The road to the coast passed across the plain below the city, and there was a letter for her long since written with his instructions, on the top of his desk. He paused after he had written his one word to make sure that he had forgotten nothing. The addresses of his agents and his lawyers were written in the letter and all that he had, his property in the English funds, his houses in Fez and Casablanca, was bequeathed to her in a will of which Mr. Ferguson had charge. No, nothing had been forgotten—except that Marguerite herself was watching him from behind the curtains. She came into the room.
Paul handed to her the paper with the one word “good-bye” written upon it.
“Marguerite, Gerard de Montignac has been here.”
“I know. I heard.”
“Then you understand, my dear. This is the end for me.”
“For both of us, then, Paul.”
He began to argue and stopped. The futility5 of his words was too evident. She would follow him, whatever he might say. He began to thank her for the great love she had lavished6 on him and he stopped again. “I could never tell you what you have meant to me,” he said, helplessly. “But if it was all to do again, I should do as I did. For nothing in the world would I have left you alone through those days in the house of Si Ahmed Driss. Only, it is a pity that it must all end like this.”
He took her in his arms and kissed her and put her from him. “Will you leave me now, my dear? At any moment the knock may come upon the door.”
It was then that Marguerite’s inspiration came to her. She besought7 him to hold his hand. She fetched a rope and an axe8. Often she had noticed from the window that ledge9 of rock breaking the precipice10 below. Paul was inclined to revolt against the trick which she was asking him to play. It was not likely to succeed with Gerard de Montignac. It would only add one more touch of indignity11 to their deaths. But Marguerite was urgent.
“I’m not thinking of just saving our lives, Paul, so that we may fly and hide ourselves again in some still darker corner for a little while,” she said, eagerly. “I’ll tell you of my hope, my plan, afterwards. Now we must hurry.”
Paul doubled the rope over one of the iron stanchions of the balcony close to the wall, whilst Marguerite locked the door. He climbed over the rail, and, taking a turn of the doubled rope round the upper part of his right arm and another turn round his right thigh12, he let himself down until he hung below the balcony. He kept his arms squared and his hands below the level of his chin, and placing the flat of his feet against the wall of the house, he was able, by slackening the coils round arm and thigh, to descend13 without effort to the ledge of rock, where he lay huddled14 in a counterfeit15 of death.
“Don’t move until you hear my voice calling to you,” she whispered. Then she drew up the rope and broke down the rail of the balcony with some blows of the axe, and, unlocking the door, hid away both axe and rope in another room. She came back swiftly, and then, taking up the heavy revolver, fired it out of the window and let it fall upon the boards of the balcony. She dropped to her knees, and thus Gerard de Montignac found her.
All through that scene, whilst life and death were in the balance for these two, Paul Ravenel lay motionless upon the ledge of rock below the city wall. He dared not look up; he heard Gerard’s voice raised in anger and scorn; he expected the shock of the bullet tearing through his heart. But the voice diminished to a murmur16. Gerard had gone back into the room. Some debate was in progress, and while it was in progress, from this and that far quarter of the sky the vultures gathered and wheeled above the precipice. . . .
After a while he heard Marguerite’s voice, and, looking up, saw that she was letting down the rope to him. She had tied knots in it at intervals17 to help him in his ascent18, and he clambered up to her side.
“Gerard has gone?” he asked.
“Yes. He will not come here again.”
“Then he believed you?”
“No. He left us in pity to live our lives out as best we could,” said Marguerite.
Paul nodded his head.
“Others will be coming and going now,” he said. “This city will become a show-place, very likely. We can’t remain in Mulai Idris because of those others.”
“And we can’t remain anywhere else because of ourselves,” said Marguerite, quietly.
Paul was not startled by the words. They were no more than the echo of words which he had been trying during this last half hour not to speak to himself. They had built up with elaborate care a great pretence19 of contentment, watching themselves so that there might be no betrayal of the truth, watching each other so that if the truth did at some unendurable moment flash out, no heed20 should be taken of it; and hoping even without any conviction that one day the contentment would grow real. But all that patient edifice21 of pretence was a crumble22 of dust now. The outer world in the person of Gerard de Montignac in his uniform had rushed in, with his hard logic23, its scorn for duty abandoned, its emblems24 of duty fulfilled; and there was no more any peace for Paul Ravenel and Marguerite Lambert. To live for thirty or forty years more as they had been living! It was in both their thoughts that it would have been better for Gerard de Montignac to have done straightway what he threatened, and for Marguerite to have followed her lover as she had determined25.
Paul sat down at the table with his eyes upon Marguerite. She had some hope, some plan. So much she had said. Was it, he wondered, the plan of which he from time to time had dreamed, but for her sake had never dared to speak? He waited.
“You are a man, Paul,” she began, “oh, generous as men should not be, but a man. And you sit here idle. A great personage in Mulai Idris, no doubt. The power behind the throne—the Basha’s throne!” The hard words were spoken with a loving gentleness which drew their sting. “A man must have endeavour—I don’t say success—but endeavour of a kind, if only in games. Otherwise what? He becomes a thing in carpet slippers26, old before his youth is spent, and this you would dwindle27, too, for me! No, my dear!”
Paul made no gesture and uttered no word. She was to speak her thought out.
“You laugh and joke with these people here. For five minutes at a time no doubt you can forget,” she continued. “But you can never exchange thoughts with your equals, you can never talk over old dreams you have had in common, old, hard, and tough experiences which you have shared. And these things, Paul, are all necessary for a man.”
Again Paul Ravenel neither denied nor agreed. He left to her the right of way.
“And in spite of all you still love me!” she cried, in a sudden fervour, clasping her hands together upon her breast. “Me whom you should hate. I clutch the wonder of that to my heart. I must keep your love.”
Paul Ravenel smiled.
“There’s no danger of your losing it, Marguerite.”
Marguerite shook her head.
“But there is—oh, not at once! But I am warned, Paul. There’s the light showing on the reef. I keep my course at more than my peril28.”
Paul went back upon his words and his looks. What could he have said, he who so watched himself?
“And this warning?” he asked, with a smile, making light of it.
“We dare not quarrel,” she answered, slowly. “That human natural thing is barred from us. The sharp words flashing out, the shrug29 of impatience30, the few tears perhaps from me, the silent hour of sulkiness in you, the making-up, the tenderness and remorse—these things are for other lovers, Paul, never, my dear, for you and me. We daren’t quarrel. We must watch ourselves night and day lest we do! For if we did, the unforgivable word might be spoken. I might fling my debt to you in your face. I might be reminded of it, anyway. No, we must live in a constraint31. Other lovers can quarrel and love no less. Not you and I—a man who has given his honour and career, and a woman who has taken them!”
The argument silenced Paul Ravenel, for there was no disputing it. How daintily the pair of them had minced32 amongst words! With what terror of a catastrophe33 if the tongue slipped!
“So . . . ?” he asked.
“Yes,” said Marguerite, with a nod. “So! So, Paul, let us stake all on one splendid throw! Go down if we must, but if we do, in a fine endeavour, and perhaps, after all, win out to the open street!”
“How?” he asked, and the light leaped in his eyes. So much hung upon the answer.
“The French are recruiting Moorish34 soldiers——” and she got no further, for Paul sprang up from his chair, his face one flame of hope.
“Marguerite!” he cried, in a thrilling voice, and then sank down again with his face buried in his arms. “Marguerite!” he whispered, and the tenderness and gratitude35 with which the utterance36 of her name was winged, she caught into her memories and treasured there against the solitude37 which was to come.
She moved round the table and laid her hand upon his bowed head and let it slip and rest upon his heaving shoulder.
“So the thought has been in your mind too, Paul?” she said, with a smile.
“Yes.”
“And for a long time?”
“Yes.”
“And you would not speak it. No! I must find that way out for myself,” she said, gently chiding38 him, “lest you should seem to wish at all costs to be rid of me.” She walked away from his side and drew a chair up to the table opposite to him.
“Let us be practical,” she said, very wisely, though her eyes danced. “It would be possible for you to enlist39 without being recognised?”
Paul lifted his head and nodded:
“Over in the south by Marrakesch.”
“And you could continue to escape recognition.”
“I think so. Even if I were recognised, very likely those who recognised me would say nothing. I remember a case once . . .”
“Here?” cried Marguerite. “There was a case, then—an example to follow—and even so you would not tell me.”
“I didn’t mean I know of a case here. I was thinking of another country. India. If that man could, I could, for I am even better equipped than he was.”
Paul Ravenel could say that with confidence. He knew more of the Moors41, had more constantly lived their life and spoken their dialects than Colonel Vanderfelt had known of the Pathans upon the frontier of India. The example of Colonel Vanderfelt had been long in Paul Ravenel’s thoughts. How often had he watched with an envy not to be described, both when he waked and when he slept, that limping figure, with the medals shining upon his breast, walk down the dark city street from the brilliant lights of the Guildhall!
How often had this room in the remote hill town of Mulai Idris been suddenly filled with the fragrance42 of a Sussex garden, whilst he himself looked out not upon the hillside of Zahoun but upon a dim and dewy lawn where roses clustered! He had done the bad thing which his father did, and, like his father, lost his place in the world. Could he now win back that place by the expiation43 of his father’s friend? Was it not of excellent omen1 that the solution which he had remembered, Marguerite had herself devised? But she must weigh everything.
“It may be long before opportunity comes,” he warned her. “Such opportunity as will restore to me my name. It may never come at all. Or death may come with it.”
Marguerite looked round the room and out of the window to the barren hill.
“Is not this death, Paul?” she answered, simply, and he was answered.
“You must make me a promise, too, before I go, Marguerite,” he continued. “More than once you’ve said you couldn’t go on living if . . .”
Marguerite interrupted him.
“I promise.”
“Then I’ll go.”
A great load was lifted from both of them. They set straightway about their preparations. Marguerite was to set out first with Selim and her women. The road over the Red Hill to Tangier was no longer safe at all, since it passed through a portion of the Spanish zone. But five days of easy travel would take her to Casablanca, through a country now peaceful as a road in France. She would go to Marseilles, she said, and wait there for news of Paul. They passed that evening with a lightness of spirit which neither of them had known since they had laughed and loved in the house of Si Ahmed Driss before the massacres44 of Fez.
“There is one thing which troubles me,” said Paul, catching45 her in his arms and speaking with a great tenderness. “Long ago in Fez you once told me of a girl who, when her husband died, dressed herself in her wedding gown——”
“Hush!” said Marguerite, and laid her hand upon his lips.
“You remember, then?” said Paul. He took her hand gently away, and Marguerite bent46 her head down and nodded. “?‘I couldn’t do that, my dear,’ you said. I have never forgotten it, Marguerite. I should have dearly loved, if before we parted—that had been possible.”
Marguerite raised her face. There were tears in her eyes, but her lips were smiling, and there was a smile, too, in her eyes behind the tears.
“I know! the World proscribes47 not love;
Your lips’ contour and downiness
??Provided I supply a glove.
“The World’s good word!—the Institute!
??Guizot receives Montalembert!
??Put forward your best foot!”
She quoted with a laugh from the poet whose brown books had been the backbone50 of their library, and then drew his head down to hers and whispered:
“Thank you, Paul. The world shall supply its glove—afterwards, when you come back to me.”
“But if I don’t come back . . . ?”
“Well, then, my dear, since you have been the only man for me, and I have been the only woman for you, we must hope that the good God will make the best of it.” She laughed again and her arms tightened51 about his neck. “But come back to me, my dear!” she whispered. “I am young, you know, Paul—twenty-three. I shall have such a long time to wait if you don’t, now that I have promised.”
They were ready within the twenty-four hours. The tail of Gerard de Montignac’s column had hardly disappeared before Marguerite, with her little escort, her tents and camp outfit52, rode out of the gate of Mulai Idris and turned northwards past the columns of Volubilis. Paul rode with her to the top of the breach53 in the hills, whence the track zigzagged54 down to the plain of the Sebou. There they took their leave of one another. At each turn of the road Marguerite looked upwards55 and saw her lover upon his horse, his blue cape40 and white robes fluttering about him, outlined against the sky. The tears were raining down her face now which she had withheld56 so long as they were together, and in her heart was one deep call to him: “Oh, come back to me!” She looked up again and the breach in the hills was empty. Her lover had gone.
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