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Chapter 19 Hate
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WE MADE OUR FLIGHT WITH SECONDS TO SPARE, AND THEN the true torture began. Theplane sat idle on the tarmac while the flight attendants strolled—so casually—up and down the aisle1,patting the bags in the overhead compartments2 to make sure everything fit. The pilots leaned out of thecockpit, chatting with them as they passed. Alice's hand was hard on my shoulder, holding me in my seatwhile I bounced anxiously up and down.

  "It's faster than running," she reminded me in a low voice.

  I just nodded in time with my bouncing.

  At last the plane rolled lazily from the gate, building speed with a gradual steadiness that tortured mefurther. I expected some kind of relief when we achieved liftoff, but my frenzied3 impatience4 didn't lessen5.

  Alice lifted the phone on the back of the seat in front of her before we'd stopped climbing, turning herback on the stewardess6 who eyed her with disapproval7. Something about my expression stopped thestewardess from coming over to protest.

  I tried to tune8 out what Alice was murmuring to Jasper; I didn't want to hear the words again, but someslipped through.

  "I can't be sure, I keep seeing him do different things, he keeps changing his mind… A killing9 spreethrough the city, attacking the guard, lifting a car over his head in the main square… mostly things thatwould expose them—he knows that's the fastest way to force a reaction…""No, you can't." Alice's voice dropped till it was nearly inaudible, though I was sitting inches from her.

  Contrarily, I listened harder. "Tell Emmett no… Well, go after Emmett and Rosalie and bring themback… Think about it, Jasper. If he sees any of us, what do you think he will do?"She nodded. "Exactly. I think Bella is the only chance—if there is a chance… I'll do everything that canbe done, but prepare Carlisle; the odds10 aren't good."She laughed then, and there was a catch in her voice. "I've thought of that… Yes, I promise." Her voicebecame pleading. "Don't follow me. I promise, Jasper. One way or another, I'll get out… And I loveyou."She hung up, and leaned back in her seat with her eyes closed. "I hate lying to him.""Tell me everything, Alice," I begged. "I don't understand. Why did you tell Jasper to stop Emmett, whycan't they come help us?""Two reasons," she whispered, her eyes still closed. "The first I told him. We could try to stop Edwardourselves—if Emmett could get his hands on him, we might be able to stop him long enough to convincehim you're alive. But we can't sneak11 up on Edward. And if he sees us coming for him, he'll just act thatmuch faster. He'll throw a Buiclc through a wall or something, and the Volturi will take him down.

  "That's the second reason of course, the reason I couldn't say to Jasper. Because if they're there and theVolturi kill Edward, they'll fight them. Bella." She opened her eyes and stared at me, beseeching12. "If therewere any chance we could win… if there were a way that the four of us could save my brother byfighting for him, maybe it would be different. But we can't, and, Bella, I can't lose Jasper like that."I realized why her eyes begged for my understanding. She was protecting Jasper, at our expense, andmaybe at Edward's, too. I understood, and I did not think badly of her. I nodded.

  "Couldn't Edward hear you, though.'" I asked. "Wouldn't he know, as soon as he heard your thoughts, that I was alive, that there was no point to this?"Not that there was any justification13, either way. I still couldn't believe that he was capable of reacting likethis. It made no sense! I remembered with painful clarity his words that day on the sofa, while wewatched Romeo and Juliet kill themselves, one after the other. I wasn't going to live without you, he'dsaid, as if it should be such an obvious conclusion. But the words he had spoken in the forest as he'd leftme had canceled all that out—forcefully.

  "If he were listening," she explained. "But believe it or not, it's possible to lie with your thoughts. If youhad died, I would still try to stop him. And I would be thinking 'she's alive, she's alive' as hard as I could.

  He knows that."I ground my teeth in mute frustration15.

  "If there were any way to do this without you, Bella, I wouldn't be endangering you like this. It's verywrong of me.""Don't be stupid. I'm the last thing you should be worrying about." I shook my head impatiently. "Tell mewhat you meant, about hating to lie to Jasper."She smiled a grim smile. "I promised him I would get out before they killed me, too. It's not something Ican guarantee—not by a long shot." She raised her eyebrows16, as if willing me to take the danger moreseriously.

  "Who are these Volturi?" I demanded in a whisper. "What makes them so much more dangerous thanEmmett, Jasper, Rosalie, and you?" It was hard to imagine something scarier than that.

  She took a deep breath, and then abruptly17 leveled a dark glance over my shoulder. I turned in time to seethe18 man in the aisle seat looking away as if he wasn't listening to us. He appeared to be a businessman, ina dark suit with a power tie and a laptop on his knees. While I stared at him with irritation19, he opened thecomputer and very conspicuously21 put headphones on.

  I leaned closer to Alice. Her lips were at my ears as she breathed the story.

  "I was surprised that you recognized the name," she said. "That you understood so immediately what itmeant—when I said he was going to Italy. I thought I would have to explain. How much did Edward tellyou?""He just said they were an old, powerful family—like royalty23. That you didn't antagonize them unless youwanted to… die," I whispered. The last word was hard to choke out.

  "You have to understand," she said, her voice slower, more measured now. "We Cullens are unique inmore ways than you know. It's… abnormal for so many of us to live together in peace. It's the same forTanya's family in the north, and Carlisle speculates that abstaining24 makes it easier for us to be civilized25, toform bonds based on love rather than survival or convenience. Even James's little coven of three wasunusually large—and you saw how easily Laurent left them. Our kind travel alone, or in pairs, as ageneral rule. Carlisle's family is the biggest in existence, as far as I know, with the one exception. TheVolturi.

  "There were three of them originally, Aro, Caius, and Marcus.""I've seen them," I mumbled26. "In the picture in Carlisle's study."Alice nodded. "Two females joined them over time, and the five of them make up the family. I'm not sure, but I suspect that their age is what gives them the ability to live peacefully together. They are well overthree thousand years old. Or maybe it's their gifts that give them extra tolerance27. Like Edward and I, Aroand Marcus are… talented."She continued before I could ask. "Or maybe it's just their love of power that binds28 them together.

  Royalty is an apt description.""But if there are only five—""Five that make up the family," she corrected. "That doesn't include their guard."I took a deep breath. "That sounds… serious.""Oh, it is," she assured me. "There were nine members of the guard that were permanent, the last time weheard. Others are more… transitory. It changes. And many of them are gifted as well—with formidablegifts, gifts that make what I can do look like a parlor29 trick. The Volturi chose them for their abilities,physical or otherwise."I opened my mouth, and then closed it. I didn't think I wanted to know how bad the odds were.

  She nodded again, as if she understood exactly what I was thinking. "They don't get into too manyconfrontations. No one is stupid enough to mess with them. They stay in their city, leaving only as dutycalls.""Duty?" I wondered.

  "Didn't Edward tell you what they do?""No," I said, feeling the blank expression on my face.

  Alice looked over my head again, toward the businessman, and put her wintry lips back to my ear.

  "There's a reason he called them royalty… the ruling class. Over the millennia30, they have assumed theposition of enforcing our rules—which actually translates to punishing transgressors. They fulfill31 that dutydecisively."My eyes popped wide with shock. "There are rules?" I asked in a voice that was too loud.

  "Shh!""Shouldn't somebody have mentioned this to me earlier?" I whispered angrily. "I mean, I wanted to bea… to be one of you! Shouldn't somebody have explained the rules to me?"Alice chuckled32 once at my reaction. "It's not that complicated, Bella. There's only one corerestriction—and if you think about it, you can probably figure it out for yourself."I thought about it. "Nope, I have no idea."She shook her head, disappointed. "Maybe it's too obvious. We just have to keep our existence asecret.""Oh," I mumbled. It was obvious.

  "It makes sense, and most of us don't need policing," she continued. "But, after a few centuries,sometimes one of us gets bored. Or crazy. I dor't know. And then the Volturi step in before it can compromise them, or the rest of us.""So Edward…""Is planning to flout33 that in their own city—the city they've secretly held for three thousand years, sincethe time of the Etruscans. They are so protective of their city that they don't allow hunting within its walls.

  Volterra is probably the safest city in the world—from vampire34 attack at the very least.""But you said they didn't leave. How do they eat?""They don't leave. They bring in their food from the outside, from quite far away sometimes. It gives theirguard something to do when they're not out annihilating35 mavericks36. Or protecting Volterra fromexposure…""From situations like this one, like Edward," I finished her sentence. It was amazingly easy to say hisname now. I wasn't sure what the difference was. Maybe because I wasn't really planning on living muchlonger without seeing him. Or at all, if we were too late. It was comforting to know that I would have aneasy out.

  "I doubt they've ever had a situation quite like this," she muttered, disgusted. "You don't get a lot ofsuicidal vampires37."The sound that escaped out of my mouth was very quiet, but Alice seemed to understand that it was acry of pain. She wrapped her thin, strong arm around my shoulders.

  "We'll do what we can, Bella. It's not over yet.""Not yet." I let her comfort me, though I knew she thought our chances were poor. "And the Volturi willget us if we mess up."Alice stiffened38. "You say that like it's a good thing."I shrugged39.

  "Knock it off, Bella, or we're turning around in New York and going back to Forks.""What?""You know what. If we're too late for Edward, I'm going to do my damnedest to get you back toCharlie, and I don't want any trouble from you. Do you understand that?""Sure, Alice."She pulled back slightly so that she could glare at me. "No trouble.""Scout's honor," I muttered.

  She rolled her eyes.

  "Let me concentrate, now. I'm trying to see what he's planning."She left her arm around me, but let her head fall back against the seat and closed her eyes. She pressedher free hand to the side of her face, rubbing her fingertips against her temple.

  I watched her in fascination40 for a long time. Eventually, she became utterly41 motionless, hei face like a stone sculpture. The minutes passed, and if I didn't know better, I would have thought she'd fallen asleep.

  I didn't dare interrupt her to ask what was going on.

  I wished there was something safe for me to think about. I couldn't allow myself to consider the horrorswe were headed toward, or, more horrific yet, the chance that we might fail—not if I wanted to keepfrom screaming aloud.

  I couldn't anticipate anything, either. Maybe, if I were very, very, very lucky, I would somehow be ableto save Edward. But I wasn't so stupid as to think that saving him would mean that I could stay with him.

  I was no different, no more special than I'd been before. There would be no new reason for him to wantme now. Seeing him and losing him again…I fought back against the pain. This was the price I had to pay to save his life. I would pay it.

  They showed a movie, and my neighbor got headphones. Sometimes I watched the figures movingacross the little screen, but I couldn't even tell if the movie was supposed to be a romance or a horrorfilm.

  After an eternity42, the plane began to descend43 toward New York City. Alice remained in her trance. Idithered, reaching out to touch her, only to pull my hand back again. This happened a dozen times beforethe plane touched town with a jarring impact.

  "Alice," I finally said. "Alice, we have to go."I touched her arm.

  Her eyes came open very slowly. She shook her head from side to side for a moment.

  "Anything new?" I asked in a low voice, conscious of the man listening on the other side of me.

  "Not exactly," she breathed in a voice I could barely catch. "He's getting closer. He's deciding how he'sgoing to ask."We had to run for our connection, but that was good—better than having to wait. As soon as the planewas in the air, Alice closed her eyes and slid back into the same stupor44 as before. I waited as patiently asI could. When it was dark again, I opened the window to stare out into the flat black that was no betterthan the window shade.

  I was grateful that I'd had so many months' practice with controlling my thoughts. Instead of dwelling45 onthe terrifying possibilities that, no matter what Alice said, I did not intend to survive, I concentrated onlesser problems. Like, what I was going to say to Charlie if I got back:' That was a thorny46 enoughproblem to occupy several hours. And Jacob? He'd promised to wait for me, but did that promise stillapply? Would I end up home alone in Forks, with no one at all? Maybe I didn't want to survive, nomatter what happened.

  It felt like seconds later when Alice shook my shoulder—I hadn't realized I'd fallen asleep.

  "Bella," she hissed47, her voice a little too loud in the darkened cabin full of sleeping humans.

  I wasn't disoriented—I hadn't been out long enough for that.

  "What's wrong?"Alice's eyes gleamed in the dim light of a reading lamp in the row behind us.

   "It's not wrong." She smiled fiercely. "It's right. They're deliberating, but they've decided48 to tell him no.""The Volturi?" I muttered, groggy49.

  "Of course, Bella, keep up. I can see what they're going to say.""Tellme."An attendant tiptoed down the aisle to us. "Can I get you ladies a pillow?" His hushed whisper was arebuke to our comparatively loud conversation.

  "No, thank you." Alice beamed at up at him, her smile shockingly lovely. The attendant's expression wasdazed as he turned and stumbled his way back.

  "Tell me," I breathed almost silently.

  She whispered into my ear. "They're interested in him—they think his talent could be uselul. They're goingto offer him a place with them.""What will he say?""I can't see that yet, but I'll bet it's colorful." She grinned again. "This is the first good news—the firstbreak. They're intrigued50; they truly don't want to destroy him—'wasteful,' that's the word Aro willuse—and that may be enough to force him to get creative. The longer he spends on his plans, the betterfor us."It wasn't enough to make me hopeful, to make me feel the relief she obviously felt. There were still somany ways that we could be too late. And if I didn't get through the walls into the Volturi city, I wouldn'tbe able to stop Alice from dragging me back home.

  "Alice?""What?""I'm confused. How are you seeing this so clearly? And then other times, you see things far away—thingsthat don't happen?"Her eyes tightened51. I wondered if she guessed what I was thinking of.

  "It's clear because it's immediate22 and close, and I'm really concentrating. The faraway things that come ontheir own—those are just glimpses, faint maybes. Plus, I see my kind more easily than yours. Edward iseven easier because I'm so attuned52 to him.""You see me sometimes," I reminded her.

  She shook her head. "Not as clearly."I sighed. "I really wish you could have been right about me. In the beginning, when you first saw thingsabout me, before we even met…""What do you mean?""You saw me become one of you." I barely mouthed the words.

  She sighed. "It was a possibility at the time." "At the time," I repeated.

  "Actually, Bella…" She hesitated, and then seemed to make a choice. "Honestly, I think it's all gottenbeyond ridiculous. I'm debating whether to just change you myself."I stared at her, frozen with shock. Instantly, my mind resisted her words. I couldn't afford that kind ofhope if she changed her mind.

  "Did I scare you?" she wondered. "I thought that's what you wanted.""I do!" I gasped53. "Oh, Alice, do it now! I could help you so much—and I wouldn't slow you down. Biteme!""Shh," she cautioned. The attendant was looking in our direction again. "Try to be reasonable," shewhispered. "We don't have enough time. We have to get into Volterra tomorrow. You'd be writhing54 inpain for days." She made a face. "And I don't think the other passengers would react well."I bit my lip. "If you don't do it now, you'll change your mind.""No." She frowned, her expression unhappy. "I don't think I will. He'll be furious, but what will he be ableto do about it?"My heart beat faster. "Nothing at all."She laughed quietly, and then sighed. "You have too much faith in me, Bella. I'm not sure that I can. I'llprobably just end up killing you.""I'll take my chances.""You are so bizarre, even for a human.""Thanks.""Oh well, this is purely55 hypothetical at this point, anyway. First we have to live through tomorrow.""Good point." But at least I had something to hope for if we did. If Alice made good on herpromise—and if she didn't kill me—then Edward could run after his distractions56 all he wanted, and Icould follow. I wouldn't let him be distracted. Maybe, when I was beautiful and strong, he wouldn't wantdistractions.

  "Go back to sleep," she encouraged me. "I'll wake you up when there's something new.""Right," I grumbled57, certain that sleep was a lost cause now. Alice pulled her legs up on the seat,wrapping her arms around them and leaning her forehead against her knees. She rocked back and forthas she concentrated.

  I rested my head against the seat, watching her, and the next thing I knew, she was snapping the shadeclosed against the faint brightening in the eastern sky.

  "What's happening?" I mumbled.

  "They've told him no," she said quietly. I noticed at once that her enthusiasm was gone.

  My voice choked in my throat with panic. "What's he going to do?" "It was chaotic58 at first. I was only getting flickers59, he was changing plans so quickly.""What kinds of plans?" I pressed.

  "There was a bad hour," she whispered. "He'd decided to go hunting."She looked at me, seeing the comprehension in my face.

  "In the city," she explained. "It got very close. He changed his mind at the last minute.""He wouldn't want to disappoint Carlisle," I mumbled. Not at the end.

  "Probably," she agreed.

  "Will there be enough time?" As I spoke14, there was a shift in the cabin pressure. I could feel the planeangling downward.

  "I'm hoping so—if he sticks to his latest decision, maybe.""What is that?""He's going to keep it simple. He's just going to walk out into the sun."Just walk out into the sun. That was all.

  It would be enough. The image of Edward in the meadow—glowing, shimmering60 like his skin was madeof a million diamond facets—was burned into my memory. No human who saw that would ever forget.

  The Volturi couldn't possibly allow it. Not if they wanted to keep their city inconspicuous.

  I looked at the slight gray glow that shone through the opened windows. "We'll be too late," I whispered,my throat closing in panic.

  She shook her head. "Right now, he's leaning toward the melodramatic. He wants the biggest audiencepossible, so he'll choose the main plaza61, under the clock tower. The walls are high there. He'll wait till thesun is exactly overhead.""So we have till noon?""If we're lucky. If he sticks with this decision."The pilot came on over the intercom, announcing, first in French and then in English, our imminentlanding. The seat belt lights dinged and flashed.

  "How far is it from Florence to Volterra?""That depends on how fast you drive… Bella?""Yes?"She eyed me speculatively62. "How strongly are you opposed to grand theft auto63?"A bright yellow Porsche screamed to a stop a few feet in front of where I paced, the word TURBOscrawled in silver cursive across its back. Everyone beside me on the crowded airport sidewalk stared.

  "Hurry, Bella!" Alice shouted impatiently through the open passenger window.

   I ran to the door and threw myself in, feeling as though I might as well be wearing a black stocking overmy head.

  "Sheesh, Alice," I complained. "Could you pick a more conspicuous20 car to steal?"The interior was black leather, and the windows were tinted64 dark. It felt safer inside, like nighttime.

  Alice was already weaving, too fast, through the thick airport traffic—sliding through tiny spaces betweenthe cars as I cringed and fumbled65 for my seat belt.

  "The important question," she corrected, "is whether I could have stolen a faster car, and I don't think so.

  I got lucky.""I'm sure that will be very comforting at the roadblock."She trilled a laugh. "Trust me, Bella. If anyone sets up a roadblock, it will be behind us." She hit the gasthen, as if to prove her point.

  I probably should have watched out the window as first the city of Florence and then the Tuscanlandscape flashed past with blurring66 speed. This was my first trip anywhere, and maybe my last, too. ButAlice's driving frightened me, despite the fact that I knew I could trust her behind the wheel. And I wastoo tortured with anxiety to really see the hills or the walled towns that looked like castles in the distance.

  "Do you see anything more?""There's something going on," Alice muttered. "Some kind of festival. The streets are full of people andred flags. What's the date today?"I wasn't entirely67 sure. "The nineteenth, maybe?""Well, that's ironic68. It's Saint Marcus Day.""Which means?"She chuckled darkly. "The city holds a celebration every year. As the legend goes, a Christianmissionary, a Father Marcus—Marcus of the Voltun, in fact—drove all the vampires from Volterrafifteen hundred years ago. The story claims he was martyred in Romania, still trying to drive away thevampire scourge69. Of course that's nonsense—he's never left the city. But that's where some of thesuperstitions about things like crosses and garlic come from. Father Marcus used them so successfully.

  And vampires don't trouble Volterra, so they must work." Her smile was sardonic70. "It's become more ofa celebration of the city, and recognition for the police force—after all, Volterra is an amazingly safe city.

  The police get the credit."I was realizing what she meant when she'd said ironic. "They're not going to be very happy if Edwardmesses things up for them on St. Marcus Day, are they?"She shook her head, her expression grim. "No. They'll act very quickly."I looked away, fighting against my teeth as they tried to break through the skin of my lower lip. Bleedingwas not the best idea right now.

  The sun was terrifyingly high in the pale blue sky.

  "He's still planning on noon?" I checked.

   "Yes. He's decided to wait. And they're waiting for him.""Tell me what I have to do."She kept her eyes on the winding71 road—the needle on the speedometer was touching72 the far right on thedial.

  "You don't have to do anything. He just has to see you before he moves into the light. And he has to seeyou before he sees me.""How are we going to work that?"A small red car seemed to be racing73 backward as Alice zoomed74 around it.

  "I'm going to get you as close as possible, and then you're going to run in the direction I point you."I nodded.

  "Try not to trip," she added. "We don't have time for a concussion75 today."I groaned76. That would be just like me—ruin everything, destroy the world, in a moment of klutziness.

  The sun continued to climb in the sky while Alice raced against it. It was too brigh:, and that had mepanicking. Maybe he wouldn't feel the need to wait for noon after all.

  "There," Alice said abruptly, pointing to the castle city atop the closest hill.

  I stared at it, feeling the very first hint of a new kind of fear. Every minute since yesterday morning—itseemed like a week ago—when Alice had spoken his name at the foot of the stairs, there had been onlyone fear. And yet, now, as I stared at the ancient sienna walls and towers crowning the peak of the steephill, I felt another, more selfish kind of dread77 thrill through me.

  I supposed the city was very beautiful. It absolutely terrified me.

  "Volterra," Alice announced in a flat, icy voice.

19  厌恶

 

我们在飞机还有几秒就起飞时赶到了,然后真正的折磨才刚开始。飞机悠闲地停在停机坪上,乘务员从容地在机舱走廊内来回走动,拍打着顶上的行李舱,确认包裹已堆放妥当。飞行员头探出驾驶舱,和正好经过的乘务员聊上几句。爱丽丝的手搭在我的肩上,当我上下颠簸的时候,把我按在椅子上。
“总比跑步要快。”她低声提醒我。
我点头的时候正好被弹了起来。
最后,飞机缓缓地滑过大门,速度逐渐增快,我所受的折磨也越来越大。我还以为起飞后会好受点,但是我极度烦躁和不耐烦的心情丝毫不减。
飞机还没完全起飞,爱丽丝拿起前座后背里面的手机,转身背对着微微不满的乘务员。我脸上的表情使得乘务员没有走过来阻止。
爱丽丝和贾斯帕打电话的时候,我试图不去听。我不想听到他们的对话,但是一些话还是不时地钻进我的耳朵。
“我不确信,我看见他不停做着不同的事情,不断改变主意.....在城市中毫无节制地瞎闹,袭击保安,在广场上把一辆车举过头顶.....做一些使他们不得不出来制止的事情——他知道这是最好的逼迫他们的方法.....”
“不行,你不能这样做。”爱丽丝把声音压得很低,使我离她非常近几乎听不到,于是,我更加用心听,“告诉艾美特.....跟着艾美特和罗莎莉,把他们带回来....好好考虑一下,贾斯帕。如果他看见我们当中的任何一个,你想他会怎么做?”
她点点头说:“正是如此。我认为贝拉是我们唯一的希望——如果还有机会的话.....我会尽一切努力的。让卡莱尔作好准备,情况不是很乐观。”
她随后笑了,从她的声音听来,好像有点儿眉目。“我想过这一点.....好的,我保证。”她声音带着请求的语气,“不用跟着我,我保证,贾斯帕。不管怎么样,我会逃出来的.....我爱你。”
她挂断电话,闭上眼睛,倚靠在座位上:“我讨厌对他说谎。”
“告诉我一切,爱丽丝, ”我祈求到。“我不明白,你为什么让Jasper阻止Emmett,为什么他们不能帮助我们?”
“两个原因”她仍闭着眼睛,低声说,
第一个我跟他说了。我们能亲自阻止爱德华——如果艾美特拖住他的话。我们会有足够的时间说服他你还活着,但是我们不能跟踪爱德华。如果他知道我们来找他,他会加快行动的。他会把一辆别克朝墙上砸去,那么沃尔图里就会抓住他。
“第二个原因,我不能告诉贾斯帕,因为他们在场,如果沃尔图里杀死爱德华的话,他们会打起来的,贝拉。”她睁开眼睛看着我,恳求道,“如果我们侥幸能赢......如果我们四个人能救回我哥哥,事情就完全不同了。但是,我们不能,贝拉,我不能让贾斯帕这么白白牺牲。”
我意识到为什么她用乞求的眼神看着我了。她为了保护贾斯帕,宁可牺牲我们自己,也许牺牲了爱德华。我理解,一点都不怪她。于是我点了点头。
“难道爱德华不能感受到你的心声吗?”我问她,“他不可以通过你的思想了解到我还活着,然后意识到没有必要那么做吗?”
谁也没有任何解释。我还是不能相信他会这么做。完全没有道理!我很清楚地记着那天我们坐在沙发上一起看罗密欧与朱丽叶一前一后的自杀。他说,你死了我也不要独自活着!好像这就是最后的结果,但是她在森林里离开我时说的话硬是把所有的一切给否定掉了。
“如果他在听的话,”她接着解释,“不管你信不信,我们可以用思想说谎的。如果你真的死了,我还是会努力阻止他的。我会很努力地一直想着‘她还活着,她还活着’,他知道这一点。”
我无奈地咬咬牙。
“如果有其他方法可以选择,贝拉,我不会把你卷入危险之中的,都是我不好。”
“别傻了。你根本不用担心我。”我不耐烦地摇摇头,“告诉我你刚才说讨厌对贾斯帕说谎是什么意思?”
她苦笑一下:“我答应他我会在他们杀我之前逃出来,这不是我所能控制的——完全不是。”她扬了扬眉毛,好像提醒我危险性的客观存在。
“谁是沃尔图里?”我小声问,“他们为什么比艾美特、贾斯帕、罗莎莉还有你可怕?”很难想象比这更可怕地事物了。
她深吸一口气,然后突然向我身后看了看。我转过头看见一个男人站在走廊上装做没看见我们似的朝别处看,他看起来像个生意人,黑色的西装,膝盖上放着一部笔记本电脑。当我恼怒地看着他的时候,他打开电脑,装模作样地带上耳机。
我靠近爱丽丝,她轻声对我耳语,告诉了我全部的事情。
“我很奇怪你知道这个名字,”她说,“当我说他要去意大利的时候,你一听就明白了,我还以为我得解释一番呢。爱德华到底告诉你多少事情?”
“他只是说过他们是一个古老的家族——像皇族一样。如果......不想死的话,就不用和他们为敌。”我小声说,“死”这个字很难说出口。
“你必须明白,”她说着,把声音降得更低,更小心翼翼,“我们卡伦家族比你想象的更加神秘。我们这么多人和平共处是......不太寻常的。北方的坦尼娅家族一样。卡莱尔认为是自我克制让我们变的文明,使我们能把关系建立在相爱而不是为了生存和寻求便利的基础上。即便是詹姆斯的三女巫聚在一起都嫌人多——你可以明白为什么劳伦这么轻易地就离开了她们。我们一般单独行动,或者俩人结伴。据我所知,卡莱尔家族是目前最大的,当然是出了另外一个,这另一个就是沃尔图里家族。”
“他们一开始就三个人,阿罗、凯厄思和马库斯。”
“我见过他们,”我低声说,“在卡莱尔书房里的画上。”
爱丽丝点点头:“后来有两个女人加入他们,他们五个人后来组成了家庭。我不是很清楚,但是我想他们能够和谐相处是因为年龄相仿吧。他们都有三千多岁了。或者是他们的才能使他们彼此相互忍耐,就像爱德华和我一样,阿罗和马库斯......也是法力不凡的。”
她不等我回答就继续说道,“也许是他们对权利共同的热爱把他们连在一起,皇族也许是个恰当的描述。”
“如果只有五个人......”
“那个家庭一共五个人,”她纠正道,“不包括守卫。”
我深吸一口气:“听起来.....很严重。”
“是的,”她对我说,“上次我们听说现在那个家族有九个固定守卫,其他的都是.....暂时的,一切都在变。这些守卫中很多人法力也很强,他们的才能让我觉得自己的能力像是雕虫小技。沃尔图里家族根据个人的能力、体能,或者其他方面的特长来选拔守卫。”
我张开嘴,又闭上了,我不太想知道困难有多大。
她又点了点头,好像明白我在想什么:“他们和别人没有太多的冲突,没有人会蠢到去惹他们。他们待在自己的城市里,有差遣才出去一下。”
“差遣?”我不明白。
“爱德华没有告诉你他们都干些什么吗?”
“没有。”我一脸的迷茫。
爱丽丝朝我后面的生意人看了一眼,把冰冷的嘴凑到我的耳边。
“他叫他们为皇族是因为.....他们是统治者。一千多年了,他们夺到了执行法律的权利——事实上是惩戒违规者的权利,他们执法很果断。”
我的眼睛一下子瞪得很大:“还有规则?”我的声音有点儿大了。
“嘘!”
“怎么没有人早点告诉我?”我小声地抱怨着,“我是说,我想成为.....加入你们!怎么没人跟我提过规矩?”
爱丽丝被我的反应逗笑了:“没那么复杂,贝拉,只有一条核心准则——如果你好好想想,也许就会猜到的。”
我想了想:“不知道。”
她失望地摇摇头:“可能是太明显了,我们必须对自己的身份保密。”
“哦。”我嘀咕着,过去是很明显。
“很好理解,我们大都不需要管制,”她接着说,“但是几个世纪过去了,有些人觉得无聊了,或者说疯了,我不清楚。沃尔图里家族就插手了,防止把大家都牵扯进去。”
“所以,爱德华他......”
“计划在他们的老巢捣乱——那座他们隐居了三百年的古城,从伊特鲁利亚时期开始就隐居在那儿。他们对城市保护有加,不允许在城内捕杀。沃特拉城也许是世界上最安全的城市了——至少不会有吸血鬼的袭击。”
“但是你说他们不离开那儿,他们吃什么呢?”
“他们不离开城,但是从外面把猎物带进来,有时候从很远的地方。这使得守卫在不镇压独立行动,或者不需要保护沃特拉的时候有事可做.....”
“像这次爱德华的行为就需要他们。”我接着她的话讲。现在说出他的名字简单多了,我不知道为什么,也许是见不到他我也没打算多活,如果我们太迟了的话,我根本不想活了,知道自己会死得比较容易反而轻松了许多。
“我怀疑他们没有见过这样的事情,”她喃喃地说,“毕竟一心寻死的吸血鬼不多见。”
我发出很轻的声音,但是爱丽丝好像听出我的痛苦,用瘦长而有力的手臂挽着我。
“我们会尽最大的努力,贝拉,事情还没结束呢。”
“还没有。”我听着她的安慰,虽然我知道她认为我们胜算很小,“如果我们乱了方寸,沃尔图里就会抓住我们。”
爱丽丝面部表情僵硬:“听你口气好像这是件好事似的。”
我耸耸肩。
“别想了,贝拉,否则我们只好绕纽约一圈,又回到福克斯了。”
“什么?”
“你知道吗?如果我们迟了,我会尽最大的努力把你送回到查理的身边,我不想你发生任何事情,你明白吗?”
“明白,爱丽丝。”
她稍稍向后,以便能看着我:“不要惹麻烦!”
“我保证。”我答应道。
她眼珠转了转。
“让我们仔细想想,看他到底有什么计划。”
她手还是搭在我的肩上,但是闭上眼睛靠在椅子上,另一只手放在脸上,用手指搓着太阳穴。
我惊奇地盯着她看了好久,最后,她一动不动,脸像雕塑一般。
时间一分分地过去,要不是我事先知道她在想事情,还会以为她睡着了,我不敢打断她的思路。
我希望有什么安全点的事情好想想,不敢去想等待着我们的恐惧,更不敢想万一我们失败了怎么办。我怕自己叫出来。
我不能预料任何事情。也许,很幸运的话,我可以救回爱德华,但是我没有天真到以为救了他我们就可以永远在一起了。我和以前一样,他没有理由再喜欢我了。再见到他然后又失去他.....
我忍受住痛苦,如果它是救回爱德华的代价,我愿意这么做。
他们在看电影,我旁边的人戴上耳机。有时候我看着小屏幕上的人影在晃动,但是我根本搞不清楚那电影是恐怖片还是爱情片。
好久以后,飞机才开始降落纽约,爱丽丝坐着没动。我开始发抖,伸手想碰她,但又收回来。这样来来回回好多次,知道飞机砰地着地。
“爱丽丝,”我终于叫出来了,“爱丽丝,我们得下了。”
她慢慢睁开眼,晃着脑袋四处看看。
“有什么新发现吗?”我小声问,对另外一边的那个男人保持警惕。
“没有什么,”她声音小得我几乎听不见,“他走近了,正在想怎么开口发问。”
我们必须赶去换机,这样很好——比干等着好。飞机一起飞,爱丽丝就和之前一样,以同样的姿势闭上眼睛,我耐心地等待着。天黑了,我打开窗户看着外面和遮光板一样黑的天空。
真庆幸我训练了还几个月如何控制我的思想,虽然不管爱丽丝怎么安慰,我并不打算活着离开,但我控制住自己不去想这些恐怖的可能性,相反我开始想一些小的问题。比如,回到家后,我要怎么对查理说?这个问题够我想上几个小时了。还有雅各布怎么办?他答应过等我,但是这个承诺还有效吗?我会一个人住在福克斯,孤独终老吗?也许我根本不想活下去了,不管发生什么。
感觉像是在几秒种后,爱丽丝摇摇我的肩——我这才意识到自己刚才不知不觉睡着了。
“贝拉。”她轻声叫我,但是其他人都在沉睡中,她的声音先得有点大了。
“怎么了?”
爱丽丝的眼睛在后面的灯光下微微发亮。
“没有什么,”我问道,有点晕呼呼的。
“当然,贝拉,别睡。我看看他们说些什么。”
“告诉我。”一位乘务员轻轻走过来:“两位女士需要枕头吗?”他轻声细语,仿佛是对我们大声交谈的指责。
“不用,谢谢。”爱丽丝给他一个微笑,她的微笑非常迷人。那位乘务员愣住了,转身的时候晕头转向的,差点绊倒。
“告诉我。”我几乎无声地说。
她对着我的耳朵说:“他们对他有兴趣——认为他的才能非常有用,他们想给他职位。”
“他会怎么做呢?”
“我不知道,但肯定很有趣。”她又笑了笑,“这是第一个好消息,他们开始行动了;他们不想毁了他,‘太浪费’——阿罗会这么认为,这就会使他想尽办法。他计划拖得越久,对我们越有利。”
但这还不能使我充满希望,我并未能像她一样能松口气。我们迟到的可能性还是很大。如果我没有进入沃特拉城,爱丽丝就会把我拖回家。
“爱丽丝?”
“什么事?”
“我不明白,你怎么能看得这么清楚?有几次,你预料到很远的事情——还没发生的事情?”
她眉头紧锁起来,我猜想她是不是知道我在想什么了。
“因为很近,就快要发生,所以很清楚,我只是集中注意力罢了。该发生的事情中就会发生的——这些只不过是些苗头,而且我比你更明白我的同类。爱德华和我关系更紧密,也就更容易了。”
“你有时候也明白我。”我提醒她。
她摇摇头:“没那么清楚。”
我叹了口气:“我真希望你能预料我的未来,最开始的时候,你还没遇见我就预料到……”
“你什么意思?”
“你预见到我会成为你们中的一员。”我挤出这句话。
她叹了口气:“当时确实有这个可能。”
“当时。”我重复她的话。
“事实上,贝拉……”她犹豫了一下,做出了选择,“说实话,这听上去有点荒唐,我正考虑是不是干脆把你的命运改变。”

我盯着她,惊呆了。立刻,我顶住了她这话的诱惑,万一她改变了主意我会很失望的。
“吓着你了吧?”她问,“我想这就是你想要的。”
“是的!”我喘着气,“爱丽丝,现在就做吧!这样我就可以帮助你——不会拖你后腿,咬我吧!”
“嘘,”她提醒我,“理智点,”她小声说“我们没有时间了。我们明天必须赶到沃特拉。你需要在痛苦中熬几天。”她做了个鬼脸。“我认为其他乘客会惊慌失措的。”
我咬了咬嘴唇:“如果你现在不做,以后会改变主意的。”
“不会的,”她皱了皱眉,有点儿不高兴,“我不会改变主意,但是他会生气的,不过他又能有什么办法?”
我心跳加速:“他完全没有办法。”
她静静地笑着,又叹了一口气:“你太相信我了。贝拉,我不确定自己能够做到,可能最后只会杀了你。”
“我愿意冒这个险。”
“你太怪了,哪怕在人类当中你也是很怪的。”
“谢谢夸奖。”
“这只是假设,不管怎样,先过了明天再说。”
“好的。”至少我觉得要是活过明天,我就有希望。如果爱丽丝信守诺言,如果她没杀了我,那爱德华就可以随心所欲地到处走,我就可以一直跟着他。我不会让他花心的,或许,要是我变得美丽、强大了,他就不会花心了。
“睡吧,”她对我说,“有新的消息我会叫醒你的。”
“好的。”我应了声,知道自己再也睡不着了。爱丽丝收回椅子上的腿,双手抱膝,额头趴在膝盖上,开始专心地听了。
我靠在椅子上休息,看着她,接下来就记得她看着东方微白的天空,关上窗户。
“发生什么事了?”我问。
“他们跟他说不行了。”她平静地说,我注意到她的热情全无。
我的声音因为恐惧而哽咽:“那他打算怎么做?”
“开始很乱。我只能听到一部分,他计划变动很快。”
“什么样的计划?”我追问。
“最糟糕的时候,”她说,“他决定去捕猎了。”
她看着我,知道我没完全理解。
“他不想让卡莱尔失望。”我嘀咕着,即便到最后关头。
“也许吧。”她表示赞同。
“还有时间吗?”我说着,舱内气压有所变化,飞机准备降落。
“我想是的——只要他不改变目前的计划。”
“什么计划?”
“很简单,他想走到阳光底下去。”
走到阳光底下,就这样。
这就足够了。爱德华站在草地中间——闪闪发光,好像他的皮肤是由上千颗宝石组成的——对此我记忆尤为深刻,任何人看过这样的情形都不会忘怀的。沃尔图里如果不想引人注目,就绝不会允许这事发生。
我看着窗外的微弱的晨光,“我们赶不到了。”我小声说着,喉咙哽咽。
她摇摇头:“现在他正看着热闹的人群,他想等到人最多的时候。他选择了钟楼下的中心广场,那边的墙很高,他会等到太阳当头照的时候。”
“所以我们还有时间。”
“是的,如果我们够幸运,而且他没有改变计划的话。”
飞行员走到机舱连接处,先用法语,然后用英语,宣布我们即将降落。指示灯闪烁提醒系好安全带。
“从佛罗伦萨到福克斯要多久?”
“根据你行驶的速度而定.....贝拉?”
“什么?”
她打量了我一番问:“你是否强烈反对我偷车子?”
一辆崭新的黄色保时捷在我身边急停下来,车声后面镶嵌着银色的“最强涡轮TURBO”字样。拥堵的机场中,在我身边的行人都盯着我们。
“快点,贝拉!”爱丽丝急切地从车窗里喊我。
我跑到车门,钻了进去,恨不得套双黑袜子在头上。
“爱丽丝,”我抱怨道,“你怎么不挑选个更显眼的车子啊?”
车内是黑色的皮革,车窗也是黑的,在车子里面黑糊糊的,挺安全。
爱丽丝已经穿梭在车辆当中——穿过车辆之间的空隙,我赶紧摸寻到安全带系上。
“重要的是,”她纠正我说,“能不能偷到一辆更快的,已经不可能了,所以我运气很好了。”
“恩,相信碰到路障的时候会很舒服的。”
她笑了笑:“放心,谁要是设路障的话,我保证超过它。”她踩足油门,好像为了证实她的话。
我本来似乎应该欣赏窗外的佛罗伦萨和托斯卡纳的风景。毕竟,这是我第一次远行,也可能是最后一次。但是爱丽丝开得太快,尽管我相信她的车技,但还是有些害怕。我太焦急了,而没有心思好好欣赏窗外山脉和古城堡的墙。
“你看见其他东西了吗?”
“好像有什么活动,”爱丽丝说,“一个节目,街上都是人和红色的旗子。今天是几号?”
我不是很确信:“十九号,也许?”
“真讽刺,今天是圣马库斯节。”
“什么意思?”
她冷笑道:“这个城市每年都要庆祝这一节日。传说一个基督徒传教士、沃尔图里的马库斯神父一千五百年前把所有的吸血鬼逐出沃特拉城,传说他在罗马尼亚驱逐吸血鬼过程中牺牲了。当然是一派胡言,他从未离开过这座城市,但是一些迷信就是这么来的,像关于十字架和大蒜的迷信。马库斯神父很会利用这些。吸血鬼没有再骚扰沃特拉城,所以它们见效了。”她的笑声变成嘲讽,“节日逐渐变成了城市的庆典,表达对警察的敬仰——不管怎么说,沃特拉是座很安全的城市,警察功不可没。”
我明白她为什么说很讽刺了:“爱德华在这天闹事,他们肯定不会开心的,不是吗?”
她摇摇头,表情很严肃:“他们很快会行动的。”
我向别处看去,努力不让牙齿咬到下嘴唇,流血在这个时侯可不是好事。
太阳在浅蓝色的天空上已经升得很高了。
“他还是计划中午行动吗?”我确认道。
“是的,他决定等到那个时候,他们也等着他行动。”
“告诉我应该做些什么。”
她盯着前方弯曲的道路——时速表上的指针已经偏到最右边了。
“你为什么都不用做,他只要在走出来之前看到你就可以了,他看到我之前必须先看到你。”
“我们有什么办法实现这一计划呢?”
一辆红色的小车子似乎跟在我们的车子后头。
“我会尽量把你送到最近的地方,然后你沿着我指的方向跑去。”
我点了点头。
“不要摔倒,”她补充道,“我们今天没有时间瞎激动。”


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1 aisle qxPz3     
n.(教堂、教室、戏院等里的)过道,通道
参考例句:
  • The aisle was crammed with people.过道上挤满了人。
  • The girl ushered me along the aisle to my seat.引座小姐带领我沿着通道到我的座位上去。
2 compartments 4e9d78104c402c263f5154f3360372c7     
n.间隔( compartment的名词复数 );(列车车厢的)隔间;(家具或设备等的)分隔间;隔层
参考例句:
  • Your pencil box has several compartments. 你的铅笔盒有好几个格。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • The first-class compartments are in front. 头等车室在前头。 来自《简明英汉词典》
3 frenzied LQVzt     
a.激怒的;疯狂的
参考例句:
  • Will this push him too far and lead to a frenzied attack? 这会不会逼他太甚,导致他进行疯狂的进攻?
  • Two teenagers carried out a frenzied attack on a local shopkeeper. 两名十几岁的少年对当地的一个店主进行了疯狂的袭击。
4 impatience OaOxC     
n.不耐烦,急躁
参考例句:
  • He expressed impatience at the slow rate of progress.进展缓慢,他显得不耐烦。
  • He gave a stamp of impatience.他不耐烦地跺脚。
5 lessen 01gx4     
vt.减少,减轻;缩小
参考例句:
  • Regular exercise can help to lessen the pain.经常运动有助于减轻痛感。
  • They've made great effort to lessen the noise of planes.他们尽力减小飞机的噪音。
6 stewardess BUkzw     
n.空中小姐,女乘务员
参考例句:
  • Please show your ticket to the stewardess when you board the plane.登机时请向空中小姐出示机票。
  • The stewardess hurried the passengers onto the plane.空中小姐催乘客赶快登机。
7 disapproval VuTx4     
n.反对,不赞成
参考例句:
  • The teacher made an outward show of disapproval.老师表面上表示不同意。
  • They shouted their disapproval.他们喊叫表示反对。
8 tune NmnwW     
n.调子;和谐,协调;v.调音,调节,调整
参考例句:
  • He'd written a tune,and played it to us on the piano.他写了一段曲子,并在钢琴上弹给我们听。
  • The boy beat out a tune on a tin can.那男孩在易拉罐上敲出一首曲子。
9 killing kpBziQ     
n.巨额利润;突然赚大钱,发大财
参考例句:
  • Investors are set to make a killing from the sell-off.投资者准备清仓以便大赚一笔。
  • Last week my brother made a killing on Wall Street.上个周我兄弟在华尔街赚了一大笔。
10 odds n5czT     
n.让步,机率,可能性,比率;胜败优劣之别
参考例句:
  • The odds are 5 to 1 that she will win.她获胜的机会是五比一。
  • Do you know the odds of winning the lottery once?你知道赢得一次彩票的几率多大吗?
11 sneak vr2yk     
vt.潜行(隐藏,填石缝);偷偷摸摸做;n.潜行;adj.暗中进行
参考例句:
  • He raised his spear and sneak forward.他提起长矛悄悄地前进。
  • I saw him sneak away from us.我看见他悄悄地从我们身边走开。
12 beseeching 67f0362f7eb28291ad2968044eb2a985     
adj.恳求似的v.恳求,乞求(某事物)( beseech的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • She clung to her father, beseeching him for consent. 她紧紧挨着父亲,恳求他答应。 来自辞典例句
  • He casts a beseeching glance at his son. 他用恳求的眼光望着儿子。 来自辞典例句
13 justification x32xQ     
n.正当的理由;辩解的理由
参考例句:
  • There's no justification for dividing the company into smaller units. 没有理由把公司划分成小单位。
  • In the young there is a justification for this feeling. 在年轻人中有这种感觉是有理由的。
14 spoke XryyC     
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
参考例句:
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。
15 frustration 4hTxj     
n.挫折,失败,失效,落空
参考例句:
  • He had to fight back tears of frustration.他不得不强忍住失意的泪水。
  • He beat his hands on the steering wheel in frustration.他沮丧地用手打了几下方向盘。
16 eyebrows a0e6fb1330e9cfecfd1c7a4d00030ed5     
眉毛( eyebrow的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • Eyebrows stop sweat from coming down into the eyes. 眉毛挡住汗水使其不能流进眼睛。
  • His eyebrows project noticeably. 他的眉毛特别突出。
17 abruptly iINyJ     
adv.突然地,出其不意地
参考例句:
  • He gestured abruptly for Virginia to get in the car.他粗鲁地示意弗吉尼亚上车。
  • I was abruptly notified that a half-hour speech was expected of me.我突然被通知要讲半个小时的话。
18 seethe QE0yt     
vi.拥挤,云集;发怒,激动,骚动
参考例句:
  • Many Indians continue to seethe and some are calling for military action against their riotous neighbour.很多印度人都处于热血沸腾的状态,很多都呼吁针对印度这个恶邻采取军事行动。
  • She seethed with indignation.她由于愤怒而不能平静。
19 irritation la9zf     
n.激怒,恼怒,生气
参考例句:
  • He could not hide his irritation that he had not been invited.他无法掩饰因未被邀请而生的气恼。
  • Barbicane said nothing,but his silence covered serious irritation.巴比康什么也不说,但是他的沉默里潜伏着阴郁的怒火。
20 conspicuous spszE     
adj.明眼的,惹人注目的;炫耀的,摆阔气的
参考例句:
  • It is conspicuous that smoking is harmful to health.很明显,抽烟对健康有害。
  • Its colouring makes it highly conspicuous.它的色彩使它非常惹人注目。
21 conspicuously 3vczqb     
ad.明显地,惹人注目地
参考例句:
  • France remained a conspicuously uneasy country. 法国依然是个明显不太平的国家。
  • She figured conspicuously in the public debate on the issue. 她在该问题的公开辩论中很引人注目。
22 immediate aapxh     
adj.立即的;直接的,最接近的;紧靠的
参考例句:
  • His immediate neighbours felt it their duty to call.他的近邻认为他们有责任去拜访。
  • We declared ourselves for the immediate convocation of the meeting.我们主张立即召开这个会议。
23 royalty iX6xN     
n.皇家,皇族
参考例句:
  • She claims to be descended from royalty.她声称她是皇室后裔。
  • I waited on tables,and even catered to royalty at the Royal Albert Hall.我做过服务生, 甚至在皇家阿伯特大厅侍奉过皇室的人。
24 abstaining 69e55c63bad5ae956650c6f0f760180a     
戒(尤指酒),戒除( abstain的现在分词 ); 弃权(不投票)
参考例句:
  • Abstaining from killing, from taking what is not given, & from illicIt'sex. 诸比丘!远离杀生,远离不与取,于爱欲远离邪行。
  • Abstaining from arguments was also linked to an unusual daily cortisol pattern. 压抑争吵也造成每日异常的皮质醇波动。
25 civilized UwRzDg     
a.有教养的,文雅的
参考例句:
  • Racism is abhorrent to a civilized society. 文明社会憎恶种族主义。
  • rising crime in our so-called civilized societies 在我们所谓文明社会中日益增多的犯罪行为
26 mumbled 3855fd60b1f055fa928ebec8bcf3f539     
含糊地说某事,叽咕,咕哝( mumble的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • He mumbled something to me which I did not quite catch. 他对我叽咕了几句话,可我没太听清楚。
  • George mumbled incoherently to himself. 乔治语无伦次地喃喃自语。
27 tolerance Lnswz     
n.宽容;容忍,忍受;耐药力;公差
参考例句:
  • Tolerance is one of his strengths.宽容是他的一个优点。
  • Human beings have limited tolerance of noise.人类对噪音的忍耐力有限。
28 binds c1d4f6440575ef07da0adc7e8adbb66c     
v.约束( bind的第三人称单数 );装订;捆绑;(用长布条)缠绕
参考例句:
  • Frost binds the soil. 霜使土壤凝结。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • Stones and cement binds strongly. 石头和水泥凝固得很牢。 来自《简明英汉词典》
29 parlor v4MzU     
n.店铺,营业室;会客室,客厅
参考例句:
  • She was lying on a small settee in the parlor.她躺在客厅的一张小长椅上。
  • Is there a pizza parlor in the neighborhood?附近有没有比萨店?
30 millennia 3DHxf     
n.一千年,千禧年
参考例句:
  • For two millennia, exogamy was a major transgression for Jews. 两千年来,异族通婚一直是犹太人的一大禁忌。
  • In the course of millennia, the dinosaurs died out. 在几千年的时间里,恐龙逐渐死绝了。
31 fulfill Qhbxg     
vt.履行,实现,完成;满足,使满意
参考例句:
  • If you make a promise you should fulfill it.如果你许诺了,你就要履行你的诺言。
  • This company should be able to fulfill our requirements.这家公司应该能够满足我们的要求。
32 chuckled 8ce1383c838073977a08258a1f3e30f8     
轻声地笑( chuckle的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • She chuckled at the memory. 想起这件事她就暗自发笑。
  • She chuckled softly to herself as she remembered his astonished look. 想起他那惊讶的表情,她就轻轻地暗自发笑。
33 flout GzIy6     
v./n.嘲弄,愚弄,轻视
参考例句:
  • Parents who flout Family Court orders may be named in the media in Australia.在澳洲父母亲若是藐视家庭法庭的裁定可能在媒体上被公布姓名。
  • The foolish boy flouted his mother's advice.这个愚蠢的孩子轻视他母亲的劝告。
34 vampire 8KMzR     
n.吸血鬼
参考例句:
  • It wasn't a wife waiting there for him but a blood sucking vampire!家里的不是个老婆,而是个吸人血的妖精!
  • Children were afraid to go to sleep at night because of the many legends of vampire.由于听过许多有关吸血鬼的传说,孩子们晚上不敢去睡觉。
35 annihilating 6007a4c2cb27249643de5b5207143a4a     
v.(彻底)消灭( annihilate的现在分词 );使无效;废止;彻底击溃
参考例句:
  • There are lots of ways of annihilating the planet. 毁灭地球有很多方法。 来自辞典例句
  • We possess-each of us-nuclear arsenals capable of annihilating humanity. 我们两国都拥有能够毁灭全人类的核武库。 来自辞典例句
36 mavericks 3ac87f645e7e17c0410306b33eb282f6     
未烙印的牲畜( maverick的名词复数 ); 标新立异的人,不合常规的人
参考例句:
  • And what about the Dallas Mavericks and Dirk Nowitzki? 那达拉斯小牛队和诺维斯基呢?
  • And we see it with bringing Jason Kidd to the Dallas Mavericks. 而且我们看到它同实现基德向达拉斯小牛队。
37 vampires 156828660ac146a537e281c7af443361     
n.吸血鬼( vampire的名词复数 );吸血蝠;高利贷者;(舞台上的)活板门
参考例句:
  • The most effective weapon against the vampires is avampire itself. 对付吸血鬼最有效的武器就是吸血鬼自己。 来自电影对白
  • If vampires existed, don`t you think we would`ve found them by now? 如果真有吸血鬼,那我们怎么还没有找到他们呢? 来自电影对白
38 stiffened de9de455736b69d3f33bb134bba74f63     
加强的
参考例句:
  • He leaned towards her and she stiffened at this invasion of her personal space. 他向她俯过身去,这种侵犯她个人空间的举动让她绷紧了身子。
  • She stiffened with fear. 她吓呆了。
39 shrugged 497904474a48f991a3d1961b0476ebce     
vt.耸肩(shrug的过去式与过去分词形式)
参考例句:
  • Sam shrugged and said nothing. 萨姆耸耸肩膀,什么也没说。
  • She shrugged, feigning nonchalance. 她耸耸肩,装出一副无所谓的样子。 来自《简明英汉词典》
40 fascination FlHxO     
n.令人着迷的事物,魅力,迷恋
参考例句:
  • He had a deep fascination with all forms of transport.他对所有的运输工具都很着迷。
  • His letters have been a source of fascination to a wide audience.广大观众一直迷恋于他的来信。
41 utterly ZfpzM1     
adv.完全地,绝对地
参考例句:
  • Utterly devoted to the people,he gave his life in saving his patients.他忠于人民,把毕生精力用于挽救患者的生命。
  • I was utterly ravished by the way she smiled.她的微笑使我完全陶醉了。
42 eternity Aiwz7     
n.不朽,来世;永恒,无穷
参考例句:
  • The dull play seemed to last an eternity.这场乏味的剧似乎演个没完没了。
  • Finally,Ying Tai and Shan Bo could be together for all of eternity.英台和山伯终能双宿双飞,永世相随。
43 descend descend     
vt./vi.传下来,下来,下降
参考例句:
  • I hope the grace of God would descend on me.我期望上帝的恩惠。
  • We're not going to descend to such methods.我们不会沦落到使用这种手段。
44 stupor Kqqyx     
v.昏迷;不省人事
参考例句:
  • As the whisky took effect, he gradually fell into a drunken stupor.随着威士忌酒力发作,他逐渐醉得不省人事。
  • The noise of someone banging at the door roused her from her stupor.梆梆的敲门声把她从昏迷中唤醒了。
45 dwelling auzzQk     
n.住宅,住所,寓所
参考例句:
  • Those two men are dwelling with us.那两个人跟我们住在一起。
  • He occupies a three-story dwelling place on the Park Street.他在派克街上有一幢3层楼的寓所。
46 thorny 5ICzQ     
adj.多刺的,棘手的
参考例句:
  • The young captain is pondering over a thorny problem.年轻的上尉正在思考一个棘手的问题。
  • The boys argued over the thorny points in the lesson.孩子们辩论功课中的难点。
47 hissed 2299e1729bbc7f56fc2559e409d6e8a7     
发嘶嘶声( hiss的过去式和过去分词 ); 发嘘声表示反对
参考例句:
  • Have you ever been hissed at in the middle of a speech? 你在演讲中有没有被嘘过?
  • The iron hissed as it pressed the wet cloth. 熨斗压在湿布上时发出了嘶嘶声。
48 decided lvqzZd     
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
参考例句:
  • This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
  • There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
49 groggy YeMzB     
adj.体弱的;不稳的
参考例句:
  • The attack of flu left her feeling very groggy.她患流感后非常虚弱。
  • She was groggy from surgery.她手术后的的情况依然很不稳定。
50 intrigued 7acc2a75074482e2b408c60187e27c73     
adj.好奇的,被迷住了的v.搞阴谋诡计(intrigue的过去式);激起…的兴趣或好奇心;“intrigue”的过去式和过去分词
参考例句:
  • You've really intrigued me—tell me more! 你说的真有意思—再给我讲一些吧!
  • He was intrigued by her story. 他被她的故事迷住了。
51 tightened bd3d8363419d9ff838bae0ba51722ee9     
收紧( tighten的过去式和过去分词 ); (使)变紧; (使)绷紧; 加紧
参考例句:
  • The rope holding the boat suddenly tightened and broke. 系船的绳子突然绷断了。
  • His index finger tightened on the trigger but then relaxed again. 他的食指扣住扳机,然后又松开了。
52 attuned df5baec049ff6681d7b8a37af0aa8e12     
v.使协调( attune的过去式和过去分词 );调音
参考例句:
  • She wasn't yet attuned to her baby's needs. 她还没有熟悉她宝宝的需要。
  • Women attuned to sensitive men found Vincent Lord attractive. 偏爱敏感男子的女人,觉得文森特·洛德具有魅力。 来自辞典例句
53 gasped e6af294d8a7477229d6749fa9e8f5b80     
v.喘气( gasp的过去式和过去分词 );喘息;倒抽气;很想要
参考例句:
  • She gasped at the wonderful view. 如此美景使她惊讶得屏住了呼吸。
  • People gasped with admiration at the superb skill of the gymnasts. 体操运动员的高超技艺令人赞叹。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
54 writhing 8e4d2653b7af038722d3f7503ad7849c     
(因极度痛苦而)扭动或翻滚( writhe的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • She was writhing around on the floor in agony. 她痛得在地板上直打滚。
  • He was writhing on the ground in agony. 他痛苦地在地上打滚。
55 purely 8Sqxf     
adv.纯粹地,完全地
参考例句:
  • I helped him purely and simply out of friendship.我帮他纯粹是出于友情。
  • This disproves the theory that children are purely imitative.这证明认为儿童只会单纯地模仿的理论是站不住脚的。
56 distractions ff1d4018fe7ed703bc7b2e2e97ba2216     
n.使人分心的事[人]( distraction的名词复数 );娱乐,消遣;心烦意乱;精神错乱
参考例句:
  • I find it hard to work at home because there are too many distractions. 我发觉在家里工作很难,因为使人分心的事太多。
  • There are too many distractions here to work properly. 这里叫人分心的事太多,使人无法好好工作。 来自《简明英汉词典》
57 grumbled ed735a7f7af37489d7db1a9ef3b64f91     
抱怨( grumble的过去式和过去分词 ); 发牢骚; 咕哝; 发哼声
参考例句:
  • He grumbled at the low pay offered to him. 他抱怨给他的工资低。
  • The heat was sweltering, and the men grumbled fiercely over their work. 天热得让人发昏,水手们边干活边发着牢骚。
58 chaotic rUTyD     
adj.混沌的,一片混乱的,一团糟的
参考例句:
  • Things have been getting chaotic in the office recently.最近办公室的情况越来越乱了。
  • The traffic in the city was chaotic.这城市的交通糟透了。
59 flickers b24574e519d9d4ee773189529fadd6d6     
电影制片业; (通常指灯光)闪烁,摇曳( flicker的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • The fire flickers low. 炉火颤动欲灭。
  • A strange idea flickers in my mind. 一种奇怪的思想又在我脑中燃烧了。
60 shimmering 0a3bf9e89a4f6639d4583ea76519339e     
v.闪闪发光,发微光( shimmer的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • The sea was shimmering in the sunlight. 阳光下海水波光闪烁。
  • The colours are delicate and shimmering. 这些颜色柔和且闪烁微光。 来自辞典例句
61 plaza v2yzD     
n.广场,市场
参考例句:
  • They designated the new shopping centre York Plaza.他们给这个新购物中心定名为约克购物中心。
  • The plaza is teeming with undercover policemen.这个广场上布满了便衣警察。
62 speculatively 6f786a35f4960ebbc2f576c1f51f84a4     
adv.思考地,思索地;投机地
参考例句:
  • He looked at her speculatively. 他若有所思的看着她。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • She eyed It'speculatively as a cruel smile appeared on her black lips. 她若有所思地审视它,黑色的嘴角浮起一丝残酷的微笑。 来自互联网
63 auto ZOnyW     
n.(=automobile)(口语)汽车
参考例句:
  • Don't park your auto here.别把你的汽车停在这儿。
  • The auto industry has brought many people to Detroit.汽车工业把许多人吸引到了底特律。
64 tinted tinted     
adj. 带色彩的 动词tint的过去式和过去分词
参考例句:
  • a pair of glasses with tinted lenses 一副有色镜片眼镜
  • a rose-tinted vision of the world 对世界的理想化看法
65 fumbled 78441379bedbe3ea49c53fb90c34475f     
(笨拙地)摸索或处理(某事物)( fumble的过去式和过去分词 ); 乱摸,笨拙地弄; 使落下
参考例句:
  • She fumbled in her pocket for a handkerchief. 她在她口袋里胡乱摸找手帕。
  • He fumbled about in his pockets for the ticket. 他(瞎)摸着衣兜找票。
66 blurring e5be37d075d8bb967bd24d82a994208d     
n.模糊,斑点甚多,(图像的)混乱v.(使)变模糊( blur的现在分词 );(使)难以区分
参考例句:
  • Retinal hemorrhage, and blurring of the optic dise cause visual disturbances. 视网膜出血及神经盘模糊等可导致视力障碍。 来自辞典例句
  • In other ways the Bible limited Puritan writing, blurring and deadening the pages. 另一方面,圣经又限制了清教时期的作品,使它们显得晦涩沉闷。 来自辞典例句
67 entirely entirely     
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地
参考例句:
  • The fire was entirely caused by their neglect of duty. 那场火灾完全是由于他们失职而引起的。
  • His life was entirely given up to the educational work. 他的一生统统献给了教育工作。
68 ironic 1atzm     
adj.讽刺的,有讽刺意味的,出乎意料的
参考例句:
  • That is a summary and ironic end.那是一个具有概括性和讽刺意味的结局。
  • People used to call me Mr Popularity at high school,but they were being ironic.人们中学时常把我称作“万人迷先生”,但他们是在挖苦我。
69 scourge FD2zj     
n.灾难,祸害;v.蹂躏
参考例句:
  • Smallpox was once the scourge of the world.天花曾是世界的大患。
  • The new boss was the scourge of the inefficient.新老板来了以后,不称职的人就遭殃了。
70 sardonic jYyxL     
adj.嘲笑的,冷笑的,讥讽的
参考例句:
  • She gave him a sardonic smile.她朝他讥讽地笑了一笑。
  • There was a sardonic expression on her face.她脸上有一种嘲讽的表情。
71 winding Ue7z09     
n.绕,缠,绕组,线圈
参考例句:
  • A winding lane led down towards the river.一条弯弯曲曲的小路通向河边。
  • The winding trail caused us to lose our orientation.迂回曲折的小道使我们迷失了方向。
72 touching sg6zQ9     
adj.动人的,使人感伤的
参考例句:
  • It was a touching sight.这是一幅动人的景象。
  • His letter was touching.他的信很感人。
73 racing 1ksz3w     
n.竞赛,赛马;adj.竞赛用的,赛马用的
参考例句:
  • I was watching the racing on television last night.昨晚我在电视上看赛马。
  • The two racing drivers fenced for a chance to gain the lead.两个赛车手伺机竞相领先。
74 zoomed 7d2196a2c3b9cad9d8899e8add247521     
v.(飞机、汽车等)急速移动( zoom的过去式 );(价格、费用等)急升,猛涨
参考例句:
  • Traffic zoomed past us. 车辆从我们身边疾驰而过。
  • Cars zoomed helter-skelter, honking belligerently. 大街上来往车辆穿梭不停,喇叭声刺耳。 来自《简明英汉词典》
75 concussion 5YDys     
n.脑震荡;震动
参考例句:
  • He was carried off the field with slight concussion.他因轻微脑震荡给抬离了现场。
  • She suffers from brain concussion.她得了脑震荡。
76 groaned 1a076da0ddbd778a674301b2b29dff71     
v.呻吟( groan的过去式和过去分词 );发牢骚;抱怨;受苦
参考例句:
  • He groaned in anguish. 他痛苦地呻吟。
  • The cart groaned under the weight of the piano. 大车在钢琴的重压下嘎吱作响。 来自《简明英汉词典》
77 dread Ekpz8     
vt.担忧,忧虑;惧怕,不敢;n.担忧,畏惧
参考例句:
  • We all dread to think what will happen if the company closes.我们都不敢去想一旦公司关门我们该怎么办。
  • Her heart was relieved of its blankest dread.她极度恐惧的心理消除了。


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