‘Miss Bullock did not look up till I came close to her; and then, when I told her my errand, she lifted up her great, heavy, sad eyes, and looked at me for a moment. It struck me, at the time, that she expected to find some expression on my face which was not there, and that its absence was a relief to her. She was a very pale, unhappy looking girl, but very quiet, and, if not agreeable in manner, at any rate not forward or offensive. I called to the party in the boat, and they came slowly enough through the large, cool, green lily-leaves towards us. When they got near, we saw there was no room for us, and Miss Bullock said she would rather stay in the meadow and saunter about, if I would go into the boat; and I am certain from the look on her countenance2 that she spoke3 the truth; but Miss Horsman called out, in a sharp voice, while she smiled in a very disagreeable knowing way:
‘“Oh, mamma will be displeased4 if you don’t come in, Miss Bullock, after all her trouble in making such a nice arrangement.”
‘At this speech the poor girl hesitated, and at last, in an undecided way, as if she was not sure whether she was doing right, she took Sophy’s place in the boat. Helen and Lizzie landed with their sister, so that there was plenty of room for Miss Tomkinson, Miss Horsman, and all the little Bullocks; and the three vicarage girls went off strolling along the meadow side, and playing with Walter, who was in a high state of excitement. The sun was getting low, but the declining light was beautiful upon the water; and, to add to the charm of the time, Sophy and her sisters, standing on the green lawn in front of the hall, struck up the little German canon, which I had never heard before:
‘“Oh, wie wohl ist mir am Abend.” etc.
‘At last we were summoned to tug5 the boat to the landing-steps on the lawn, tea and a blazing wood fire being ready for us in the hall. I was offering my arm to Miss Horsman, as she was a little lame6, when she said again, in her peculiar7 disagreeable way, “had you not better take Miss Bullock, Mr. Harrison? It will be more satisfactory.”
‘I helped Miss Horsman up the steps, however, and then she repeated her advice; so, remembering that Miss Bullock was in fact the daughter of my entertainers, I went to her; but, though she accepted my arm, I could perceive that she was sorry that I had offered it.
‘The hall was lighted by the glorious wood fire in the wide old grate; the daylight was dying away in the west; and the large windows admitted but little of what was left, through their small leaded frames, with coats of arms emblazoned upon them. The farmer’s wife had set out a great long table, which was piled with good things; and a huge black kettle sang on the glowing fire, which sent a cheerful warmth through the room as it crackled and blazed. Mr. Morgan (who I found had been taking a little round in the neigbourhood among his patients) was there, smiling and rubbing his hands as usual. Mr. Bullock was holding a conversation with the farmer at the garden-door on the nature of different manures, in which it struck me that, if Mr. Bullock had the fine names and the theories on his side, the farmer had all the practical knowledge and the experience, and I know which I would have trusted. I think Mr. Bullock rather liked to talk about Liebig in my hearing; it sounded well, and was knowing. Mrs. Bullock was not particularly placid8 in her mood. In the first place, I wanted to sit by the Vicar’s daughter, and Miss Caroline as decidedly wanted to sit on my other side, being afraid of her fainting fits, I imagine. But Mrs. Bullock called me to a place near her daughter. Now, I thought I had done enough civility to a girl who was evidently annoyed rather than pleased by my attentions, and I pretended to be busy stooping under the table for Miss Caroline’s gloves, which were missing; but it was of no avail; Mrs. Bullock’s fine severe eyes were awaiting my reappearance, and she summoned me again.
‘“I am keeping this place on my right hand for you, Mr. Harrison. Jemima, sit still!”
‘I went up to the post of honour and tried to busy myself with pouring out coffee to hide my chagrin9; but, on my forgetting to empty the water put in (“to warm the cups,"’ Mrs. Bullock said), and omitting to add any sugar, the lady told me she would dispense10 with my services, and turn me over to my neighbour on the other side.
‘“Talking to the younger lady was, no doubt, more Mr. Harrison’s vocation11 than assisting the elder one.” I dare say it was only the manner that made the words seem offensive. Miss Horsman sat opposite to me, smiling away, Miss Bullock did not speak, but seemed more depressed12 than ever. At length, Miss Horsman and Mrs. Bullock got to a war of innuendoes13, which were completely unintelligible14 to me, and I was very much displeased with my situation; while, at the bottom of the table, Mr. Morgan and Mr. Bullock were making the young ones laugh most heartily15. Part of the joke was Mr. Morgan insisting upon making tea at the end; and Sophy and Helen were busy contriving16 every possible mistake for him. I thought honour was a very good thing, but merriment a better. Here was I in the place of distinction, hearing nothing but cross words. At last the time came for us to go home. As the evening was damp, the seats in the chaises were the best and most to be desired. And now Sophy offered to go in the cart; only she seemed anxious, and so was I, that Walter should be secured from the effects of the white wreaths of fog rolling up from the valley; but the little violent, affectionate fellow would not be separated from Sophy. She made a nest for him on her knee in one corner of the cart, and covered him with her own shawl; and I hoped that he would take no harm. Miss Tomkinson, Mr. Bullock, and some of the young ones walked; but I seemed chained to the windows of the chaise, for Miss Caroline begged me not to leave her, as she was dreadfully afraid of robbers; and Mrs. Bullock implored17 me to see that the man did not overturn them in the bad roads, as he had certainly had too much to drink.
‘I became so irritable18 before I reached home, that I thought it was the most disagreeable day of pleasure I hid ever had, and could hardly bear to answer Mrs. Rose’s never-ending questions. She told me, however, that from my account the day was so charming that she thought she should relax in the rigour of her seclusion19, and mingle20 a little more in the society of which I gave so tempting21 a description. She really thought her dear Mr. Rose would have wished it; and his will should be law to her after his death, as it had ever been during his life. In compliance22, therefore, with his wishes, she would even do a little violence to her own feelings.
‘She was very good and kind; not merely attentive24 to everything which she thought could conduce to my comfort, but willing to take any trouble in providing the broths25 and nourishing food which I often found it convenient to order, under the name of kitchen-physic, for my poorer patients; and I really did not see the use of her shutting herself up, in mere23 compliance with an etiquette26, when she began to wish to mix in the little quiet society of Duncombe. Accordingly I urged her to begin to visit, and, even when applied27 to as to what I imagined the late Mr. Rose’s wishes on that subject would have been, answered for that worthy28 gentleman, and assured his widow that I was convinced he would have regretted deeply her giving way to immoderate grief, and would have been rather grateful than otherwise at seeing her endeavour to divert her thoughts by a few quiet visits. She cheered up, and said, “As I really thought so, she would sacrifice her own inclinations29, and accept the very next invitation that came.”
点击收听单词发音
1 standing | |
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
2 countenance | |
n.脸色,面容;面部表情;vt.支持,赞同 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
3 spoke | |
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
4 displeased | |
a.不快的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
5 tug | |
v.用力拖(或拉);苦干;n.拖;苦干;拖船 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
6 lame | |
adj.跛的,(辩解、论据等)无说服力的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
7 peculiar | |
adj.古怪的,异常的;特殊的,特有的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
8 placid | |
adj.安静的,平和的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
9 chagrin | |
n.懊恼;气愤;委屈 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
10 dispense | |
vt.分配,分发;配(药),发(药);实施 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
11 vocation | |
n.职业,行业 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
12 depressed | |
adj.沮丧的,抑郁的,不景气的,萧条的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
13 innuendoes | |
n.影射的话( innuendo的名词复数 );讽刺的话;含沙射影;暗讽 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
14 unintelligible | |
adj.无法了解的,难解的,莫明其妙的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
15 heartily | |
adv.衷心地,诚恳地,十分,很 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
16 contriving | |
(不顾困难地)促成某事( contrive的现在分词 ); 巧妙地策划,精巧地制造(如机器); 设法做到 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
17 implored | |
恳求或乞求(某人)( implore的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
18 irritable | |
adj.急躁的;过敏的;易怒的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
19 seclusion | |
n.隐遁,隔离 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
20 mingle | |
vt.使混合,使相混;vi.混合起来;相交往 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
21 tempting | |
a.诱人的, 吸引人的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
22 compliance | |
n.顺从;服从;附和;屈从 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
23 mere | |
adj.纯粹的;仅仅,只不过 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
24 attentive | |
adj.注意的,专心的;关心(别人)的,殷勤的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
25 broths | |
n.肉汤( broth的名词复数 );厨师多了烧坏汤;人多手杂反坏事;人多添乱 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
26 etiquette | |
n.礼仪,礼节;规矩 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
27 applied | |
adj.应用的;v.应用,适用 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
28 worthy | |
adj.(of)值得的,配得上的;有价值的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
29 inclinations | |
倾向( inclination的名词复数 ); 倾斜; 爱好; 斜坡 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
欢迎访问英文小说网 |