"Yet I'm not a very intelligent man. I've been called a bungler3. And they've had to reassign me three different times at the filter center. I've seen only a few thousands of these billions of people, and it seems unusual that I should know them all. It may be a delusion4 as Dr. Shirm says, but it is a heavily detailed5 delusion, and it is not accompanied by euphoria. I feel like green hell just thinking of it."
He knew the cattle traders in Letterkenny Donegal; he knew the cane6 cutters of Oriente, and the tree climbers of Milne Bay. He knew the people who died every minute, and those who were born.
"There is no way out of it. I know everybody in the world. It is impossible, but it is so. And to what purpose? There aren't a handful of them I could borrow a dollar from, and I haven't a real friend in the lot. I don't know whether it came to me suddenly, but I realized it suddenly. My father was a junk dealer7 in Wichita, and my education is spotty. I am maladjusted, introverted, incompetent8 and unhappy, and I also have weak kidneys. Why would a power like this come to a man like me?"
The children in the streets hooted10 at him. Anthony had always had a healthy hatred11 for children and dogs, those twin harassers of the unfortunate and the maladjusted. Both run in packs, and both are cowardly attackers. And if either of them spots a weakness he will never let it go. That his father had been a junk dealer was not reason to hoot9 at him. But how did the children even know about that? Did they possess some fraction of the power that had come to him lately?
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1 muskrat | |
n.麝香鼠 | |
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n.熟悉,亲密,密切关系,亲昵的言行 | |
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n.笨拙者,经验不够的人 | |
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adj.详细的,详尽的,极注意细节的,完全的 | |
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n.手杖,细长的茎,藤条;v.以杖击,以藤编制的 | |
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n.鸟叫声,汽车的喇叭声; v.使汽车鸣喇叭 | |
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(使)作汽笛声响,作汽车喇叭声( hoot的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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