"Now we must ford4 these shadowy waters," said Grandfather Death, "in part because your destiny is on the other side, and in part because by the contact of these waters all your memories will be washed away from you. And that is requisite5 to your destiny."
"But what is my destiny?"
"It is that of all loving creatures, Count Manuel. If you have been yourself you cannot reasonably be punished, but if you have been somebody else you will find that this is not permitted."
"That is a dark saying, only too well suited to this doubtful place, and I do not understand you."
"No," replied Grandfather Death, "but that does not matter."
Then the black horse and the white horse entered the water: and they passed over, and the swine of Eubouleus were waiting for them, but these were not yet untethered.
So in the moment which remained Dom Manuel looked backward and downward, and he saw that Grandfather Death had spoken truly. For all the memories of Manuel's life had been washed away from him, so that these memories were left adrift and submerged in the shadowy waters of Lethe. Drowned there was the wise countenance6 of Helmas, and the face of St. Ferdinand with a tarnished7 halo about it, and the puzzled features of Horvendile; and glowing birds and glistening8 images and the shimmering9 designs of Miramon thronged10 there confusedly, and among them went with moving jaws11 a head of sleek12 white clay. The golden loveliness of Alianora, and the dark splendor13 of Freydis and, derisively14, the immortal15 young smile of Sesphra, showed each for a moment, and was gone. Then Niafer's eyes displayed their mildly wondering disapproval16 for the last time, and the small faces of children that in the end were hers and not Manuel's passed with her: and the shine of armor, and a tossing heave of jaunty17 banners, and gleaming castle turrets18, and all the brilliancies and colors that Manuel had known and loved anywhere, save only the clear red and white of Suskind's face, seemed to be passing incoherently through the still waters, like bright broken wreckage19 which an undercurrent was sweeping20 away.
And Manuel sighed, almost as if in relief. "So this," he said, "this is the preposterous21 end of him who was everywhere esteemed22 the most lucky and the least scrupulous23 rogue24 of his day!"
"Yes, yes," replied Grandfather Death, as slowly he untethered one by one the swine of Eubouleus. "Yes, it is indeed the end, since all your life is passing away there, to be beheld25 by your old eyes alone, for the last time. Thus I see nothing there but ordinary water, and I wonder what it is you find in that dark pool to keep you staring so."
"I do not very certainly know," said Manuel, "but, a little more and more mistily26 now, I seem to see drowned there all the loves and the desires and the adventures I had when I wore another body than this dilapidated gray body I now wear. And yet it is a deceiving water, for there, where it should reflect the remnants of the old fellow that is I, it shows, instead, the face of a young boy who is used to following after his own thinking and his own desires."
"Certainly it is queer you should be saying that; for that, as everybody knows, was the favorite by-word of your namesake the famous Count Manuel who is so newly dead in Poictesme yonder.... But what is that thing?"
Manuel raised from looking at the water just the handsome and florid young face which Manuel had seen reflected in the water. As his memories vanished, the tall boy incuriously wondered who might be the snub-nosed stranger that was waiting there with the miller's pigs, and was pointing, as if in mild surprise, toward the two stones overgrown with moss27 and supporting a cross of old worm-eaten wood. For the stranger pointed28 at the unfinished, unsatisfying image which stood beside the pool of Haranton, wherein, they say, strange dreams engender29....
"What is that thing?" the stranger was asking, yet again....
"It is the figure of a man," said Manuel, "which I have modeled and remodeled, and cannot get exactly to my liking30. So it is necessary that I keep laboring31 at it, until the figure is to my thinking and my desire." Thus it was in the old days.
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