It was the morning after her experience in the woods and actually she had confessed to a headache and had decided2 not to go to the field hospital for her daily nursing.
At present the four American girls were on day duty and remained at the hospital from nine in the morning until four in the afternoon, their places being taken by other nurses at that hour. But each girl had one day of rest and by chance this happened to be Barbara’s.
Eugenia had been asleep when Nona and Mildred went away to work and only in the last half hour had crept downstairs. All her life every now and then she had been subject to wretched headaches which left her speechless and exhausted3. But[117] so far since coming abroad her three girl companions had not been aware of them.
Now every now and then while Barbara worked she glanced toward Eugenia. It was difficult to recognize the severe and energetic Miss Peabody in this white-faced, quiet girl. For Eugenia had never since the beginning of their acquaintance looked so young. For one thing, she was wearing a beautiful violet cashmere kimono Mildred had presented her during their stay in Paris. She had never worn it until now. At least the gift had not come directly from Mildred or Eugenia would never have accepted it. But Mrs. Thornton had written from New York asking that Mildred’s new friends receive some little gifts from her, and Mildred had chosen four kimonos. They were too pretty for nursing use, so the other girls had been enjoying theirs in the evenings alone at home.
Eugenia had never consented to relax even to that extent when work was over and there was no possibility of company. Now, however, her costume was not of her own choosing, for after Barbara had taken[118] a cup of coffee to her room and persuaded her into drinking it, she had dressed her in the new kimono without asking permission. Also she had brushed and plaited Eugenia’s heavy hair into two long braids.
“Funny for a New England old maid to be able to look like an Italian Madonna simply because her hair is down and her head aches,” Barbara thought to herself after one of her quick glances at Eugenia.
She made rather a fetching picture herself, but Barbara was at present entirely4 unconscious. Simply because it happened to be the most useful costume she owned for the purpose, she was clad in a French peasant’s smock of dark-blue linen5, and wore a little white cap at a rakish angle on top of her brown curls. Her hair was now sufficiently6 long to twist into a small knot at the nape of her neck, where delicate tendrils were apt to creep forth7 like the new growth on a vine.
Finally Eugenia, opening her eyes and catching8 sight of Barbara, at this moment on tip toes in her effort to dust the tall mantel-shelf, said unexpectedly:
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“You are very pretty, Barbara dear, and just the kind of a little woman that men are apt to care for. I wonder if you ever think of marrying, or do you mean to go on nursing all your life? Now and then I have thought that Dick——”
But her sentence was interrupted by Barbara’s dropping the candlestick which she was dusting and then turning to stare at her companion.
“Why, Eugenia, I thought you were asleep,” she began reproachfully. Then showing the dimple which she so resented, she added slyly, “But what on earth made you speak on such a subject? I never dreamed that you ever had a thought of such a thing in your life.”
Barbara bit her lips. No wonder Eugenia considered her a goose, for certainly she seemed possessed9 of the fatal gift of saying the wrong thing.
“Am I so unattractive as all that?” she asked slowly, forgetting her headache for[120] the instant and feeling a return of the mood that had troubled her the evening before, until the excitement of her adventure had driven it from her mind.
“Do you know, Barbara, I was trying to decide just last night what was the matter with me. Now I know you don’t like me, but I think you are fair. Tell me why you suppose I have never even thought of love and marriage and the kind of happiness other girls expect. I’m not so very old, after all! But you are right in one idea. I never, never have dreamed of it for myself. For one thing, no one has ever been in love with me even the least little bit in all my life!”
In spite of the tactlessness of Barbara’s speech actually Eugenia was speaking without the least temper, when ordinarily she was given to showing anger with her companion under the slightest provocation11.
In consequence Barbara felt entirely disgusted with herself, and what was worse—ridiculously tongue-tied.
“Oh, I did not mean anything like that,” she stammered12. “That is—at least—why,[121] of course you are as nice as anyone when you let yourself be, Eugenia. But you do seem cold, as if you considered other people not exactly worth your attention. And—and——”
Not feeling that she was making out a very good case for herself, Barbara put her duster down and came and sat on a wooden stool near the older girl.
“I am an idiot, Eugenia,” she insisted scornfully. “No wonder Dick Thornton always declares I have never grown up. Besides, I don’t believe you have never had any one in love with you, not even a young girl-and-boy affair. No girl ever lives to be as old as you are without——”
Again Barbara stopped short, biting her lips.
But Eugenia only shook her head and laughed. “I am the exception that proves the rule. Besides, my dear, you came from the west and not New England, and you weren’t, as people have so often said of me, ‘born an old maid.’ But never mind, I won’t ask any more embarrassing questions.”
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Eugenia tried to speak lightly, half amused and half hurt by the expression of chagrin13 on Barbara Meade’s face.
“By the way,” she added, in an effort to change the subject, “how is Dick Thornton? I have been meaning to ask you what you have heard from him.”
This time the younger girl flushed, but so slightly that Eugenia did not appear to notice it.
“I have heard nothing at all,” she returned honestly. “But I don’t suppose Dick is better, as Mildred and Nona have both had letters and say there was nothing important in them.”
Suddenly Barbara took Eugenia’s hand.
“You have more experience than the rest of us,” she began with unusual humility14. “I wonder if you think Dick has a chance of ever using his arm again?”
The other girl hesitated. Certainly she had no right to believe that Barbara felt more than the natural interest in Dick that they all had for Mildred’s brother and their own friend. And, as Barbara had just suggested, Eugenia was not supposed[123] even to think on romantic subjects. Nevertheless, her voice was unusually gentle as she replied:
“I don’t really know one thing in the world about it, Barbara, but Dick is young and has lots of determination and most certainly I have not given up hope.”
Eugenia had another twinge of pain in her temples at this second and so closed her eyes. Although hearing a knock at their back door, she did not open them even when Barbara left the room.
A moment later, hearing a strange sound, she was surprised by a sudden sense of terror, almost of suffocation15. Yet surely she must be in a kind of nightmare brought on by her illness, since the sound suggested the footsteps which had pursued her the night before and brought on the same unreasoning fear.
Clutching the sides of her chair, Eugenia stared ahead of her.
There in the doorway16, leading from the kitchen into the principal room of the farmhouse, stood an immense dog. It was odd the manner in which he surveyed Eugenia.[124] There was suspicion, distrust and withal an air of apology in his manner.
The dog was a magnificent creature, a great Dane, silver-gray in color with a heavy silver collar about its throat, engraved17 with what appeared to be a coat of arms.
Ordinarily Eugenia had a strong affection for animals, so it was absurd of her to be so nervous because of her experience the evening before. Nevertheless, she felt again that she could neither speak nor move.
Yet at this moment Barbara danced in, pushing aside the big dog as fearlessly and unceremoniously as if he had been a Persian kitten. She held a number of letters in her hands and a big bunch of autumn leaves. Behind her, with the eternal basket on his arm, hobbled old Fran?ois, the French servant from the home of the owner of their farmhouse.
He looked like a little old brown gnome18 with his crooked19 legs, his stooping shoulders and brown peaked cap almost the color of his skin.
“Fran?ois is better than a fairy godmother—he[125] is a fairy godfather!” Barbara exclaimed delightedly. “He has brought us letters and good news of all kinds this morning. You are sure to feel better when you hear, Eugenia. But how did you happen to bring Duke over with you, Fran?ois? I thought he was supposed to stay at home and take care of his mistress when you were compelled to leave her alone.”
Eugenia listened with only mild attention. Evidently this dog belonged to the countess upon whose estate they were living. He could scarcely be the creature that had behaved so unceremoniously with her the night before.
But Fran?ois’ little black eyes were twinkling. “Monsieur le Duc is able to be with me because Madame is not alone today,” he explained proudly.
Eugenia frowned. “What a pompous20, ridiculous name to bestow21 upon a dog, no matter how splendid he happened to be! But wasn’t there something familiar in his title? Surely it was the same name that the young French officer had used to his dog the night before!”
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