That he was one of the “greater heroes” Robert Allen was to make proof.
Had your curiosity prompted you to question the lad, as you met him, he would have told you that he was on his way to enter Carlton College: and had there crept into your voice a note of friendliness3, enthusiasm would have kindled4 in his blue-gray eyes, and he would have confided5 to you the great ambitions that had been crowding in upon the fifteen years of his young life. As he recounted the sacrifices that had been made in his humble6 home, and the purpose and high courage for the years of struggle before him, you would not have seen the poor clothes, the awkward, uncouth7 manner, but would have given heed8 to the strong, clean, manly9 soul within.
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Robert Allen found employment at the college by which, working half his time, he could spend the other half with his books. That he was the victim of hard circumstances, or that there was any sort of injustice10 to him in the fact that he had to saw and carry up wood for the wealthy boys, and do other menial labor11, never entered his thoughts. That his grand dreams were coming true, and he was actually privileged to study in a college, and sometime would be able to graduate, was too wonderful and precious to allow any other sentiment than gratitude13 to have place in his heart.
While Rob was, for his age, a well-read boy and at home with many of the great ones of literature, he found it difficult at first to bring his mind to the habits of study required by a college course. The class room was a place of especial torture; of the twenty-six students in his class, more than half were young ladies, and when, after hours spent upon amo, amas, amat, etc., Rob would arise to recite he would feel the eyes of all those elegant girls fixed14 upon him and his poor clothes. Then, the sheep before his shearer15 was no more dumb than Rob before the Latin teacher.
After several trials and failures Rob sought the kind-hearted professor and requested the privilege of reciting privately16 to him in his room, telling him of his confusion and its cause. The professor, with kindly17 tact18 and Christly love, soon had the boy at his ease, and drew from him the story of his aspirations19 and purposes. Then, instead of granting his request, he said,
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“Robert, you prepare your lesson and come to the class room as usual, and when you are called upon to recite, look into my eyes, and remember that you are speaking to a friend who knows and understands.”
It was not long before the personal sympathy of the young professor made itself felt in greater confidence, and the boy was able to hold his place in the class.
In the winter term a revival20 meeting was held in the college church. Rob had never become a Christian21, though often he had wished he might be. He had been well reared, morally, and his life knew nothing of the grosser sins common to so many of our young men and boys. Swearing, Sabbath-breaking, drinking, smoking, and card-playing were evils of which he had no experimental knowledge; but he knew that he was not a Christian; that he had not been born of the Spirit. While his roommate, Tom Wright, made sport of the preacher, and would bring in his set of rough boys for a “high time” after the services, Rob was thoughtful and serious. One night Professor Jackson, his Latin teacher, walked home with him from the meeting and in an earnest, friendly way urged Rob to become a Christian; adding the assurance that he was praying for him.
Rob thanked the professor and walked up to his room. One time, at least, Satan helped, for Tom Wright and his fellows remained out nearly all night upon a wild lark22. Rob, his heart strangely stirred, felt that he could not sleep, and at last flung himself
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at the side of his bed crying, “O God, I want to be a Christian. I don’t know how, but You know how to make me one, and I’ll never leave this bedside until I am saved.”
Rob prayed on in his stumbling way until it seemed that he could do no more, when all at once there came into his heart a beautiful stillness. He felt as light as a feather, and as happy as a bird. He could not stay in his room; and throwing open the door he ran down the corridor to Professor Jackson’s room and awoke him with the glorious tidings that his prayer had been answered and he was saved.
Rob’s first real test came the following night at bedtime. When he was ready for bed there were two or three of Tom Wright’s gang in the room with him, and when Rob, with the courage of a genuine hero, knelt by the bedside and began to thank God for His goodness, and claim His promise for future help and guidance, the boys were, for the moment, dumbfounded. Then they broke out into cursing and reviling23. They declared they would have no pious24 hypocrite around there, even if they had to throw him down stairs.
Night after night the persecution25 kept up, whenever one of the others would be in the room at bedtime. They would tie Rob to the bedpost as he prayed; they drenched26 him with ice water; and, harder than all to bear, they followed his praying with vile12 and hideous27 blasphemy28. But Rob had enlisted29 under the banner
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of Jesus Christ, Who, when He was reviled30, reviled not again, and Who blessed when He was cursed; so the fierce trial but deepened his real experience of grace. He became an active worker for his Master among his college mates, and had the joy of seeing several converted through his efforts.
Serious breaches31 of discipline had occurred in the dormitory some two months after Robert’s conversion32, and one Sunday night Professor Jackson was deputized by the Faculty33 to stay in his room during the church service and endeavor to get some clue to the transgressors. After church had well begun, Tom Wright and his crowd, who were all supposed to be at the service, got out an old fiddle34, and with some rough characters from the town, proceeded to have a dance in the halls, all unconscious of the presence of the professor in the adjoining room. The “fun” became furious, and one of the boys undertook to act the character of “pious Bob Allen” for the amusement of the strangers, the others using the name of Robert as if he were really present.
As the other students began to return from the service, the uproar35 subsided36, and when Rob reached his room his roommate was already there, apparently37 having just returned from church. The next day, with a very grave face, Professor Jackson called Rob into his room. Rob went in smilingly, but his smile faded quickly at the stern look of his friend.
“Where were you last night, Robert? I want to give you a chance to confess.”
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“Why, I was at church. Where should I have been?”
“Do you mean to tell me that you know nothing of the disgraceful occurance last night in the hall?”
“What occurance, sir? Indeed, I know nothing. I was at church.”
“Robert, Robert, I am so disappointed in you! I believed you to be a manly young man, and a Christian. How could you so forget yourself as to engage in such an affair, and then pretend that you were at church! I was here in my room throughout, and heard your name called again and again. Because of your previous perfect record, no public punishment will be given you by the Faculty, but the other boys will be severely38 dealt with.”
“Professor, I have told you the truth. Goodbye,” and Robert staggered out to his own room, unable to fathom39 the depth of his misery40. His poverty and his life of toil41 isolated42 him from the most of the students. How he longed for the quick understanding and sympathy of his lost friend Dauphin. He had made comparatively few acquaintances in college, and there had been but one, the young Latin professor, whom his heart had really claimed for a friend. And now that one was lost! That one despised him for a breaker of rules, and a liar43. O it was too much! The tempter came, as he always does in the moment of our stress, and said, “Give it up. Give it all up. It’s no use. Go back home.”
The battle was fierce, and not soon over. But victory
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came—came through the stretched-out Hand that had brought him salvation44. In the darkness of his extremity45, the thought came to him that there was One who knew all, and, he knelt and poured out his soul to the comforting Christ.
Not for a moment afterward46 did Rob relax his conscientious47 work either in the class room or in such Christian duties as came his way. His manner became graver, if possible, and a little shyer, but there glowed upon the face of the lad a steady light that would often cause a wondering look from those who passed him by. He had conquered his own spirit, and trusting, he looked to God for his vindication48 and his reward.
Just before the commencement in June, an escapade of unusual viciousness caused the expulsion of Tom Wright and two of his fellows.
As the students gathered in the college chapel49 on the last day of school to hear the awards of prizes and scholarships that had been won during the year, and the white-haired president had come to the Ira Morton prize of $50 for the best Latin grades for the year, he paused, and wiping his spectacles, said, “In connection with the award of this prize, the Faculty have delegated to me another pleasant duty. The confessions50 of some students whom we were obliged to send home, during the past term, opened our eyes to the fact that we have had in our midst as true a hero as any knight51 of old; a lad whose courage and faithfulness under severe trial and severer suspicion and accusation52
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has shown a quality of manhood and Christian spirit that honors this institution.” Briefly53 the president sketched54 the career of the boy, then added, “To the $50 Morton prize, the Faculty have added another $50 in recognition of the conflict and glorious victory of this young man. Mr. Robert Allen, come forward and receive the honor which is your due.”
In the years that were to come Robert Allen was to rise high in the world, and receive honor from his fellow men, but no honor nor applause ever was able to gladden his heart as did this vindication and victory he had won through Jesus Christ.
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