"I hope you'll like it," she said, fingering the diamonds; "the shape was so graceful2 that I couldn't resist. And you are so generous, Alexander!"
He was always glad, he told her briefly3, to see her in new and fine adornments. He repressed an involuntary grimace4 at the thought of the probable cost of the ornament5. She could hardly have chosen a worse time in which to buy jewels. Not only his own situation, but the whole time, was one for retrenchment6. The impulse to tell her this was speedily lost in his pride of her really splendid appearance. He himself had commanded her to purchase whatever she fancied; he had explained that that—the domain7 of beauty—was exclusively hers; and it was impossible to complain at her first considerable essay.
Here his feeling was rooted in the deepest part of his being—he was, after all, twenty-five years older than Gisela; and, as if in a species of reparation for the discrepancy8, he owed her all the luxury possible. This he had promised her—and himself; and an inability to provide gowns and necklaces and gewgaws was a most humiliating confession9 of failure, a failure unendurable to him on every plane. Alexander, too, had told her finally that she had no place in his affairs of business; and after that he could not very well burden her with the details of a stupid—and momentary—need for economy.
"I got a sweet bouquet10 holder," she continued; "in chased gold, with garnets. And a new prayer book; you must see that—bound in carved ivory, from Paris." He listened with a stolid11 face to her recital12, vaguely13 wondering how much she had spent; how long the jeweler would wait for settlement. "And there was a wonderful Swiss watch I thought of for you; it rang the hours and———"
"That," he said hastily, "I don't need. I have two excellent watches."
"But you are always complaining!" she returned, mildly surprised. "I didn't get it, but told the man to put it aside. I'll write if you don't want it."
"Do!"
Suddenly he felt weary, a twinge of sciatica shot through his hip14; he must keep out of the damp cast houses, with their expanses of wet sand. But actually he was as good as he had ever been; better, for he now saw clearly what he must accomplish, satisfy. The present national crisis would lift; there was already a talk of the resumption of gold payment by the state banks; and the collapse15 of a firm associated with him in a rolling mill had thrown its control into his hands. Steam power had already been connected, and he could supply the railroad corporation with a certain number of finished rails direct, adding slightly to his profit.
The smallest gain was important, a scrap16 of wood to keep him temporarily afloat on disturbed waters; he saw before him, close by, solid land. But meantime more than one metaphorical17 wave swept over his head, leaving him shaken. The Columbus people returned a shipment of iron, with the complaint that it was below the grade useful for their purpose. He inspected the rejected bars with his head forgeman, and they were unable to discover the deficiency.
"That's good puddled iron," the forgeman asserted. "I saw the pig myself, and it could have been wrought18 on a cold anvil19. Do they expect blister20 steel?"
Alexander Hulings kept to himself the knowledge that this was the beginning of an assault upon his integrity, his name and possessions. At court he could have established the quality of his iron, forced the railroad to accept it within their contract. But he had no money to expend21 on tedious legal processes; and they knew that in the city.
"We can get a better price for it than theirs," he commented.
The difficulty lay in supplying a stated amount. The forgeman profanely22 explained something of his troubles with labor23:
"I get my own anvils24 busy, and perhaps the furnaces running out the metal, when the damn charcoal25 burners lay down. That's the hardest crowd of niggers and drunken Dutch that ever cut wood! It's never a week but one is shot or has his throat cut; and some of the coal they send down looks like pine ash."
At their home he found Gisela with the draperies of the dining room in a silken pile on the carpet.
"I'm tired of this room," she announced; "it's too—too heavy. Those plum-colored curtains almost made me weep. Now what do you think? A white marble mantel in place of that black, and a mirror with wreaths of colored gilt26. An apple green carpet, with pink satin at the windows, draped with India muslin, and gold cords, and Spanish mahogany furniture—that's so much lighter27 than this." She studied the interior seriously. "Less ormolu and more crystal," Gisela decided28.
He said nothing; he had given her the house—it was her world, to do with as she pleased. The decorating of the dining room had cost over three thousand dollars. "And a big Chinese cage, full of finches and rollers." He got a certain grim entertainment from the accumulating details of her planning. Certainly it would be impossible to find anywhere a wife more unconscious of the sordid30 details of commerce. Gisela was his ideal of elegance31 and propriety32.
Nevertheless, he felt an odd, illogical loneliness fastening on him here, where he had thought to be most completely at ease. His mind, filled with the practical difficulties of tomorrow, rebelled against the restriction33 placed on it; he wanted to unburden himself of his troubles, to lighten them with discussion, give them the support of another's belief in his ability, his destiny; but, with Cryble gone, and his wife dedicated34 to purely35 aesthetic36 considerations, there was no one to whom he dared confess his growing predicament.
Marriage, he even thought, was something of a failure—burdensome. Gisela, in the exclusive r鬺e of a finch29 in an elaborate cage, annoyed him now by her continual chirping37 song. He thought disparagingly38 of all women; light creatures fashioned of silks and perfume; extravagant39. After supper he went directly into his office room.
There, conversely, he was irritated with the accounts spread perpetually before him, the announcements of fresh failures, depreciated40 money and bonds. He tramped back and forth41 across the limited space, longing42 to share Gisela's tranquillity43. In a manner he had been unjust to her; he had seen, noted44, other women—his own was vastly superior. Particularly she was truthful45, there was no subterfuge46, pretense47, about her; and she had courage, but, John Wooddrop's daughter, she would have. Alexander Hulings thought of the old man with reluctant admiration48; he was strong; though he, Hulings, was stronger. He would, he calculated brutally49, last longer; and in the end he would, must, win.
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