For the first few days she had to make something of an effort to overcome the faint distaste she felt for these little girls, in their ugly uniforms, with their stiff black hair, their round yellow faces, and their staring, sloe-black eyes. But she remembered the soft look which had transfigured so beautifully the countenance12 of the Mother Superior when on Kitty's first visit to the convent she had stood surrounded by those ugly little things, and she would not allow herself to surrender to her instinct. And presently, taking in her arms one or other of the tiny creatures, crying because of a fall or a cutting tooth, when Kitty found that a few soft words, though in a language the child could not understand, the pressure of her arms and the softness of her cheek against the weeping yellow face, could comfort and console, she began to lose all her feeling of strangeness. The small children, without any fear of her, came to her in their childish troubles and it gave her a peculiar13 happiness to discern their confidence. It was the same with the older girls, those to whom she taught sewing; their bright, clever smiles and the pleasure she could give them by a word of praise, touched her. She felt that they liked her and, flattered and proud, she liked them in return.
But there was one child that she could not grow used to. It was a little girl of six, an idiot with a huge hydrocephalic head that swayed top-heavily on a small, squat14 body, large vacant eyes and a drooling mouth; the creature spoke15 hoarsely16 a few mumbled17 words; it was revolting and horrible; and for some reason it conceived an idiot attachment18 for Kitty so that it followed her about as she changed her place from one part of the large room to another. It clung to her skirt and rubbed its face against her knees. It sought to fondle her hands. She shivered with disgust. She knew it yearned19 for caresses21 and she could not bring herself to touch it.
Once, speaking of it to Sister St. Joseph, she said that it was a pity it lived. Sister St. Joseph smiled and stretched out her hand to the misformed thing. It came and rubbed its bulging22 forehead against it.
"Poor little mite," said the nun23. "She was brought here positively24 dying. By the mercy of Providence25 I was at the door just as she came. I thought there was not a moment to lose, so I baptized her at once. You would not believe what trouble we have had to keep her with us. Three or four times we thought that her little soul would escape to Heaven."
Kitty was silent. Sister St. Joseph in her loquacious26 way began to gossip of other things. And next day when the idiot child came to her and touched her hand Kitty nerved herself to place it in a caress20 on the great bare skull27. She forced her lips into a smile. But suddenly the child, with an idiot perversity28, left her; it seemed to lose interest in her, and that day and the following days paid her no attention. Kitty did not know what she had done and tried to lure29 it to her with smiles and gestures, but it turned away and pretended not to see her.
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n.恢复,精神爽快,提神之事物;(复数)refreshments:点心,茶点 | |
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n.损害,伤害,危害;恶作剧,捣蛋,胡闹 | |
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