He decided3 that the sheep should be Richard's special charge—they, at all events, could not make him sick; and if he was kept hard at work at something definite and important it would clear his mind of gentility nonsense. Reuben also had rather a pathetic hope that it might stir up his ambition.
Richard grumbled4 of course, but discreetly5. His brothers were inclined to envy him—Albert saw more romance and freedom in keeping sheep than in digging roots or cleaning stables, Pete was jealous of an honour the recipient6 did not appreciate, Robert and Jemmy would have liked a new interest in their humdrum7 lives. Richard was initiated8 into the mysteries of his art by a[Pg 130] superannuated9 shepherd from Doozes, only too glad of a little ill-paid casual labour.
None of the Backfield boys was ever paid a penny of wages. Reuben's idea in employing them was to save money, besides he feared that his young men with full pockets might grow independent. It was essential to his plan that he should keep them absolutely dependent on him, otherwise they might leave home, marry without his consent, or at best fritter away their—or rather his—time by running after girls or drinking at pubs. It is true that now and then stalwart Pete made a few shillings in the sparring-booth at the Fair, but Reuben could trust Pete in a way he could not trust the other boys, so he did not offer much objection.
Pete had once given a shilling to Richard, who had bought with it a second-hand10 Latin grammar, which he kept carefully hidden under his pillow by night, and in his pocket by day. He had an idea that the mastery of its obscurities would give him a key to freedom, but he had had so far little opportunity of studying it, as he worked and slept with his brothers. Richard did not extort11 the same sympathy for his rebellion as Albert. Albert had a certain influence over Pete and Jemmy, which he maintained partly by a definite charm of personality, partly by telling them tales after they were in bed at night. They had never betrayed his copy of Byron, also bought with a shilling from Pete, but Richard dared not trust them with his Lilly. Some day he would manage to irritate them—show his contempt for their bearish12 manners, scoff13 at their talk, or otherwise insult them—and they would deliver him over, grammar and all, into his father's hands.
His new occupation, however, gave him undreamed-of opportunities. One of the advantages of shepherding was that it alternated periods of strenuous14 work with others of comparative idleness. During these Richard would pore over his "hic, h?c, hoc," and parse15 and analyse on[Pg 131] bits of waste paper. He learned very quickly, and was soon casting about for means to buy a Greek grammar. He felt that his father could not possibly keep him at the farm if he knew both Latin and Greek.
Thus Richard lived through the feasts and fasts of the Shepherd's Year. In spring there were hazy16, drowsy17 days when he sat with his book under the hedge—some hole close by where he could stuff it if Reuben came that way—now and then lifting an eye to the timid, foolish faces buried in the sun-stained meadow-grass. Then later came the dipping, the collie Havelock barking and blustering18 at one end of the bath, while old Comfort poked19 the animals through it with his crook20, and Richard received them terrified and evil-smelling at the other side. He grew furious because his hands were all sore and blistered21 with the dip. Reuben laughed at him grossly—"Yur granny shall m?ake you a complexion22 wash, surelye!"
Then came the shearing23, that queen of feasts. The local band of shearers called at Odiam for the first time, and were given an inaugural25 welcome. Richard sulked at the honour paid him as shepherd—he felt it was indeed a case of King among Sweepers. However, in point of fact, he enjoyed the actual shearing well enough. It was a warm July day, the air full of the scent26 of hayseed; the sheep came hustling27 and panting into the shearing-pens, and the shearers stripped them with songs and jokes and shouts of "Shear24 close, boys!" There was also ale in buckets, brought out by a girl hired for the occasion, who was stout28 and pretty and smiled at Richard. And it was good to watch the yellowish piles of fleece grow at one's knees, and comical to see the poor shorn sheep stagger up from the ground, all naked and confused, hardly knowing themselves, it seemed.
When the shearing was done there was supper in the kitchen at Odiam, with huge drinks of "black ram," and sheep-shearing songs such as "Come, all my jolly[Pg 132] boys," and "Here the rose-buds in June." Also the Sussex Whistling Song:
"There was an old Farmer in Sussex did dwell,
And he had a bad wife, as many knew well."
But Richard did not enjoy the supper as much as the shearing, for most of the men over-ate themselves, and all of them over-drank. Also the pretty serving-girl forsook29 him for Albert, who on one occasion was actually seen to put his arm round her waist, and hold it there till a scowl30 from his father made him drop it.
Then in winter came the lambing, which is the shepherd's Lent. Richard and the old man from Doozes kept long vigils in the lambing hut, and those nights and days were to young Backfield dreams of red, fuggy solitude31, the stillness broken only by the slip of coals in the brazier, or the faint bleating32 of the ewes outside—while sometimes mad Harry's fiddle33 wept down the silences of Boarzell.
Richard began to take a new interest in his flock—hitherto they had merely struck him as grotesque34. Their pale silly eyes, their rough, tic-ridden fleeces, their scared repulsiveness35 after the dipping, their bewildered nakedness after the shearing, had filled him either with amusement or disgust; but now, when he saw them weakly lick the backs of their new-born lambs, while the lambs' little tails quivered, and tiny, entreating36 sounds came from their mouths, he found in them a new beauty, which he had found nowhere else in his short, hard life—the beauty of an utterly37 loving, tender, and helpless thing.
He had his Lilly with him in the hut, for there were long hours of idleness as well as of anxiety, but he was careful to hide away the book if Reuben came to inspect; for he knew that his father would have sat through the empty hours in concentration and expectancy38, his ears straining for the faintest sound. He would have thought[Pg 133] of nothing but the ewes, and he looked to everyone to think of nothing else. But Richard studied Latin, and the old Doozes man put in plenty of light, easily startled sleep.
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