He went sadly and slowly back to his chamber6, where the shadows clustered as thickly as the trees in the forest, and there came to his mind how the creatures of the wood, angry that one of their race should have won a human soul, had been eager to give their aid to the schemes of Herr Frederich; and anew there came over him a sense of the mighty struggle in which he was engaged. The stinging taunts7 of the cripple wounded him afresh, singing themselves over again in his ears as he stood by his casement8 in the gathering9 darkness, looking out over the mighty stretch of the forest. He recalled the cripple's threat that the soul of Erna should be so dragged down by his own that they should be lost together; and the twofold terror of bringing upon her whom he loved the doom10 of eternal death overwhelmed him. The serenity11 which he had on his knees won in the chapel12 deserted13 him, and he cast himself down upon the rushes in agony of soul.
He hardly knew whether it was moments or hours that he grovelled14 in the dust,—nor could he know that apart in her chamber Erna, too, had fallen into a like abasement,—when the coming of a thrall15 disturbed him. He started to his feet, and waited for what message might be come to him. It had grown so dark that the glimmer16 of the torch which the servant carried shone in a golden line beneath the door. Smoothing his disordered hair with his hand as he went, Albrecht went to the door and opened it. The glare of the torch blinded him so that for a moment he could see nothing.
"If the gracious Lord Baron will," the thrall said, "Father Christopher prays that he come to him with no delay."
Albrecht stood a moment in surprised silence. Then he recovered himself.
"Is Father Christopher in his chamber?" he asked.
"Yea, my Lord Baron," the servant answered.
"Give me thy torch," Albrecht said, taking it, "and I will go at once. Thou need'st not come."
Not since the morning after his wedding had Albrecht climbed to the little room high in the western tower; and as he made his way thither17 he seemed to be once more on his way to confess to the good old priest the strange story of his life. As he climbed the winding18 stair of the tower his glance fell through a narrow window, and afar he saw the moon rising over the great forest where the kobolds were gathering for their nightly sports. All the old life came before him, and for the moment he seemed to have lost the one without that he had gained the other. He was no longer either kobold or man. Then, with the fierceness of one who fights temptation, he shook off these thoughts, and went on until he stood before Father Christopher.
The priest was walking up and down with his eyes fixed19 upon the floor. For a moment he did not pause or look up. Then he paused beside the seat upon which Albrecht had thrown himself, his kind eyes hardly higher than those of the other, so tall was the knight in his woodland strength, and stood looking into the baron's face with a regard penetrating20 but full of tenderness.
"The time hath come," he said, "when thou must tell to thy wife everything that is hid in thy heart."
"Everything?" Albrecht echoed, dismay and wonder in his tone.
"Everything," the priest repeated solemnly. "My son, dost thou remember that once in this very chamber I said to thee that thou couldst not hope to save thy soul alone, but that the fate of hers by whom thou didst win it was bound up with that of thine own? Now is it the hour when thou must save both hers and thine."
"Truly I would freely give mine that hers be not lost," Albrecht returned.
"It is in thine hands," Father Christopher went on as if he heard him not. "She loves thee still."
"Still!" Albrecht echoed in a piercing cry, springing to his feet.
His face was white with the terror of the fear which seemed to lurk21 behind the words of the priest. He caught Father Christopher's robe by the sleeve, and looked at him with terror and appeal in his face.
"Nay," the priest said, putting out his hand, and speaking with mingled22 sweetness and reproof23, "we are speaking of the gracious countess and thy wife. Thou hast nothing to fear. It is only that the longings24 which thou hast thyself awakened25 in her are yet strange and not wholly mastered by her will. It is thou who hast given her these temptations as surely as she has given thee thy soul. There is never a gift between two; something is always given in exchange."
Albrecht bowed his head upon his hand. His eyes traced the long shadow which the torch, thrust into a ring upon the wall, cast along upon the floor, bare of rushes.
"But how may it be," he asked sadly, "that I, forsooth, can hope to save either her or yet myself?"
"Because," Father Christopher returned tenderly, laying his hand upon the bowed head as if inwardly he blessed the strong man before him, "thou hast the soul of a child and the strength of a knight; and because," he was fain to add, with a soft voice that was like a caress26, "all that see thee must needs love thee."
"But why," Albrecht asked, "sayest thou that it were well that I tell all to my wife?"
The priest smiled with an expression which was at once tender and wistful, and through which yet a gleam of humor played.
"My son," he answered, "I am an old man, and I have in sooth seen much of the ways of the world, and of the ways of womankind not a little. Trust me that I rede thee good counsel in this matter. Thy wife is a woman, and so it is well that thou tell her. It is not always easy to say why one should do thus or so with a woman, but it may be wise to do that for which one cannot give a reason. And besides," he added more soberly, "anon perchance thou wilt27 thyself perceive a reason for what thou now doest blindly. Go, my son; and Heaven bless thee in thy going!"
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jealousy
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baron
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knight
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casement
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gathering
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doom
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serenity
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chapel
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