“After all, let us hear really what it all means, your Kreisler stunt4, and Kreisler?” he said to her four or five days after his reappearance. “Do you know that I act as a dam, or rather a dyke5, to his outrageous6 flood of liquorous spirits every night? Only my insignificant7 form is between you and destruction, or you and a very unpleasant Kreisler, at any rate.—Have you seen him when he’s drunk?—What, after all, does Kreisler mean? Satisfy my curiosity.”
Bertha shuddered8 and looked at him with dramatically wide-open eyes, as though there were no answer.
“It’s nothing, Sorbert, nothing,” she said, as though Kreisler were the bubonic plague and she were making light of it.
Yet a protest had to be made. He had rather neglected the coincidence of his arrival and Bertha’s refusal to see Kreisler. He must avoid finding himself man?uvred into appearing the cause. A tranquil9 and sentimental10 revenant was the r?le he had chosen. Up to a point he encouraged Bertha to see his boon11 companion and relax her sudden exclusiveness. He hesitated to carry out thoroughly12 his part of go-between and reconciler. At length he began to make inquiries13. After all, to have to hold[219] back his successor to the favours of a lady, from going and seizing those rights (presumably temporarily denied him), was a strange situation. At any moment now it seemed likely that Kreisler would turn on him. This would simplify matters. Better leave lovers to fight out their own quarrels and not take up the ungrateful r?le of interferer14 and voluntary policeman. All his retrospective pleasure was being spoilt. But he was committed to remain there for the present. To get over his sensation of dupe, he was more sociable15 with Kreisler than he felt. The German interpreted this as an hypocrisy16. His contempt and suspicion of the peculiar17 revenant grew.
Bertha was tempted18 to explain, in as dramatic a manner as possible, the situation to Tarr. But she hesitated always because she thought it would lead to a fight. She was often, as it was, anxious for Tarr.
“Sorbert, I think I’ll go to Germany at once,” she said to him, on the afternoon of his second visit to Renée Lipmann’s.
“Why, because you’re afraid of Kreisler?”
“No, but I think it’s better.”
“But why, all of a sudden?”
“My sister will be home from Berlin, in a day or two?”
“And you’d leave me here to ‘mind’ the dog.”
“No.—Don’t see Kreisler any more, Sorbert. Dog is the word indeed! He is mad: ganz verucht!—Promise me, Sorbert”—she took his hand—“not to go to the café any more!”
“Do you want him at your door at twelve to-night?—I feel I may be playing the part of—gooseberry, is it??”
“Don’t, Sorbert. If you only knew!—He was here this morning, hammering for nearly half an hour. But all I ask you is to go to the café no more. There is no need for you to be mixed up in all this. I only am to blame.”
“I wonder what is the real explanation of Kreisler?” Sorbert said, pulled up by what she had said. “Have[220] you known him long—before you knew me, for instance?”
“No, only a week or two—since you went away.”
“I must ask Kreisler. But he seems to have very primitive19 notions about himself.”
“Don’t bother any more with that man, Sorbert. You don’t do any good. Don’t go to the café to-night!”
“Why to-night?”
“Any night.”
Kreisler certainly was a “new link”—too much. The chief cause of separation had become an element of insidious20 rapprochement.
He left her silently apprehensive21, staring at him mournfully.
So that night, after his second visit to Fr?ulein Lipmann’s, he did not seek out Kreisler at his usual head-quarters with his first enthusiasm.
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