Boston, Nov. 17, 1839—6 P.M. or thereabout.
I received no letter from my sweetest wife yesterday; and my heart is not quite at ease about her. Dearest, I pray to God for you—and I pray to yourself, too; for methinks there is within you a divine and miraculous1 power to counteract2 all sorts of harm. Oh be strong for the sake of your husband. Let all your love for me be so much added to the strength of your heart. Remember that your anguish3 must likewise be mine. Not that I would have it otherwise, mine own wife—your sorrows shall be just as precious a possession to me as your joys.
Dearest, if you could steal in upon your husband now, you would see a comfortable sight. I wish you would make a sketch4 of me, here in our own parlour; and it might be done without trusting entirely5 to imagination, as you have seen the room and the furniture—and (though that would be the least important item of the picture) you have 79 seen myself. I am writing now at my new bureau, which stands between the windows; there are two lamps before me, which show the polished shadings of the mahogany panels to great advantage. A coal fire is burning in the grate—not a very fervid6 one, but flickering7 up fitfully, once in a while, so as to remind me that I am by my own fireside. I am sitting in the cane-bottomed rocking-chair (wherein my Dove once sate8, but which did not meet her approbation); and another hair-cloth arm-chair stands in front of the fire. Would that I could look round with the assurance of seeing mine own white Dove in it! Not that I want to see her apparition—nor to have her brought here by miracle, but I want that full assurance of peace and joy, which I should have if my belovedest wife were near me in our own parlor9.
Sophie Hawthorne, what a beautiful carpet did you choose for me! I admire it so much that I can hardly bear to tread upon it. It is fit only to be knelt upon; and I do kneel on it sometimes. As you saw it only in narrow strips, I doubt whether even you can imagine what an effect is produced by the tout10 ensemble11, spreading its fantastic foliage12, or whatever it is, all over the floor. Many times today have I found myself gazing at it; and I am almost tempted13 to call in people from the street to 80 help me admire it worthily14. But perhaps they would not quite sympathize with my raptures15. I am doubtless somewhat more alive to the merits of this carpet, because it was your choice, and is our mutual16 property. My Dove, there is an excellent place for a bust17 over the bookcase which surmounts18 my bureau; some time or other, I shall behold19 a creation of your own upon it. At present, I have no work of art to adorn20 our parlour with, except an allumette-holder, on the mantel-piece ornamented21 with drawings from Flaxman. It was given me by Elizabeth; and, considerably22 to my vexation, one of the glasses has been broken, during the recent removal of my household gods.
My wife, I like sleeping on a mattress23 better than on a feather-bed. It is a pity, however, that a mattress looks so lean and lank;—it certainly does not suggest such ideas of comfort and downy repose24 as a well-filled feather-bed does; but my sleep, I think, is of better quality, though, indeed, there was nothing to complain of on that score, even while I reposed25 on feathers. You need not be afraid of my smothering26 in the little bed-room; for I always leave the door open, so that I have the benefit of the immense volume of air in the spacious27 parlor.
Mrs. Hillard takes excellent care of me, and 81 feeds [me] with eggs and baked apples and other delectable28 dainties; and altogether I am as happily situated29 as a man can be, whose heart is wedded30, while externally he is still a bachelor.
My wife, would you rather that I should come home next Saturday and stay till Monday, or that I should come to Thanksgiving and stay the rest of the week? Both I cannot do; but I will try to do the latter, if you wish it; and I think I shall finish the salt-ship which I am now engaged upon, about Thanksgiving time—unless foul31 weather intervene to retard32 our progress. How delightfully33 long the evenings are now! I do not get intolerably tired any longer; and my thoughts sometimes wander back to literature and I have momentary34 impulses to write stories. But this will not be, at present. The utmost that I can hope to do, will be to portray35 some of the characteristics of the life which I am now living, and of the people with whom I am brought into contact, for future use. I doubt whether I shall write any more for the public, till I can have a daily or nightly opportunity of submitting my productions to the criticism of Sophie Hawthorne. I have a high opinion of that young lady's critical acumen36, but a great dread37 of her severity—which, however, the Dove will not fail to temper with her sweetness. 82
Dearest, there is nothing at all in this letter; and perhaps it may come to you at a time when your heart needs the strongest, and tenderest, and most comfortable words that mine can speak to it. Yet what could I say, but to assure you that I love you, and partake whatever of good or evil God sends you—or rather, partake whatever good God sends you, whether it come in festal garments or mourning ones; for still it is good, whether arrayed in sable38, or flower-crowned. God bless you, belovedest,
Your Ownest Husband.
Miss Sophia A. Peabody,
Care of Dr. N. Peabody,
Salem, Mass.
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