p. 50Summer, too, had its fierce, immeasurable joys. This was the season of outdoor sports, hunting and boating and digging holes to New Zealand. There was cricket, real cricket, which means that you are out if you hit the ball into the next garden, and that you stop playing if you break a window, and there was hurling8 of javelins9 in wild shrubberies, and dabbling10 in silver brooks11 for elusive12 minnows. Later there would come long, adventurous13 journeys in railway-trains, when, like wise travellers, we would cuddle provisions of buns and pears and tepid14 sandwiches in our laps. Our legs would be so stiff when we reached our destination that we would totter15 on the platform like old men, and our eyes would be weary with watching the fleeting16 world. But as the cab crept up the gritty hills we would see the ocean waiting for us to come and play with it, and everything else in life would be forgotten. The country, with its apple-trees and its pigs and its secret places, was not to be despised, but it was the sea that led us home to our dreams.
Yet possibly the finest thing that the p. 51summer had to give us was the healthy, joyous17 sense of fatigue18 that comes from games. It was pleasant to drop on the lawn when cricket was over, and stay there, not wholly displeased19 with the scent20 of the flowers, looking into the blue sky until the gnats21 drove you in to tea. It was pleasant to lie on the beach, with the heat creeping up and down your face, and to let the sand trickle22 through your fingers, while the long waves whispered out to sea. It was pleasant to drowse in the hay after hunting buffaloes23 all the sunny afternoon. It was only at such moments, when the air had a savour of sleep, that we really felt conscious of youth as a desirable possession.
A child’s year would be divided abruptly24 into winter and summer, for youth is impatient of compromise, but as things are, there are spring and autumn to be reckoned with. For autumn, there is not much to be said. There were nuts and blackberries, and the sweet-scented fallen leaves, in which we would paddle up to our knees. But the seaside brown was wearing off our legs, and night came so soon and with so harsh and p. 52boisterous a note. It was not bad when we happened to be feeling very brave to lie awake at night and hear the branches screaming when the wind hurt them. The sheer discomfort25 of the outer world made bed delicious. But the necessary courage for this point of view was rare, and normally we would wish the nights quieter and less exciting. The autumn wind was for ever fumbling26 at our nursery windows like a burglar, or creeping along the passages like a supernatural thing. Sometimes our hearts stopped beating while we listened.
But of all the seasons of the year, spring is most oppressive to the spirit of childhood. The dear, artificial things that had made the winter lovely were gone, and the pastoral delights of the summer were still to come, yet Nature called us forth27 to a muddy, unfinished world. Then was the season of the official walk, a dreary28 traffic on nice, clean pavements, that placed everything in the world worth walking to out of bounds. A cold wind without the compensating29 advantage of snow would swing round the corners of streets, and we would feel as if p. 53we were wearing the ears and noses of other people. When we were not quarrelling we were sulking, and each was equally fatal, for the Olympians only needed a pretext30 to make our days bitter with iron and quinine. And our quarrels, that at kinder seasons of the year were the regretted accidents of moments, lingered now from day to day, and became the source of fierce and lonely pride. If one of us, released for a minute from the wearing of the world’s woes31, made timid efforts to arrange a concerted game, he would become the object of general suspicion, and his sociability32 would be regarded as a hypocritical effort to win the favour of the grown-up folk. The correct attitude was one of surly aloofness33 that spluttered once or twice a day into tearful rebellion against the interference of the authorities. It is insulting to give a man medicine when he tells you that he wishes he were dead.
Of course, underlying34 these disorders35 was just that dim spirit of disquiet36 that has made this season of the year notable for the production of lyric37 poetry. We had no means of expressing the thing that troubled p. 54our blood. Indeed, we ourselves did not know what was the matter, though this ignorance did not make our discomfort less. Time, who in the glare of a Christmas party or on the shore of a summer sea could run faster than we, seemed to take a spiteful pleasure in lingering in this unattractive place. And although our attitude towards life appeared to have been determined38 for us by Fate, when the long day ended and we thought over things in bed, we had not even the satisfaction of being proud of our day’s work. We would vow39 silently to our pillows that things should go better to-morrow, but alas40! there might be many morrows before summer brought peace to our blood.
It is not only children whom the spring winds stir to madness, but a man has striven but poorly if he cannot contrive41 to bear in patience with this vernal torment42 of living, or even to turn it to some useful purpose in his work. But children, who can only express themselves in their play, must pay for the joys of the coming summer in moods speechless and almost too bitter for their p. 55years. In sympathy with all the green, quick things of Nature, their blood is in a state of passionate43 unrest for which their minds can supply no adequate reason, and they are unhappy in consequence. But I am far from blaming the Olympians for the attitude they adopted in this difficult business. They kept a wise eye on our health, and if our naughtiness became outrageous44, we were punished. For the rest, as they could not give us lips of silver and a pipe of gold with which to chant the amazing gladness of the spring, I do not see what they could do.
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