His milking done, he sat down on the front porch and lit a cigar. While he smoked, he did not think about anything but the quiet and the slow cooling of the atmosphere, and how good it was to sit still. The moon swam up over the bare wheat fields, big and magical, like a great flower. Presently he got some bath towels, went across the yard to the windmill, took off his clothes, and stepped into the tin horse tank. The water had been warmed by the sun all afternoon, and was not much cooler than his body. He stretched himself out in it, and resting his head on the metal rim5, lay on his back, looking up at the moon. The sky was a midnight-blue, like warm, deep, blue water, and the moon seemed to lie on it like a water-lily, floating forward with an invisible current. One expected to see its great petals6 open.
For some reason, Claude began to think about the far-off times and countries it had shone upon. He never thought of the sun as coming from distant lands, or as having taken part in human life in other ages. To him, the sun rotated about the wheatfields. But the moon, somehow, came out of the historic past, and made him think of Egypt and the Pharaohs, Babylon and the hanging gardens. She seemed particularly to have looked down upon the follies7 and disappointments of men; into the slaves’ quarters of old times, into prison windows, and into fortresses8 where captives languished9.
Inside of living people, too, captives languished. Yes, inside of people who walked and worked in the broad sun, there were captives dwelling10 in darkness, never seen from birth to death. Into those prisons the moon shone, and the prisoners crept to the windows and looked out with mournful eyes at the white globe which betrayed no secrets and comprehended all. Perhaps even in people like Mrs. Royce and his brother Bayliss there was something of this sort — but that was a shuddery11 thought. He dismissed it with a quick movement of his hand through the water, which, disturbed, caught the light and played black and gold, like something alive, over his chest. In his own mother the imprisoned12 spirit was almost more present to people than her corporeal13 self. He had so often felt it when he sat with her on summer nights like this. Mahailey, too, had one, though the walls of her prison were so thick — and Gladys Farmer. Oh, yes, how much Gladys must have to tell this perfect confidant! The people whose hearts were set high needed such intercourse14 — whose wish was so beautiful that there were no experiences in this world to satisfy it. And these children of the moon, with their unappeased longings15 and futile16 dreams, were a finer race than the children of the sun. This conception flooded the boy’s heart like a second moonrise, flowed through him indefinite and strong, while he lay deathly still for fear of losing it.
At last the black cubical object which had caught Leonard Dawson’s wrathful eye, came rolling along the highroad. Claude snatched up his clothes and towels, and without waiting to make use of either, he ran, a white man across a bare white yard. Gaining the shelter of the house, he found his bathrobe, and fled to the upper porch, where he lay down in the hammock. Presently he heard his name called, pronounced as if it were spelled “Clod.” His wife came up the stairs and looked out at him. He lay motionless, with his eyes closed. She went away. When all was quiet again he looked off at the still country, and the moon in the dark indigo17 sky. His revelation still possessed18 him, making his whole body sensitive, like a tightly strung bow. In the morning he had forgotten, or was ashamed of what had seemed so true and so entirely19 his own the night before. He agreed, for the most part, that it was better not to think about such things, and when he could he avoided thinking.
点击收听单词发音
1 remains | |
n.剩余物,残留物;遗体,遗迹 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
2 gourd | |
n.葫芦 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
3 warty | |
adj.有疣的,似疣的;瘤状 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
4 jersey | |
n.运动衫 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
5 rim | |
n.(圆物的)边,轮缘;边界 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
6 petals | |
n.花瓣( petal的名词复数 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
7 follies | |
罪恶,时事讽刺剧; 愚蠢,蠢笨,愚蠢的行为、思想或做法( folly的名词复数 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
8 fortresses | |
堡垒,要塞( fortress的名词复数 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
9 languished | |
长期受苦( languish的过去式和过去分词 ); 受折磨; 变得(越来越)衰弱; 因渴望而变得憔悴或闷闷不乐 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
10 dwelling | |
n.住宅,住所,寓所 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
11 shuddery | |
参考例句: |
|
|
12 imprisoned | |
下狱,监禁( imprison的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
13 corporeal | |
adj.肉体的,身体的;物质的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
14 intercourse | |
n.性交;交流,交往,交际 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
15 longings | |
渴望,盼望( longing的名词复数 ) | |
参考例句: |
|
|
16 futile | |
adj.无效的,无用的,无希望的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
17 indigo | |
n.靛青,靛蓝 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
18 possessed | |
adj.疯狂的;拥有的,占有的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
19 entirely | |
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
欢迎访问英文小说网 |