“Aunt Eve, I’m going to sit up to-night and every night with my Mama, ’till she gets well. I can’t sleep for hours and hours. I lie awake and cry when I hear her talking ’till I feel like I’ll die. I must do something to help her.”
“Laws, honey, you’se too little. You can’t keep ’wake ’tall. You get so lonesome and skeered all by yerself.”
“I don’t care, I’ve told Tom to wake me to-night if I’m asleep when he goes, and I’ll sit up from twelve ’till two o’clock and then call you.”
“All right, Mammy’s darlin’ boy, but you git tired en can’t stan’ it.”
So that night at midnight he took his place by the bedside. His mother was sleeping, at first. He sat and gazed with aching heart at her still, white face. She stirred, opened her eyes, saw him, and imagined he was his father.
“Dearie-, I knew you would come,” she murmured. “They told me you were dead; but I knew better. What a long, long time you have been away. How brown the sun has tanned your face, but it’s just as handsome. I think handsomer than ever. And how like you is little Charlie! I knew you would be proud of him!”
While she talked, her eyes had a glassy look, that seemed to take no note of anything in the room.
The child listened for ten minutes, and then the horror of her strange voice, and look and words overwhelmed him. He burst into tears and threw his arms around his mother’s neck and sobbed2.
“Oh! Mama dear, it’s me, Charlie, your little boy, who loves you so much. Please, don’t talk that way. Please look at me like you used to. There! Let me kiss your eyes ’till they are soft and sweet again!”
He covered her eyes with kisses.
The mother seemed dazed for a moment, held him off at arm’s length, and then burst into laughter.
“Of course, you silly, I know you. You must run to bed now. Kiss me good night.”
“But you are sick, Mama, I am sitting up with you.” Again she ignored his presence. She was back in the old days with her Love. She was kissing her hand to him as he left her for his day’s work. Charlie looked at the clock. It was time to give her the soothing3 drops the doctor left. She took it, obedient as a child, and went on and on with interminable dreams of the past, now and then uttering strange things for a boy’s ears. But so terrible was the anguish4 with which he watched her, the words made little impression on his mind. It seemed to him some one was strangling him to death, and a great stone was piled on his little prostrate5 body.
When she grew quiet, at last, and dosed, how still the house seemed! How loud the tick of the clock! How slowly the hands moved! He had never noticed this before. He watched the hands for five minutes. It seemed each minute was an hour, and five minutes were as long as a day. What strange noises in the house! Suppose a ghost should walk into the room! Well, he wouldn’t run and leave his Mama; he made up his mind to that.
Some nights there were other sounds more ominous6. The town was crowded with strange negroes, who were hanging around the camp of the garrison7. One night a drunken gang came shouting and screaming up the alley8 close beside the house, firing pistols and muskets9. They stopped at the house, and one of them yelled, “Burn the rebel’s house down! It’s our turn now!”
The terrified boy rushed to the kitchen and called Nelse. In a minute, Nelse was on the scene. There was no more trouble that night.
“De lazy black debbels,” said Nelse, as he mopped the perspiration10 from his brow, “I’ll teach ’em what freedom is.”
The next day when the Rev11. John Durham had an interview with the Commandant of the troops, he succeeded in getting a consignment12 of corn for seed, and to meet the threat of starvation among some families whose condition he reported. This important matter settled, he said to the officer:
“Captain, we must look to you for protection. The town is swarming13 with vagrant14 negroes, bent15 on mischief16. There are camp followers17 with you organizing them into some sort of union League meetings, dealing18 out arms and ammunition19 to them, and what is worse, inflaming20 the worst passions against their former masters, teaching them insolence21 and training them for crime.”
“I’ll do the best I can for you Doctor, but I can’t control the camp followers who are organising the union League. They live a charmed life.”
That night, as the Preacher walked home from a visit to a destitute22 family he encountered a burly negro on the sidewalk, dressed in an old suit of Federal uniform, evidently under the influence of whiskey. He wore a belt around his waist, in which he had thrust, conspicuously23, an old horse pistol.
Standing24 squarely across the pathway, he said to the Preacher, “Git outer de road, white man, you’se er rebel, I’se er Loyal union Leaguer!”
It was his first experience with Negro insolence since the emancipation25 of his slaves. Quick as a flash, his right arm was raised. But he took a second thought, stepped aside, and allowed the drunken fool to pass. He went home wondering in a hazy26 sort of way through his excited passions what the end of it all would be. Gradually in his mind for days this towering figure of the freed Negro had been growing more and more ominous, until its menace overshadowed the poverty, the hunger, the sorrows and the devastation27 of the South, throwing the blight28 of its shadow over future generations, a veritable Black Death for the land and its people.
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