The pious1 ejaculation was in the nature of a reply to Miss Etta Concannon, the fragile slip of a girl whose portrait she had painted and in whose cornflower-blue eyes she had caught the haunting fear. There was no fear, however, in the eyes to-day. They were bright, direct, and abnormally serious. She had just announced her intention of becoming a hospital nurse. Whereupon Clementina had cried: “Lord have mercy upon us!”
Now it must be stated that Etta Concannon had bestowed2 on an embarrassed Clementina her young and ardent3 affection; secretly, during the sittings for the portrait which her father had commissioned Clementina to paint as a wedding present, and openly; when the sittings were ended and she called upon Clementina as a friend. In the first flush of this avowed5 adoration6 she would send shy little notes, asking whether she might come to the studio to tea. As she lived quite close by, the missives were despatched by hand. Clementina, disturbed in the midst of her painting, would tear a ragged7 corner from the first bit of paper her eyes fell upon—note-paper, brown-paper, cartridge-paper—once it was sand-paper—scribble “Yes” on it with a bit of charcoal8 and send it out to the waiting messenger. At last she was driven to desperation.
“My good child,” she said, “can’t you drop in to tea without putting me to this elaborate correspondence?”
Etta Concannon thought she could, and thence-forward came to tea unheralded, and, eventually such were her powers of seduction that she enticed9 Clementina to her own little den4 in her father’s house in Cheyne Walk—a fairy den all water-colour and gossamer10 very much like herself, in which Clementina gave the impression of an ogress who had blundered in by mistake. It was on the first visit that Clementina repudiated11 the name of Miss Wing. She hated and loathed12 it. On Etta’s lips it suggested a prim13, starched14 governess—the conventional French caricature of the English Old Maid with long teeth and sharp elbows. She might be an old maid, but she wasn’t a prim governess. Everybody called her Clementina. Upon which, to her professed15 discomfort16, Etta threw her arms round her neck and kissed her and called her a darling. Why Clementina wasted her time over this chit of a girl she was at a loss to conjecture17. She was about as much use in the world as a rainbow. Yet for some fool reason (her own expression) Clementina encouraged her, and felt less grim in her company. The odd part of their intercourse18 was that the one thing under heaven they did not talk about was the bullet-headed, bull-necked young man to whom Etta was engaged—not until one day when, in response to the following epistle, Clementina brusquely dismissed her sitter, skewered19 on a battered20 hat, and rushed round to Cheyne Walk.
“My dearest, dearest Clementina,—Do come to me. I am in abject21 misery22. The very worst has happened. I would come to you, but I’m not fit to be seen.
Your own unhappy
“Etta.”
“My poor child,” cried Clementina, as she entered the bower23 and beheld24 a very dim and watery25 fairy sobbing26 on a couch. “Who has been doing this to you?”
“It’s R-Raymond,” said Etta, chokingly.
To her astonishment27 Clementina found herself sitting on the couch with her arms round the girl. Now and then she did the most idiotic28 things without knowing in the least why she did them. In this position she listened to Etta’s heartrending story. It was much involved, here and there incoherent, told with singular disregard of chronological29 sequence. When properly pieced together and shorn of irrelevance30, this is what it amounted to:
Certain doings of the bullet-headed young man, doings not at all creditable—mean and brutal31 doings indeed—had reached the ears of Etta’s father. Now Etta’s father was a retired32 admiral, and Etta the beloved child of his old age. The report of Captain Hilyard’s doings had wounded him in his weakest spot. In a fine fury he telephonically commanded the alleged33 wrongdoer to wait upon him without delay. Captain Hilyard obeyed. The scene of the interview was a private room in the service club to which Admiral Concannon belonged. Admiral Concannon went straight to the point—it is an uncomfortable characteristic of British admirals. The bullet-headed young man not being able to deny the charges brought against him, Admiral Concannon expressed himself in such terms as are only polished to their brightest perfection on the quarter-deck of a man-of-war. The young man showed resentment—amazing impudence34, according to the Admiral—whereupon the Admiral consigned35 him to the devil and charged him never to let him (the Admiral) catch him (the bullet-headed young man) lifting his scoundrelly eyes again to an innocent young girl. Admiral Concannon came home and told his daughter as much of the tale of turpitude36 as was meet for her ears. Captain Hilyard repaired forthwith in unrighteous wrath37 to his quarters and packed off Etta’s letters, with a covering note in which he insinuated38 that he was not sorry to have seen the last of her amiable39 family. It had all happened that day.
Hence the tears.
“I thought you wrote me that the worst had happened,” said Clementina.
“Well, hasn’t it?”
“Good Lord!” cried Clementina. “It’s the very best thing that ever happened to you in all your born days.”
In the course of a week Clementina brought the sorrowing damsel round to her own way of thinking.
“Do you know,” said Etta, “I used to be rather afraid of him.”
“Any fool could see that,” said Clementina.
“Did you guess?” This with wide-open cornflower eyes.
“Look at your portrait and you’ll see,” said Clementina, mindful of the avalanche40 of memories which the portrait of Tommy Burgrave’s rough-and-ready criticism of the bullet-headed young man had started on its overwhelming career. “Have you ever looked at it?”
“Of course I have.”
“To look at a thing and to see it,” remarked Clementina, “are two entirely41 different propositions. For instance, you looked at that young man, but you didn’t see him. Yet your soul saw him and was afraid. Your father too—I can’t understand what he was about when he consented to the engagement.”
“Captain Hilyard’s father and he were old mess-mates,” said Etta.
“Old messmakers!” snapped Clementina. “And what made you accept him?”
Etta looked mournful. “I don’t know.”
“The next time you engage yourself to a young man, just be sure that you do know. I suppose this one said, ‘Dilly, dilly, come and be killed,’ and you went like the foolish little geese in the nursery rhyme.”
“They were ducks, dear,” laughed Etta, taking Clementina’s grim face between her dainty hands. “Ducks like you.”
“I think you’re getting better,” she said. “And I’m jolly glad of it. To have one young idiot on my hands ill with congestion45 of the lungs and another ill with congestion of the heart—both at the same time—is more than I bargained for. I suppose you think I’m a sort of Sister of Charity. Why don’t you do as your father tells you and go down to your Aunt What’s-her-name in Somersetshire?”
Etta made a grimace46. “Aunt Elmira would drive me crazy. You’re much more wholesome47 for me. And as for father”—she tossed her pretty head—“he has to do what he’s told.”
So Etta remained in town, her convalescence48 synchronising with that of Tommy Burgrave. Clementina began to find time to breathe and to make up arrears49 of work. As soon as Tommy was able to take his walks abroad, and Etta to seek distraction50 in the society of her acquaintance, Clementina shut herself up in her studio, forbidding the young people to come near her, and for a week painted the livelong day. At last, one morning two piteous letters were smuggled51 almost simultaneously52 into the studio.
“. . . I haven’t seen you for months and months. Do let me come to dinner to-night. . . . Tommy.”
“. . . Oh darling, DO come to tea this afternoon. . . . Etta.”
“I shall go and paint in the Sahara,” cried Clementina. But she seized two dirty scraps53 of paper and scrawled54 on them:
“Lord, yes, child, come to dinner.”
“Lord, yes, child, I’ll come to tea.” and having folded them crookedly55 despatched them to her young friends.
It was during this visit of Clementina to the fairy bower in Cheyne Walk that Etta informed her of her intention of becoming a hospital nurse.
“Lord have mercy upon us!” cried Clementina.
“I don’t see why I shouldn’t,” said Etta.
“The idea is preposterous,” replied Clementina. “What need have you to work for your living?”
“I want to do something useful in the world.”
“You’ll do much better by remaining ornamental,” said Clementina. “It’s only when a woman is as ugly as sin and as poor as charity that she need be useful; that’s to say while she’s unmarried. When she’s married she has got as much as she can do to keep her husband and children in order. A girl like you with plenty of money and the devil’s own prettiness has got to stay at home and fulfil her destiny.”
Etta, sitting on the window seat, looked at the Thames, seen in patches of silver through the fresh greenery of the Embankment trees.
“I know what you’re thinking of, dear,” she said, with the indulgent solemnity of the Reverend Mother of a Convent, “but I shall never marry.”
“Rubbish,” said Clementina.
“I’ve made up my mind, quite made up my mind.”
Clementina sighed. Youth is so solemn, so futile57, so like the youth of all the generations that have passed away. The child was suffering from one of the natural sequel? of a ruptured58 engagement. Once maidens60 in her predicament gat them into nunneries and became nuns61 and that was the end of them. Whether they regretted their rash act or not, who can say? Nowadays they rush into philanthropic or political activity, contriving62 happy evenings for costermongers or unhappy afternoons for Cabinet Ministers. The impulse driving them to nunnery, Whitechapel, or Caxton Hall has always been merely a reaction of sex; and the duration of the period of reaction is proportionate to the degree of brokenness of the heart. As soon as the heart is mended, sex has her triumphant64 way again and leaps in response to the eternal foolishness that the maiden59 blushes to read in the eyes of a comely65 creature in trousers. This Clementina knew, as all those—and only those—whose youth is behind them know it; and so, when Etta with an air of cold finality said that she had made up her mind, Clementina sighed. It was so ludicrously pathetic. Etta’s heart had not even been broken; it had not sustained the wee-est, tiniest fracture; it had been roughly handled; that was all. In a month’s time she would no more yearn66 to become a hospital nurse than to follow the profession of a chimney-sweep. In a month’s time she would be flirting67 with merry, whole-hearted outrageousness68. In a month’s time, if the True Prince came along, she might be in love. Really in love. What a wonderful gift to a man would be the love of this fragrant69 wisp of womanhood!
“I’ve quite made up my mind, dear,” she repeated.
“Then there’s nothing more to be said,” replied Clementina.
A shade of disappointment spread over the girl’s face, like a little cloud over a May morning. She jumped from the window-seat and slid to a stool by Clementina’s chair.
“But there’s lots to be said. Lots. It’s a tremendously important decision in life.”
“Tremendous,” said Clementina.
“It means that I’ll die an old maid.”
“Like me,” said Clementina.
“If I’m like you I won’t care a bit!”
“Lord save us,” said Clementina.
The girl actually took it for granted that she enjoyed being an old maid.
“I’ll have a little house in the country all covered with honeysuckle, and a pony-trap and a dog and a cat and you’ll come and stay with me.”
“I thought you were going to be a hospital nurse,” said Clementina.
“So I am; but I’ll live in the house when I’m off duty.”
Clementina rolled a cigarette. Etta knelt bolt upright and offered a lighted match. Now when a lissom-figured girl kneels bolt upright, with a shapely head thrown ever so little back, and stretches out her arm, there are few things more adorable in this world of beauty. Clementina looked at her for full ten seconds with the eyes of a Moses on Mount Nebo—supposing (a bewildering hypothesis) that Moses had been an artist and a woman—and then, disregarding cigarette and lighted match, she laid her hands on the girl’s shoulders and shook her gently so that she sank back on her heels, and the match went out.
“Oh, you dear, delightful70, silly, silly child.”
She rose abruptly71 and went to the mantelpiece and lit the cigarette for herself. Etta laughed in blushing confusion.
“But darling, nurses do have times off now and then.”
“I wasn’t thinking about nurses at all,” said Clementina.
“Then what were you thinking of?” asked Etta; still sitting on her heels and craning her head round.
“Never mind,” said Clementina. “But what will you want an old frump like me in your house for?”
“To listen to my troubles,” said the girl.
Clementina walked home through the soft May sunshine, a smile twinkling in her little beady eyes and the corners of her lips twisted into an expression of deep melancholy72. If she had been ten years younger there would have been no smile in her eyes. If she had been ten years older a corroborative73 smile would have played about her lips. But at thirty-five a woman in Clementina’s plight74 often does not know whether to laugh or to cry, and if she is a woman with a sense of humour she does both at once. The eternal promise, the eternal message vibrated through the air. The woman of five-and-thirty heard it instinctively75 and rejected it intellectually. She hurried her pace and gripped her umbrella—Clementina always carried a great, untidy, bulging76 umbrella—as if to assure herself that it would rain to-morrow from leaden skies. But the day laughed at her, and the gardens which she passed flaunted77 lilac and laburnum and pink may and springtide and youth before her, and buttercups looked at her with a mocking air of innocence78. Forget-me-nots in window-boxes leaned forward and whispered, “See how fresh and young we are.” A very young plane tree looked impudently79 green; in its dainty fragility it suggested Etta.
“Drat the child,” said Clementina, and she walked along, shutting her eyes to the immature80 impertinences of the spring. But outside the window of a fruiterer’s in the Royal Hospital Road she stopped short, with a little inward gasp81. A bunch of parrot-tulips—great riotous82 gold things splashed all over with their crimson83 hearts’ blood, flared84 like the sunset flames of a tropical summer. As a hungry tomtit flies straight to a shred85 of meat, she went in and bought them.
When she reached her house in Romney Place she peeped for the last (and the hundredth) time into the open mouth of the twisted white paper cornet.
“They’ll make a nice bit of colour on the dinner-table for Tommy,” she said to herself.
O Clementina! O Woman! What in the name of Astarte had the gold and crimson reprobates86 to do with Tommy?
She let herself in with her key, traversed her Sheraton drawing-room, and opened the door leading on to the studio gallery. Tommy was below, walking up and down like a young wild beast in a cage. His usually tidy hair was ruffled87, as though frenzied88 fingers had disturbed its calm. Clementina called out:
“You asked if you could come to dinner. Six o’clock isn’t dinner-time.”
“I know,” he cried up at her. “I’ve been here for an hour.”
She went down the spiral staircase and confronted him.
“What have you been doing to your hair? It’s like Ferdinand’s in The Tempest. And;” noticing a new note of violence in the customary peaceful chaos89 of the studio, “why have you been kicking my cushions about?”
He turned on his heel and strode to the other end of the studio. Clementina threw the parrot-tulips on a chair and drew off her left-hand old cotton glove, which she cast on the tulips. Then for a while, during Tommy’s retreat and approach, she gazed thoughtfully at the thumb-tip which protruded92 from the right-hand glove.
“I’m not at all surprised,” she said, when Tommy joined her.
“How else can you account for it?” cried Tommy, flinging his arms wide.
“Account for what?”
“What he has done. Listen. A week ago he came to see me, as jolly as could be. You were there——”
“About as jolly as a slug,” said Clementina.
“Anyway he was all right. I told the dear old chap I had unaccountably exceeded my allowance—and he sent me a cheque next day, just as he always does. This afternoon a card is brought up to me—my uncle’s card. Written on it in his handwriting: ‘To introduce Mr. Theodore Vandermeer.’?”
“Vandermeer.”
“Go on.”
“I tell the servant to show him in—and in comes a dilapidated devil looking like a mangy fox——”
“That’s the man.”
“Do you know him?”
“All right. Go on.”
“—— who squirms and wriggles94 and beats about the bush, and at last tells me that he is commissioned by my uncle to inform me that unless I give up painting and go into some infernal City office within a month he’ll stop my allowance and cut me out of his will.”
Clementina worked the thumb-tip through the hole in the right hand glove until the entire thumb was visible.
“What are you going to do?” she asked.
Tommy waved his arms. “I must try to see my uncle and ask him what’s the meaning of it. Of course I’ve no claim on him—but he’s a rich man and fond of me and all that—and, when my poor mother died, he sort of adopted me and gave me to understand that I needn’t worry. So I haven’t worried. And when I took up with painting he encouraged me all he knew. It’s damnable!” He paused, and strode three or four paces up the studio and three or four back, as though to work off the dangerous excess of damnability in the situation. “It isn’t as if I were an idle waster going to the devil. I’ve worked jolly hard, haven’t I? I’ve put my back into it, and I’m beginning to do something. Only last week I was telling him about the New Gallery picture—he seemed quite pleased—and now, without a minute’s warning, he sends this foxy-faced jackal to tell me to go into an office. It’s—it’s—God knows what it isn’t!”
“I believe,” said Clementina, looking at her thumb, “that there are quite worthy95 young men in City offices.”
“I would sooner go into a stoke-hole,” cried Tommy. “Oh, it’s phantasmagorical!”
He sat down on the platform of the throne and buried his head in his hands.
“Cheer up,” said Clementina. “The world hasn’t come to an end yet and we haven’t had dinner.”
She opened a door at the back of the studio that communicated with the kitchen regions and, calling out for Eliza, was answered by a distant voice.
“Yes, ma’am,” said the voice, coming nearer. “What kind of champagne?”
“I don’t know,” said Clementina. “But tell him to send the best bottle he has got.”
“What a good sort you are,” said Tommy.
Neither were alarmed by the prospective97 quality of this vaguely98 selected vintage. How holy is simplicity99! It enables men and women to face and pass through terrors without recognising them.
Clementina took off her hat and right-hand glove, and rolled a cigarette. Tommy burst out again:
“Why didn’t he send for me and tell me so himself? Why didn’t he write? Why did he charter this seedy, ugly scoundrel? I asked the wretch100. He said my uncle thought that such a delicate communication had better be made through a third party. But what’s my uncle doing—associating with such riff-raff? Why didn’t he choose a gentleman? This chap looks as if he’d murder you for tuppence.”
The young are apt to exaggerate the defects of those who have not gained their esteem101. As a matter of fact, acknowledged afterwards by Tommy, Vandermeer had accomplished102 his unpleasant mission with considerable tact103 and delicacy104. Tommy was an upstanding, squarely built young Saxon, with a bright blue eye, and there was a steep flight of stairs leading down from his studio.
“Once I fed him on ham and beef round the corner,” said Clementina.
“The devil you did,” said Tommy.
Clementina related the episode and her subsequent conversation with Quixtus.
“I give it up,” said Tommy. “I knew that my uncle was greatly upset by the trial—and I have been thinking that perhaps it has rather unhinged his mind—and that was why he took up with such a scarecrow. But he has apparently105 been a friend of his for years. It shows you how little we know of our fellow creatures,” he moralised. “If there ever was a chap I thought I knew inside out it was my Uncle Ephraim.” Then pity smote106 him. “If he’s really off his head, it’s tragic107. He was the best and dearest and kindest-hearted fellow in the world.”
“Did you ask the man whether your uncle had gone mad?”
“Of course I did—in so many words. Man seemed to look on it as an astonishing suggestion. He said my uncle had long disapproved108 of my taking up painting as a profession, and now had arrived at the conviction that the best thing for me was a commercial career—a commercial career!”
“If you refuse, you’ll be giving up three hundred a year now and heaven knows how much afterwards,” said Clementina.
“And if I accepted I would be giving up my self-respect, my art, my dreams, every thing that makes for Life—Life with the biggest of capital L’s. By George, no! If my uncle won’t listen to reason I’ll not listen to unreason, and there’s an end of it. I’ll pull through somehow.”
“Good,” said Clementina, who had remained remarkably111 silent. “I was waiting to hear you say that. If you had hesitated I should have told you to go home and dine by yourself. A little starvation and struggle and fringe to your trousers will be the making of you. As for your uncle, if he’s crazy he’s crazy, and there’s an end of it, as you say. Let’s talk no more about it. What made you beg to come to dinner this evening?” she asked, with a resumption of her aggressive manner.
She responded in her grim way, and bade him amuse himself while she went upstairs to wash her face and hands. Clementina did wash her face, literally112, scrubbing it with Old Brown Windsor soap and towelling it vigorously afterwards, thereby113 accomplishing, as her feminine acquaintances asserted, the ruin of her skin. She rose and went to the foot of the stairs. Tommy’s eye fell on the parrot-tulips in their white comet.
Clementina had forgotten them. The curious impulse of the blood that had led to their purchase had been spent. Tommy’s news had puzzled her and had taken her mind off foolishness. She glanced at them somewhat ashamedly.
“Stick them in water, of course,” she replied. “You don’t suppose I’m going to wear them?”
“Why not?” cried Tommy, and, snatching out a great gold and crimson bloom, he held it against her black hair and swarthy brow. “By Jove. You look stunning115!”
Clementina, in a tone of some asperity116, told him not to be a fool, and mounted the stairs with unaccountably burning cheeks.
At dinner, Tommy, inspired by more than three-fourths of the grocer’s best bottle of champagne talked glowingly of his prospects117 in the event of his uncle’s craziness not being a transitory disorder118. After all, the world was his oyster119, and he knew the trick of opening it. Most people bungled120, and jabbed their fingers through trying to prize it open at the wrong end. The wise man, said he, in the tone of an infant Solon, was he who not only made a mock of misfortune, but bent121 it to his own use as an instrument for the attainment122 of happiness. When challenged, he confessed that he got this gem42 of sapience123 out of a book. But it was jolly true, wasn’t it? Really, he was looking forward to poverty. He was sick of silk hats and patent leather boots and the young women he met at tea-parties. Nature beat the lot. Nature for him. Thoreau—“The boy’s going as cracked as his uncle!” cried Clementina—Thoreau, he insisted, had found out the truth. He would give up his studio, take a labourer’s cottage in the country at two shillings a week, live on lentils, paint immortal124 though perhaps not instantaneously remunerative125 landscapes by day and do all sorts of things with his pencil for the sake of a livelihood126 by night. He knew of a beautiful cottage, two rooms and a kitchen, near Hagbourne, in Berkshire. The place was a forest of cherry-trees. Nothing more breathlessly beautiful on the earth than the whole of a countryside quivering with cherry-blossom—except the same countryside when it was a purple mist of cherries. Geoffrey King had the cottage last summer. There was a bit of a garden which he could cultivate—cherry-trees in it, of course; also flowers and vegetables. He would supply Clementina with pansies and potatoes all the year round. There was a pig-sty, too—useful in case he wanted to run a pig. When Clementina was tired of London, she could come to the cottage and he would sleep in the pig-sty.
For the second time that day she asked:
“What will you want an old frump like me in the house for?”
“To look at my pictures,” said Tommy.
Clementina sniffed127. “I thought as much,” she said. “Really, the callous128 selfishness of old age is saint-like altruism129 compared with the fresh, spontaneous egotism of youth.”
Tommy, accustomed to her sharp sayings, only laughed boyishly. How was he to guess the history of the parrot-tulips? He was mildly surprised, however, when she decided130 to spend the evening, not in the studio, but in the stiff, Sheraton drawing-room. He protested. It was so much jollier in the studio. She asked why.
“This place has no character, no personality. It looks like a show drawing-room in a furniture dealer’s window. It has nothing to do with you. It means nothing.”
“That’s just why I want to sit in it,” said Clementina. “You can go to the studio, if you like.”
“That wouldn’t be polite,” said Tommy.
She shrugged131 her shoulders and sat down at the piano and played scraps of Mozart, Beethoven, and Grieg—memories of girlhood—with the inexpert musician’s uncertainty132 of touch. Tommy wandered restlessly about the room examining the Bartolozzis and the backs of the books in the glass-protected cases. At last he became conscious of strain. He leant over the piano, and waited until she had broken down hopelessly in a fragment of Peer Gynt.
“Have I said or done anything wrong, Clementina? If so, I’m dreadfully sorry.”
She shut the piano with a bang.
“You poor, motherless babe,” she cried. “Whom would you go to with your troubles, if you hadn’t got me?”
Tommy smiled vaguely.
“Deuce knows,” said he.
“Then let us go down to the studio and talk about them,” said Clementina.
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