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What Hurstwood got as the result of the determination was more self-assurance that each particular day was not the day. At the same time, Carrie passed through thirty days of mental distress1.
Her need of clothes -- to say nothing of her desire for ornaments2 -- grew rapidly as the fact developed that for all her work she was not to have them. The sympathy she felt for Hurstwood, at the time he asked her to tide him over, vanished with these newer urgings of decency3. He was not always renewing his request, but this love of good appearance was. It insisted, and Carrie wished to satisfy it, wished more and more that Hurstwood was not in the way.
Hurstwood reasoned, when he neared the last ten dollars, that he had better keep a little pocket change and not become wholly dependent for car-fare, shaves, and the like; so when this sum was still in his hand he announced himself as penniless.
"I'm clear out," he said to Carrie one afternoon. "I paid for some coal this morning, and that took all but ten or fifteen cents."
"I've got some money there in my purse."
Hurstwood went to get it, starting for a can of tomatoes. Carrie scarcely noticed that this was the beginning of the new order. He took out fifteen cents and bought the can with it. Thereafter it was dribs and drabs of this sort, until one morning Carrie suddenly remembered that she would not be back until close to dinner time.
"We're all out of flour," she said; "you'd better get some this afternoon. We haven't any meat, either. How would it do if we had liver and bacon?"
"Suits me," said Hurstwood.
"Better get a half or three-quarters of a pound of that."
"Half'll be enough," volunteered Hurstwood.
She opened her purse and laid down a half dollar. He pretended not to notice it.
Hurstwood bought the flour -- which all grocers sold in 3 1/2 pound packages -- for thirteen cents and paid fifteen cents for a half-pound of liver and bacon. He left the packages, together with the balance of thirty-two cents, upon the kitchen table, where Carrie found it. It did not escape her that the change was accurate. There was something sad in realising that, after all, all that he wanted of her was something to eat. She felt as if hard thoughts were unjust. Maybe he would get something yet. He had no vices4.
That very evening, however, on going into the theatre, one of the chorus girls passed her all newly arrayed in a pretty mottled tweed suit, which took Carrie's eye. The young woman wore a fine bunch of violets and seemed in high spirits. She smiled at Carrie good-naturedly as she passed, showing pretty, even teeth, and Carrie smiled back.
1 distress | |
n.苦恼,痛苦,不舒适;不幸;vt.使悲痛 | |
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n.装饰( ornament的名词复数 );点缀;装饰品;首饰v.装饰,点缀,美化( ornament的第三人称单数 ) | |
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3 decency | |
n.体面,得体,合宜,正派,庄重 | |
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4 vices | |
缺陷( vice的名词复数 ); 恶习; 不道德行为; 台钳 | |
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5 license | |
n.执照,许可证,特许;v.许可,特许 | |
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6 beads | |
n.(空心)小珠子( bead的名词复数 );水珠;珠子项链 | |
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7 sputtering | |
n.反应溅射法;飞溅;阴极真空喷镀;喷射v.唾沫飞溅( sputter的现在分词 );发劈啪声;喷出;飞溅出 | |
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8 calcium | |
n.钙(化学符号Ca) | |
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9 distinctive | |
adj.特别的,有特色的,与众不同的 | |
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10 infringe | |
v.违反,触犯,侵害 | |
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11 contemplate | |
vt.盘算,计议;周密考虑;注视,凝视 | |
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12 dismal | |
adj.阴沉的,凄凉的,令人忧郁的,差劲的 | |
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13 entanglement | |
n.纠缠,牵累 | |
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14 rehearsals | |
n.练习( rehearsal的名词复数 );排练;复述;重复 | |
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15 lasting | |
adj.永久的,永恒的;vbl.持续,维持 | |
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16 concealing | |
v.隐藏,隐瞒,遮住( conceal的现在分词 ) | |
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17 cynical | |
adj.(对人性或动机)怀疑的,不信世道向善的 | |
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18 infringement | |
n.违反;侵权 | |
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19 inexplicable | |
adj.无法解释的,难理解的 | |
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20 apathy | |
n.漠不关心,无动于衷;冷淡 | |
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21 droop | |
v.低垂,下垂;凋萎,萎靡 | |
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22 breach | |
n.违反,不履行;破裂;vt.冲破,攻破 | |
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23 chasm | |
n.深坑,断层,裂口,大分岐,利害冲突 | |
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24 chic | |
n./adj.别致(的),时髦(的),讲究的 | |
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25 flannel | |
n.法兰绒;法兰绒衣服 | |
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26 stunningly | |
ad.令人目瞪口呆地;惊人地 | |
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27 dangling | |
悬吊着( dangle的现在分词 ); 摆动不定; 用某事物诱惑…; 吊胃口 | |
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28 laurels | |
n.桂冠,荣誉 | |
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29 impending | |
a.imminent, about to come or happen | |
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30 spoke | |
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说 | |
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31 steadily | |
adv.稳定地;不变地;持续地 | |
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32 bravado | |
n.虚张声势,故作勇敢,逞能 | |
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33 amends | |
n. 赔偿 | |
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34 festive | |
adj.欢宴的,节日的 | |
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35 frivolous | |
adj.轻薄的;轻率的 | |
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36 winding | |
n.绕,缠,绕组,线圈 | |
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37 galled | |
v.使…擦痛( gall的过去式和过去分词 );擦伤;烦扰;侮辱 | |
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38 gaily | |
adv.欢乐地,高兴地 | |
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39 crestfallen | |
adj. 挫败的,失望的,沮丧的 | |
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