It took time, however. Love is a plant of most capricious and surprising growth. It may take years to root and blossom. It may spring up in a day, yet strike its roots right through the heart and hold it as firmly as the growth of the years. And, once the heart is enmeshed in the golden filaments9, it is a most dolorous10 work to disentangle it.
For the first two weeks his mind ran constantly on his loss. Momentarily it might be diverted by outward things, but always it came back with a sharp shock, and a bitter sense of deprivation11, to the fact that Margaret Brandt had passed out of his life and left behind her an aching void.
Did he sit precariously12 among the ragged13 scarps and pinnacles14 of Little Sark, while the western seas raged furiously at his feet and the Souffleur shot its rockets of snowy spray high into the gray sky—through the passing film of the spray, and the marbled coils of the tumbling waves, the face of Margaret Brandt looked out at him.
Did he stride among the dew-drenched, gold-spangled gorse bushes on the Eperquerie, while the sun came up with ever fresh glories behind the distant hills of France—Margaret's face was there in the sunrise.
Did he stand above Havre Gosselin in the gloaming, while the sun sank behind Herm and Guernsey in splendours such as he had never dreamed of—just so, he said to himself, Margaret had gone out of his life and left it gray and cheerless as the night side of Brecqhou.
Wherever he was and whatever he did, it was always Margaret, Margaret,—and Margaret lost to him.
By the end of the third week, however, the tonic15 effects of the strong sea air and water began to work inwards. Healthy body would no longer suffer sick heart. He had taken his morning plunge16 hitherto as a matter of course, now he began to enjoy it and to look forward to it—certain index of all-round recovery.
His appetite grew till he felt it needed an apology, at which Mrs. Carré laughed enjoyably. He began to take more interest in his surroundings for their own sakes. His thoughts of Margaret, with their after-glow of tender memory, were like the soft sad haze17 which falls on Guernsey when the sun has sunk and left behind it, in the upper sky, its slowly dying fires of dull red amber18 and gold.
Towards the end of the fourth week he tentatively fished out his manuscript and began to read it—with pauses. He grew interested in it. He saw new possibilities in the story.—His life was getting back on to the rails again.
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adj.拉牢的v.支住( brace的过去式和过去分词 );撑牢;使自己站稳;振作起来 | |
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adj.远离的;冷淡的,漠不关心的 | |
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n.圆叶风铃草( bluebell的名词复数 ) | |
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n.报春花( primrose的名词复数 );淡黄色;追求享乐(招至恶果) | |
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adj.充满快乐的;令人高兴的 | |
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n.(电灯泡的)灯丝( filament的名词复数 );丝极;细丝;丝状物 | |
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10 dolorous | |
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11 deprivation | |
n.匮乏;丧失;夺去,贫困 | |
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顶峰( pinnacle的名词复数 ); 顶点; 尖顶; 小尖塔 | |
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n./adj.滋补品,补药,强身的,健体的 | |
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