The first week of her visit passed in a whirl. She had her promised toboggan-ride at the back of an automobile1 through a chill January twilight2. Swathed in furs she put in a morning tobogganing on the country-club hill; even tried skiing, to sail through the air for a glorious moment and then land in a tangled3 laughing bundle on a soft snow-drift. She liked all the winter sports, except an afternoon spent snow-shoeing over a glaring plain under pale yellow sunshine, but she soon realized that these things were for children — that she was being humored and that the enjoyment4 round her was only a reflection of her own.
At first the Bellamy family puzzled her. The men were reliable and she liked them; to Mr. Bellamy especially, with his iron-gray hair and energetic dignity, she took an immediate5 fancy, once she found that he was born in Kentucky; this made of him a link between the old life and the new. But toward the women she felt a definite hostility6. Myra, her future sister-in-law, seemed the essence of spiritless conversationality. Her conversation was so utterly7 devoid8 of personality that Sally Carrol, who came from a country where a certain amount of charm and assurance could be taken for granted in the women, was inclined to despise her.
“If those women aren’t beautiful,” she thought, “they’re nothing. They just fade out when you look at them. They’re glorified9 domestics. Men are the centre of every mixed group.”
Lastly there was Mrs. Bellamy, whom Sally Carrol detested10. The first day’s impression of an egg had been confirmed — an egg with a cracked, veiny11 voice and such an ungracious dumpiness of carriage that Sally Carrol felt that if she once fell she would surely scramble12. In addition, Mrs. Bellamy seemed to typify the town in being innately13 hostile to strangers. She called Sally Carrol “Sally,” and could not be persuaded that the double name was anything more than a tedious ridiculous nickname. To Sally Carrol this shortening of her name was presenting her to the public half clothed. She loved “Sally Carrol”; she loathed14 “Sally.” She knew also that Harry15’s mother disapproved16 of her bobbed hair; and she had never dared smoke down-stairs after that first day when Mrs. Bellamy had come into the library sniffing17 violently.
Of all the men she met she preferred Roger Patton, who was a frequent visitor at the house. He never again alluded18 to the Ibsenesque tendency of the populace, but when he came in one day and found her curled upon the sofa bent19 over “Peer Gynt” he laughed and told her to forget what he’d said — that it was all rot.
They had been walking homeward between mounds20 of high-piled snow and under a sun which Sally Carrol scarcely recognized. They passed a little girl done up in gray wool until she resembled a small Teddy bear, and Sally Carrol could not resist a gasp21 of maternal22 appreciation23.
“Look! Harry!”
“What?”
“That little girl — did you see her face?”
“Yes, why?”
“It was red as a little strawberry. Oh, she was cute!”
“Why, your own face is almost as red as that already! Everybody’s healthy here. We’re out in the cold as soon as we’re old enough to walk. Wonderful climate!”
She looked at him and had to agree. He was mighty24 healthy-looking; so was his brother. And she had noticed the new red in her own cheeks that very morning.
Suddenly their glances were caught and held, and they stared for a moment at the street-corner ahead of them. A man was standing25 there, his knees bent, his eyes gazing upward with a tense expression as though he were about to make a leap toward the chilly26 sky. And then they both exploded into a shout of laughter, for coming closer they discovered it had been a ludicrous momentary27 illusion produced by the extreme bagginess28 of the man’s trousers.
“Reckon that’s one on us,” she laughed.
“He must be Southerner, judging by those trousers,” suggested Harry mischievously29.
“Why, Harry!”
Her surprised look must have irritated him.
“Those damn Southerners!”
Sally Carrol’s eyes flashed.
“Don’t call ’em that.”
“I’m sorry, dear,” said Harry, malignantly30 apologetic, “but you know what I think of them. They’re sort of — sort of degenerates31 — not at all like the old Southerners. They’ve lived so long down there with all the colored people that they’ve gotten lazy and shiftless.”
“Hush your mouth, Harry!” she cried angrily. “They’re not! They may be lazy — anybody would be in that climate — but they’re my best friends, an’ I don’t want to hear ’em criticised in any such sweepin’ way. Some of ’em are the finest men in the world.”
“Oh, I know. They’re all right when they come North to college, but of all the hangdog, ill-dressed, slovenly32 lot I ever saw, a bunch of small-town Southerners are the worst!”
Sally Carrol was clinching33 her gloved hands and biting her lip furiously.
“Why,” continued Harry, if there was one in my class at New Haven34, and we all thought that at last we’d found the true type of Southern aristocrat35, but it turned out that he wasn’t an aristocrat at all — just the son of a Northern carpetbagger, who owned about all the cotton round Mobile.”
“A Southerner wouldn’t talk the way you’re talking now,” she said evenly.
“They haven’t the energy!”
“Or the somethin’ else.”
“I’m sorry Sally Carrol, but I’ve heard you say yourself that you’d never marry ——”
“That’s quite different. I told you I wouldn’t want to tie my life to any of the boys that are round Tarleton now, but I never made any sweepin’ generalities.”
They walked along in silence.
“I probably spread it on a bit thick Sally Carrol. I’m sorry.”
She nodded but made no answer. Five minutes later as they stood in the hallway she suddenly threw her arms round him.
“Oh, Harry,” she cried, her eyes brimming with tears; “let’s get married next week. I’m afraid of having fusses like that. I’m afraid, Harry. It wouldn’t be that way if we were married.”
But Harry, being in the wrong, was still irritated.
“That’d be idiotic36. We decided37 on March.”
The tears in Sally Carrol’s eyes faded; her expression hardened slightly.
“Very well — I suppose I shouldn’t have said that.”
Harry melted.
“Dear little nut!” he cried. “Come and kiss me and let’s forget.” That very night at the end of a vaudeville38 performance the orchestra played “Dixie” and Sally Carrol felt something stronger and more enduring than her tears and smiles of the day brim up inside her. She leaned forward gripping the arms of her chair until her face grew crimson39.
“Sort of get you dear?” whispered Harry.
But she did not hear him. To the limited throb40 of the violins and the inspiring beat of the kettle-drums her own old ghosts were marching by and on into the darkness, and as fifes whistled and sighed in the low encore they seemed so nearly out of sight that she could have waved good-by.
“Away, Away,
Away down South in Dixie!
Away, away,
Away down South in Dixie!”
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