Over the way, behind the green roof of a large building, the dim, cold dawn was beginning to blush red. The keen frost of the spring morning which had stiffened1 the pools and mud and made them crackle under my feet now nipped my face and hands also. Not a cab was to be seen, though I had counted upon one to make the journey out and home the quicker. Only a file of waggons2 was rumbling3 along the Arbat Prospect4, and a couple of bricklayers talking noisily together as they strode along the pavement. However, after walking a verst or so I began to meet men and women taking baskets to market or going with empty barrels to fetch the day’s water supply; until at length, at the cross streets near the Arbat Gate, where a pieman had set up his stall and a baker6 was just opening his shop, I espied7 an old cabman shaking himself after indulging in a nap on the box of his be- scratched old blue-painted, hobble-de-hoy wreck8 of a drozhki. He seemed barely awake as he asked twenty copecks as the fare to the monastery9 and back, but came to himself a moment afterwards, just as I was about to get in, and, touching10 up his horse with the spare end of the reins11, started to drive off and leave me. “My horse wants feeding,” he growled12, “I can’t take you, barin.[Sir]”
With some difficulty and a promise of FORTY copecks I persuaded him to stop. He eyed me narrowly as he pulled up, but nevertheless said: “Very well. Get in, barin.” I must confess that I had some qualms13 lest he should drive me to a quiet corner somewhere, and then rob me, but I caught hold of the collar of his ragged14 driving-coat, close to where his wrinkled neck showed sadly lean above his hunched-up back, and climbed on to the blue- painted, curved, rickety scat. As we set off along Vozdvizhenka Street, I noticed that the back of the drozhki was covered with a strip of the same greenish material as that of which his coat was made. For some reason or another this reassured15 me, and I no longer felt nervous of being taken to a quiet spot and robbed.
The sun had risen to a good height, and was gilding16 the cupolas of the churches, when we arrived at the monastery. In the shade the frost had not yet given, but in the open roadway muddy rivulets17 of water were coursing along, and it was through fast- thawing18 mire19 that the horse went clip-clopping his way. Alighting, and entering the monastery grounds, I inquired of the first monk20 whom I met where I could find the priest whom I was seeking.
“His cell is over there,” replied the monk as he stopped a moment and pointed21 towards a little building up to which a flight of steps led.
“I respectfully thank you,” I said, and then fell to wondering what all the monks23 (who at that moment began to come filing out of the church) must be thinking of me as they glanced in my direction. I was neither a grown-up nor a child, while my face was unwashed, my hair unbrushed, my clothes tumbled, and my boots unblacked and muddy. To what class of persons were the brethren assigning me — for they stared at me hard enough? Nevertheless I proceeded in the direction which the young priest had pointed out to me.
An old man with bushy grey eyebrows24 and a black cassock met me on the narrow path to the cells, and asked me what I wanted. For a brief moment I felt inclined to say “Nothing,” and then run back to the drozhki and drive away home; but, for all its beetling25 brows, the face of the old man inspired confidence, and I merely said that I wished to see the priest (whom I named).
“Very well, young sir; I will take you to him,” said the old man as he turned round. Clearly he had guessed my errand at a stroke. “The father is at matins at this moment, but he will soon be back,” and, opening a door, the old man led me through a neat hall and corridor, all lined with clean matting, to a cell.
“Please to wait here,” he added, and then, with a kind, reassuring26 glance, departed.
The little room in which I found myself was of the smallest possible dimensions, but extremely neat and clean. Its furniture only consisted of a small table (covered with a cloth, and placed between two equally small casement-windows, in which stood two pots of geraniums), a stand of ikons, with a lamp suspended in front of them, a bench, and two chairs. In one corner hung a wall clock, with little flowers painted on its dial, and brass27 weights to its chains, while upon two nails driven into a screen (which, fastened to the ceiling with whitewashed28 pegs29, probably concealed30 the bed) hung a couple of cassocks. The windows looked out upon a whitewashed wall, about two arshins distant, and in the space between them there grew a small lilac-bush.
Not a sound penetrated31 from without, and in the stillness the measured, friendly stroke of the clock’s pendulum32 seemed to beat quite loudly. The instant that I found myself alone in this calm retreat all other thoughts and recollections left my head as completely as though they had never been there, and I subsided33 into an inexpressibly pleasing kind of torpor34. The rusty35 alpaca cassocks with their frayed36 linings37, the worn black leather bindings of the books with their metal clasps, the dull-green plants with their carefully watered leaves and soil, and, above all, the abrupt38, regular beat of the pendulum, all spoke39 to me intimately of some new life hitherto unknown to me — a life of unity40 and prayer, of calm, restful happiness.
“The months, the years, may pass,” I thought to myself, “but he remains41 alone — always at peace, always knowing that his conscience is pure before God, that his prayer will be heard by Him.” For fully22 half an hour I sat on that chair, trying not to move, not even to breathe loudly, for fear I should mar5 the harmony of the sounds which were telling me so much, and ever the pendulum continued to beat the same — now a little louder to the right, now a little softer to the left.
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四轮的运货马车( waggon的名词复数 ); 铁路货车; 小手推车 | |
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