How was I going to find time alone to hunt down J. Jenks, and why did Alice want me to know abouthim?
If Alice's clue had nothing to do with Renesmee, what could I do to save my daughter?
How were Edward and I going to explain things to Tanya's family in the morning? What if they reactedlike Irina? What if it turned into a fight?
I didn't know how to fight. How was I going to learn in just a month? Was there any chance at all that Icould be taught fast enough that I might be a danger to any one member of the Volturi? Or was Idoomed to be totally useless? Just another easily dispatched newborn?
So many answers I needed, but I did not get the chance to ask my questions.
Wanting some normality for Renesmee, I'd insisted on taking her home to our cottage at bedtime. Jacobwas more comfortable in his wolf form at the moment; the stress was easier dealt with when he felt readyfor a fight. I wished that I could feel the same, could feel ready. He ran in the woods, on guard again.
After she was deeply under, I put Renesmee in her bed and then went to the front room to ask myquestions of Edward. The ones I was able to ask, at any rate; one of the most difficult of problems wasthe idea of trying to hide anything from him, even with the advantage of my silent thoughts.
He stood with his back to me, staring into the fire.
"Edward, I—"He spun1 and was across the room in what seemed like no time at all, not even the smallest part of asecond. I only had time to register the ferocious2 expression on his face before his lips were crushingagainst mine and his arms were locked around me like steel girders.
I didn't think of my questions again for the rest of that night. It didn't take long for me to grasp the reasonfor hismood, and even less time to feel exactly the same way.
I'd been planning on needing years just to somewhat organize the overwhelming passion I felt for himphysically. And then centuries after that to enjoy it. if we had only a month left together... Well, I didn'tsee how I could stand to have this end. For the moment I couldn't help but be selfish. All I wanted was tolove him as much as possible in the limited time given to me.
It was hard to pull myself away from him when the sun came up, but we had our job to do, a job thatmight be more difficult than all the rest of our family's searches put together. As soon as I let myself thinkof what was coming, i was all tension; it felt like my nerves were being stretched on a rack, thinner andthinner.
"I wish there was a way to get the information we need from Eleazar before we tell them about Nessie,"Edward muttered as we hurriedly dressed in the huge closet that was more reminder4 of Alice than Iwanted at the moment. "Just in case.""But he wouldn't understand the question to answer it," I agreed. "Do you think they'll let us explain?""I don't know."I pulled Renesmee, still sleeping, from her bed and held her close so that her curls were pressed againstmy face; her sweet scent5, so close, overpowered every other smell.
I couldn't waste one second of time today. There were answers I needed, and wasn't sure how muchtime Edward and I would have alone today. If all went well with Tanya's family, hopefully we would havecompany for an extended period.
"Edward, will you teach me how to fight?" I asked him, tensed for his reaction, as he held the door forme.
It was what I expected. He froze, and then his eyes swept over me with a deep significance, like he waslooking at me for the first or last time. His eyes lingered on our daughter sleeping in my arms.
"If it comes to a fight, there won't be much any of us can do," he hedged.
I kept my voice even. "Would you leave me unable to defend myself?"He swallowed convulsively, and the door shuddered6, hinges protesting, as his hand tightened7. Then henodded. "When you put it that way... I suppose we should get to work as soon as we can."I nodded, too, and we started toward the big house. We didn't hurry.
I wondered what I could do that would have any hope of making a difference. I was a tiny bit special, inmy own way—if a having a supematurally thick skull8 could really be considered special. Was there anyuse that I could put that toward?
"What would you say their biggest advantage is? Do they even have a weakness?"Edward didn't have to ask to know I meant the Volturi.
"Alec and Jane are their greatest offense," he said emotionlessly, like we were talking of a basketballteam. "Their defensive9 players rarely see any real action.""Because Jane can burn you where you stand—mentally at least. What does Alec do? Didn't you oncesay he was even more dangerous than Jane?""Yes. In a way, he is the antidote10 to Jane. She makes you feel the worst pain imaginable. Alec, on theother hand, makes you feel nothing. Absolutely nothing. Sometimes, when the Volturi are feeling kind,they have Alec anesthetize someone before he is executed. If he has surrendered or pleased them insome other way.""Anesthetic11? But how is that more dangerous than Jane?""Because he cuts off your senses altogether. No pain, but also no sight or sound or smell. Total sensorydeprivation. You are utterly12 alone in the blackness. You don't even feel it when they burn you."I shivered. Was this the best we could hope for? To not see or feel death when it came?
"That would make him only equally as dangerous as Jane," Edward went on in the same detached voice,"in that they both can incapacitate you, make you into a helpless target. The difference between them islike the difference between Aro and me. Aro hears the mind of only one person at a time. Jane can onlyhurt the one object of her focus. I can hear everyone at the same time."I felt cold as I saw where he was going. "And Alec can incapacitate us all at the same time?" Iwhispered.
"Yes," he said. "If he uses his gift against us, we will all stand blind and deaf until they get around tokillingus—maybe they'll simply burn us without bothering to tear us apart first. Oh, we could try to fight,but we'll be more likely to hurt one another than we would be to hurt one of them."We walked in silence for a few seconds.
An idea was shaping itself in my head. Not very promising13, but better than nothing.
"Do you think Alec is a very good fighter?" I asked. "Aside from what he can do, I mean. If he had tofight without his gift. I wonder if he's ever even tried___"Edward glanced at me sharply. "What are you thinking?"I looked straight ahead. "Well, he probably can't do that to me, can he? If what he does is like Aro andJane and you. Maybe... if he's never really had to defend himself... and I learned a few tricks—""He's been with the Volturi for centuries," Edward cut me off, his voice abruptly14 panicked. He wasprobably seeing the same image in his head that I was: the Cullens standing15 helpless, senseless pillars onthekillingfield—all but me. I'd be the only one who could fight. "Yes, you're surely immune to his power,but you are still a newborn, Bella. I can't make you that strong a fighter in a few weeks. I'm sure he's hadtraining.""Maybe, maybe not. It's the one thing I can do that no one else can. Even if I can just distract him for awhile—" Could I last long enough to give the others a chance?
"Please, Bella," Edward said through his teeth. "Let's not talk about this.""Be reasonable.""I will try to teach you what I can, but please don't make me think about you sacrificing yourself as adiversion—" He choked, and didn't finish.
I nodded. I would keep my plans to myself, then. First Alec and then, if I was miraculously16 lucky enoughto win, Jane. If I could only even things out—remove the Volturi's overwhelming offensive advantage.
Maybe then there was a chance.... My mind raced ahead. What if I was able to distract or even takethem out? Honestly, why would eitherJane or Alec ever have needed to learn battle skills? I couldn't imagine petulant17 little Jane surrenderingher advantage, even to learn.
If I was able to kill them, what a difference that would make.
"I have to learn everything. As much as you can possibly cram18 into my head in the next month," Imurmured.
He acted as if I hadn't spoken.
Who next, then? I might as well have my plans in order so that, if I did live past attacking Alec, therewould be no hesitation20 in my strike. I tried to think of another situation where my thick skull would giveme an advantage. I didn't know enough about what the others did. Obviously, fighters like the huge Felixwere beyond me. I could only try to give Emmett his fair fight there. I didn't know much about the rest ofthe Volturi guard, besides Demetri___My face was perfectly21 smooth as I considered Demetri. Without a doubt, he would be a fighter. Therewas no other way he could have survived so long, always at the spear point of any attack. And he mustalways lead, because he was their tracker—the best tracker in the world, no doubt. If there had beenone better, the Volturi would have traded up. Aro didn't surround himself with second best.
If Demetri didn't exist, then we could run. Whoever was left of us, in any case. My daughter, warm inmy arms... Someone could run with her. Jacob or Rosalie, whoever was left.
And... if Demetri didn't exist, then Alice and Jasper could be safe forever. Is that what Alice had seen?
That part of our family could continue? The two of them, at the very least.
Could I begrudge22 her that?
"Demetri...," I said.
"Demetri is mine," Edward said in a hard, tight voice. I looked at him quickly and saw that his expressionhad turned violent.
"Why?" I whispered.
He didn't answer at first. We were to the river when he finally murmured, "For Alice. It's the only thanksI can give her now for the last fifty years."So his thoughts were in line with mine.
I heard Jacob's heavy paws thudding against the frozen ground. In seconds, he was pacing beside me,his dark eyes focused on Renesmee.
I nodded to him once, then returned to my questions. There was so little time.
"Edward, why do you think Alice told us to ask Eleazar about the Volturi? Has he been in Italy recentlyor something? What could he know?""Eleazar knows everything when it comes to the Volturi. I forgot you didn't know. He used to be one ofthem."I hissed23 involuntarily. Jacob growled26 beside me.
"What?" I demanded, in my head picturing the beautiful dark-haired man at our wedding wrapped in along, ashy cloak.
Edward's face was softer now—he smiled a little. "Eleazar is a very gentle person. He wasn't entirelyhappy withthe Volturi, but he respected the law and its need to be upheld. He felt he was working toward thegreater good. He doesn't regret his time with them. But when he found Carmen, he found his place in thisworld. They are very similar people, both very compassionate28 for vampires30." He smiled again. "They metTanya and her sisters, and they never looked back. They are well suited to this lifestyle. If they'd neverfound Tanya, I imagine they would have eventually discovered a way to live without human blood on theirown."The pictures in my head were jarring. I couldn't make them match up. A compassionate Volturi soldier?
Edward glanced at Jacob and answered a silent question. "No, he wasn't one of their warriors31, so tospeak. He had a gift they found convenient."Jacob must have asked the obvious follow-up question.
"He has an instinctive32 feel for the gifts of others—the extra abilities that some vampires have," Edwardtold him. "He could give Aro a general idea of what any given vampire29 was capable of just by being inproximity with him or her. This was helpful when the Volturi went into battle. He could warn them ifsomeone in the opposing coven had a skill that might give them some trouble. That was rare; it takesquite a skill to even inconvenience the Volturi for a moment. More often, the warning would give Aro thechance to save someone who might be useful to him. Eleazar's gift works even with humans, to an extent.
He has to really concentrate with humans, though, because the latent ability is so nebulous. Aro wouldhave him test the people who wanted to join, to see if they had any potential. Aro was sorry to see himgo.""They let him go?" I asked. "Just like that?"His smile was darker now, a little twisted. 'The Volturi aren't supposed to be the villains33, the way theyseem to you. They are the foundation of our peace and civilization. Each member of the guard chooses toserve them. It's quite prestigious34; they all are proud to be there, not forced to be there."I scowled35 at the ground.
"They're only alleged36 to be heinous37 and evil by the criminals, Bella.""We're not criminals."Jacob huffed in agreement.
"They don't know that.""Do you really think we can make them stop and listen?"Edward hesitated just the tiniest moment and then shrugged38. "If we find enough friends to stand besideus. Maybe."If. I suddenly felt the urgency of what we had before us today. Edward and I both started to movefaster, breaking into a run. Jacob caught up quickly.
"Tanya shouldn't be too much longer," Edward said. "We need to be ready."How to be ready, though? We arranged and rearranged, thought and rethought. Renesmee in full view?
Or hidden at first? Jacob in the room? Or outside? He'd told his pack to stay close but invisible. Shouldhe do the same?
In the end, Renesmee, Jacob—in his human form again—and I waited around the corner from the frontdoor in the dining room, sitting at the big polished table. Jacob let me hold Renesmee; he wanted space incase he had to phase quickly.
Though I was glad to have her in my arms, it made me feel useless. It reminded me that in a fight withmature vampires, I was no more than an easy target; I didn't need my hands free.
I tried to remember Tanya, Kate, Carmen, and Eleazar from the wedding. Their faces were murky39 in myill-lit memories. I only knew they were beautiful, two blondes and two brunettes. I couldn't remember ifthere was any kindness in their eyes.
Edward leaned motionlessly against the back window wall, staring toward the front door. It didn't looklike he was seeing the room in front of him.
We listened to the cars zooming40 past out on the freeway, none of them slowing.
Renesmee nestled into my neck, her hand against my cheek but no images in my head. She didn't havepictures for her feelings now.
"What if they don't like me?" she whispered, and all our eyes flashed to her face.
"Of course they'll—," Jacob started to say, but I silenced him with a look.
'They don't understand you, Renesmee, because they've never met anyone like you," I told her, notwanting to lie to her with promises that might not come true. "Getting them to understand is the problem."She sighed, and in my head flashed pictures of all of us in one quick burst. Vampire, human, werewolf.
She fit nowhere.
"You're special, that's not a bad thing."She shook her head in disagreement. She thought of our strained faces and said, "This is my fault.""No," Jacob, Edward, and I all said at exactly the same time, but before we could argue further, weheard the sound we'd been waiting for: the slowing of an engine on the freeway, the tires moving frompavement to soft dirt.
Edward darted41 around the corner to stand waiting by the door. Renesmee hid in my hair. Jacob and Istared at each other across the table, desperation on our faces.
The car moved quickly through the woods, faster than Charlie or Sue drove. We heard it pull into themeadow and stop by the front porch. Four doors opened and closed. They didn't speak as theyapproached the door. Edward opened it before they could knock.
"Edward!" a female voice enthused.
"Hello, Tanya. Kate, Eleazar, Carmen."Three murmured hellos.
"Carlisle said he needed to talk to us right away," the first voice said, Tanya. I could hear that they allwere still outside. I imagined Edward in the doorway42, blocking their entrance. "What's the problem?
Trouble with the werewolves?"Jacob rolled his eyes.
"No," Edward said. "Our truce43 with the werewolves is stronger than ever."A woman chuckled44.
"Aren't you going to invite us in?" Tanya asked. And then she continued without waiting for an answer.
"Where's Carlisle?""Carlisle had to leave."There was a short silence.
"What's going on, Edward?" Tanya demanded.
"If you could give me the benefit of the doubt for just a few minutes," he answered. "I have somethingdifficult to explain, and I'll need you to be open-minded until you understand.""Is Carlisle all right?" a male voice asked anxiously. Eleazar.
"None of us is all right, Eleazar," Edward said, and then he patted something, maybe Eleazar's shoulder.
"But physically3, Carlisle is fine.""Physically?" Tanya asked sharply. "What do you mean?""I mean that my entire family is in very grave danger. But before I explain, I ask for your promise. Listento everything I say before you react. I am begging you to hear me out."A longer silence greeted his request. Through the strained hush45, Jacob and I stared wordlessly at eachother. His russet lips paled.
"We're listening," Tanya finally said. "We will hear it all before we judge.""Thank you, Tanya," Edward said fervently46. "We wouldn't involve you in this if we had any otherchoice."Edward moved. We heard four sets of footsteps walk through the doorway.
Someone sniffed47. "I knew those werewolves were involved," Tanya muttered.
"Yes, and they're on our side. Again."The reminder silenced Tanya.
"Where's your Bella?" one of the other female voices asked. "How is she?""She'll join us shortly. She's well, thank you. She's taken to immortality49 with amazing finesse50.""Tell us about the danger, Edward," Tanya said quietly. "We'll listen, and we'll be on your side, wherewe belong."Edward took a deep breath. "I'd like you to witness for yourselves first. Listen—in the other room.
What do you hear?"It was quiet, and then there was movement.
"Just listen first, please," Edward said.
"A werewolf, I assume. I can hear his heart," Tanya said.
"What else?" Edward asked.
There was a pause.
"What is that thrumming?" Kate or Carmen asked. "Is that... some kind of a bird?""No, but remember what you're hearing. Now, what do you smell? Besides the werewolf.""Is there a human here?" Eleazar whispered.
"No," Tanya disagreed. "It's not human... but... closer to human than the rest of the scents51 here. What isthat, Edward? I don't think I've ever smelled that fragrance52 before.""You most certainly have not, Tanya. Please, please remember that this is something entirely27 new to you.
Throw away your preconceived notions.""I promised you I would listen, Edward.""All right, then. Bella? Bring out Renesmee, please."My legs felt strangely numb53, but I knew that feeling was all in my head. I forced myself not to hold back,not to move sluggishly54, as I got to my feet and walked the few short feet to the corner. The heat fromJacob's body flamed close behind me as he shadowed my steps.
I took one step into the bigger room and then froze, unable to force myself farther forward. Renesmeetook a deep breath and then peeped out from under my hair, her little shoulders tight, expecting a rebuff.
I thought I'd prepared myself for their reaction. For accusations55, for shouting, for the motionlessness ofdeep stress.
Tanya skittered back four steps, her strawberry curls quivering, like a human confronted by a venomoussnake. Kate jumped back all the way to the front door and braced57 herself against the wall there. Ashocked hiss24 came from between her clenched58 teeth. Eleazar threw himself in front of Carmen in aprotective crouch59.
"Oh please" I heard Jacob complain under his breath.
Edward put his arm around Renesmee and me. "You promised to listen," he reminded them.
"Some things cannot be heard!" Tanya exclaimed. "How could you, Edward? Do you not know whatthis means?""We have to get out of here," Kate said anxiously, her hand on the doorknob.
"Edward ..." Eleazar seemed beyond words.
"Wait," Edward said, his voice harder now. "Remember what you hear, what you smell. Renesmee is notwhat you think she is.""There are no exceptions to this rule, Edward," Tanya snapped back.
"Tanya," Edward said sharply, "you can hear her heartbeat! Stop and think about what that means.""Her heartbeat?" Carmen whispered, peering around Eleazar's shoulder.
"She's not a full vampire child," Edward answered, directing his attention toward Carmen's less hostileexpression. "She is half-human."The four vampires stared at him like he was speaking a language none of them knew.
"Hear me." Edward's voice shifted into a smooth velvet60 tone of persuasion61. "Renesmee is one of a kind.
I am her father. Not her creator—her biological father."Tanya's head was shaking, just a tiny movement. She didn't seem aware of it.
"Edward, you can't expect us to—," Eleazar started to say.
"Tell me another explanation that fits, Eleazar. You can feel the warmth of her body in the air. Blood runsin her veins62, Eleazar. You can smell it.""How?" Kate breathed.
"Bella is her biological mother," Edward told her. "She conceived, carried, and gave birth to Renesmeewhile she was still human. It nearly killed her. I was hard-pressed to get enough venom56 into her heart tosave her."Tve never heard of such a thing," Eleazar said. His shoulders were still stiff, his expression cold.
"Physical relationships between vampires and humans are not common," Edward answered, a bit of darkhumor in his tone now. "Human survivors63 of such trysts64 are even less common. Wouldn't you agree,cousins?"Both Kate and Tanya scowled at him.
"Come now, Eleazar. Surely you can see the resemblance."It was Carmen who responded to Edward's words. She stepped around Eleazar, ignoring hishalf-articulated warning, and walked carefully to stand right in front of me. She leaned down slightly,looking carefully into Renesmee's face.
"You seem to have your mother's eyes," she said in a low, calm voice, "but your father's face." And then,as if she could not help herself, she smiled at Renesmee.
Renesmee's answering smile was dazzling. She touched my face without looking away from Carmen.
She imagined touching65 Carmen's face, wondering if that was okay.
"Do you mind if Renesmee tells you about it herself?" I asked Carmen. I was still too stressed to speakabove a whisper. "She has a gift for explaining things."Carmen was still smiling at Renesmee. "Do you speak, little one?""Yes," Renesmee answered in her trilling high soprano. All of Tanya's family flinched66 at the sound of hervoice except for Carmen. "But I can show you more than I can tell you."She placed her little dimpled hand on Carmen's cheek.
Carmen stiffened67 like an electric shock had run through her. Eleazar was at her side in an instant, hishands on her shoulders as if to yank her away.
"Wait," Carmen said breathlessly, her unblinking eyes locked on Renesmee's.
Renesmee "showed" Carmen her explanation for a long time. Edward's face was intent as he watchedwith Carmen, and I wished so much that I could hear what he heard, too. Jacob shifted his weightimpatiently behind me, and I knew he was wishing the same.
"What's Nessie showing her?" he grumbled68 under his breath.
"Everything," Edward murmured.
Another minute passed, and Renesmee dropped her hand from Carmen's face. She smiled winningly atthe stunned69 vampire.
"She really is your daughter, isn't she?" Carmen breathed, switching her wide topaz eyes to Edward'sface. "Such a vivid gift! It could only have come from a very gifted father.""Do you believe what she showed you?" Edward asked, his expression intense.
"Without a doubt," Carmen said simply.
Eleazar's face was rigid70 with distress71. "Carmen!"Carmen took his hands into her own and squeezed them. "Impossible as it seems, Edward has told younothing but truth. Let the child show you."Carmen nudged Eleazar closer to me and then nodded at Renesmee. "Show him, mi querida"Renesmee grinned, clearly delighted with Carmen's acceptance, and touched Eleazar lightly on theforehead.
"Ay caray!"hespit, and jerked away from her.
"What did she do to you?" Tanya demanded, coming closer warily72. Kate crept forward, too.
"She's just trying to show you her side of the story," Carmen told him in a soothing73 voice.
Renesmee frowned impatiently. "Watch, please," she commanded Eleazar. She stretched her hand out tohim and then left a few inches between her fingers and his face, waiting.
Eleazar eyed her suspiciously and then glanced at Carmen for help. She nodded encouragingly. Eleazartook a deep breath and then leaned closer until his forehead touched her hand again.
He shuddered when it began but held still this time, his eyes closed in concentration.
"Ahh," he sighed when his eyes reopened a few minutes later. "I see."Renesmee smiled at him. He hesitated, then smiled a slightly unwilling74 smile in response.
"Eleazar?" Tanya asked.
"It's all true, Tanya. This is no immortal48 child. She's half-human. Come. See for yourself."In silence, Tanya took her turn standing warily before me, and then Kate, both showing shock as thatfirst image hit them with Renesmee's touch. But then, just like Carmen and Eleazar, they seemedcompletely won over as soon as it was done.
I shot a glance at Edward's smooth face, wondering if it could really be so easy. His golden eyes wereclear, unshadowed. There was no deception75 in this, then.
"Thank you for listening," he said quietly.
"But there is the grave danger you warned us of," Tanya said. "Not directly from this child, I see, butsurely from the Volturi, then. How did they find out about her? When are they coming?"I was not surprised at her quick understanding. After all, what could possibly be a threat to a family asstrong as mine? Only the Volturi.
"When Bella saw Irina that day in the mountains," Edward explained, "she had Renesmee with her."Kate hissed, her eyes narrowing to slits76, "irina did this? To you? To Carlisle? Irina?""No," Tanya whispered. "Someone else ...""Alice saw her go to them," Edward said. I wondered if the others noticed the way he winced77 justslightly when he spoke19 Alice's name.
"How could she do this thing?" Eleazar asked of no one.
'Imagine if you had seen Renesmee only from a distance. If you had not waited for our explanation."Tanya's eyes tightened. "No matter what she thought... You are our family.""There's nothing we can do about Irina's choice now. It's too late. Alice gave us a month."Both Tanya's and Eleazar's heads cocked to one side. Kate's brow furrowed78.
"So long?" Eleazar asked.
"They are all coming. That must take some preparation."Eleazar gasped79. "The entire guard?""Not just the guard," Edward said, his jaw80 straining tight. "Aro, Caius, Marcus. Even the wives."Shock glazed81 over all their eyes.
"Impossible," Eleazar said blankly.
"I would have said the same two days ago," Edward said.
Eleazar scowled, and when he spoke it was nearly a growl25. "But that doesn't make any sense. Whywould they put themselves and the wives in danger?""It doesn't make sense from that angle. Alice said there was more to this than just punishment for whatthey think we've done. She thought you could help us.""More than punishment? But what else is there?" Eleazar started pacing, stalking toward the door andback again as if he were alone here, his eyebrows82 furrowed as he stared at the floor.
"Where are the others, Edward? Carlisle and Alice and the rest?" Tanya asked.
Edward's hesitation was almost unnoticeable. He answered only part of her question. "Looking forfriends who might help us."Tanya leaned toward him, holding her hands out in front of her. "Edward, no matter how many friendsyou gather, we can't help you win. We can only die with you. You must know that. Of course, perhapsthe four of us deserve that after what Irina has done now, after how we've failed you in the past—for hersake that time as well."Edward shook his head quickly. "We're not asking you to fight and die with us, Tanya. You knowCarlisle would never ask for that.""Then what, Edward?""We're just looking for witnesses. If we can make them pause, just for a moment. If they would let usexplain ..." He touched Renesmee's cheek; she grabbed his hand and held it pressed against her skin. "It'sdifficult to doubt our story when you see it for yourself."Tanya nodded slowly. "Do you think her past will matter to them so much?""Only as it foreshadows her future. The point of the restriction83 was to protect us from exposure, from theexcesses of children who could not be tamed.""I'm not dangerous at all," Renesmee interjected. I listened to her high, clear voice with new ears,imagining how she sounded to the others. "I never hurt Grandpa or Sue or Billy. I love humans. Andwolf-people like my Jacob." She dropped Edward's hand to reach back and pat Jacob's arm.
Tanya and Kate exchanged a quick glance.
"If Irina had not come so soon," Edward mused84, "we could have avoided all of this. Renesmee grows atan unprecedented85 rate. By the time the month is past, shell have gained another half year ofdevelopment.""Well, that is something we can certainly witness," Carmen said in a decided86 tone. "We'll be able topromise that we've seen her mature ourselves. How could the Volturi ignore such evidence?"Eleazar mumbled87, "How, indeed?" but he did not look up, and he continued pacing as if he were payingno attention at all.
"Yes, we can witness for you," Tanya said. "Certainly that much. We will consider what more we mightdo.""Tanya," Edward protested, hearing more in her thoughts than there was in her words, "we don't expectyou to fight with us.""If the Volturi won't pause to listen to our witness, we cannot simply stand by," Tanya insisted. "Ofcourse, I should only speak for myself."Kate snorted. "Do you really doubt me so much, sister?"Tanya smiled widely at her. "It is a suicide mission, after all."Kate flashed a grin back and then shrugged nonchalantly. "I'm in.""I, too, will do what I can to protect the child," Carmen agreed. Then, as if she couldn't resist, she heldher arms out toward Renesmee. "May I hold you, bebe linda?"Renesmee reached eagerly toward Carmen, delighted with her new friend. Carmen hugged her close,murmuring to her in Spanish.
It was like it had been with Charlie, and before that with all the Cullens. Renesmee was irresistible88. Whatwas it about her that drew everyone to her, that made them willing even to pledge their lives in herdefense?
For a moment I thought that maybe what we were attempting might be possible. Maybe Renesmeecould do the impossible and win over our enemies as she had our friends.
And then I remembered that Alice had left us, and my hope vanished as quickly as it had appeared.
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