Other folk from the cliff had seen the leper, and Yeoland could not claim to have monopolised the gentleman. One of Fulviac's fellows had seen him one morning near the cliff, gliding5 like a grey ghost among the pines. Another had marked him creeping swiftly away through the twilight6. It was a superstitious7 age and a superstitious region. The figure in grey seemed to haunt the place, with the occasional and mournful sounding of its bell. Men began to gossip, as the ignorant always will. Fulviac himself grew uneasy for more material reasons, and contemplated8 the test of a clothyard shaft9 or a bolt upon the leper's body. The man might be a spy, and if the bolt missed its mark it would at least serve as a sinister10 hint to this troublesome apparition11.
It was then that Yeoland took alarm into her woman's heart. There was great likelihood of the man ending his days under the tree with a shaft sticking fast between his shoulders. Though he was something of a madman, she did not relish12 such a prospect13. The day after she had heard the bell at midnight near the stair she haunted the forest like a pixie, keeping constant watch between the cliff and the forest grave. Fulviac had ridden out on a plundering14 venture, and she was free of him for the day.
It was not till evening that she heard the faint signal of the bell, creeping down through the gold-webbed boughs15 like the sound of a distant angelus. The sound flew from the north, and beckoned16 her towards the forest grave. Fearful of being caught, she followed it as fast as her feet could carry her, while the deepening clamour led her on. Presently she called the man by name as she ran. His grey frock and cowl came dimly through the trees.
"At last you are merciful," was his greeting.
She stood still and twisted her gown restlessly between her two hands. Anarchy17 showed in her face; fear, reason, and desire were calling to her heart. The intangible touch of the man's soul threw her being into chaos18. She feared greatly for him, stood still, and could say nothing. Flavian put his cowl back, and stood aloof19 from her, looking in her face.
"Seemingly we are both embarrassed," he said.
"It is best to be frank when life runs deep. I will speak the truth to you, and you may treat me as you will."
"If you stay here longer, messire----" she began.
"Well, madame, what then?"
"You will be shot like a dog; you are suspected; they are going to try your leper's gown with a crossbow bolt."
The man smiled optimistically.
"And you came to tell me this?"
"Yes."
"I thank you."
The wind moved through the trees; a fir-cone came pattering through the branches and fell at their feet. On the cliff a horn blared; its throaty cry came echoing faintly through the trees.
Flavian looked towards the gold of the west. His mood was calm and deliberate; he had his enthusiasms in leash24 for the moment, for there were more mundane25 matters in his mind--matters that were not savoury, however crimson26 shone the ideal years.
"I have thrown down the glove," he said, "for good or evil, honour or dishonour27. I will tell you the whole truth."
"Will you talk for ever?" she said to him.
"Take the core then. I am going to rend30 my bonds as I would rend flax. I have appealed to the Church; I have poured out gold."
"To the point, messire."
"I shall divorce my wife."
He threw his head back, and challenged the world in her one person. Her good favour was more to him than the patronage31 of Pope or King. It was in his mind that she should believe the worst of him from the beginning, so that in some later season he might not emulate32 Lucifer, toppled out of the heaven of her heart. She should have the truth from the first, and build her opinion of him on no fanciful basis. Even in this justice to the more sinister side of his surroundings, he was an idealist, thorough and enthusiastic.
"So you must understand, madame, that I am not without blemishes33, not without things that I myself would rather see otherwise. With me it is a question of going to hell for a woman, or getting rid of her. Being an egotist, I choose the latter alternative."
"And the woman loves you?"
"Not an atom; she only cares to be called the Lady of Gambrevault, Signoress of Avalon, the first dame23 in the south."
"Why do you tell me this?"
"Madame, have I need of more words? It is for this: that you might not picture me as I am not, or form any false conception of me. I have bared my moral skeleton to you. Perhaps you will never know what it costs a man at times to make his mind as glass to the woman he honours above the whole world."
"Well?"
Her verdict was more sudden and more human than he might have expected.
"Messire, you are a brave man," she said; "I believe I am beginning to trust you."
The sky flamed into sunset; the tracery of the trees seemed webbed with gold into shimmering36 domes37 and fans of quivering light. In the distance, the great cliff stood out darkly from the scarlet38 caverns39 of the west. The pine tops rose like the black spires40 of some vast city. Above, floated clouds, effulgent41 mounts of fire, hurled42 from the abysmal43 furnace of the sun.
Flavian came two steps nearer to the woman, leaning against the tree.
"Give me my due," he said; "I have uncovered the difficult workings of my heart, I have shown you the inner man in his meaner mould. Suffer me to speak of my manhood in godlier words. I have shown you Winter; let me utter forth44 Spring."
Yeoland turned and faced him at last.
"You have risked your life and my honour long enough," she said, "I am going back to the cliff."
"And I with you, as far as the stairway."
"To the threshold of death."
"What care I if I tread it at your side?"
She turned homewards with obstinate45 intent, and the mild hauteur46 of a good woman. The man followed her, went with her step for step, looking in her face.
"Hear my confession," he said; "you shall have it before you leave me. For the sake of your honour, I hold my soul by the collar. But--but, I shall win liberty, liberty. When I am free, ah, girl, girl, I shall flash golden wings in the face of the sun. I shall soar to you that I may look into your eyes, that I may touch your hands, and breathe the warm summer of your soul. I want God, I want purity, I want the Eternal peace, I want your heart. I have said the whole; think of me what you will."
Twilight had gathered; all the violet calmness of the night came down upon the world. Under the shadows of the tall trees, the girl was deeply stirred beyond her own compassion47. She halted, hesitated, went suddenly near the man with her face turned heavenwards like a new-spread flower. Her eyes were very wistful, and she spoke48 almost in a whisper.
"You have told me the whole truth, you have shown me your whole soul?"
"As I serve you, madame, I have kept nothing back."
"Ah, messire, I will speak to you the truth in turn. God be merciful to me, but you have come strangely near my heart. These are bitter words for my soul. Ah, messire, if you have any honour for me, trust me that I aspire49 to heaven. I cannot suffer you to come deeper into my life."
The man held out his hands.
"Why, why?"
"Because in following me, you go innocently to your death."
He lifted up his arms, and leapt into heroics like an Apollo leaping into a blood-red sky.
"Messire, messire, it is the woman who fears. I tell you this, because, because--God help me----"
She fled away, but that night he did not follow her.
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