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My prayers are becoming more deliberate and specific. It has occurred to me that it's not much use to send prayers out to the universe that are lazy. Every morning before meditation1, I kneel in the temple and talk for a few minutes to God. I found during the beginning of my stay here at the Ashram that I was often dull-witted during those divine conversations. Tired, confused and bored, my prayers sounded the same. I remember kneeling down one morning, touching2 my forehead to the floor and muttering to my creator, "Oh, I dunno what I need . . . but you must have some ideas . . . so just do something about it, would you?"
Similar to the way I have oftentimes spoken to my hairdresser.
And, I'm sorry, but that's a little lame3. You can imagine God regarding that prayer with an arched eyebrow4, and sending back this message: "Call me again when you decide to get serious about this."
Of course God already knows what I need. The question is--do I know? Casting yourself at God's feet in helpless desperation is all well and good--heaven knows, I've done it myself plenty of times--but ultimately you're likely to get more out of the experience if you can take some action on your end. There's a wonderful old Italian joke about a poor man who goes to church every day and prays before the statue of a great saint, begging, "Dear saint--please, please, please . . . give me the grace to win the lottery5." This lament6 goes on for months. Finally the exasperated7 statue comes to life, looks down at the begging man and says in weary disgust, "My son--please, please, please . . . buy a ticket."
Prayer is a relationship; half the job is mine. If I want transformation8, but can't even be bothered to articulate what, exactly, I'm aiming for, how will it ever occur? Half the benefit of prayer is in the asking itself, in the offering of a clearly posed and well-considered intention. If you don't have this, all your pleas and desires are boneless,
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