So that big steamer, dying by a sudden stroke, drifted, an unwieldy corpse7, away from the track of other ships. And she would have been posted really as “overdue,” or maybe as “missing,” had she not been sighted in a snowstorm, vaguely8, like a strange rolling island, by a whaler going north from her Polar cruising ground. There was plenty of food on board, and I don’t know whether the nerves of her passengers were at all affected9 by anything else than the sense of interminable boredom10 or the vague fear of that unusual situation. Does a passenger ever feel the life of the ship in which he is being carried like a sort of honoured bale of highly sensitive goods? For a man who has never been a passenger it is impossible to say. But I know that there is no harder trial for a seaman11 than to feel a dead ship under his feet.
There is no mistaking that sensation, so dismal12, so tormenting13 and so subtle, so full of unhappiness and unrest. I could imagine no worse eternal punishment for evil seamen14 who die unrepentant upon the earthly sea than that their souls should be condemned15 to man the ghosts of disabled ships, drifting for ever across a ghostly and tempestuous16 ocean.
She must have looked ghostly enough, that broken-down steamer, rolling in that snowstorm — a dark apparition17 in a world of white snowflakes to the staring eyes of that whaler’s crew. Evidently they didn’t believe in ghosts, for on arrival into port her captain unromantically reported having sighted a disabled steamer in latitude18 somewhere about 50 degrees S. and a longitude19 still more uncertain. Other steamers came out to look for her, and ultimately towed her away from the cold edge of the world into a harbour with docks and workshops, where, with many blows of hammers, her pulsating heart of steel was set going again to go forth20 presently in the renewed pride of its strength, fed on fire and water, breathing black smoke into the air, pulsating, throbbing6, shouldering its arrogant21 way against the great rollers in blind disdain5 of winds and sea.
The track she had made when drifting while her heart stood still within her iron ribs looked like a tangled22 thread on the white paper of the chart. It was shown to me by a friend, her second officer. In that surprising tangle23 there were words in minute letters — “gales,” “thick fog,” “ice” — written by him here and there as memoranda24 of the weather. She had interminably turned upon her tracks, she had crossed and recrossed her haphazard25 path till it resembled nothing so much as a puzzling maze26 of pencilled lines without a meaning. But in that maze there lurked27 all the romance of the “overdue” and a menacing hint of “missing.”
“We had three weeks of it,” said my friend, “just think of that!”
“How did you feel about it?” I asked.
He waved his hand as much as to say: It’s all in the day’s work. But then, abruptly28, as if making up his mind:
“I’ll tell you. Towards the last I used to shut myself up in my berth29 and cry.”
“Cry?”
“Shed tears,” he explained briefly30, and rolled up the chart.
I can answer for it, he was a good man — as good as ever stepped upon a ship’s deck — but he could not bear the feeling of a dead ship under his feet: the sickly, disheartening feeling which the men of some “overdue” ships that come into harbour at last under a jury-rig must have felt, combated, and overcome in the faithful discharge of their duty.
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