;景色,视野
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impudent
adj.鲁莽的,卑鄙的,厚颜无耻的
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blot
vt.弄脏(用吸墨纸)吸干;n.污点,污渍
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prick
v.刺伤,刺痛,刺孔;n.刺伤,刺痛
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lettuce
n.莴苣;生菜
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greasy
adj. 多脂的,油脂的
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bullied
adj.被欺负了v.恐吓,威逼( bully的过去式和过去分词 )
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oversees
v.监督,监视( oversee的第三人称单数 )
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glaze
v.因疲倦、疲劳等指眼睛变得呆滞,毫无表情
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watchful
adj.注意的,警惕的
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ebb
vi.衰退,减退;n.处于低潮,处于衰退状态
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brewer
n. 啤酒制造者
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concealing
v.隐藏,隐瞒,遮住( conceal的现在分词 )
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smeared
弄脏; 玷污; 涂抹; 擦上
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murmurs
n.低沉、连续而不清的声音( murmur的名词复数 );低语声;怨言;嘀咕
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gathering
n.集会,聚会,聚集
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fumbles
摸索,笨拙的处理( fumble的名词复数 )
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tepid
adj.微温的,温热的,不太热心的
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faucet
n.水龙头
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watery
adj.有水的,水汪汪的;湿的,湿润的
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sopping
adj. 浑身湿透的
动词sop的现在分词形式
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crouches
n.蹲着的姿势( crouch的名词复数 )v.屈膝,蹲伏( crouch的第三人称单数 )
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gaudy
adj.华而不实的;俗丽的
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linoleum
n.油布,油毯
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cork
n.软木,软木塞
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puffing
v.使喷出( puff的现在分词 );喷着汽(或烟)移动;吹嘘;吹捧
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clenched
v.紧握,抓紧,咬紧( clench的过去式和过去分词 )
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faucets
n.水龙头( faucet的名词复数 )
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scoops
n.小铲( scoop的名词复数 );小勺;一勺[铲]之量;(抢先刊载、播出的)独家新闻v.抢先报道( scoop的第三人称单数 );(敏捷地)抱起;抢先获得;用铲[勺]等挖(洞等)
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opacity
n.不透明;难懂
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flops
n.失败( flop的名词复数 )v.(指书、戏剧等)彻底失败( flop的第三人称单数 );(因疲惫而)猛然坐下;(笨拙地、不由自主地或松弛地)移动或落下;砸锅
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clotted
adj.凝结的v.凝固( clot的过去式和过去分词 )
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respiration
n.呼吸作用;一次呼吸;植物光合作用
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frantic
adj.狂乱的,错乱的,激昂的
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rhythmic
adj.有节奏的,有韵律的
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scarlet
n.深红色,绯红色,红衣;adj.绯红色的
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monotonous
adj.单调的,一成不变的,使人厌倦的
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kindles
(使某物)燃烧,着火( kindle的第三人称单数 ); 激起(感情等); 发亮,放光
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tremor
n.震动,颤动,战栗,兴奋,地震