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Part 3 Chapter 14
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What totally different feelings did Emma take back into the house from what she had brought out! - she had then been only daring to hope for a little respite1 of suffering; - she was now in an exquisite2 flutter of happiness, and such happiness moreover as she believed must still be greater when the flutter should have passed away.

They sat down to tea - the same party round the same table - how often it had been collected! - and how often had her eyes fallen on the same shrubs3 in the lawn, and observed the same beautiful effect of the western sun! - But never in such a state of spirits, never in any thing like it; and it was with difficulty that she could summon enough of her usual self to be the attentive4 lady of the house, or even the attentive daughter.

Poor Mr. Woodhouse little suspected what was plotting against him in the breast of that man whom he was so cordially welcoming, and so anxiously hoping might not have taken cold from his ride. - Could he have seen the heart, he would have cared very little for the lungs; but without the most distant imagination of the impending5 evil, without the slightest perception of any thing extraordinary in the looks or ways of either, he repeated to them very comfortably all the articles of news he had received from Mr. Perry, and talked on with much self-contentment, totally unsuspicious of what they could have told him in return.

As long as Mr. Knightley remained with them, Emma's fever continued; but when he was gone, she began to be a little tranquillised and subdued6 - and in the course of the sleepless7 night, which was the tax for such an evening, she found one or two such very serious points to consider, as made her feel, that even her happiness must have some alloy8. Her father - and Harriet. She could not be alone without feeling the full weight of their separate claims; and how to guard the comfort of both to the utmost, was the question. With respect to her father, it was a question soon answered. She hardly knew yet what Mr. Knightley would ask; but a very short parley9 with her own heart produced the most solemn resolution of never quitting her father. - She even wept over the idea of it, as a sin of thought. While he lived, it must be only an engagement; but she flattered herself, that if divested10 of the danger of drawing her away, it might become an increase of comfort to him. - How to do her best by Harriet, was of more difficult decision; - how to spare her from any unnecessary pain; how to make her any possible atonement; how to appear least her enemy? - On these subjects, her perplexity and distress11 were very great - and her mind had to pass again and again through every bitter reproach and sorrowful regret that had ever surrounded it. - She could only resolve at last, that she would still avoid a meeting with her, and communicate all that need be told by letter; that it would be inexpressibly desirable to have her removed just now for a time from Highbury, and - indulging in one scheme more - nearly resolve, that it might be practicable to get an invitation for her to Brunswick Square. - Isabella had been pleased with Harriet; and a few weeks spent in London must give her some amusement. - She did not think it in Harriet's nature to escape being benefited by novelty and variety, by the streets, the shops, and the children. - At any rate, it would be a proof of attention and kindness in herself, from whom every thing was due; a separation for the present; an averting12 of the evil day, when they must all be together again.

She rose early, and wrote her letter to Harriet; an employment which left her so very serious, so nearly sad, that Mr. Knightley, in walking up to Hartfield to breakfast, did not arrive at all too soon; and half an hour stolen afterwards to go over the same ground again with him, literally13 and figuratively, was quite necessary to reinstate her in a proper share of the happiness of the evening before.

He had not left her long, by no means long enough for her to have the slightest inclination14 for thinking of any body else, when a letter was brought her from Randalls - a very thick letter; - she guessed what it must contain, and deprecated the necessity of reading it. - She was now in perfect charity with Frank Churchill; she wanted no explanations, she wanted only to have her thoughts to herself - and as for understanding any thing he wrote, she was sure she was incapable16 of it. - It must be waded17 through, however. She opened the packet; it was too surely so; - a note from Mrs. Weston to herself, ushered18 in the letter from Frank to Mrs. Weston.

`I have the greatest pleasure, my dear Emma, in forwarding to you the enclosed. I know what thorough justice you will do it, and have scarcely a doubt of its happy effect. - I think we shall never materially disagree about the writer again; but I will not delay you by a long preface. - We are quite well. - This letter has been the cure of all the little nervousness I have been feeling lately. - I did not quite like your looks on Tuesday, but it was an ungenial morning; and though you will never own being affected19 by weather, I think every body feels a north-east wind. - I felt for your dear father very much in the storm of Tuesday afternoon and yesterday morning, but had the comfort of hearing last night, by Mr. Perry, that it had not made him ill. `Yours ever, `A. W.'

[To Mrs. Weston.] WINDSOR-JULY. MY DEAR MADAM,

`If I made myself intelligible20 yesterday, this letter will be expected; but expected or not, I know it will be read with candour and indulgence. - You are all goodness, and I believe there will be need of even all your goodness to allow for some parts of my past conduct. - But I have been forgiven by one who had still more to resent. My courage rises while I write. It is very difficult for the prosperous to be humble21. I have already met with such success in two applications for pardon, that I may be in danger of thinking myself too sure of yours, and of those among your friends who have had any ground of offence. - You must all endeavour to comprehend the exact nature of my situation when I first arrived at Randalls; you must consider me as having a secret which was to be kept at all hazards. This was the fact. My right to place myself in a situation requiring such concealment22, is another question. I shall not discuss it here. For my temptation to think it a right, I refer every caviller23 to a brick house, sashed windows below, and casements24 above, in Highbury. I dared not address her openly; my difficulties in the then state of Enscombe must be too well known to require definition; and I was fortunate enough to prevail, before we parted at Weymouth, and to induce the most upright female mind in the creation to stoop in charity to a secret engagement. - Had she refused, I should have gone mad. - But you will be ready to say, what was your hope in doing this? - What did you look forward to? - To any thing, every thing - to time, chance, circumstance, slow effects, sudden bursts, perseverance25 and weariness, health and sickness. Every possibility of good was before me, and the first of blessings27 secured, in obtaining her promises of faith and correspondence. If you need farther explanation, I have the honour, my dear madam, of being your husband's son, and the advantage of inheriting a disposition28 to hope for good, which no inheritance of houses or lands can ever equal the value of. - See me, then, under these circumstances, arriving on my first visit to Randalls; - and here I am conscious of wrong, for that visit might have been sooner paid. You will look back and see that I did not come till Miss Fairfax was in Highbury; and as you were the person slighted, you will forgive me instantly; but I must work on my father's compassion29, by reminding him, that so long as I absented myself from his house, so long I lost the blessing26 of knowing you. My behaviour, during the very happy fortnight which I spent with you, did not, I hope, lay me open to reprehension30, excepting on one point. And now I come to the principal, the only important part of my conduct while belonging to you, which excites my own anxiety, or requires very solicitous31 explanation. With the greatest respect, and the warmest friendship, do I mention Miss Woodhouse; my father perhaps will think I ought to add, with the deepest humiliation32. - A few words which dropped from him yesterday spoke33 his opinion, and some censure34 I acknowledge myself liable to. - My behaviour to Miss Woodhouse indicated, I believe, more than it ought. - In order to assist a concealment so essential to me, I was led on to make more than an allowable use of the sort of intimacy35 into which we were immediately thrown. - I cannot deny that Miss Woodhouse was my ostensible37 object - but I am sure you will believe the declaration, that had I not been convinced of her indifference38, I would not have been induced by any selfish views to go on. - Amiable39 and delightful40 as Miss Woodhouse is, she never gave me the idea of a young woman likely to be attached; and that she was perfectly41 free from any tendency to being attached to me, was as much my conviction as my wish. - She received my attentions with an easy, friendly, goodhumoured playfulness, which exactly suited me. We seemed to understand each other. From our relative situation, those attentions were her due, and were felt to be so. - Whether Miss Woodhouse began really to understand me before the expiration42 of that fortnight, I cannot say; - when I called to take leave of her, I remember that I was within a moment of confessing the truth, and I then fancied she was not without suspicion; but I have no doubt of her having since detected me, at least in some degree. - She may not have surmised43 the whole, but her quickness must have penetrated44 a part. I cannot doubt it. You will find, whenever the subject becomes freed from its present restraints, that it did not take her wholly by surprize. She frequently gave me hints of it. I remember her telling me at the ball, that I owed Mrs. Elton gratitude45 for her attentions to Miss Fairfax. - I hope this history of my conduct towards her will be admitted by you and my father as great extenuation46 of what you saw amiss. While you considered me as having sinned against Emma Woodhouse, I could deserve nothing from either. Acquit47 me here, and procure48 for me, when it is allowable, the acquittal and good wishes of that said Emma Woodhouse, whom I regard with so much brotherly affection, as to long to have her as deeply and as happily in love as myself. - Whatever strange things I said or did during that fortnight, you have now a key to. My heart was in Highbury, and my business was to get my body thither49 as often as might be, and with the least suspicion. If you remember any queernesses, set them all to the right account. - Of the pianoforte so much talked of, I feel it only necessary to say, that its being ordered was absolutely unknown to Miss F - , who would never have allowed me to send it, had any choice been given her. - The delicacy50 of her mind throughout the whole engagement, my dear madam, is much beyond my power of doing justice to. You will soon, I earnestly hope, know her thoroughly51 yourself. - No description can describe her. She must tell you herself what she is - yet not by word, for never was there a human creature who would so designedly suppress her own merit. - Since I began this letter, which will be longer than I foresaw, I have heard from her. - She gives a good account of her own health; but as she never complains, I dare not depend. I want to have your opinion of her looks. I know you will soon call on her; she is living in dread52 of the visit. Perhaps it is paid already. Let me hear from you without delay; I am impatient for a thousand particulars. Remember how few minutes I was at Randalls, and in how bewildered, how mad a state: and I am not much better yet; still insane either from happiness or misery53. When I think of the kindness and favour I have met with, of her excellence54 and patience, and my uncle's generosity55, I am mad with joy: but when I recollect56 all the uneasiness I occasioned her, and how little I deserve to be forgiven, I am mad with anger. If I could but see her again! - But I must not propose it yet. My uncle has been too good for me to encroach. - I must still add to this long letter. You have not heard all that you ought to hear. I could not give any connected detail yesterday; but the suddenness, and, in one light, the unseasonableness with which the affair burst out, needs explanation; for though the event of the 26th ult., as you will conclude, immediately opened to me the happiest prospects57, I should not have presumed on such early measures, but from the very particular circumstances, which left me not an hour to lose. I should myself have shrunk from any thing so hasty, and she would have felt every scruple58 of mine with multiplied strength and refinement59. - But I had no choice. The hasty engagement she had entered into with that woman - Here, my dear madam, I was obliged to leave off abruptly60, to recollect and compose myself. - I have been walking over the country, and am now, I hope, rational enough to make the rest of my letter what it ought to be. - It is, in fact, a most mortifying61 retrospect62 for me. I behaved shamefully64. And here I can admit, that my manners to Miss W., in being unpleasant to Miss F., were highly blameable. She disapproved65 them, which ought to have been enough. - My plea of concealing66 the truth she did not think sufficient. - She was displeased67; I thought unreasonably68 so: I thought her, on a thousand occasions, unnecessarily scrupulous69 and cautious: I thought her even cold. But she was always right. If I had followed her judgment70, and subdued my spirits to the level of what she deemed proper, I should have escaped the greatest unhappiness I have ever known. - We quarrelled. - Do you remember the morning spent at Donwell? - There every little dissatisfaction that had occurred before came to a crisis. I was late; I met her walking home by herself, and wanted to walk with her, but she would not suffer it. She absolutely refused to allow me, which I then thought most unreasonable71. Now, however, I see nothing in it but a very natural and consistent degree of discretion72. While I, to blind the world to our engagement, was behaving one hour with objectionable particularity to another woman, was she to be consenting the next to a proposal which might have made every previous caution useless? - Had we been met walking together between Donwell and Highbury, the truth must have been suspected. - I was mad enough, however, to resent. - I doubted her affection. I doubted it more the next day on Box Hill; when, provoked by such conduct on my side, such shameful63, insolent73 neglect of her, and such apparent devotion to Miss W., as it would have been impossible for any woman of sense to endure, she spoke her resentment74 in a form of words perfectly intelligible to me. - In short, my dear madam, it was a quarrel blameless on her side, abominable75 on mine; and I returned the same evening to Richmond, though I might have staid with you till the next morning, merely because I would be as angry with her as possible. Even then, I was not such a fool as not to mean to be reconciled in time; but I was the injured person, injured by her coldness, and I went away determined76 that she should make the first advances. - I shall always congratulate myself that you were not of the Box Hill party. Had you witnessed my behaviour there, I can hardly suppose you would ever have thought well of me again. Its effect upon her appears in the immediate36 resolution it produced: as soon as she found I was really gone from Randalls, she closed with the offer of that officious Mrs. Elton; the whole system of whose treatment of her, by the bye, has ever filled me with indignation and hatred77. I must not quarrel with a spirit of forbearance which has been so richly extended towards myself; but, otherwise, I should loudly protest against the share of it which that woman has known. - `Jane,' indeed! - You will observe that I have not yet indulged myself in calling her by that name, even to you. Think, then, what I must have endured in hearing it bandied between the Eltons with all the vulgarity of needless repetition, and all the insolence78 of imaginary superiority. Have patience with me, I shall soon have done. - She closed with this offer, resolving to break with me entirely79, and wrote the next day to tell me that we never were to meet again. - She felt the engagement to be a source of repentance80 and misery to each: she dissolved it. - This letter reached me on the very morning of my poor aunt's death. I answered it within an hour; but from the confusion of my mind, and the multiplicity of business falling on me at once, my answer, instead of being sent with all the many other letters of that day, was locked up in my writing-desk; and I, trusting that I had written enough, though but a few lines, to satisfy her, remained without any uneasiness. - I was rather disappointed that I did not hear from her again speedily; but I made excuses for her, and was too busy, and - may I add? - too cheerful in my views to be captious81. - We removed to Windsor; and two days afterwards I received a parcel from her, my own letters all returned! - and a few lines at the same time by the post, stating her extreme surprize at not having had the smallest reply to her last; and adding, that as silence on such a point could not be misconstrued, and as it must be equally desirable to both to have every subordinate arrangement concluded as soon as possible, she now sent me, by a safe conveyance82, all my letters, and requested, that if I could not directly command hers, so as to send them to Highbury within a week, I would forward them after that period to her at - : in short, the full direction to Mr. Smallridge's, near Bristol, stared me in the face. I knew the name, the place, I knew all about it, and instantly saw what she had been doing. It was perfectly accordant with that resolution of character which I knew her to possess; and the secrecy83 she had maintained, as to any such design in her former letter, was equally descriptive of its anxious delicacy. For the world would not she have seemed to threaten me. - Imagine the shock; imagine how, till I had actually detected my own blunder, I raved84 at the blunders of the post. - What was to be done? - One thing only. - I must speak to my uncle. Without his sanction I could not hope to be listened to again. - I spoke; circumstances were in my favour; the late event had softened85 away his pride, and he was, earlier than I could have anticipated, wholly reconciled and complying; and could say at last, poor man! with a deep sigh, that he wished I might find as much happiness in the marriage state as he had done. - I felt that it would be of a different sort. - Are you disposed to pity me for what I must have suffered in opening the cause to him, for my suspense86 while all was at stake? - No; do not pity me till I reached Highbury, and saw how ill I had made her. Do not pity me till I saw her wan15, sick looks. - I reached Highbury at the time of day when, from my knowledge of their late breakfast hour, I was certain of a good chance of finding her alone. - I was not disappointed; and at last I was not disappointed either in the object of my journey. A great deal of very reasonable, very just displeasure I had to persuade away. But it is done; we are reconciled, dearer, much dearer, than ever, and no moment's uneasiness can ever occur between us again. Now, my dear madam, I will release you; but I could not conclude before. A thousand and a thousand thanks for all the kindness you have ever shewn me, and ten thousand for the attentions your heart will dictate87 towards her. - If you think me in a way to be happier than I deserve, I am quite of your opinion. - Miss W. calls me the child of good fortune. I hope she is right. - In one respect, my good fortune is undoubted, that of being able to subscribe88 myself, Your obliged and affectionate Son, F. C. WESTON CHURCHILL.

 

爱玛回屋时的心情跟出来时的心情真有天壤之别啊!本来她出来只想散散心,现在却高兴得有些飘飘然了。而且她还相信,等这阵兴奋过后,她一定会感到倍加幸福。

他们坐下来喝茶——还是同一伙人坐在同一张桌子周围——他们在这里相聚过多少次啊!她的目光有多少次落在草地的这些灌木丛上,多少次观赏过夕阳西沉的这一瑰丽景色啊!可是却从来没有过这样的心情,从来没有过这样的兴致。她好不容易才恢复了一些常态,勉强做一个尽心的女主人,甚至做一个尽心的女儿。

可怜的伍德豪斯先生万万没有想到,他热情欢迎、一心希望骑马途中没有着凉的那个人,正在酝酿一项对他颇为不利的计划。他若是能看透他那颗心,就决不会关心他的肺出不出问题。可他万万没有想到那近在眼前的灾难,丝毫没有察觉他们两人的神情举止有什么异常之处。他津津乐道地把佩里先生告诉他的消息重说了一遍,然后又自得其乐地往下说,全然没有料到他们可能会告诉他什么消息。

奈特利先生还在场的时候,爱玛一直兴奋不已,直到等他走了之后,她才平静了一点,克制了一点。她度过了一个不眠之夜,这是她为那样一个傍晚付出的代价。在这不眠之夜里,她发现有一两个颇为严肃的问题需要考虑,因而觉得就连她的幸福也是要打折扣的。她父亲——还有哈丽特。她一个人待着的时候,就感到了她对他们应尽的责任,如何尽力安慰他们俩的确是个问题。她父亲的问题很快就有了答案。她还不知道奈特利先生会提出什么要求,可是她心里思忖了一会,就一本正经地作出决定:永远也不离开父亲。一想到离开,她甚至凄然泪下,认为是罪过。只要父亲活着,那就只能是订婚而已。可是她又想,要是没有了失去女儿的危险,父亲反倒可能感到更加高兴。如何为哈丽特尽力呢,这就比较难以定夺了。如何帮她免除不必要的痛苦,如何给她作出补偿,如何使自己看上去不像她的情敌?这些问题让她大伤脑筋,大为苦恼——她心里真是悔恨交加,不得不一次次地痛责自己,懊悔不已。她最后只能决定,还是不要跟哈丽特见面,有什么事要告诉她就写信跟她说;让她暂时离开海伯里一段时间,这是个再好不过的办法。另外——她还在酝酿另一招——几乎打定了主意:让布伦斯威克广场的人请她去那里,这也许是切实可行的。伊莎贝拉喜欢哈丽特,让她去伦敦住上几个星期,定会叫她心情舒畅一些。她觉得,像哈丽特这种性情的人,到了那新奇的环境中,有了丰富多彩的活动,逛大街,去商店,逗孩子,对她不会没好处的。不管怎么说,这会证明她是关心她、体贴她的,会想方设法帮助她的。暂时不要见面,避开又得重新相聚的尴尬日子。

她很早就起身给哈丽特写了信,写过后就觉得心情烦闷,几乎到了忧伤的地步,幸好奈特利先生一早便赶到哈特菲尔德吃早饭。她偷了半小时的空,跟他在原来那地方又兜了一圈,无论从哪个意义上讲都很有必要,使他重温了昨天傍晚的幸福。

奈特利先生走后不久,她还丝毫没来得及想到别人,就有人从兰多尔斯给她送来一封信——一封很厚的信。她猜得到信里写的什么,觉得没有必要看。她现在已经完全宽恕了弗兰克·邱吉尔,用不着再听他解释,她只想一个人清静地想一想——至于要让她理解他信里写的什么内容,她敢肯定自己没有这个能耐。不过,总还得勉为其难地浏览一下。她拆开了信,果不其然,是韦斯顿太太写给她的信,还附了弗兰克写给韦斯顿太太的信:

亲爱的爱玛:万分高兴地转给你这封信。我知道你会十分公正地对待它,无疑它会产生令人满意的效果。我想我们对这位写信人不会再有多大的分歧了。不过我不想啰里啰嗦耽搁你读信。我们都很好。这封信治好了我最近感到的小小的不安。我不大喜欢你在星期二那天的神色,不过那天早上的天气也不大好,尽管你决不会承认自己受了天气的影响,我想人人都感受到了东北风的滋味。星期二下午和昨天上午下暴雨,我真为你亲爱的父亲担忧,可是昨晚听佩里先生说他安然无恙,我也就放心了。

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安·威致韦斯顿太太

七月于温莎亲爱的夫人:

如果我昨天把意思说清楚了,那你就会在等待这封信。可是,无论你是否在等待,我知道你会抱着公正和宽容的心情来看这封信的。你是个十分善良的人,我想你甚至需要使出你全部的善良,才能容忍我过去的一些行为。可是我已被一个更有理由抱怨我的人所原谅。我写信时来了勇气。人一顺当了是很难有自卑感的。我两次请求宽恕都如愿以偿,这就会使我陷入过于自信的危险,认为我也能获得你和你那些有理由生我气的朋友的原谅。请你们一定要理解我初到兰多尔斯时的处境,请你们一定要考虑我有一个需要不惜一切代价加以保守的秘密。这是事实。至于我是否非得把自己搞得这么遮遮掩掩的,那是另一个问题,这里暂且不谈。要知道是什么诱使我认为非得这样做,那我就请每个爱吹毛求疵的人去看看海伯里的一所砖屋,下面的框格窗,上面的窗扉。我不敢公开向她求爱。我在恩斯库姆的困境是众所周知的事,无须赘述。我们在韦默斯分手以前,我幸运地说通了,使天下最诚实的姑娘发了善心,甘愿跟我秘密订婚。假如她拒绝的话,我非发疯不可。可是你会问:你这样做有什么指望?你有什么希求呢?一切的一切——时间、机会、境况、缓慢的发展、突然的爆发、坚毅和厌倦、健康和疾病。我有着美好的前景,幸福得到了初步的保证,她答应非我不嫁,并同我通信。如果你还需要进一步的解释,那么,亲爱的夫人,我有幸作为你丈夫的儿子,又有继承他那乐观性情的优点,这其中的价值可不是继承房屋田地所能比拟的。你瞧,我就是在这种情况下第一次来到了兰多尔斯。我知道自己错了,因为我本该早一些来的,你回想一下就会发现,我是在费尔法克斯小姐到了海伯里以后才来的。由于这是对你的不恭,请你马上原谅我吧。不过,我一定要请我父亲谅解,说我离开家门那么久,一直无幸认识你。我跟你们一起度过了快乐的两周,我想我在这两周的行为,除了一点以外,没有什么可指责的。现在,我要谈谈这一主要问题,也就是和你们在一起的时候,我的行为中唯一要紧的内容,它引起了我的不安,需要作出非常详细的说明。我怀着最崇高的敬意和最热烈的友情提到伍德豪斯小姐,也许我父亲会认为,我还应该加上最深切的愧疚。他昨天随口说的几句话就表明了这个意思,我承认我是应该受到责备。我知道我对伍德豪斯小姐表现得过分了。为了掩饰对我来说至关紧要的秘密,我禁不住过多地利用了我们一开始就形成的亲密关系。我无法否认,伍德豪斯小姐看上去像是我追求的对象——可是我想你一定会同意我这么说:如果我不确信她无意于我的话,我就不会抱着自私的念头继续这样干。伍德豪斯小姐虽然又可亲又可爱,但却从未让我觉得是个令人倾心的年轻小姐,她也根本不可能倾心于我,这我置信不疑,也但愿如此。她对我的殷勤表示并不当真,显得又大方又和善又开朗,正合我的心意。我们似乎彼此心中有数。从我们相互的处境来看,这样的殷勤是她理所应得的,给人的感觉也是如此。伍德豪斯小姐是否在那两周结束前就真正了解了我,我还说不准。我只记得,我去向她告别时,差一点向她吐露了真情,心想她并非没有猜疑。不过,我想她从那以后对我有所察觉,至少有一定察觉。她不一定会猜到全部真情,但她那么机灵,一定能猜着几分。我对此毫不怀疑。你会发现,这件事不管什么时候公开出来,她都不会感到大吃一惊。她多次对我暗示过。我记得她在舞会上跟我说,埃尔顿太太那么关心费尔法克斯小姐,我应该感谢她。我希望,你和我父亲了解了我对她的态度的原委,就会认为我远远没有那么大的过错。只要你们认为我做了对不起爱玛·伍德豪斯小姐的错事,我就休想得到你们的原谅。现在原谅我吧,并在适当的时候,代我请求爱玛-伍德豪斯的原谅和良好祝愿。我对她怀有深厚的兄妹之情,希望她能像我一样,也沉浸在深深的、甜蜜的爱情之中、、我那两周里不管说了什么奇怪的话,做了什么奇怪的事,你们现在都可以理解了。我的心在海伯里,一门心思就想尽可能多去那里,而又不引起别人的疑心。如果你们还记得什么可疑现象的话,就请往正确的方面想吧。至于大家议论纷纷的那架钢琴,我觉得只需说一句:费小姐事先一点也不知道订钢琴的事,如果由着她的意思,她是决不会让我送的。亲爱的夫人,在订婚的过程中,她的心眼细得真让我无法形容。我真诚地希望,你很快就会完全了解她。她是没法形容的,非得由她自己来告诉你她是怎样一个人——然而不是用言语,因为没有哪个人会像她那样故意贬低自己的优点。这封信比我预料的要长,我开始动笔以后,收到过她的来信。她说她身体很好,可她从不说自己身体不好,我也就不敢相信她的话。我想听听你对她气色的看法。我知道你不久就会去看她,而她还就怕你去。也许你已经去过了,快给我来信吧,我急于想听听好多详情细节。请不要忘记我在兰多尔斯只待了一会儿工夫,当时心里乱糟糟、疯癫癫的,现在也不见得好多少,不是因为高兴就是因为痛苦,依然若痴若狂。一想起我得到的好意和恩惠,想起她的卓越和耐心,想起舅舅的慷慨大方,我便高兴得发狂;但是,一想到我给她们带来的种种烦恼,想到我真不该得到原谅,我又气得发疯。我多么想再见见她啊!可是现在还不能提。舅舅那么好,我不能再难为他了。这封长信还得再写下去。你该了解的情况我还没说完。昨天我没法介绍有关的细节。不过,这件事爆发得太突然,而且在某种意义上不合时宜,因此需要加以解释。正如你会断定的,上月二十六日那件事(译注:指邱吉尔太太的去世)立即给我带来了最美好的前景,尽管如此,我不该这么早就贸然采取措施,不过我当时也是情势所迫,真是一个小时都等不及了。我自己不该这么仓促行事,她也会用加倍的坚强和体贴来对待我的审慎。可是我别无选择。她匆忙接受了那个女人的聘约——写到这里,亲爱的夫人,我不得不突然停下,好使自己镇定下来。我刚在田野里散完了步,希望现在神智清醒了一些,能把信的剩余部分写得像样一些。其实,这件事想起来真叫我无地自容。我表现得很可耻。我现在可以承认,我对伍小姐的态度惹得费小姐不高兴,这是很不应该的。费小姐不赞成,这就足够了。我说这是为了掩盖真相,她认为这样的借口是不充足的。她很不高兴,我认为她犯不着这样。她在许多场合都瞻前顾后,小心翼翼,我看没有那个必要。我甚至觉得她很冷淡。但她总是对的。我要是听了她的话,把情绪克制到她认为适可而止的地步,我就能免除巨大的痛苦。我们发生了争吵。你还记得我们在当维尔度过的那个上午吗?就在那儿,以前出现的种种不满发展成了一种危机。我来晚了,碰到她一个人往家走,就想陪她一起走,可她却不肯。她断然拒绝了,我当时觉得毫无道理。不过我现在意识到,那只是很自然的、一贯的谨慎罢了。刚才为了向世人掩饰我们的订婚,我还令人作呕地去亲近另一个女人,现在怎么又要叫她做一件可能使先前的百般谨慎前功尽弃的事呢?要是有人看见我们俩一起从当维尔往海伯里走,那就一定会猜出是怎么回事。不过,我当时真是发疯了,还生起气来。我怀疑她是否还爱我,第二天在博克斯山上,我越发怀疑。我采取这样的行径,可耻而又无礼地怠慢她,明目张胆地去亲近伍小姐,这是任何有头脑的女子所无法忍受的。她被我的举动激怒了,用我完全听得懂的言词来宣泄她的愤慨。总之,亲爱的夫人,在这次争吵中,她是没有过错的,而是我大可恶了。我本来是可以跟你们待到第二天早上的,但我当晚就回里士满了,只是为了使劲跟她怄怄气。即使在那时,我也没有那么傻,不想到时候跟她和好,可我是个受了伤害的人,被她的冷淡所伤害,走的时候下定决心,要让她采取主动。你没有跟着一起去博克斯山,因此我总为自己感到庆幸。你要是看到了我在那儿的行为,我想你恐怕再也不会看得起我了。这件事促使她马上下定了决心:她一发现我真的离开了兰多尔斯,就接受了好管闲事的埃尔顿太太的提议。顺便说一句,埃尔顿太太对待她的那一套,使我又气又恨。我不能跟一个对我如此宽容的人争吵,要不然的话,我真要厉声抗议那个女人插手这件事。“简,”真不像话!你会注意到,我还没放肆到用这个名字称呼她,就连在你面前也没有。请你想一想,埃尔顿夫妇庸俗不堪地一再重复这个名字,自以为高人一等,厚颜无耻,我听了心里有多难受啊。请耐心地听我说下去,我马上就要结束了。她接受了那个提议,决心跟我彻底决裂,第二天就写信告诉我,我们永远不要再见面了。她觉得这个婚约成了双方悔恨和痛苦的根源,就把它解除了。这封信我是在可怜的舅妈去世那天早上收到的。我在一个小时内就写好了回信,可是由于心烦意乱,而且有许多事一下子落在我身上,那封信没跟当天的许多信一道发出,而给锁进了我的书桌里。虽然只是短短的几行,但我相信已经写得够清楚了,足以让她回心转意,因而我不再感到有什么不安。她没有立即回信,我感到很失望。不过,我为她找了借口,再说我也很忙——是否还可以加上?——也很乐观,没有往坏处去想。我们搬到了温莎。两天后,我收到她的一个包裹,我的信全给退回来了!同时还收到她的一封短信,说我对她上一封信只字未回,真让她万分惊奇。还说在这样一个问题上保持沉默意思是很清楚的,鉴于双方都需要尽快做好剩下的具体安排,她现在通过可靠的途径,把我所有的信退还给我,并提出要求,如果我不能在一周之内把她的信寄到海伯里,那就在那以后给她寄到:赫然出现在我眼前的,是斯莫尔里奇先生在布里斯托尔附近的住址。我熟悉这名字、这地点.熟悉与之有关的一切,立即看出了她是怎么回事。我知道她是个性情果决的人,她’那样做完全符合她的个性。她前一封信里秘而不谈这件事,同样说明她虽然着急,但是心很细。她决不愿意显得像是在威胁我。你想想我有多么震惊吧,想想我没发觉自己的过错之前,如何痛骂邮局出了差错。怎么办呢?只有一个办法:我得找舅舅谈谈。得不到舅舅的恩准,她就不可能再听我说话。我谈了,形势对我很有利。刚发生的不幸使他不那么自负了,我没料到他那么快就想通了,答应了我的事。最后,好可怜的人!他深深叹了口气说,希望我婚后能像他一样幸福。我觉得,那将是另外一种幸福。我跟他谈这件事的时候心里多么难受,悬而未决的时候心里多么焦急,你会因此而可怜我吗?不,还是等我到了海伯里,看见我把她折磨成什么样子,你再可怜我吧。等我看到她面色苍白,一副病容的时候再可怜我吧。我知道他们家早饭吃得迟,就选了这个时刻来到海伯里,心想一定可以单独跟她谈一谈。我没有失望。最后,我此行的目的也没落空。我得苦口婆心地帮她打消许多合情合理、理所当然的不快。不过,不快还是打消了,我们重归于好了,比以前爱得更深了,而且要深得多,我们之间再也不会出现一时一刻的不快。亲爱的夫入,我现在要解放你了,可我没法早一点结束。我要上千遍上千遍地感谢你对我的好意,上万遍上万遍地感谢你对她的好心关怀。如果你认为我在某种意义上不配得到这样的幸福,那我完全同意你的看法。伍小姐把我称作幸运的宠儿。我想她说得对。就一方面而言,我的幸运是毋庸置疑的,那就是我可以把自己称作

你的感恩的、亲爱的儿子

弗-邱·韦斯顿-邱吉尔


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1 respite BWaxa     
n.休息,中止,暂缓
参考例句:
  • She was interrogated without respite for twenty-four hours.她被不间断地审问了二十四小时。
  • Devaluation would only give the economy a brief respite.贬值只能让经济得到暂时的缓解。
2 exquisite zhez1     
adj.精美的;敏锐的;剧烈的,感觉强烈的
参考例句:
  • I was admiring the exquisite workmanship in the mosaic.我当时正在欣赏镶嵌画的精致做工。
  • I still remember the exquisite pleasure I experienced in Bali.我依然记得在巴厘岛所经历的那种剧烈的快感。
3 shrubs b480276f8eea44e011d42320b17c3619     
灌木( shrub的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • The gardener spent a complete morning in trimming those two shrubs. 园丁花了整个上午的时间修剪那两处灌木林。
  • These shrubs will need more light to produce flowering shoots. 这些灌木需要更多的光照才能抽出开花的新枝。
4 attentive pOKyB     
adj.注意的,专心的;关心(别人)的,殷勤的
参考例句:
  • She was very attentive to her guests.她对客人招待得十分周到。
  • The speaker likes to have an attentive audience.演讲者喜欢注意力集中的听众。
5 impending 3qHzdb     
a.imminent, about to come or happen
参考例句:
  • Against a background of impending famine, heavy fighting took place. 即将发生饥荒之时,严重的战乱爆发了。
  • The king convoke parliament to cope with the impending danger. 国王召开国会以应付迫近眉睫的危险。
6 subdued 76419335ce506a486af8913f13b8981d     
adj. 屈服的,柔和的,减弱的 动词subdue的过去式和过去分词
参考例句:
  • He seemed a bit subdued to me. 我觉得他当时有点闷闷不乐。
  • I felt strangely subdued when it was all over. 一切都结束的时候,我却有一种奇怪的压抑感。
7 sleepless oiBzGN     
adj.不睡眠的,睡不著的,不休息的
参考例句:
  • The situation gave her many sleepless nights.这种情况害她一连好多天睡不好觉。
  • One evening I heard a tale that rendered me sleepless for nights.一天晚上,我听说了一个传闻,把我搞得一连几夜都不能入睡。
8 alloy fLryq     
n.合金,(金属的)成色
参考例句:
  • The company produces titanium alloy.该公司生产钛合金。
  • Bronze is an alloy of copper and tin.青铜是铜和锡的合金。
9 parley H4wzT     
n.谈判
参考例句:
  • The governor was forced to parley with the rebels.州长被迫与反叛者谈判。
  • The general held a parley with the enemy about exchanging prisoners.将军与敌人谈判交换战俘事宜。
10 divested 2004b9edbfcab36d3ffca3edcd4aec4a     
v.剥夺( divest的过去式和过去分词 );脱去(衣服);2。从…取去…;1。(给某人)脱衣服
参考例句:
  • He divested himself of his jacket. 他脱去了短上衣。
  • He swiftly divested himself of his clothes. 他迅速脱掉衣服。 来自《简明英汉词典》
11 distress 3llzX     
n.苦恼,痛苦,不舒适;不幸;vt.使悲痛
参考例句:
  • Nothing could alleviate his distress.什么都不能减轻他的痛苦。
  • Please don't distress yourself.请你不要忧愁了。
12 averting edcbf586a27cf6d086ae0f4d09219f92     
防止,避免( avert的现在分词 ); 转移
参考例句:
  • The margin of time for averting crisis was melting away. 可以用来消弥这一危机的些许时光正在逝去。
  • These results underscore the value of rescue medications in averting psychotic relapse. 这些结果显示了救护性治疗对避免精神病复发的价值。
13 literally 28Wzv     
adv.照字面意义,逐字地;确实
参考例句:
  • He translated the passage literally.他逐字逐句地翻译这段文字。
  • Sometimes she would not sit down till she was literally faint.有时候,她不走到真正要昏厥了,决不肯坐下来。
14 inclination Gkwyj     
n.倾斜;点头;弯腰;斜坡;倾度;倾向;爱好
参考例句:
  • She greeted us with a slight inclination of the head.她微微点头向我们致意。
  • I did not feel the slightest inclination to hurry.我没有丝毫着急的意思。
15 wan np5yT     
(wide area network)广域网
参考例句:
  • The shared connection can be an Ethernet,wireless LAN,or wireless WAN connection.提供共享的网络连接可以是以太网、无线局域网或无线广域网。
16 incapable w9ZxK     
adj.无能力的,不能做某事的
参考例句:
  • He would be incapable of committing such a cruel deed.他不会做出这么残忍的事。
  • Computers are incapable of creative thought.计算机不会创造性地思维。
17 waded e8d8bc55cdc9612ad0bc65820a4ceac6     
(从水、泥等)蹚,走过,跋( wade的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • She tucked up her skirt and waded into the river. 她撩起裙子蹚水走进河里。
  • He waded into the water to push the boat out. 他蹚进水里把船推出来。
18 ushered d337b3442ea0cc4312a5950ae8911282     
v.引,领,陪同( usher的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • The secretary ushered me into his office. 秘书把我领进他的办公室。
  • A round of parties ushered in the New Year. 一系列的晚会迎来了新年。 来自《简明英汉词典》
19 affected TzUzg0     
adj.不自然的,假装的
参考例句:
  • She showed an affected interest in our subject.她假装对我们的课题感到兴趣。
  • His manners are affected.他的态度不自然。
20 intelligible rbBzT     
adj.可理解的,明白易懂的,清楚的
参考例句:
  • This report would be intelligible only to an expert in computing.只有计算机运算专家才能看懂这份报告。
  • His argument was barely intelligible.他的论点不易理解。
21 humble ddjzU     
adj.谦卑的,恭顺的;地位低下的;v.降低,贬低
参考例句:
  • In my humble opinion,he will win the election.依我拙见,他将在选举中获胜。
  • Defeat and failure make people humble.挫折与失败会使人谦卑。
22 concealment AvYzx1     
n.隐藏, 掩盖,隐瞒
参考例句:
  • the concealment of crime 对罪行的隐瞒
  • Stay in concealment until the danger has passed. 把自己藏起来,待危险过去后再出来。
23 caviller 52f41760e871d38c9180ca464aab764e     
n.提出令人为难的问题的人
参考例句:
24 casements 1de92bd877da279be5126d60d8036077     
n.窗扉( casement的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • There are two casements in this room. 这间屋子有两扇窗户。 来自互联网
  • The rain pattered against the casements; the bells tolled for church with a melancholy sound. 雨点噼噼啪啪地打在窗子上;教堂里传来沉重的钟声,召唤人们去做礼拜。 来自互联网
25 perseverance oMaxH     
n.坚持不懈,不屈不挠
参考例句:
  • It may take some perseverance to find the right people.要找到合适的人也许需要有点锲而不舍的精神。
  • Perseverance leads to success.有恒心就能胜利。
26 blessing UxDztJ     
n.祈神赐福;祷告;祝福,祝愿
参考例句:
  • The blessing was said in Hebrew.祷告用了希伯来语。
  • A double blessing has descended upon the house.双喜临门。
27 blessings 52a399b218b9208cade790a26255db6b     
n.(上帝的)祝福( blessing的名词复数 );好事;福分;因祸得福
参考例句:
  • Afflictions are sometimes blessings in disguise. 塞翁失马,焉知非福。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • We don't rely on blessings from Heaven. 我们不靠老天保佑。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
28 disposition GljzO     
n.性情,性格;意向,倾向;排列,部署
参考例句:
  • He has made a good disposition of his property.他已对财产作了妥善处理。
  • He has a cheerful disposition.他性情开朗。
29 compassion 3q2zZ     
n.同情,怜悯
参考例句:
  • He could not help having compassion for the poor creature.他情不自禁地怜悯起那个可怜的人来。
  • Her heart was filled with compassion for the motherless children.她对于没有母亲的孩子们充满了怜悯心。
30 reprehension b0a8dcd3e0b3376d02002f78b7e6e996     
n.非难,指责
参考例句:
31 solicitous CF8zb     
adj.热切的,挂念的
参考例句:
  • He was so solicitous of his guests.他对他的客人们非常关切。
  • I am solicitous of his help.我渴得到他的帮助。
32 humiliation Jd3zW     
n.羞辱
参考例句:
  • He suffered the humiliation of being forced to ask for his cards.他蒙受了被迫要求辞职的羞辱。
  • He will wish to revenge his humiliation in last Season's Final.他会为在上个季度的决赛中所受的耻辱而报复的。
33 spoke XryyC     
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
参考例句:
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。
34 censure FUWym     
v./n.责备;非难;责难
参考例句:
  • You must not censure him until you know the whole story.在弄清全部事实真相前不要谴责他。
  • His dishonest behaviour came under severe censure.他的不诚实行为受到了严厉指责。
35 intimacy z4Vxx     
n.熟悉,亲密,密切关系,亲昵的言行
参考例句:
  • His claims to an intimacy with the President are somewhat exaggerated.他声称自己与总统关系密切,这有点言过其实。
  • I wish there were a rule book for intimacy.我希望能有个关于亲密的规则。
36 immediate aapxh     
adj.立即的;直接的,最接近的;紧靠的
参考例句:
  • His immediate neighbours felt it their duty to call.他的近邻认为他们有责任去拜访。
  • We declared ourselves for the immediate convocation of the meeting.我们主张立即召开这个会议。
37 ostensible 24szj     
adj.(指理由)表面的,假装的
参考例句:
  • The ostensible reason wasn't the real reason.表面上的理由并不是真正的理由。
  • He resigned secretaryship on the ostensible ground of health.他借口身体不好,辞去书记的职务。
38 indifference k8DxO     
n.不感兴趣,不关心,冷淡,不在乎
参考例句:
  • I was disappointed by his indifference more than somewhat.他的漠不关心使我很失望。
  • He feigned indifference to criticism of his work.他假装毫不在意别人批评他的作品。
39 amiable hxAzZ     
adj.和蔼可亲的,友善的,亲切的
参考例句:
  • She was a very kind and amiable old woman.她是个善良和气的老太太。
  • We have a very amiable companionship.我们之间存在一种友好的关系。
40 delightful 6xzxT     
adj.令人高兴的,使人快乐的
参考例句:
  • We had a delightful time by the seashore last Sunday.上星期天我们在海滨玩得真痛快。
  • Peter played a delightful melody on his flute.彼得用笛子吹奏了一支欢快的曲子。
41 perfectly 8Mzxb     
adv.完美地,无可非议地,彻底地
参考例句:
  • The witnesses were each perfectly certain of what they said.证人们个个对自己所说的话十分肯定。
  • Everything that we're doing is all perfectly above board.我们做的每件事情都是光明正大的。
42 expiration bmSxA     
n.终结,期满,呼气,呼出物
参考例句:
  • Can I have your credit card number followed by the expiration date?能告诉我你的信用卡号码和它的到期日吗?
  • This contract shall be terminated on the expiration date.劳动合同期满,即行终止。
43 surmised b42dd4710fe89732a842341fc04537f6     
v.臆测,推断( surmise的过去式和过去分词 );揣测;猜想
参考例句:
  • From the looks on their faces, I surmised that they had had an argument. 看他们的脸色,我猜想他们之间发生了争执。
  • From his letter I surmised that he was unhappy. 我从他的信中推测他并不快乐。 来自《简明英汉词典》
44 penetrated 61c8e5905df30b8828694a7dc4c3a3e0     
adj. 击穿的,鞭辟入里的 动词penetrate的过去式和过去分词形式
参考例句:
  • The knife had penetrated his chest. 刀子刺入了他的胸膛。
  • They penetrated into territory where no man had ever gone before. 他们已进入先前没人去过的地区。
45 gratitude p6wyS     
adj.感激,感谢
参考例句:
  • I have expressed the depth of my gratitude to him.我向他表示了深切的谢意。
  • She could not help her tears of gratitude rolling down her face.她感激的泪珠禁不住沿着面颊流了下来。
46 extenuation e9b8ed745af478408c950e9156f754b0     
n.减轻罪孽的借口;酌情减轻;细
参考例句:
  • Miss Glover could allow no extenuation of her crime. 格洛弗小姐是不允许袒护罪过的。 来自辞典例句
  • It was a comfort to him, this extenuation. 这借口对他是种安慰。 来自辞典例句
47 acquit MymzL     
vt.宣判无罪;(oneself)使(自己)表现出
参考例句:
  • That fact decided the judge to acquit him.那个事实使法官判他无罪。
  • They always acquit themselves of their duty very well.他们总是很好地履行自己的职责。
48 procure A1GzN     
vt.获得,取得,促成;vi.拉皮条
参考例句:
  • Can you procure some specimens for me?你能替我弄到一些标本吗?
  • I'll try my best to procure you that original French novel.我将尽全力给你搞到那本原版法国小说。
49 thither cgRz1o     
adv.向那里;adj.在那边的,对岸的
参考例句:
  • He wandered hither and thither looking for a playmate.他逛来逛去找玩伴。
  • He tramped hither and thither.他到处流浪。
50 delicacy mxuxS     
n.精致,细微,微妙,精良;美味,佳肴
参考例句:
  • We admired the delicacy of the craftsmanship.我们佩服工艺师精巧的手艺。
  • He sensed the delicacy of the situation.他感觉到了形势的微妙。
51 thoroughly sgmz0J     
adv.完全地,彻底地,十足地
参考例句:
  • The soil must be thoroughly turned over before planting.一定要先把土地深翻一遍再下种。
  • The soldiers have been thoroughly instructed in the care of their weapons.士兵们都系统地接受过保护武器的训练。
52 dread Ekpz8     
vt.担忧,忧虑;惧怕,不敢;n.担忧,畏惧
参考例句:
  • We all dread to think what will happen if the company closes.我们都不敢去想一旦公司关门我们该怎么办。
  • Her heart was relieved of its blankest dread.她极度恐惧的心理消除了。
53 misery G10yi     
n.痛苦,苦恼,苦难;悲惨的境遇,贫苦
参考例句:
  • Business depression usually causes misery among the working class.商业不景气常使工薪阶层受苦。
  • He has rescued me from the mire of misery.他把我从苦海里救了出来。
54 excellence ZnhxM     
n.优秀,杰出,(pl.)优点,美德
参考例句:
  • His art has reached a high degree of excellence.他的艺术已达到炉火纯青的地步。
  • My performance is far below excellence.我的表演离优秀还差得远呢。
55 generosity Jf8zS     
n.大度,慷慨,慷慨的行为
参考例句:
  • We should match their generosity with our own.我们应该像他们一样慷慨大方。
  • We adore them for their generosity.我们钦佩他们的慷慨。
56 recollect eUOxl     
v.回忆,想起,记起,忆起,记得
参考例句:
  • He tried to recollect things and drown himself in them.他极力回想过去的事情而沉浸于回忆之中。
  • She could not recollect being there.她回想不起曾经到过那儿。
57 prospects fkVzpY     
n.希望,前途(恒为复数)
参考例句:
  • There is a mood of pessimism in the company about future job prospects. 公司中有一种对工作前景悲观的情绪。
  • They are less sanguine about the company's long-term prospects. 他们对公司的远景不那么乐观。
58 scruple eDOz7     
n./v.顾忌,迟疑
参考例句:
  • It'seemed to her now that she could marry him without the remnant of a scruple.她觉得现在她可以跟他成婚而不需要有任何顾忌。
  • He makes no scruple to tell a lie.他说起谎来无所顾忌。
59 refinement kinyX     
n.文雅;高尚;精美;精制;精炼
参考例句:
  • Sally is a woman of great refinement and beauty. 莎莉是个温文尔雅又很漂亮的女士。
  • Good manners and correct speech are marks of refinement.彬彬有礼和谈吐得体是文雅的标志。
60 abruptly iINyJ     
adv.突然地,出其不意地
参考例句:
  • He gestured abruptly for Virginia to get in the car.他粗鲁地示意弗吉尼亚上车。
  • I was abruptly notified that a half-hour speech was expected of me.我突然被通知要讲半个小时的话。
61 mortifying b4c9d41e6df2931de61ad9c0703750cd     
adj.抑制的,苦修的v.使受辱( mortify的现在分词 );伤害(人的感情);克制;抑制(肉体、情感等)
参考例句:
  • I've said I did not love her, and rather relished mortifying her vanity now and then. 我已经说过我不爱她,而且时时以伤害她的虚荣心为乐。 来自辞典例句
  • It was mortifying to know he had heard every word. 知道他听到了每一句话后真是尴尬。 来自互联网
62 retrospect xDeys     
n.回顾,追溯;v.回顾,回想,追溯
参考例句:
  • One's school life seems happier in retrospect than in reality.学校生活回忆起来显得比实际上要快乐。
  • In retrospect,it's easy to see why we were wrong.回顾过去就很容易明白我们的错处了。
63 shameful DzzwR     
adj.可耻的,不道德的
参考例句:
  • It is very shameful of him to show off.他向人炫耀自己,真不害臊。
  • We must expose this shameful activity to the newspapers.我们一定要向报社揭露这一无耻行径。
64 shamefully 34df188eeac9326cbc46e003cb9726b1     
可耻地; 丢脸地; 不体面地; 羞耻地
参考例句:
  • He misused his dog shamefully. 他可耻地虐待自己的狗。
  • They have served me shamefully for a long time. 长期以来,他们待我很坏。
65 disapproved 3ee9b7bf3f16130a59cb22aafdea92d0     
v.不赞成( disapprove的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • My parents disapproved of my marriage. 我父母不赞成我的婚事。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • She disapproved of her son's indiscriminate television viewing. 她不赞成儿子不加选择地收看电视。 来自《简明英汉词典》
66 concealing 0522a013e14e769c5852093b349fdc9d     
v.隐藏,隐瞒,遮住( conceal的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • Despite his outward display of friendliness, I sensed he was concealing something. 尽管他表现得友善,我还是感觉到他有所隐瞒。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • SHE WAS BREAKING THE COMPACT, AND CONCEALING IT FROM HIM. 她违反了他们之间的约定,还把他蒙在鼓里。 来自英汉文学 - 三万元遗产
67 displeased 1uFz5L     
a.不快的
参考例句:
  • The old man was displeased and darted an angry look at me. 老人不高兴了,瞪了我一眼。
  • He was displeased about the whole affair. 他对整个事情感到很不高兴。
68 unreasonably 7b139a7b80379aa34c95638d4a789e5f     
adv. 不合理地
参考例句:
  • He was also petty, unreasonably querulous, and mean. 他还是个气量狭窄,无事生非,平庸刻薄的人。
  • Food in that restaurant is unreasonably priced. 那家饭店价格不公道。
69 scrupulous 6sayH     
adj.审慎的,小心翼翼的,完全的,纯粹的
参考例句:
  • She is scrupulous to a degree.她非常谨慎。
  • Poets are not so scrupulous as you are.诗人并不像你那样顾虑多。
70 judgment e3xxC     
n.审判;判断力,识别力,看法,意见
参考例句:
  • The chairman flatters himself on his judgment of people.主席自认为他审视人比别人高明。
  • He's a man of excellent judgment.他眼力过人。
71 unreasonable tjLwm     
adj.不讲道理的,不合情理的,过度的
参考例句:
  • I know that they made the most unreasonable demands on you.我知道他们对你提出了最不合理的要求。
  • They spend an unreasonable amount of money on clothes.他们花在衣服上的钱太多了。
72 discretion FZQzm     
n.谨慎;随意处理
参考例句:
  • You must show discretion in choosing your friend.你择友时必须慎重。
  • Please use your best discretion to handle the matter.请慎重处理此事。
73 insolent AbGzJ     
adj.傲慢的,无理的
参考例句:
  • His insolent manner really got my blood up.他那傲慢的态度把我的肺都气炸了。
  • It was insolent of them to demand special treatment.他们要求给予特殊待遇,脸皮真厚。
74 resentment 4sgyv     
n.怨愤,忿恨
参考例句:
  • All her feelings of resentment just came pouring out.她一股脑儿倾吐出所有的怨恨。
  • She cherished a deep resentment under the rose towards her employer.她暗中对她的雇主怀恨在心。
75 abominable PN5zs     
adj.可厌的,令人憎恶的
参考例句:
  • Their cruel treatment of prisoners was abominable.他们虐待犯人的做法令人厌恶。
  • The sanitary conditions in this restaurant are abominable.这家饭馆的卫生状况糟透了。
76 determined duszmP     
adj.坚定的;有决心的
参考例句:
  • I have determined on going to Tibet after graduation.我已决定毕业后去西藏。
  • He determined to view the rooms behind the office.他决定查看一下办公室后面的房间。
77 hatred T5Gyg     
n.憎恶,憎恨,仇恨
参考例句:
  • He looked at me with hatred in his eyes.他以憎恨的眼光望着我。
  • The old man was seized with burning hatred for the fascists.老人对法西斯主义者充满了仇恨。
78 insolence insolence     
n.傲慢;无礼;厚颜;傲慢的态度
参考例句:
  • I've had enough of your insolence, and I'm having no more. 我受够了你的侮辱,不能再容忍了。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
  • How can you suffer such insolence? 你怎么能容忍这种蛮横的态度? 来自《简明英汉词典》
79 entirely entirely     
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地
参考例句:
  • The fire was entirely caused by their neglect of duty. 那场火灾完全是由于他们失职而引起的。
  • His life was entirely given up to the educational work. 他的一生统统献给了教育工作。
80 repentance ZCnyS     
n.懊悔
参考例句:
  • He shows no repentance for what he has done.他对他的所作所为一点也不懊悔。
  • Christ is inviting sinners to repentance.基督正在敦请有罪的人悔悟。
81 captious wTjy2     
adj.难讨好的,吹毛求疵的
参考例句:
  • There is no captious client but faulty product and service.没有挑剔的客户,只有不完善的产品和服务。
  • His criticisms were always captious and frivolous,never offering constructive suggestions.他的评论一向轻率并爱吹毛求疵,从不提出有建设性的建议。
82 conveyance OoDzv     
n.(不动产等的)转让,让与;转让证书;传送;运送;表达;(正)运输工具
参考例句:
  • Bicycles have become the most popular conveyance for Chinese people.自行车已成为中国人最流行的代步工具。
  • Its another,older,usage is a synonym for conveyance.它的另一个更古老的习惯用法是作为财产转让的同义词使用。
83 secrecy NZbxH     
n.秘密,保密,隐蔽
参考例句:
  • All the researchers on the project are sworn to secrecy.该项目的所有研究人员都按要求起誓保守秘密。
  • Complete secrecy surrounded the meeting.会议在绝对机密的环境中进行。
84 raved 0cece3dcf1e171c33dc9f8e0bfca3318     
v.胡言乱语( rave的过去式和过去分词 );愤怒地说;咆哮;痴心地说
参考例句:
  • Andrew raved all night in his fever. 安德鲁发烧时整夜地说胡话。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • They raved about her beauty. 他们过分称赞她的美。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
85 softened 19151c4e3297eb1618bed6a05d92b4fe     
(使)变软( soften的过去式和过去分词 ); 缓解打击; 缓和; 安慰
参考例句:
  • His smile softened slightly. 他的微笑稍柔和了些。
  • The ice cream softened and began to melt. 冰淇淋开始变软并开始融化。
86 suspense 9rJw3     
n.(对可能发生的事)紧张感,担心,挂虑
参考例句:
  • The suspense was unbearable.这样提心吊胆的状况实在叫人受不了。
  • The director used ingenious devices to keep the audience in suspense.导演用巧妙手法引起观众的悬念。
87 dictate fvGxN     
v.口授;(使)听写;指令,指示,命令
参考例句:
  • It took him a long time to dictate this letter.口述这封信花了他很长时间。
  • What right have you to dictate to others?你有什么资格向别人发号施令?
88 subscribe 6Hozu     
vi.(to)订阅,订购;同意;vt.捐助,赞助
参考例句:
  • I heartily subscribe to that sentiment.我十分赞同那个观点。
  • The magazine is trying to get more readers to subscribe.该杂志正大力发展新订户。


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