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When he had gone out of the room Anna stood where he hadleft her. "I must believe him! I must believe him!" shesaid.
A moment before, at the moment when she had lifted her armsto his neck, she had been wrapped in a sense of completesecurity. All the spirits of doubt had been exorcised, andher love was once more the clear habitation in which everythought and feeling could move in blissful freedom. Andthen, as she raised her face to Darrow's and met his eyes,she had seemed to look into the very ruins of his soul.
That was the only way she could express it. It was asthough he and she had been looking at two sides of the samething, and the side she had seen had been all light andlife, and his a place of graves...
She didn't now recall who had spoken first, or even, veryclearly, what had been said. It seemed to her only a momentlater that she had found herself standing2 at the other endof the room--the room which had suddenly grown so smallthat, even with its length between them, she felt as if hetouched her--crying out to him "It IS because of youshe's going!" and reading the avowal3 in his face.
That was his secret, then, THEIR secret: he had met thegirl in Paris and helped her in her straits--lent her money,Anna vaguely4 conjectured--and she had fallen in love withhim, and on meeting him again had been suddenly overmasteredby her passion. Anna, dropping back into her sofa-corner,sat staring these facts in the face.
The girl had been in a desperate plight--frightened,penniless, outraged6 by what had happened, and not knowing(with a woman like Mrs. Murrett) what fresh injury mightimpend; and Darrow, meeting her in this distracted hour, hadpitied, counselled, been kind to her, with the fatal, theinevitable result. There were the facts as Anna made themout: that, at least, was their external aspect, was as muchof them as she had been suffered to see; and into the secretintricacies they might cover she dared not yet project herthoughts.
"I must believe him...I must believe him..." She kept onrepeating the words like a talisman7. It was natural, afterall, that he should have behaved as he had: defended thegirl's piteous secret to the last. She too began to feel thecontagion of his pity--the stir, in her breast, of feelingsdeeper and more native to her than the pains of

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n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说 | |
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