A stage where every man must play a part,
And mine a sad one.—Merchant of Venice.
The past is past. I see the future stretch
All dark and barren as a rainy sea.—Alexander Smith.
Morton took possession again of his house in the country, which still remained in the keeping of one of his humble1 relatives, into whose charge he had given it. He turned the key of his long-deserted library. A loving influence had presided here in his absence, and, even when he was given up for lost, every thing had been scrupulously2 kept as he had left it.
Here he immured3 himself; avoided all society but that of a few personal friends; and by plunging4 into the studies which had formerly5 engrossed6 him, tried to escape the persecution7 of his own thoughts. It was a forced and painful task. The marks in his books, the pencil notes on their margins8, his voluminous piles of memoranda9, were all so many sharp memorials of the past, to remind him that he was resuming in darkness and despondency the work that he had left in sunshine.
In process of time, however, his ancient interest in his favorite pursuit began to rekindle10. He began to feel that the years of his imprisonment11 had not been the dead and barren blank which he had inclined to think them. His mind had ripened12 in its solitude13, and the studies which he had before followed with the zeal14 of a boy, more eager than able to deal with the broad questions which they involved, he could now grasp with the matured intellect of a man.
But while Morton was thus laboring15 on, Edith Leslie was passing through an ordeal16 incomparably more severe. Month after month dragged on, and her father still lingered, sinking again and again to the very edge of the grave, and then rallying, as if with a fresh life. Vinal, meanwhile, was in a good measure recovered from the effects of his accident. His home and hers, if it could be called a home, was now a house in town, which her father had fitted up for her in view of her marriage. She had a painful and delicate part to act—at her father's bedside, to appear as the happy and contented17 wife; at home, to endure the presence of the man whose treachery filled her with horror, and whose love for her, though she had never spoken a word of reproof18, had changed into fear and hatred19. Of his actual presence, however, she had to endure little; for he shunned20 her studiously; and her house was to her a solitude, where she passed hours of a suffering more intense than Morton had ever known in the dungeons21 of Ehrenberg.
Meanwhile, the servants, those domestic spies, did not fail to rumor22 abroad the singular mode of life of the bride and bridegroom; that Vinal avoided the house; that they seldom met, even at meals; and that no word or look of sympathy or confidence seemed ever to pass between them. Such rumors23 found their currency among the busier gossips of the town; but Morton, secluded24 among his books, remained wholly ignorant of them.
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1 humble | |
adj.谦卑的,恭顺的;地位低下的;v.降低,贬低 | |
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v.禁闭,监禁( immure的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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边( margin的名词复数 ); 利润; 页边空白; 差数 | |
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n. 备忘录, 便条 名词memorandum的复数形式 | |
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