This dumb reproach, more deeply than any other, cut Elena to the heart; at such moments she felt, not remorse5, but a deep, boundless6 pity akin7 to remorse.
‘Mamma, dear mamma!’ she would repeat, kissing her hands; ‘what was I to do? I’m not to blame, I loved him, I could not have acted differently. Throw the blame on fate for throwing me with a man whom papa doesn’t like, and who is taking me away from you.’
‘Ah!’ Anna Vassilyevna cut her short, ‘don’t remind me of that. When I think where you mean to go, my heart is ready to burst!’
‘Dear mamma,’ answered Elena, ‘be comforted; at least, it might have been worse; I might have died.’
‘But, as it is, I don’t expect to see you again. Either you will end your days there in a tent somewhere’— Anna Vassilyevna pictured Bulgaria as something after the nature of the Siberian swamps — ‘or I shall not survive the separation ——’
‘Don’t say that, mamma dearest, we shall see each other again, please God. There are towns in Bulgaria just as there are here.’
‘Fine towns there, indeed! There is war going on there now; wherever you go, I suppose they are firing cannons8 off all the while . . . Are you meaning to set off soon?’
‘Soon . . . if only papa. He means to appeal to the authorities; he threatens to separate us.’
Anna Vassilyevna turned her eyes heavenwards.
‘No, Lenotchka, he will not do that. I would not myself have consented to this marriage. I would have died first; but what’s done can’t be undone9, and I will not let my daughter be disgraced.’
So passed a few days. At last Anna Vassilyevna plucked up her courage, and one evening she shut herself up alone with her husband in her room. The whole house was hushed to catch every sound. At first nothing was to be heard; then Nikolai Artemyevitch’s voice began to tune10 up, then a quarrel broke out, shouts were raised, even groans11 were discerned. . . . Already Shubin was plotting with the maids and Zoya to rush in to the rescue; but the uproar in the bedroom began by degrees to grow less, passed into quiet talk, and ceased. Only from time to time a faint sob4 was to be heard, and then those, too, were still. There was the jingling12 of keys, the creak of a bureau being unfastened. . . . The door was opened, and Nikolai Artemyevitch appeared. He looked surlily at every one who met him, and went out to the club; while Anna Vassilyevna sent for Elena, embraced her warmly, and, with bitter tears flowing down her cheeks, she said:
‘Everything is settled, he will not make a scandal, and there is nothing now to hinder you from going — from abandoning us.’
‘You will let Dmitri come to thank you?’ Elena begged her mother, as soon as the latter had been restored a little.
‘Wait a little, my darling, I cannot bear yet to see the man who has come between us. We shall have time before you go.’
‘Before we go,’ repeated Elena mournfully.
Nikolai Artemyevitch had consented ‘not to make a scandal,’ but Anna Vassilyevna did not tell her daughter what a price he had put on his consent. She did not tell her that she had promised to pay all his debts, and had given him a thousand roubles down on the spot. Moreover, he had declared decisively to Anna Vassilyevna that he had no wish to meet Insarov, whom he persisted in calling ‘the Montenegrin vagrant,’ and when he got to the club, he began, quite without occasion, talking of Elena’s marriage, to his partner at cards, a retired13 general of engineers. ‘You have heard,’ he observed with a show of carelessness, ‘my daughter, through the higher education, has gone and married a student.’ The general looked at him through his spectacles, muttered, ‘H’m!’ and asked him what stakes would he play for.
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1 incessant | |
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专心地; 恩爱地; 忠实地; 一心一意地 | |
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n.空间轨道的轰炸机;呜咽,哭泣 | |
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n.痛恨,悔恨,自责 | |
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n.加农炮,大炮,火炮( cannon的名词复数 ) | |
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n.调子;和谐,协调;v.调音,调节,调整 | |
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n.呻吟,叹息( groan的名词复数 );呻吟般的声音v.呻吟( groan的第三人称单数 );发牢骚;抱怨;受苦 | |
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