The two girls had not settled to work when the door of the small room was pushed cautiously open and Mr. Grig came in--as it were by stealth. Milly, prolonging her sweet hour of authority in the large room, had not yet returned to her mates. By a glance and a gesture Mr. Grig prevented the girls from any exclamation1 of surprise. Evidently he was secreting2 himself from his sister, and he must have entered the office without a sound. He looked older, worn, worried, captious--as though he needed balm and solace3 and treatment at once firm and infinitely4 soft. Lilian, who a few minutes earlier had been recalcitrant5 to Miss Grig's theory that women must protect men, now felt a desire to protect Mr. Grig, to save him exquisitely7 from anxieties unsuited to his temperament8.
He shut the door, and in the intimacy9 of the room faced the two girls, one so devoted10, the other perhaps equally devoted but whose devotion was outshone by her brilliant beauty. For him both typists were very young, but they were both women, familiar beings whom the crisis had transformed from typists into angels of succour; and he had ceased to be an employer and become a man who demanded the aid of women and knew how to rend11 their hearts.
"Is she in there?" he snapped, with a movement of the head towards the principals' room.
"Yes," breathed Lilian.
"Yes," said Gertie. "Oh! Mr. Grig, she ought never to have come out in her state!"
"Well, God damn it, of course she oughtn't!" retorted Mr. Grig. His language, unprecedented12 in that room, ought to have shocked the respectable girls, but did not in the slightest degree. To judge from their demeanour they might have been living all their lives in an environment of blasphemous13 profanity. "Didn't I do everything I could to keep her at home?"
"Oh! I know you did!" Gertie agreed sympathetically. "She told me."
"I made a hades of a row with her about it in the hope of keeping her in the house. But it was no use. I swore I wouldn't move until she returned. But of course I've got to do something. Look here, one of you must go to her and tell her I'm waiting in a taxi downstairs to take her home, and that I shall stick in it till she gives way, even if I'm there all day. That ought to shift her. Tell her I've arranged for the doctor to be at the house at a quarter to eleven. You'd better go and do it, Miss Jackson. She's more likely to listen to you."
"Yes, do, Gertie! You go," Lilian seconded the instruction. Then: "What's the matter, Gertie? What on earth's the matter?"
The paragon14 had suddenly blanched15 and she seemed to shiver: first sign of acute emotion that Lilian had ever observed in the placid16 creature.
"It's nothing. I'm only---- It's really nothing."
And Gertie, who had not taken off her street-things, rose resolutely17 from her chair. She, who a little earlier had seemed quite energetic and fairly fresh after her night's work, now looked genuinely ill.
"You go along," Mr. Grig urged her, ruthlessly ignoring the symptoms which had startled Lilian. "And mind how you do it, there's a good creature. I'll get downstairs first." And he stepped out of the room.
The door opening showed tall, thin Millicent returning to her own work. Mr. Grig pushed past her on tiptoe. As soon as Gertie had disappeared on her mission into the principals' room, Lilian told Millicent, not without an air of superiority, as of an Under-secretary of State to a common member of Parliament, what was occurring. Millicent, who loved "incidents," bit her lips in a kind of cruel pleasure. (She had a long, straight, absolutely regular nose, and was born to accomplish the domestic infelicity of some male clerk.) She made an excuse to revisit the large room in order to spread the thrilling news.
Lilian stood just behind the still open door of the small room. A long time elapsed. Then the door of the principals' room opened, and Lilian, discreetly18 peeping, saw the backs of Miss Grig and Gertie Jackson. They seemed to be supporting each other in their progress towards the outer door. She wondered what the expressions on their faces might be; she had no clue to the tenor19 of the scene which had ended in Gertie's success, for neither of the pair spoke20 a word. How had Gertie managed to beat the old fanatic21?
After a little pause she went to the window and opened it and looked out at the pavement below. The taxi was there. Two foreshortened figures emerged from the building. Mr. Grig emerged from the taxi. Miss Grig was induced into the vehicle, and to Lilian's astonishment22 Gertie followed her. Mr. Grig entered last. As the taxi swerved23 away, a little outcry of voices drew Lilian's attention to the fact that both windows of the large room were open and full of clusters of heads. The entire office, thanks to that lath, Millicent, was disorganized. Lilian whipped in her own head like lightning.
At three o'clock she was summoned to the telephone. Mr. Grig was speaking from a call-office.
"Miss Jackson's got influenza24, the doctor says," he announced grimly. "So she has to stay here. A nice handful for me. You'd better carry on. I'll try to come up later. Miss Grig said something about some accounts--I don't know."
Lilian, quite unable to check a feeling of intense, excited happiness, replied with soothing25, eager sympathy and allegiance, and went with dignity into the principals' room, now for the moment lawfully26 at her mercy. The accounts of the establishment were always done by Miss Grig, and there was evidence on the desk that she had been obdurately27 at work on bills when Gertie Jackson enticed28 her away. In the evening Lilian, after a day's urgent toil29 at her machine, was sitting in Miss Grig's chair in the principals' room, at grips with the day-book, the night-book, the ledger30 and some bill-forms. Although experiencing some of the sensations of a traveller lost in a forest (of which the trees were numerals), she was saturated31 with bliss32. She had dismissed the rest of the staff at the usual hour, firmly refusing to let anybody remain with her. Almost as a favour Millicent had been permitted to purchase a night's food for her.
Just as the clock of St. George's struck eight, it occurred to her that to allow herself to be found by Mr. Grig in the occupation of Miss Grig's place might amount to a grave failure in tact33; and hastily--for he might arrive at any moment---she removed all the essential paraphernalia34 to the small room. She had heard nothing further from Mr. Grig, who, moreover, had not definitely promised to come, but she was positive that he would come. However late the hour might be, he would come. She would hear the outer door open; she would hear his steps; she would see him; and he would see her, faithfully labouring all alone for him, and eager to take a whole night-watch for the second time in a week. For this hour she had made a special toilette, with much attention to her magnificent hair. She looked spick-and-span and enchanting35.
Nor was she mistaken. Hardly had she arranged matters in her own room when the outer door did open, and she did hear his steps. The divine moment had arrived. He appeared in the doorway36 of the room. Rather to her regret he was not in evening dress. (But how could he be?) Still, he had a marvellous charm and his expression was less worried. He was almost too good to be true. She greeted him with a smile that combined sorrow and sympathy and welcome, fidelity37 and womanly comprehension, the expert assistant and the beautiful young Eve. She was so discomposed by the happiness of realization38 that at first she scarcely knew what either of them was saying, and then she seemed to come to herself and she caught Mr. Grig's voice clearly in the middle of a sentence:'
"... with a temperature of 104. The doctor said it would be madness to send her to Islington. This sort of influenza takes you like this, it appears. I shall have it myself next.... What are you supposed to be doing? Bills, eh?"
He looked hard at her, and her eyes dropped before his experienced masculine gaze. She liked him to be wrinkled and grey, to be thirty years older than herself, to be perhaps even depraved. She liked to contrast her innocent freshness with his worn maturity39. She liked it that he had not shown the slightest appreciation40 of her loyalty41. He spoke only vaguely42 of Miss Grig's condition; it was not a topic meet for discussion between them, and with a few murmured monosyllables she let it drop.
"I do hope you aren't thinking of staying, Mr. Grig," she said next. "I shall be perfectly43 all right by myself, and the bills will occupy me till something comes in."
Her face fell.
"But----"
"We'll shut up for to-night."
"But we're supposed to be always open! Supposing some work does come in! It always does----"
Tears came into Lilian's eyes. She had expected him, in answer to her appeal to him to depart, to insist on staying with her. She had been waiting for heaven to unfold. And now he had decided46 to break the sacred tradition and close the office. She could not master her tears.
"Don't worry," he said in tones suddenly charged with tenderness and sympathetic understanding. "It can't be helped. I know just how you feel, and don't you imagine I don't. You've been splendid. But I had to promise Isabel I'd shut the office to-night. She's in a very bad state, and I did it to soothe47 her. You know she hates me to be here at nights--thinks I'm not strong enough for it."
"That's not her reason to-night," said Lilian to herself. "I know her reason to-night well enough!"
But she gave Mr. Grig a look grateful for his exquisite6 compassion48, which had raised him in her sight to primacy among men.
Obediently she let herself be dismissed first, leaving him behind, but in the street she looked up at her window. The words "Open day and night" on the blind were no longer silhouetted49 against a light within. The tradition was broken. On the way to the Dover Street Tube she did not once glance behind her to see if he was following.
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