"If I tell you something, will you never tell?"
I looked down too. "Suppose I should feel sure it ought to be told."
"If you wait till you do you may tell it; that will suit me well enough."
"I will always suit you the best I can."
"I don't know why you should," she said.
"You risked your life to save mine; and you risked it when I did not deserve so much as your respect."
"Oh!--we must never talk about that again, Richard; you saw me in the evilest guise2 I ever wore, and that is saying much."
"But," I responded, "you put it on for a better reason than you could tell me then or can tell me now, though now I know your story."
"Please don't forget," she murmured, "that you know too much." "No, no! I don't know half enough; I know only what Miss Camilla and--and--Gholson could tell me," was my tricky4 reply, and I tried to look straight into her eyes, but they took that faint introspective contraction5 of which I have spoken, and gazed through me like sunlight through glass. Then again she bent6 her glance upon her steps, saying--
"Ah, Richard, you have found out all you could, and I am glad of it, except of what I, myself, have had to betray to you; for that was more than one would want to tell her twin brother. But I had to create you my scout7, and I had only two or three hours for my whole work of creation."
"Well, you completed it." We went on some steps, and then she said--
"You tell me I risked my life to save yours; I risked more than life, and I risked it for more than to save yours. Yet I did not save your life; you saved it, yourself, and--" here her low tone thrilled like a harp-string--"you risked it--frightfully--at that bridge--merely to save the promise you made me that you need not have made at all--oh, you needn't shake your head; I know."
"Ah, how you gild8 my base metal!"
"No, no, I have the story exactly, and from one who has no mind to praise you."
"From Gholson?"
"Gholson! no! I have it from Lucius Oliver, who had it from his son. He told me carefully, quietly and entirely9, in pure spleen, so that I might know that they know--think they know, that is,--why you and--he in front of us yonder--would not shoot his son when--"
"When as soldiers it was our simple du'--"
"Yes; and also that I may understand that he--the son--has sworn by that right hand you mutilated that the 'pair of you' shall die before he does."
"I ought not to have shown him that envelope addressed to you."
"Ah, but if it saved your life!"
"And this is what you don't want me to tell? Ah, I see; for me to know it is enough; I can put it to him as a theory. I can say Oliver is not a man to be put upon the defensive10, and that he is more than likely to be hunting 'the pair of us'--" All at once I thought of something.
"What made you give that sudden start?" she asked as we faced about in the driveway to make our walk a moment longer; "that's a bad habit you've got; why do you do it?"
I fancied the thrilling freshness of the question I was about to put would be explanation enough. "Do you believe Jewett has gone back into his own lines?"
"I don't know; hasn't he?"
"Oh, I don't know, either, but--well, I don't believe there's a braver man in Grant's army than that one a-straddle of my horse to-day! Why, just the way he got him, night before last,--you've heard that, have you not?"
"Yes, I've heard it; he is a very daring man; what of it?"
"Why, I can't help thinking he's out here to make a new record for himself, at whatever cost!"
A note of distress11 hung on my hearer's stifled12 voice; her head went lower and she laid her fingers pensively13 to her lips. "It would be like him," I heard her murmur3, and when I asked if she meant Jewett she shook her head.
"No," I said, "you mean it would be like Oliver to join him," and with that the sudden start was hers. "He wouldn't have to touch Ned Ferry or me," I went on, heartlessly, "nor to come near us, to make us rue14 the hour we let ourselves forget this wasn't our private war."
She whispered something to herself in horrified15 dismay; but then she looked at me with her eyes very blue and said "You'll see him about it, won't you? You must help unravel16 this tangle17, Richard; and if you do I'll--I'll dance at your wedding; yours and--somebody's we know!" Her eyes began forewith.
A light footfall sounded behind us, and Camille gave both her hands to my companion. "I was in the hall," she said, "telling Cécile she was like a white star that had come out by day, when I saw you here looking like a great red one; and you're still more like a red, red rose, and I've come to get some of your fragrance18."
"I'd exchange for yours any day, and thank you, dear," responded Charlotte; "you're a bunch of sweet-peas. Isn't she, Mr. Smith?"
The bunch beamed an ecstatic bliss19. What was the explanation; had her father arrived, or--or somebody else? The question went through me like an arrow. Was the cause of this heavenly radiance somebody else?--that was the barb20; or was it I?--that was the soothing21 feather.
In gratitude22 for Charlotte's word she sank backward in a long obeisance23. "May it please your ladyship, dinner is served. Oh, Mr. Smith, I've been listening to Mr. Gholson talking with aunt Martha and Estelle; I don't wonder you and he are friends; I think his ideas of religion are perfectly24 beautiful!"
At our two-o'clock dinner I found that our company had been reinforced. On one side of Camille sat I; but on the other side sat "Harry25."
点击收听单词发音
1 engrossed | |
adj.全神贯注的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
2 guise | |
n.外表,伪装的姿态 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
3 murmur | |
n.低语,低声的怨言;v.低语,低声而言 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
4 tricky | |
adj.狡猾的,奸诈的;(工作等)棘手的,微妙的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
5 contraction | |
n.缩略词,缩写式,害病 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
6 bent | |
n.爱好,癖好;adj.弯的;决心的,一心的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
7 scout | |
n.童子军,侦察员;v.侦察,搜索 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
8 gild | |
vt.给…镀金,把…漆成金色,使呈金色 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
9 entirely | |
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
10 defensive | |
adj.防御的;防卫的;防守的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
11 distress | |
n.苦恼,痛苦,不舒适;不幸;vt.使悲痛 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
12 stifled | |
(使)窒息, (使)窒闷( stifle的过去式和过去分词 ); 镇压,遏制; 堵 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
13 pensively | |
adv.沉思地,焦虑地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
14 rue | |
n.懊悔,芸香,后悔;v.后悔,悲伤,懊悔 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
15 horrified | |
a.(表现出)恐惧的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
16 unravel | |
v.弄清楚(秘密);拆开,解开,松开 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
17 tangle | |
n.纠缠;缠结;混乱;v.(使)缠绕;变乱 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
18 fragrance | |
n.芬芳,香味,香气 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
19 bliss | |
n.狂喜,福佑,天赐的福 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
20 barb | |
n.(鱼钩等的)倒钩,倒刺 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
21 soothing | |
adj.慰藉的;使人宽心的;镇静的 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
22 gratitude | |
adj.感激,感谢 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
23 obeisance | |
n.鞠躬,敬礼 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
24 perfectly | |
adv.完美地,无可非议地,彻底地 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
25 harry | |
vt.掠夺,蹂躏,使苦恼 | |
参考例句: |
|
|
欢迎访问英文小说网 |