With him died of course almost all his means; and his family, if not left utterly2 destitute3, had little to boast in the way of wealth. Mrs. Tait enjoyed, and had for some time enjoyed, an annuity4 of fifty pounds a year; but it would cease at her death, whenever that event should take place. What was she to do with her children? Many a bereaved5 widow, far worse off than Mrs. Tait, has to ask the same perplexing question every day. Mrs. Tait's children were partially6 off her hands. Jane had her husband; Francis was earning his own living as an under-master in a school; with Margaret ten pounds a year must be paid; and there was still Robert.
The death had occurred in July. By October they must be away from the house. "You will be at no loss for a home, Mrs. Tait," Mr. Halliburton took an opportunity of kindly7 saying to her. "You must allow me and Jane to welcome you to ours."
"Yes, Edgar," was Mrs. Tait's unhesitating reply; "it will be the best plan. The furniture in this house will do for yours, and you shall have it, and you must take me and my small means into it—an incumbrance to you. I have pondered it all over, and I do not see anything else that can be done."
"I have no right whatever to your furniture," he replied, "and Jane has no more right to it than have your other children. The furniture shall be put into my house if you please; but you must either allow me to pay you for it, or it shall remain your own, to be removed again at any time you may please."
A house was looked for and taken. The furniture was valued, and Mr. Halliburton bought it—a fourth part of the sum Mrs. Tait positively8 refusing to take, for she declared that so much belonged to Jane. Then they quitted the old house of many years, and moved into the new one: Mr. and Mrs. Halliburton, Mrs. Tait, Robert, and the two servants.
"Will it be prudent9 for you, my dear, to retain both the servants?" Mrs. Tait asked of her daughter.
Jane blushed vividly10. "We could do with one at present, mamma; but the time will be coming that I shall require two. And Susan and Mary are both so good that I do not care to part with them. You are used to them, too."
"Ah, child! I know that in all your plans and schemes you and Edgar think first of my comfort. Do you know what I was thinking of last night as I lay in bed?"
"What, mamma?"
"When Mr. Halliburton first spoke11 of wanting you, I and your poor papa felt inclined to hesitate, thinking you might have made a better match. But, my dear, I was wondering last night what we should have done in this crisis but for him."
"Yes," said Jane, gently. "Things that appear untoward12 at the time frequently turn out afterwards to have been the very best that could have happened. God directs all things, you know, mamma."
A contention13 arose respecting Robert, some weeks after they had been in their new house—or it may be better to call it a discussion. Robert had never taken very kindly to what he called book-learning. Mr. Tait's wish had been that both his sons should enter the Church. Robert had never openly opposed this wish, and for the calling itself he had a liking14; but particularly disliked the study and application necessary to fit him for it. Silent while his father lived, he was so no longer; but took every opportunity of urging the point upon his mother. He was still attending Dr. Percy's school daily.
"You know, mother," dropping down one day in a chair, close to his mother and Jane, and catching15 up one leg to nurse—rather a favourite action of his—"I shall never earn salt at it."
"Salt at what, Robert?" asked Mrs. Tait.
"Why, at these rubbishing classics. I shall never make a tutor, as Mr. Halliburton and Francis do; and what on earth's to become of me? As to any chance of my being a parson, of course that's over: where's the money to come from?"
"What is to become of you, then?" cried Mrs. Tait. "I'm sure I don't know."
"Besides," went on Robert, lowering his voice, and calling up the most effectual argument he could think of, "I ought to be doing something for myself. I am living here upon Mr. Halliburton."
"He is delighted to have you, Robert," interrupted Jane, quickly. "Mamma pays——"
"Be quiet, Mrs. Jane! What sort of a wife do you call yourself, pray, to go against your husband's interests in that manner? I heard you preaching up to the charity children the other day about its being sinful to waste time."
"Well?" said Jane.
"Well! what's waste of time for other people is not waste of time for me, I suppose?" went on Robert.
"You are not wasting your time, Robert."
"I am. And if you had the sense people give you credit for, Madam Jane, you'd see it. I shall never, I say, earn my salt at teaching; and—just tell me yourself whether there seems any chance now that I shall enter the Church."
"At present I do not see that there is," confessed Jane.
"There! Then is it waste of time, or not, my continuing to study for a career which I can never enter upon?"
"But what else can you do, Robert?" interposed Mrs. Tait. "You cannot idle your time away at home, or be running about the streets all day."
"No," said Robert, "better stop at school for ever than do that. I want to see the world, mother."
"You—want—to—see—the—world!" echoed Mrs. Tait, bringing out the words slowly in her astonishment16, whilst Jane looked up from her work, and fixed17 her eyes upon her brother.
"It's only natural that I should," said Robert, with equanimity18. "I have an invitation to go down into Yorkshire."
"What to do?" cried Mrs. Tait.
"Oh, lots of things. They keep hunters, and——"
"Why, you were never on horseback in your life, Robert," laughed Jane. "You would come back with your neck broken."
"I do wish you'd be quiet, Jane!" returned Robert, reddening. "I am talking to mamma, not to you. Winchcombe has invited me to spend the Christmas holidays with him down at his father's place in Yorkshire. And, mother, I want to go; and I want you to promise that I shall not return to school when the holidays are over. I will do anything else that you choose to put me to. I'll learn to be a man of business, or I'll go into an office, or I'd be apprenticed19 to a doctor—anything you like, rather than stop at these everlasting20 school-books. I am sick of them."
"Robert, you take my breath away!" uttered Mrs. Tait. "I have no interest anywhere. I could not get you into any of these places."
"I dare say Mr. Halliburton could. He knows lots of people. Jane, you talk to him: he'll do anything for you."
There ensued, I say, much discussion about
Robert. But it is not with Robert Tait that our story has to do; and only a few words need be given to him here and there. It appeared to them all that it would be inexpedient for him to continue at school; both with regard to his own wishes and to his prospects21. He was allowed to pay the visit with his schoolfellow, and (as he came back with neck unbroken) Mr. Halliburton succeeded in placing him in a large wholesale22 warehouse23. Robert appeared to like it very much at first, and always came home to spend Sunday with them.
"He may rise in time to be one of the first mercantile men in London," observed Mr. Halliburton to his wife; "one of our merchant-princes, as my uncle used to say by me, if only——"
"If what? Why do you hesitate?" she asked.
"If he will only persevere24, I was going to say. But, Jane, I fear perseverance25 is a quality that Robert does not possess."
Of course all that had to be proved. It lay in the future.
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