She pushed in three bescribbled forms which the girl’s hand was quick to appropriate, Mr. Buckton having so frequent a perverse1 instinct for catching2 first any eye that promised the sort of entertainment with which she had her peculiar3 affinity4. The amusements of captives are full of a desperate contrivance, and one of our young friend’s ha’pennyworths had been the charming tale of “Picciola.” It was of course the law of the place that they were never to take no notice, as Mr. Buckton said, whom they served; but this also never prevented, certainly on the same gentleman’s own part, what he was fond of describing as the underhand game. Both her companions, for that matter, made no secret of the number of favourites they had among the ladies; sweet familiarities in spite of which she had repeatedly caught each of them in stupidities and mistakes, confusions of identity and lapses5 of observation that never failed to remind her how the cleverness of men ends where the cleverness of women begins. “Marguerite, Regent Street. Try on at six. All Spanish lace. Pearls. The full length.” That was the first; it had no signature. “Lady Agnes Orme, Hyde Park Place. Impossible to-night, dining Haddon. Opera to-morrow, promised Fritz, but could do play Wednesday. Will try Haddon for Savoy, and anything in the world you like, if you can get Gussy. Sunday Montenero. Sit Mason Monday, Tuesday. Marguerite awful. Cissy.” That was the second. The third, the girl noted6 when she took it, was on a foreign form: “Everard, Hotel Brighton, Paris. Only understand and believe. 22nd to 26th, and certainly 8th and 9th. Perhaps others. Come. Mary.”
Mary was very handsome, the handsomest woman, she felt in a moment, she had ever seen — or perhaps it was only Cissy. Perhaps it was both, for she had seen stranger things than that — ladies wiring to different persons under different names. She had seen all sorts of things and pieced together all sorts of mysteries. There had once been one — not long before — who, without winking7, sent off five over five different signatures. Perhaps these represented five different friends who had asked her — all women, just as perhaps now Mary and Cissy, or one or other of them, were wiring by deputy. Sometimes she put in too much — too much of her own sense; sometimes she put in too little; and in either case this often came round to her afterwards, for she had an extraordinary way of keeping clues. When she noticed she noticed; that was what it came to. There were days and days, there were weeks sometimes, of vacancy8. This arose often from Mr. Buckton’s devilish and successful subterfuges9 for keeping her at the sounder whenever it looked as if anything might arouse; the sounder, which it was equally his business to mind, being the innermost cell of captivity10, a cage within the cage, fenced oft from the rest by a frame of ground glass. The counter-clerk would have played into her hands; but the counter-clerk was really reduced to idiocy11 by the effect of his passion for her. She flattered herself moreover, nobly, that with the unpleasant conspicuity12 of this passion she would never have consented to be obliged to him. The most she would ever do would be always to shove off on him whenever she could the registration13 of letters, a job she happened particularly to loathe14. After the long stupors15, at all events, there almost always suddenly would come a sharp taste of something; it was in her mouth before she knew it; it was in her mouth now.
To Cissy, to Mary, whichever it was, she found her curiosity going out with a rush, a mute effusion that floated back to her, like a returning tide, the living colour and splendour of the beautiful head, the light of eyes that seemed to reflect such utterly16 other things than the mean things actually before them; and, above all, the high curt17 consideration of a manner that even at bad moments was a magnificent habit and of the very essence of the innumerable things — her beauty, her birth, her father and mother, her cousins and all her ancestors — that its possessor couldn’t have got rid of even had she wished. How did our obscure little public servant know that for the lady of the telegrams this was a bad moment? How did she guess all sorts of impossible things, such as, almost on the very spot, the presence of drama at a critical stage and the nature of the tie with the gentleman at the Hotel Brighton? More than ever before it floated to her through the bars of the cage that this at last was the high reality, the bristling18 truth that she had hitherto only patched up and eked19 out — one of the creatures, in fine, in whom all the conditions for happiness actually met, and who, in the air they made, bloomed with an unwitting insolence20. What came home to the girl was the way the insolence was tempered by something that was equally a part of the distinguished21 life, the custom of a flowerlike bend to the less fortunate — a dropped fragrance22, a mere23 quick breath, but which in fact pervaded24 and lingered. The apparition25 was very young, but certainly married, and our fatigued26 friend had a sufficient store of mythological27 comparison to recognise the port of Juno. Marguerite might be “awful,” but she knew how to dress a goddess.
Pearls and Spanish lace — she herself, with assurance, could see them, and the “full length” too, and also red velvet28 bows, which, disposed on the lace in a particular manner (she could have placed them with the turn of a hand) were of course to adorn29 the front of a black brocade that would be like a dress in a picture. However, neither Marguerite nor Lady Agnes nor Haddon nor Fritz nor Gussy was what the wearer of this garment had really come in for. She had come in for Everard — and that was doubtless not his true name either. If our young lady had never taken such jumps before it was simply that she had never before been so affected30. She went all the way. Mary and Cissy had been round together, in their single superb person, to see him — he must live round the corner; they had found that, in consequence of something they had come, precisely31, to make up for or to have another scene about, he had gone off — gone off just on purpose to make them feel it; on which they had come together to Cocker’s as to the nearest place; where they had put in the three forms partly in order not to put in the one alone. The two others in a manner, covered it, muffled32 it, passed it off. Oh yes, she went all the way, and this was a specimen33 of how she often went. She would know the hand again any time. It was as handsome and as everything else as the woman herself. The woman herself had, on learning his flight, pushed past Everard’s servant and into his room; she had written her missive at his table and with his pen. All this, every inch of it, came in the waft34 that she blew through and left behind her, the influence that, as I have said, lingered. And among the things the girl was sure of, happily, was that she should see her again.
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