ce to an inward voice, to an impulse beating in the blood, to a dream of the future. They were wonderful; and it must be owned they were ready for the wonderful. They recorded it complacently20 in their sufferings, in the aspect of the seas, in the customs of strange nations, in the glory of splendid rulers.
'In Patusan they had found lots of pepper, and had been impressed by the magnificence and the wisdom of the Sultan; but somehow, after a century of chequered intercourse21, the country seems to drop gradually out of the trade. Perhaps the pepper had given out. Be it as it may, nobody cares for it now; the glory has departed, the Sultan is an imbecile youth with two thumbs on his left hand and an uncertain and beggarly revenue extorted22 from a miserable23 population and stolen from him by his many uncles.
'This of course I have from Stein. He gave me their names and a short sketch24 of the life and character of each. He was as full of information about native states as an official report, but infinitely25 more amusing. He had to know. He traded in so many, and in some districts -- as in Patusan, for instance -- his firm was the only one to have an agency by special permit from the Dutch authorities. The Government trusted his discretion26, and it was understood that he took all the risks. The men he employed understood that too, but he made it worth their while apparently27. He was perfectly28 frank with me over the breakfast-table in the morning. As far as he was aware (the last news was thirteen months old, he stated precisely29), utter insecurity for life and property was the normal condition. There were in Patusan antagonistic30 forces, and one of them was Rajah Allang, the worst of the Sultan's uncles, the governor of the river, who did the extorting31 and the stealing, and ground down to the point of extinction32 the counuy-born Malays, who, utterly33 defenceless, had not even the resource of emigrating -- "For indeed," as Stein remarked, "where could they go, and how could they get away?" No doubt they did not even desire to get away. The world (which is circumscribed34 by lofty impassable mountains) has been given into the hand of the high-born, and this Rajah they knew: he was of their own royal house. I had the pleasure of meeting the gentleman later on. He was a dirty, little, used-up old man with evil eyes and a weak mouth, who swallowed an opium35 pill every two hours, and in defiance36 of common decency37 wore his hair uncovered and falling in wild stringy locks about his wizened38 grimy face. When giving audience he would clamber upon a sort of narrow stage erected39 in a hall like a ruinous barn with a rotten bamboo floor, through the cracks of which you could see, twelve or fifteen feet below, the heaps of refuse and garbage of all kinds lying under the house. That is where and how he received us when, accompanied by Jim, I
paid him a visit of ceremony. There were about forty people in the room, and perhaps three times as many in the great courtyard below. There was constant movement, coming and going, pushing and murmuring, at our backs. A few youths in gay silks glared from the distance; the majority, slaves and humble40 dependants41, were half naked, in ragged42 sarongs, dirty with ashes and mud-stains. I had never seen Jim look so grave, so selfpossessed, in an impenetrable, impressive way. In the midst of these dark-faced men, his stalwart figure in white apparel, the gleaming clusters of his fair hair, seemed to catch all the sunshine that trickled43 through the cracks in the closed shutters44 of that dim hall, with its walls of mats and a roof of thatch45. He appeared like a creature not only of another kind but of another essence. Had they not seen him come up in a canoe they might have thought he had descended46 upon them from the clouds. He did, however, come in a crazy dug-out, sitting (very still and with his knees together, for fear of overturning the thing) -- sitting on a tin box -- which I had lent him -- nursing on his lap a revolver of the Navy pattern -- presented by me on parting -- which, through an interposition of Providence47, or through some wrong-headed notion, that was just like him, or else from sheer instinctive48 sagacity, he had decided49 to carry unloaded. That's how he ascended50 the Patusan river. Nothing could have been more prosaic51 and more unsafe, more extravagantly52 casual, more lonely. Strange, this fatality53 that would cast the complexion54 of a flight upon all his acts, of impulsive55 unreflecting desertion of a jump into the unknown.
'It is precisely the casualness of it that strikes me most. Neither Stein nor I had a clear conception of what might be on the other side when we, metaphorically56 speaking, took him up and hove him over the wall with scant57 ceremony. At the moment I merely wished to achieve his disappearance58; Stein characteristically enough had a sentimental59 motive60. He had a notion of paying off (in kind, I suppose) the old debt he had never forgotten. Indeed he had been all his life especially friendly to anybody from the British Isles61. His late benefactor62, it is true, was a Scot -- even to the length of being called Alexander McNeil -- and Jim came from a long way south of the Tweed; but at the distance of six or seven thousand miles Great Britain, though never diminished, looks foreshortened enough even to its own children to rob such details of their importance. Stein was excusable, and his hinted intentions were so generous that I begged him most earnestly to keep them secret for a time. I felt that no consideration of personal advantage should be allowed to influence Jim; that not even the risk of such influence should be run. We had to deal with another sort of reality. He wanted a refuge, and a refuge at the cost of danger should be offered him -- nothing more.
'Upon every other point I was perfectly frank with him, and I even (as I believed at the time) exaggerated the danger of the undertaking63. As a matter of fact I did not do it justice; his first day in Patusan was nearly his last -- would have been his last if he had not been so reckless or so hard on himself and had condescended64 to load that revolver. I remember, as I unfolded our precious scheme for his retreat, how his stubborn but weary resignation was gradually replaced by surprise, interest, wonder, and by boyish eagerness. This was a chance he had been dreaming of. He couldn't think how he merited that I . . . He would be shot if he could see to what he owed . . .And it was Stein, Stein the merchant, who . . .but of course it was me he had to . . . I cut him short. He was not articulate, and his gratitude65 caused me inexplicable66 pain. I told him that if he owed this chance to any one especially, it was to an old Scot of whom he had never heard, who had died many years ago, of whom little was remembered besides a roaring voice and a rough sort of honesty. There was really no one to receive his thanks. Stein was passing on to a young man the help he had received in his own young days, and I had done no more than to mention his name. Upon this he coloured, and, twisting a blit of paper in his fingers, he remarked bashfully that I had always trusted him.
'I admitted that such was the case, and added after a pause that I wished he had been able to follow my example. "You think I don't?" he asked uneasily, and remarked in a mutter that one had to get some sort of show first; then brightening up, and in a loud voice he protested he would give me no occasion to regret my confidence, which -- which . . .
' "Do not misapprehend," I interrupted. "It is not in your power to make me regret anything." There would be no regrets; but if there were, it would be altogether my own affair: an the other hand, I wished him to understand clearly that this arrangement, this -this -- experiment, was his own doing; he was responsible for it and no one else. "Why? Why," he stammered67, "this is the very thing that I . . ." I begged him not to be dense68, and he looked more puzzled than ever. He was in a fair way to make life intolerable to himself . . . "Do you think so?" he asked, disturbed; but in a moment added confidently, "I was going on though. Was I not?" It was impossible to be angry with him: I could not help a smile, and told him that in the old days people who went on like this were on the way of becoming hermits69 in a wilderness70. "Hermits be hanged!" he commented with engaging impulsiveness71. Of course he didn't mind a wilderness.... "I was glad of it," I said. That was where he would be going to. He would find it lively enough, I ventured to promise. "Yes, yes," he said keenly. He had shown a desire, I continued inflexibly72, to go out and shut the door after him.... "Did I?" he interrupted in a strange acess of gloom that seemed to envelop73 him from head to foot like the shadow of a passing cloud. He was wonderfully expressive74 after all. Wonderfully! "Did I?" he repeated bitterly. "You can't say I made much noise about it. And I can keep it up too -- only, confound it! you show me a door." . . . "Very well. Pass on," I struck in. I could make him a solemn promise that it would be shut behind him with a vengeance75. His fate, whatever it was, would be ignored, because the country, for all its rotten state, was not judged ripe for interference. Once he got in, it would be for the outside world as though he had never existed. He would have nothing but the soles of his two feet to stand upon, and he would have first to find his ground at that. "Never existed -- that's it, by love, " he murmured to himself. His eyes, fastened upo
n my lips, sparkled. If he had thoroughly76 understood the conditions, I concluded, he had better jump into the first gharry he could see and drive on to Stein's house for his final instructions. He flung out of the room before I had fairly finished speaking.'
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