The Prince, whose views were extended to a wider space, could not speedily quiet his emotions. He had been before terrified at the length of life which nature promised him, because he considered that in a long time much must be endured: he now rejoiced in his youth, because in many years much might be done. The first beam of hope that had been ever darted2 into his mind rekindled3 youth in his cheeks, and doubled the lustre4 of his eyes. He was fired with the desire of doing something, though he knew not yet, with distinctness, either end or means. He was now no longer gloomy and unsocial; but considering himself as master of a secret stock of happiness, which he could only enjoy by concealing5 it, he affected6 to be busy in all the schemes of diversion, and endeavoured to make others pleased with the state of which he himself was weary. But pleasures can never be so multiplied or continued as not to leave much of life unemployed7; there were many hours, both of the night and day, which he could spend without suspicion in solitary8 thought. The load of life was much lightened; he went eagerly into the assemblies, because he supposed the frequency of his presence necessary to the success of his purposes; he retired9 gladly to privacy, because he had now a subject of thought. His chief amusement was to picture to himself that world which he had never seen, to place himself in various conditions, to be entangled11 in imaginary difficulties, and to be engaged in wild adventures; but, his benevolence12 always terminated his projects in the relief of distress13, the detection of fraud, the defeat of oppression, and the diffusion14 of happiness.
Thus passed twenty months of the life of Rasselas. He busied himself so intensely in visionary bustle15 that he forgot his real solitude16; and amidst hourly preparations for the various incidents of human affairs, neglected to consider by what means he should mingle17 with mankind.
One day, as he was sitting on a bank, he feigned18 to himself an orphan19 virgin20 robbed of her little portion by a treacherous21 lover, and crying after him for restitution22. So strongly was the image impressed upon his mind that he started up in the maid’s defence, and ran forward to seize the plunderer23 with all the eagerness of real pursuit. Fear naturally quickens the flight of guilt24. Rasselas could not catch the fugitive25 with his utmost efforts; but, resolving to weary by perseverance26 him whom he could not surpass in speed, he pressed on till the foot of the mountain stopped his course.
Here he recollected27 himself, and smiled at his own useless impetuosity. Then raising his eyes to the mountain, “This,” said he, “is the fatal obstacle that hinders at once the enjoyment28 of pleasure and the exercise of virtue29. How long is it that my hopes and wishes have flown beyond this boundary of my life, which yet I never have attempted to surmount30?”
Struck with this reflection, he sat down to muse10, and remembered that since he first resolved to escape from his confinement31, the sun had passed twice over him in his annual course. He now felt a degree of regret with which he had never been before acquainted. He considered how much might have been done in the time which had passed, and left nothing real behind it. He compared twenty months with the life of man. “In life,” said he, “is not to be counted the ignorance of infancy32 or imbecility of age. We are long before we are able to think, and we soon cease from the power of acting33. The true period of human existence may be reasonably estimated at forty years, of which I have mused34 away the four-and-twentieth part. What I have lost was certain, for I have certainly possessed35 it; but of twenty months to come, who can assure me?”
The consciousness of his own folly36 pierced him deeply, and he was long before he could be reconciled to himself. “The rest of my time,” said he, “has been lost by the crime or folly of my ancestors, and the absurd institutions of my country; I remember it with disgust, yet without remorse37: but the months that have passed since new light darted into my soul, since I formed a scheme of reasonable felicity, have been squandered38 by my own fault. I have lost that which can never be restored; I have seen the sun rise and set for twenty months, an idle gazer on the light of heaven; in this time the birds have left the nest of their mother, and committed themselves to the woods and to the skies; the kid has forsaken39 the teat, and learned by degrees to climb the rocks in quest of independent sustenance40. I only have made no advances, but am still helpless and ignorant. The moon, by more than twenty changes, admonished41 me of the flux42 of life; the stream that rolled before my feet upbraided43 my inactivity. I sat feasting on intellectual luxury, regardless alike of the examples of the earth and the instructions of the planets. Twenty months are passed: who shall restore them?”
These sorrowful meditations44 fastened upon his mind; he passed four months in resolving to lose no more time in idle resolves, and was awakened45 to more vigorous exertion46 by hearing a maid, who had broken a porcelain47 cup, remark that what cannot be repaired is not to be regretted.
This was obvious; and Rasselas reproached himself that he had not discovered it — having not known, or not considered, how many useful hints are obtained by chance, and how often the mind, hurried by her own ardour to distant views, neglects the truths that lie open before her. He for a few hours regretted his regret, and from that time bent48 his whole mind upon the means of escaping from the Valley of Happiness.
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