Here come the long, pale twilights of June, somewhat veiled like those of May, less uncertain, however, and more tepid1 still. In the gardens, the rose-laurel which is beginning to bloom in profusion2 is becoming already magnificently pink. At the end of each work day, the good folks sit outside, in front of their doors, to look at the night falling—the night which soon confuses, under the vaults3 of the plane-trees, their groups assembled for benevolent4 rest. And a tranquil5 melancholy6 descends7 over villages, in those interminable evenings—
For Ramuntcho, this is the epoch8 when smuggling9 becomes a trade almost without trouble, with charming hours, marching toward summits through spring clouds; crossing ravines, wandering in lands of springs and of wild fig-trees; sleeping, waiting for the agreed hour, with carbineers who are accomplices10, on carpets of mint and pinks.—The good odor of plants impregnated his clothes, his waistcoat which he never wore, but used as a pillow or a blanket—and Gracieuse would say to him at night: “I know where you went last night, for you smell of mint of the mountain above Mendizpi”—or: “You smell of absinthe of the Subernoa morass11.”
Gracieuse regretted the month of Mary, the offices of the Virgin12 in the nave13, decked with white flowers. In the twilights without rain, with the sisters and some older pupils of their class, she sat under the porch of the church, against the low wall of the graveyard14 from which the view plunges15 into the valleys beneath. There they talked, or played the childish games in which nuns16 indulge.
There were also long and strange meditations17, meditations to which the fall of day, the proximity18 of the church, of the tombs and of their flowers, gave soon a serenity19 detached from material things and as if free from all alliance with the senses. In her first mystic dreams as a little girl,—inspired especially by the pompous20 rites21 of the cult22, by the voice of the organ, the white bouquets23, the thousand flames of the wax tapers—only images appeared to her—very radiant images, it is true: altars resting on mists, golden tabernacles where music vibrated and where fell grand flights of angels. But those visions gave place now to ideas: she caught a glimpse of that peace and that supreme24 renunciation which the certainty of an endless celestial25 life gives; she conceived, in a manner more elevated than formerly26, the melancholy joy of abandoning everything in order to become an impersonal27 part of that entirety of nuns, white, or blue, or black, who, from the innumerable convents of earth, make ascend28 toward heaven an immense and perpetual intercession for the sins of the world—
However, as soon as night had fallen quite, the course of her thoughts came down every evening fatally toward intoxicating29 and mortal things. Her wait, her feverish30 wait, began, more impatient from moment to moment. She felt anxious that her cold companions with black veils should return into the sepulchre of their convent and that she should be alone in her room, free at last, in the house fallen asleep, ready to open her window and listen to the slight noise of Ramuntcho's footsteps.
The kiss of lovers, the kiss on the lips, was now a thing possessed31 and of which they had not the strength to deprive themselves. And they prolonged it a great deal, not wishing, through charming scruples32, to accord more to each other.
Anyway, if the intoxication33 which they gave to each other thus was a little too carnal, there was between them that absolute tenderness, infinite, unique, by which all things are elevated and purified.
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1 tepid | |
adj.微温的,温热的,不太热心的 | |
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n.拱顶( vault的名词复数 );地下室;撑物跳高;墓穴 | |
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v.下来( descend的第三人称单数 );下去;下降;下斜 | |
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默想( meditation的名词复数 ); 默念; 沉思; 冥想 | |
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