The Torment1 of the WeakIn cutting this diamond, a clumsy jeweller removed some of itsbrightest sparkles. In the Middle Ages, what am I saying? evenunder Richelieu, a Frenchman still had the power to desire.
MIRABEAUJulien found the Marquis furious: for the first time in his life, perhaps,this gentleman was guilty of bad taste; he heaped on Julien all the insultsthat came to his lips. Our hero was astonished, irritated, but his sense ofgratitude was not shaken. 'How many fine projects long cherished in hissecret thoughts, the poor man sees crumble3 in an instant. But I owe it tohim to answer him, my silence would increase his rage.' His answer wasfurnished for him from the part of Tartuffe.
'I am no angel … I have served you well, you have rewarded me generously … I was grateful, but I am twenty-two years old … In this household, my thoughts were intelligible4 only to yourself, and to that obligingperson … '
'Monster!' cried the Marquis. 'Obliging! Obliging! On the day whenyou found her obliging, you ought to have fled.'
'I made an attempt; I asked you if I might go to Languedoc.'
Tired of pacing the room in fury, the Marquis, broken by grief, threwhimself into an armchair; Julien heard him murmur5 to himself: 'This is noscoundrel.'
'No, I am not one to you,' cried Julien, falling at his feet. But he felt extremely ashamed of this impulse and rose quickly.
The Marquis was really out of his mind. On seeing this movement hebegan again to shower upon Julien atrocious insults worthy6 of a cabdriver. The novelty of these oaths was perhaps a distraction7.
'What? My daughter is to be called Madame Sorel! What! My daughteris not to be a Duchess!' Whenever these two ideas presented themselves in such clear terms, the Marquis was in torment, and his impulses wereuncontrolled. Julien began to fear a thrashing.
In his lucid8 intervals9, and when the Marquis began to grow accustomed to his disgrace, his reproaches became quite reasonable.
'You ought to have gone, Sir,' he said. 'It was your duty to go … Youare the meanest of mankind … '
Julien went to the table and wrote:
'For a long time my life has been insupportable, I am putting an end to it. Ibeg Monsieur le Marquis to accept, with my expression of a gratitude2 thatknows no bounds, my apologies for the trouble which my death in his house maycause.'
'Will Monsieur le Marquis deign10 to peruse11 this paper … Kill me,' saidJulien, 'or have me killed by your valet. It is one o'clock in the morning, Iam going to stroll in the garden towards the wall at the far end.'
'Go to the devil,' the Marquis shouted after him as he left the room.
'I understand,' thought Julien; 'he would not be sorry to see me sparehis valet the responsibility for my death … Let him kill me, well andgood, it is a satisfaction that I am offering him … But, by Jove, I am inlove with life … I owe myself to my child.'
This idea, which for the first time appeared thus clearly before his imagination, completely absorbed him after the first few minutes of his strollhad been devoted12 to the sense of danger.
This entirely13 novel interest made a prudent14 creature of him. 'I need advice to guide me in dealing15 with that fiery16 man … He has no judgment,he is capable of anything. Fouque is too far off, besides he would not understand the sentiments of a heart like the Marquis's.
'Conte Altamira … Can I be sure of eternal silence? My request for advice must not be a definite action, nor complicate17 my position. Alas18!
There is no one left but the sombre abbe Pirard … His mind is narrowedby Jansenism … A rascally19 Jesuit would know the world better, andwould be more to my purpose … M. Pirard is capable of beating me, atthe mere20 mention of my crime.'
The genius of Tartuffe came to Julien's aid: 'Very well, I shall go andconfess to him.' This was the resolution to which he finally came in thegarden, after pacing it for fully21 two hours. He no longer thought that hemight be surprised by a gunshot; sleep was overpowering him.
Next morning, before daybreak, Julien was several leagues from Paris,knocking at the door of the stern Jansenist. He found, greatly to his astonishment22, that the other was not unduly23 surprised at his confession24.
'I ought perhaps to blame myself,' the abbe said to himself, moreanxious than angry. 'I had thought that I detected this love affair. My affection for yourself, you little wretch25, restrained me from warning herfather … '
'What will he do?' Julien asked him boldly.
(At that moment, he loved the abbe and a scene would have been mostpainful to him.)'I can see three courses of action,' Julien continued: 'First of all, M. deLa Mole26 may have me put to death'; and he told the abbe of the letter announcing his suicide which he had left with the Marquis; 'secondly27, hemay have me shot down by Comte Norbert, who will challenge me to aduel.'
'You would accept?' said the abbe in a fury, rising to his feet.
'You do not allow me to finish. Certainly I should never fire at the sonof my benefactor28.
'Thirdly, he may send me away. If he says to me: "Go to Edinburgh, toNew York," I shall obey. Then they can conceal29 Mademoiselle de LaMole's condition; but I shall never allow them to destroy my child.'
'That, you may be sure, will be the first idea to occur to that corruptman … '
In Paris, Mathilde was in despair. She had seen her father about seveno'clock. He had shown her Julien's letter, she trembled lest he shouldhave deemed it noble to put an end to his life: 'And without my permission?' she said to herself with an agony which partook of anger.
'If he is dead, I shall die,' she said to her father. 'It is you that will bethe cause of my death … You will rejoice at it, perhaps … But I swear tohis ghost that I shall at once put on mourning, and shall be publicly Madame veuve Sorel [the widow of M. Sorel], I shall send out the usual announcements, you may count on that … You will not find me pusillanimous30 nor a coward.'
Her love rose to the pitch of madness. It was now M. de La Mole's turnto be left speechless.
He began to look upon what had happened more reasonably. Atluncheon Mathilde did not put in an appearance. The Marquis was relieved of an immense burden, and flattered as well, when he discovered that she had said nothing to her mother.
Julien dismounted from his horse. Mathilde sent for him, and flungherself into his arms almost in the sight of her maid. Julien was not unduly grateful for this transport, he had come away most diplomatic andmost calculating from his long conference with the abbe Pirard. His imagination was extinguished by the calculation of possibilities. Mathilde,with tears in her eyes, informed him that she had seen the letter announcing his suicide.
'My father may change his mind; oblige me by setting off instantly forVillequier. Mount your horse, leave the premises31 before they rise fromtable.'
As Julien did not in any way alter his air of cold astonishment, sheburst into a flood of tears.
'Allow me to manage our affairs,' she cried to him with a transport,clasping him in her arms. 'You know very well that it is not of my ownfree will that I part from you. Write under cover to my maid, let the address be in a strange hand; as for me, I shall write you volumes.
Farewell! Fly.'
This last word wounded Julien, he obeyed nevertheless. 'It is fated,' hethought, 'that even in their best moments, these people must find a wayof hurting me.'
Mathilde put up a firm resistance to all her father's prudent plans. Shesteadfastly refused to set the negotiation32 upon any other basis than this:
She was to be Madame Sorel, and would live in poverty with her husband in Switzerland, or with her father in Paris. She thrust from her thesuggestion of a clandestine33 confinement34. 'That would pave the way tothe possibility of calumny35 and dishonour36. Two months after our marriage, I shall travel abroad with my husband, and it will be easy for us topretend that my child was born at a suitable date.'
Received at first with transports of rage, this firmness ended by inspiring the Marquis with doubts.
In a weak moment: 'Here,' he said to his daughter, 'is a transfer of tenthousand livres a year in the Funds, send it to your Julien, and let himspeedily make it impossible for me to reclaim37 it.'
To obey Mathilde, whose love of giving orders he knew, Julien hadmade an unnecessary journey of forty leagues: he was at Villequier, examining the accounts of the agents; this generosity38 on the part of the Marquis was the occasion of his return. He went to seek asylum39 with theabbe Pirard, who, during his absence, had become Mathilde's most effective ally. As often as he was interrogated40 by the Marquis, he proved tohim that any other course than a public marriage would be a crime in thesight of God.
'And happily,' the abbe added, 'the wisdom of the world is here in accordance with religion. Could you reckon for an instant, knowing thefiery character of Mademoiselle de La Mole, upon a secrecy41 which shehad not imposed on herself? If you do not allow the frank course of apublic marriage, society will occupy itself for far longer with this strangemisalliance. Everything must be stated at one time, without the leastmystery, apparent or real.'
'It is true,' said the Marquis, growing pensive42. 'By this method, to talkof the marriage after three days becomes the chatter43 of a man who lacksideas. We ought to profit by some great anti-Jacobin measure by theGovernment to slip in unobserved in its wake.'
Two or three of M. de La Mole's friends shared the abbe Pirard's view.
The great obstacle, in their eyes, was Mathilde's decided44 nature. But inspite of all these specious45 arguments, the Marquis could not grow reconciled to abandoning the hope of a tabouret for his daughter.
His memory and his imagination were full of all sorts of trickeries andpretences which had still been possible in his younger days. To yield tonecessity, to go in fear of the law seemed to him an absurd thing and dis-honouring to a man of his rank. He was paying dearly for those enchanting46 dreams in which he had indulged for the last ten years as to the future of his beloved daughter.
'Who could have foreseen it?' he said to himself. 'A girl of so haughty47 acharacter, so elevated a mind, prouder than myself of the name shebears! One whose hand had been asked of me in advance by all the mostillustratious blood in France!
'We must abandon all prudence48. This age is destined49 to bringeverything to confusion! We are marching towards chaos50.'
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prudent
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astonishment
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