At one instant, doubt getting the upper hand, he would cry: “Will she come? No, God help me, it is most unlikely. I may as well make up my mind to it. She will not come.”
Next instant, hope inflaming2 him: “She will come. I know she will. She has a kind and tender heart. She can’t find it in her to refuse. She will come; and she will let me tell her how I love her, and how I have suffered; and she will soften3 toward me, and forgive me. And perhaps her love for me will come back—and overpower her—and make her forget every thing else—and then—she—perhaps—oh, merciful God! if—if she should consent!”
Thus he alternated between hell and heaven.
If he had been enabled to penetrate4 but a very little way into the future, I suspect, his thoughts and his emotions would have been of a quite different order.
“I must have been here at least an hour by this time,” he said. “It must be almost time for her to get here.”
With stiffened5 fingers he drew out his watch.
Having looked at it: “Yes; she may get here any minute now.” Oh, how the prospect6 made his heart throb7! “She may be not further than a few yards away.—Ah!—Hark! I—I hear a footstep. I swear, I hear a footstep. Is it she? It comes down the path in this direction. God—God grant that it is she. Nearer—nearer—nearer——”
What was this? Bending forward, every muscle strained, every nerve on tension, to follow the footstep that he seemed to hear—suddenly his voice failed him, and expired in a low, guttural murmur8; suddenly a dreadful spasm9 contracted all his features; his face flushed scarlet10, then paled as white as marble; his arm flew up into the air, the fingers clutching at emptiness; foam11 flecked his lips; a groan12 burst from his throat; he tottered13; he fell headlong to the earth; a brief, horrible convulsion, a protracted14 shudder15; and he lay there, rigid16, immobile, as if dead.
The footstep that he had heard passed on into silence.
The pine-trees that sheltered the rock, screened him from sight. This he had used to account one of the chief advantages of the spot. Was it an advantage now? Perhaps so; but he would be very bold indeed, who should dare to say yes for certain.
The cold settled down upon him, and wrapped him in its stony17 embrace. The afternoon wore away. The daylight faded into twilight18, the twilight into night. And still Elias lay there, alone with the deadly cold.
In the Bacharach house, on Stuyvesant Square, the family were at dinner, with Elias for their topic. Where was he now, and what doing? they wondered. Enjoying himself, they hoped.
By and by the moon came up, and wove a silvery garment about him. The next day’s sun came up, and bathed him in fire, and arrayed him in cloth-of-gold. The sun soared higher and higher. In the distance a church clock struck eleven. She was being married now, probably. Elias did not stir.
The wind veered19 around into the south-west, and the temperature grew tolerable again. Then some children ventured out, to play in the park. Up to the top of this rock they clambered. Next moment, in gleeful excitement, they were calling to their nurse, whom they had left below in the pathway: “Come, and look at the man asleep!”
The New York papers on Thursday morning contained two announcements, divided from each other only by a thin black line, thus:
MARRIED.
Hosmer—Redwood.—In this city, on February 18th, by the Rev20. Dr. Frederick Shepard, Robert Emory Hosmer to Christine Redwood.
DIED.
Bacharach.—In this city, on Tuesday, February 17th, suddenly, Elias, beloved husband of Matilda Morgenthau, and only son of the late Abraham Bacharach, M. D., in the twenty-eighth year of his age. The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord. New Orleans papers please copy.
THE END.
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